The wound is mending (Admin life update/Account Updates)
General | Posted 5 days agoThere's no more beating around the bush or anything anymore; reasons why I'm either selectively or sporadically or just never around for months on end between constant burnouts, lack of confidence, and unfortunate mental-health issues. With some account updates and some minor changes made.To open and start; it's no real secret about the passing of my mother, the only family I've ever known personally or all my life, which after I posted that last update 4 months ago it... it took a toll on me and my health harshly; being officially alone feeling outside of some of the best friends I'll ever know. Now with almost about to be 7 months later, I've been feeling better to move again or want to do and push for new things or pursue but they've been an unfortunate slow burner between lack of motivation, want, world events, and other items. My mental health for the last 2 years hasn't been the very best ever since everything happened or being the only one to take care of her since we didn't have anyone else and I'm no care taker by any means.
Then following that when I was starting to think of pursuing doing streams again, given I had privacy once more; living situation changed, not place but roommates, where the newer roommates we had were more the "Full-Grown Adults, Teenage mentality" in slamming doors as a normalized thing, constant dishes and trash, unable to do my own laundry, and being on the floor below they basically walked like they had lead shoes on making sleep harder; along with a dog that would constantly scratch, howl, or rock in it's kennel right above my room when neither the 2 were home; for those last 4-5 months after I made the last update.
It's just... 2025 was just an unfortunately, really rough year for me personally but with the past behind, those roommates gone, and me slowly starting to be less in my head and wanting to try again or least pursue once more; I wanna really start trying again on things. Trying to not focus on making things perfectly, trying to not be the next HoovesArtist, theycallhimcake, or any other major artist out there.
I want to push to do what I enjoy, to share that, to create again; not chasing fame, likes, follows, money, I want to chase a dream of being able to share the things I enjoy most or build a community of sorts to share and show others arts and creations off regardless of the results. I'm not looking to grow and explode my presence over-night, rather I want to build it little by little this time.
So here's the changes and updates sitting around from me:
Firstly, the Twitch channel has received a major-overhaul to it now that I've put more back-end time into it. Between new avi look to reflect the character/me better, new alerts, and even a proper schedule image made finally and too keep to it this time. Not to lose motivation in a week and just stop anymore.
(And if you haven't already: https://www.twitch.tv/kamimation)
Streams are at 3pm est. every Saturday, Sunday, and Monday
Secondly, the main IB page (If you follow me there, FA has been up-kept a little more regularly) you may of noticed has been updated a little more; not majorly but new links/handles have been added/fixed up along with a new-ish profile image.
Items I've posted to my Blueskys and Twitter/X
(https://x.com/KmationStudios , https://bsky.app/profile/kmationstu.....s.bsky.social)
Will be posted here too along with some other smaller and fun things I've made recently too.
Thirdly, the old Discord server KamimationStudios and KamimationStudios Redux have both sadly been retired and removed; mainly follows both my mental health issues and my own unfortunate lack in confidence in maintaining them or keeping them up.
So the Discord link has been just replaced with my own Discord name, I don't really do coms or anything but if you need to get in-contact with me on something or just wanna chat; anyone's free to message! ^w^ Including on here as well! Though might be on delays between when I see messages here verses there.
Smaller side thing, on top of the images and items that I'll be bringing forth here that were posted on other socials; among them also includes the newer VRChat group and Discord server I created known as "Bunny Ranch"
Anyone is free to join, we host events every Friday, you do need age-verification to join instances; it's more a general hangout/activity group, all are welcome.
Lastly, I can't thank all of you enough for these last few years being here; I'm not a major creator by any means but being close to breaking 100 follows here really does warm my heart a lot or seeing the continued enjoyment of the Mayternity pictures and other works. Mayternity pack 2 is coming this year ;3 And I feel I wanna push further into both mix of pregger stuff and personal OC styled slice of life comics. So I have a direction/idea of what to do now, just a matter of pushing for it is all.
With everything and all being said, thank you to everyone who's been here on this.. unfortunate wild rid of mine and here's to the new year of 2026! Not just a start of a new year but a start of a new chapter in my life. <3
Heeeeeey! I'm not dead! (Mild vent/feedback journal)
General | Posted 4 months agoHeeeey folks so yeah uhh I'm surprisingly not dead!
I've just been a bit away for the time from these last two months and well arts been on a pretty hard crawl again sadly cause of it...
No the current internet climate doesn't have to do with it; it's just been more a case I haven't been as motivated to work or do art, having ideas but no drive for them or questioning
"Should I?", "Would this be fine quality wise?", "Maybe this is the style I wanna do!" My focus is just a constant shifting ADHD mess; like me. :D
Also the passing of my relative isn't helping much of this either for it's own reasons; just been struck or debating what to do or what I wanna focus more towards or what should I?
I opened a Discord server; I'm barely active in it myself and might of jumped a little too far ahead. (Now even with a VRChat group)
Been pushing for art and outside of Mayternity being the most impactful push. I know I need and want too make more but don't know what or which.
Then there's the direction of streaming, something I've been yearning to do for the last year but had living situations that made it impossible till now.
(Maybe even VA/ASMR stuff since people say I work good with that)
There's a large variety of ideas and things I wanna do but I don't know which I should push more on or which I should continue to pursue or how should I juggle them.
Returning to art is a "It happens when it happens." case sadly and return dates are just unknown for it.
Currently I've been pushing streaming a lot more (shameless plug: https://www.twitch.tv/kamimation) cause it just feels more... me? I thrive my best with commentary; where my art skills fall, I just enjoy vibing and talking to followers and folks within communities or trying out different things to stream. Especially things from the PS2/Xbox/Wii and before eras; when games just loaded up and didn't have 3 billion updates.
That ramble aside, I do want to push for something or different ideas; naturally I think hyper-preg imagery is probably going to be the push and probably the cel-shade style is following with it.
Though I do wanna here what ideas some of you guys have cause this place has grown a lot over these last 2 months and I can't thank you all for that enough. Hopefully here's to the rebooted start!
I've just been a bit away for the time from these last two months and well arts been on a pretty hard crawl again sadly cause of it...
No the current internet climate doesn't have to do with it; it's just been more a case I haven't been as motivated to work or do art, having ideas but no drive for them or questioning
"Should I?", "Would this be fine quality wise?", "Maybe this is the style I wanna do!" My focus is just a constant shifting ADHD mess; like me. :D
Also the passing of my relative isn't helping much of this either for it's own reasons; just been struck or debating what to do or what I wanna focus more towards or what should I?
I opened a Discord server; I'm barely active in it myself and might of jumped a little too far ahead. (Now even with a VRChat group)
Been pushing for art and outside of Mayternity being the most impactful push. I know I need and want too make more but don't know what or which.
Then there's the direction of streaming, something I've been yearning to do for the last year but had living situations that made it impossible till now.
(Maybe even VA/ASMR stuff since people say I work good with that)
There's a large variety of ideas and things I wanna do but I don't know which I should push more on or which I should continue to pursue or how should I juggle them.
Returning to art is a "It happens when it happens." case sadly and return dates are just unknown for it.
Currently I've been pushing streaming a lot more (shameless plug: https://www.twitch.tv/kamimation) cause it just feels more... me? I thrive my best with commentary; where my art skills fall, I just enjoy vibing and talking to followers and folks within communities or trying out different things to stream. Especially things from the PS2/Xbox/Wii and before eras; when games just loaded up and didn't have 3 billion updates.
That ramble aside, I do want to push for something or different ideas; naturally I think hyper-preg imagery is probably going to be the push and probably the cel-shade style is following with it.
Though I do wanna here what ideas some of you guys have cause this place has grown a lot over these last 2 months and I can't thank you all for that enough. Hopefully here's to the rebooted start!
Plans, Updates, and Future things!
General | Posted 6 months agoHey folks we're back again with another update; yes post-Mayternity shocker I know.
So content as you may of noticed did slow down heavily for the month of June here and that's cause all month long; as mentioned in a post back in January and recently, I was working and taking care of my mother who has sadly recently passed last week and it's been a lot personally.
I am alright, I am dealing with the mental strain well I think and have plenty of friends and help along side me through it.
Though enough about sad talk, what's in store?!
Plans going forward now that a lot of my schedules have cleared up recently I do and want to branch further out with things I had to set down and I'm looking forward to trying and furthering them.
The main take away is I do plan and want to do more streaming stuff!^w^
I wanna do more interactive things with followers; things to show how my thought process on art is, things I might do, ideas folks could fire towards me, or even just ramble about something from my childhood :p
Say the least I wanna push for streaming stuff in the very near future again; doing art related things on Picarto and Gaming on Twitch and such!^^
Also going forward, I have been thinking of going for more a pregnant/belly content focus since well personal favorite kink and folks seem to enjoy it quite a bit so there is going to be a fair more amount of emphasis on NSFW being content like that.
So, that's really it for now; lots been happening but lot of changes and plans/goals are in mind as of currently once things are fully sorted through.
So content as you may of noticed did slow down heavily for the month of June here and that's cause all month long; as mentioned in a post back in January and recently, I was working and taking care of my mother who has sadly recently passed last week and it's been a lot personally.
I am alright, I am dealing with the mental strain well I think and have plenty of friends and help along side me through it.
Though enough about sad talk, what's in store?!
Plans going forward now that a lot of my schedules have cleared up recently I do and want to branch further out with things I had to set down and I'm looking forward to trying and furthering them.
The main take away is I do plan and want to do more streaming stuff!^w^
I wanna do more interactive things with followers; things to show how my thought process on art is, things I might do, ideas folks could fire towards me, or even just ramble about something from my childhood :p
Say the least I wanna push for streaming stuff in the very near future again; doing art related things on Picarto and Gaming on Twitch and such!^^
Also going forward, I have been thinking of going for more a pregnant/belly content focus since well personal favorite kink and folks seem to enjoy it quite a bit so there is going to be a fair more amount of emphasis on NSFW being content like that.
So, that's really it for now; lots been happening but lot of changes and plans/goals are in mind as of currently once things are fully sorted through.
Happy Mayternity and Welcome!
General | Posted 8 months agoFirstly, welcome all new comers to my art profile; hope you're enjoying the Mayternity pictures :p
Secondly, yeah decided to come out of a drought and challenge myself and made my goal to make an image per day for all of may; plus considering pushing to make more pregger content or other things; I'm personally enjoying these more simple and quick images vs the longer, marathon, stretched ones. Let me know what you guys think about that.
Also I if you wanna keep more up with me the links to my Twitter/Bluesky and even Discord server is below! Thank you all for the support and more!^w^
X/Twitter: https://x.com/KmationStudios
BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/kmationstu.....os.bsky.social
Discord: https://discord.gg/h6FMBHrBJg
Secondly, yeah decided to come out of a drought and challenge myself and made my goal to make an image per day for all of may; plus considering pushing to make more pregger content or other things; I'm personally enjoying these more simple and quick images vs the longer, marathon, stretched ones. Let me know what you guys think about that.
Also I if you wanna keep more up with me the links to my Twitter/Bluesky and even Discord server is below! Thank you all for the support and more!^w^
X/Twitter: https://x.com/KmationStudios
BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/kmationstu.....os.bsky.social
Discord: https://discord.gg/h6FMBHrBJg
Discord Updates!
General | Posted a year agoHey folks! I know I've... been dead quite a bit recently due to artistic craft and want being limited and a number of life things going on in the background that I'll discuss or mention another time.
However, while not completely back yet or really making art content frequently; what we do have is a brand new Discord server! This time the invite link actually works and doesn't expire; I promise :3
https://discord.gg/h6FMBHrBJg
Link is here, in bio, or on the other many listed social medias found on this profile!
Might not be as active art wise but, I do have plenty to share and tell Discord wise!
However, while not completely back yet or really making art content frequently; what we do have is a brand new Discord server! This time the invite link actually works and doesn't expire; I promise :3
https://discord.gg/h6FMBHrBJg
Link is here, in bio, or on the other many listed social medias found on this profile!
Might not be as active art wise but, I do have plenty to share and tell Discord wise!
Future Plans, Ideas, and Where I am currently
General | Posted 2 years agoHey guys, so guess this is a bit of an update on things on some things; mainly future plans, ideas, and looking for suggestions and feedback on things. Cause February has been a very long month for me in life of basically almost becoming homeless and depressive spurts, I'm not going to go into details on it but just know things are fine now.
Many of you might see I don't post often here or even anywhere much; not even on my X/Twitter or Blueskys (( shameless plugs go follow me there too X3 https://twitter.com/KmationStudios , https://bsky.app/profile/kmationstu.....os.bsky.social )) Main reasons why is cause; I just never know what to do art wise or more just, constantly sit in doubt. I know I set myself up to do NSFW stuff but I also like having a focus too on SFW projects as well; or just never know what to make NSFW wise.
Do I put effort in, do I make the bare-minimum, do I just mass produce, do I try and create a scene with it, I don't know. I'm open to several kinds of kinks and ideas but I just never know what to focus on or make often; even with friends helping ground me and give me ideas, I lack motivation for them. I just genuinely don't know what I wanna do, I wanna do and am doing what makes me happy but same time it often feels like that happiness leaves everyone here really empty handed. Especially cause I'm not a major social media person when it comes to posting; like do I just post random stuff, mass re-share things, playfully harass other content creators with pings, I don't know. I'm as brain dead as they come to this stuff. :>
That all being said, I am looking into other projects and ideas in the future; that maybe can help and build these items up a lot more too. One of said items is I would like to start streaming at some point; specifically VTubing on Twitch or even opening the gates to doing art stuff on Picarto. Streaming what exactly on either is your guess is as good as mine, either making some random shit post/lewd suggestions in Blender or even just admin hanging out and playing whatever games I have available. I don't know yet, the idea is there and something I wanna pursue; so I'm just currently doing what I do now.
Bringing that into the next topic, what I'm doing now; photography stuff, specifically in VRChat. Usually I post or show off some more basic shenanigans I have in VRChat but I have been looking to open that door a lot more as prevalent by the last few posts, doing a different type of art medium. These can include more SFW items along with some future plans for NSFW items. One of these days I'll get full body to make the experience fuller~ So I'm going to be rolling out some more VRC related things throughout the coming weeks; if there's a world, idea, or something you guys might like to see. Then send them forward to me and I'll see what I can do about making them if possible.
Otherwise, that's where things are really or what's going on; until next time, thank you all for sticking with me through this.
Many of you might see I don't post often here or even anywhere much; not even on my X/Twitter or Blueskys (( shameless plugs go follow me there too X3 https://twitter.com/KmationStudios , https://bsky.app/profile/kmationstu.....os.bsky.social )) Main reasons why is cause; I just never know what to do art wise or more just, constantly sit in doubt. I know I set myself up to do NSFW stuff but I also like having a focus too on SFW projects as well; or just never know what to make NSFW wise.
Do I put effort in, do I make the bare-minimum, do I just mass produce, do I try and create a scene with it, I don't know. I'm open to several kinds of kinks and ideas but I just never know what to focus on or make often; even with friends helping ground me and give me ideas, I lack motivation for them. I just genuinely don't know what I wanna do, I wanna do and am doing what makes me happy but same time it often feels like that happiness leaves everyone here really empty handed. Especially cause I'm not a major social media person when it comes to posting; like do I just post random stuff, mass re-share things, playfully harass other content creators with pings, I don't know. I'm as brain dead as they come to this stuff. :>
That all being said, I am looking into other projects and ideas in the future; that maybe can help and build these items up a lot more too. One of said items is I would like to start streaming at some point; specifically VTubing on Twitch or even opening the gates to doing art stuff on Picarto. Streaming what exactly on either is your guess is as good as mine, either making some random shit post/lewd suggestions in Blender or even just admin hanging out and playing whatever games I have available. I don't know yet, the idea is there and something I wanna pursue; so I'm just currently doing what I do now.
Bringing that into the next topic, what I'm doing now; photography stuff, specifically in VRChat. Usually I post or show off some more basic shenanigans I have in VRChat but I have been looking to open that door a lot more as prevalent by the last few posts, doing a different type of art medium. These can include more SFW items along with some future plans for NSFW items. One of these days I'll get full body to make the experience fuller~ So I'm going to be rolling out some more VRC related things throughout the coming weeks; if there's a world, idea, or something you guys might like to see. Then send them forward to me and I'll see what I can do about making them if possible.
Otherwise, that's where things are really or what's going on; until next time, thank you all for sticking with me through this.
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