https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45836937/ Freind of mine is accepting comms, she's got rent to pay, so feel free to come over and drop her a line. Also she's looking for suggestions on how to expand to a wider audience, if you have suggestions for it, PLEASE drop her a line as well! Her stuff isn't expensive at all either, so if you're lookin to get some kind of 3D model or something, ask away!

Mom had a talk a few days ago with a realtor and given how that's been going, there's a chance we may end up be moving much sooner than I had hoped, which means I'll have to delay working on Primal Rage Final Battle and other stuff till I can successfully move to pops' house. Next week is where we're planning to do the move and such. Only other thing I'm concerned about aside from just getting everything need out is accidentally introducing any pests from when we had a bad infestation that was a nightmare to fight, and if it were to happen at the new house it'd be difficult af

If ya get a message like this, don't trust it, it's another hacking attempt. https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....36/unknown.png DO NOT FALL FOR IT!

ADDITONAL image: https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....42_Discord.jpg

So far eveyrthing's running smoothly, gonna focus now on making preperations of things before I get back itno sutff may take ne a couple days.

Once all is dandy maybe I might open up for requests finally? 'v' we'll see ^U^

After 9 fucking months we got a schedual in place, tommorow I'll be getting my stuff back!

And until July 15th when I move, I'll be able to work on my Primal Rage project! after a weekend or so of updating and making sure everything's running ok .3.;

The next few weeks will be a little turbulant but we'll be tryin' our best! 'v'

For the rest of this day and such leezord will be ceasing production on things for awhile until everything's up and running hopefully by tommorow afternoon 'v'!~

Finally can see the dark clouds clearing up and the sun is shining, but until then I get my stuff back home safely and everything is good the skys won't be clear just yet.

DA's office has the property receipts ready, they just need to be signed, hopefully TODAY is the day we get them, then we have to schedual to get our stuff back from the cops.

Update: Last I called the DA's office, they're working on the property recipt, they started mine around friday. However I'm losting paitence with not doing trades and holding that crap off.

So fuck it, I'm gonna start doing some trades. Doing them on occasion helps when I got NOTHING else in mind. Same with rqs, but I'm not ready to open back up just yet.

I'm lookin to start doing them now, so if you had a trade started with me (you know who you are, contact me on Discord (cause I know you guys who I owe a trade to discussed it with me there.)

I can't promise i'll have em' done beofre I FINALLY get my stuff back, but starting now is better than not at all. =3=

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10232156/ this was a precious journal for those who don't know what was up. Basically I was in a funk and was eager to do another character model after how happy I was with inksune :>

As of 5/2/2022. votes are all in here were the results so far as a result did my best to count it all 'v':


J IIIIIIII

S IIIIIIIII

A IIIIII

The winner is Saph, but I ain't gonna lie this stuff is pretty close.
I was intending to to use all three in various stuff in the future, including a legit project aside from just rendering stuff for fun (some of you can kinda guess some of the more canon stuff sprinkled here and there and the gallery)

Usually I wouldn't do something like this when deciding who do draw, but for the first time I was in a pretty dead serious funk cause I was happy with how Inksune turned out, even learned how to rig my stuff in a way that was very reminiscent of back when I worked in 3Dsmax so I learned alot from working with Ink.

However due to sitting around with an idea block I had three gals in mind, so I was actually looking to some of you fine folks to assist with that, leezord is grateful ^U^ thanks.

Not sure just yet when I'll be able to get to it, as I've got some stuff I'm waiting on, hoping things go smoothly.

I wanna do another 3D model of one of my gals, but I'm havin' issues deciding.

Which of these 3 should I do?
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30794137/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38035217/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39306209/

leezord need's help deciding!!

EDIT:

My brother   justathereptile and I manage to get a version of Primal Rage working on his mac. Great nostalgia uvu though it isn't perfect obviously.

Not nessecerally fully note worthy to bring up, but figured you'd all wanna know just in case :D


ALSO called the DA's office yesterday, they're gonna be getitng around to the property recipt next week because apprantly they had a bunch of shit going on, like seminars and junk. So IDK if you work as a DA or have been in one of those officies is it really that busy? o - o

in any case, fingers crossed in getting my stuff back!

Hey all. in mid July, I am going to be moving from this house that i've, basically lived my whole life in up till now.

due to what's been happening between my parents, mom's moving to another house, dad's staying in the one   justathereptile and I are going into. It's complicated and not something I wish to speak as far as what's happening between my parents. All ya need to know is, because of this, mom (who's also my land lord) Is aiming to sell the house by the end of this year. Given dad's health however, I feel even this situation will not last too much longer either...but praying things will stabilize for once.

On another note, still waiting on the property recipt from the DA to be processed so we can schedule to get our things back. I'm mainly concerned about making sure our things will survive the trip, but I know once the move starts it'll be sometime before I can finally get back to things like doing art trades and stuff, hopefully we'll be fully settled by the end of all this...

2021 and 2022 so far ar ehte most turbulant periods of my life, it feels like nothing ever can settle. but the leezords will hold on as tight as possible! >^<.;;;..

Until that happens I'll be doing things as well...as normal as this new normal has been.

UPDATE ON PRIMAL RAGE FINAL BATTLE PROJECT:

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Hey guys, hope you're doing well. I apologize for all the time it's been taking us. As some of you might already know, we're currently dealing with getting our stuff back so to not wast much more time:

We were able to contact the DA's office earlier this week. They're working on the property receipt so we can get our stuff back.

TLDR: Our sistr and her ex BF did some illigal shit, that warranted an investigation. The police did a search warrant and took all of our stuff, including our original computers that have the project files. After 7 months of misery the silver linging is starting to be visible.

We will get straight back to work on it once we've gotten our things back, this could take anywhere from a week to a few, but compared to half of a year of waiting this is fine.

IN THE MEAN TIME HOWEVER. We've been working on improving our models, texture work, and other thing using these new computers (which are meant to be temporary.)

We were going to do a much larger project, but given we have no idea how long that may take, we hope you don't mind a short battle animation instead to tie you over. push comes to shove we could do several more shorts as well in order to keep things going. So enjoy this preview of what we have in store.

Yo everyone :>

wanna update on 2 things:

One: I may be getting my stuff back this week finally. if you wanna know what's going on, check the last journal if you're not in the know. But hopefully this week or by the end I should get my stuff back. When I do, I'll be busy getting everything back up to date, and everything else I need to do. This was news that came around lunch time when I heard my sister on the phone (who apparently will be in jail till right before Christmas.)

I forgot to mention: Due to how much I need to focus on getting everything up to date, I'll likely be putting a tempory halt on all projects until then, starting today, of course once I get my stuff it should only be a a day or two hopefully.

Secondly: last night was pretty scary. We had a tornado warning, there some high winds blowing at 60-75 miles perhour and a funnel cloud was spotted. However no one got hurt, the thing didn't go anywhere near the house, but it was still frightening to say the least. I prey that never happens again. x-x;

that's about the gist of it. have a good day :>

I uploaded a vid prior, BUUUT I fgot my ifnromation mixed up so I'll jst give you the lo down here:
OK so I apologize to everyone, but May is when we're supposedly getting our stuff back, NOT April, as I thought, but it will be whenever they finish sentencing our sister.

I'll talk about the other details later, but we'll see down the line.

It came out awhile ago, I've been starving for a kaiju game that lets you BE the monster, one of my biggest day dream fantasies.
Now all we need is a proper Kaiju fighter game and it'd be solid. Kinda mad it took the game industry THIS LONG to capitalize on the kaiju craze.

The game brings me back to the days of King of the Monsters 2: The Next Thing, which was a monster side scrolling beat em up. I've been playing that of course when it got release on XBL and on Nintendo Switch,   justathereptile and I would spend a whole afternoon playing the Nintendo version tearing through the invasion and establishing our selves as the rulers of the Earth. We also played the gnesis version which was a fighting game where you can play as the bosses. The Neo-geo version the original in this case is also fun along side with the music, the difficulty however can kick your ass to the curb if you're not careful.


Now we fast forward to 2022 and now we take the role yet again. This game's fun as heck and is challenging as well, one particular boss we've battled so far tests your parrying skills. So far my main issues with the game is occasionally you cn't move your character sometimes at the start of a mission, this however seems to happen to me around the boss levels, but it hasn't happened too often, That needs some patching. The other thing that's a bit of a nit-pick; The sound of Megadon's roar is a little too quiet, really missing that punch to it. Otherwise fun as heck. Haven't beaten the game yet, but felt like sharin my thoughts on it 'v'

this shit got me through work today and holy heck! couldn't stop listening to this.


THIS TO:

Shits gotten real bad with Russia and Ukraine hasn't it?...If any of you live in the Ukraine stay safe, hope you'll be ok. If you're in Russia and you're disagree with Putin's actions, I wish you all the luck as well.

I have my own viewpoints on the whole topic, kind of agree in on a range of things from various viewpoints....

all of you're in my prayers.

Heya guys wasnted to let ya'll know that earlier this week it was pretty exhausting work, infact I can kind of explain the lack of activity the last few months:

1-Work: We work 8 hours days (which isn't so bad generally, because I've worked 12 hour days before, and much more physically demanding one at that.) However this week was especially exhausting, ears were hurtin' from wearing those head sets for hours and hours, etc. When I get back it's generally trying to recooperate, but mostly trying to get some assets created for a 3D project I'm trying to do while I wait for the cops to finish their investigation and give us our stuff back.

I just feel like if I don't do something with Blender or it's gonna drive me NUTS! Especially when we were working on the finally of our beloved Primal Rage tribue project. It would've been the first time we did an approach like this in how we composite scenes rather than one giant video like I used to, we had EVERY CHARACTER modeled and rigged, touched up on previous models, I had learned how to sneak in some fire and smoke effects without much trouble, etc. All of it..just taken away. So this is more or less a respite of sorts, though it's just something to tie us over mainly.

2-I got a demo version of Z-brush 2021 and I've been trying to get as MUCH done with it as I can, redoing, and rebuilding some models from scratch, I'm also learning the model and texture process that   justathereptile often does, so I think I've got a solid handle on the process, to the point that now I can make character models texture and all that. The only thing I'd need help with is touching up the texture maps to make em' look better, cause Justa has substance painter.

Because I currently can't afford a liscence however, I have this program until the 25th this month, so when I get off of work I'm trying to make the most of it. I promis I'm not ignoring anyone here, it's just trying to get all I can sense there's a deadline in this case. But once I have all the appropriate stuff going and all the assets made, I'll have more time to talk on the weekdays. Not only that, but Justa and I are trying to save up for a car because the one we have right now is a hand me down, that honestly is in such bad condition and so old that it'd be better to buy a new one.

That car would've functioned better still, but the one who was responsible for the debacle that made Justa and I disappear for a few weeks: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10043535/
Often times she drove the car and just vanishes for days on hand, wearing that thing down. I could go on about how our older siblings don't seem to always listen to our concerns at times when it's nessecary, but that's another story.

Anyway IT'S THE WEEKEND! and because it's MLK comin' up a THREE DAY WEEKEND. So I can at least spend a few hours to finally get back to rping and chatting with all of you.

Leezord got promoted at job, sadly I don't know what the day's are gonna be like, hopefully they won't be much different from my usual work. That being said doesn't make up for what's happened these last few months.

Something else I forgot to mention in my christmas journal: After observing my family, I think I'm able to make peace with my parents' divorce. They are indeed living in seperate rooms, but not sure beyond that. Still they sometimes talk as if there isn't any bad blood between em either.

I was once thinking my family was disintigrating, but it turns it's still togeather, not well held togeather mind you, but still togeather. I can at least make peace with that. u - u


Still haven't gotten anything about my stuff yet. I was calling the station about it, they said to contact the detective involved, though there hasn't been any answer to that....


So yeah, one good thing happened this last two months, but honestly had what happened not happened this could've easily been the best years in a long time.

as awful as this year became; red leezord wishes u all a merry xmas ^U^!

a few moments ago I was asking my mom about who we owed with the washer and dryer....One telling me to ask the other. When I told my mom about all this she dropped that bomb so suddenly; they're getting a divorce...

2021...why are you so awful to me?...my sister pulled stupid shit that cause the cops to search warrant my house and take my things...you threatend to kill my father many times with an issue on his lungs...and now this...

I barely healed from the wounds you inflicted merely a month ago, and yet still...you persist...all I ever desired was a peaceful life...yet you continue to cause suffering...

Ok so several things listed:

1-sister is gonna be released in April. She had sent a letter to the cops stating that we had nothing to do with whatever crime they suspected her of. hopefully that will lead into them releasing our stuff.

2-SPEAKING OF WHICH. Apprantly the police are not checking the devices the typical way, which I've been told is looking at the devices IP address to see if it matched what was used to commit the crime, so apprantly these guys aren't even doing it the correct way, or so I've been told.

Regardless there's a chance I may finally get my things back within a couple of weeks...I hope so honestly but I guess we'll have to wait and see.

Ok so three things:

1- a few nights a go a cop came on by and got my sister to take her to jail she cooperated.

2- Earlier today we got a card in the mail in relation to our things but it was my sister's belongings she had on her when the cop came to get her. We had a talk with the property person. She said it usually takes MONTHS before they can release anything, while I'm praying this isn't the case, I have a feeling I've got no choice but to wait and try to adjust as is now. Personally I was dreading something like this and I'm very angry that my sister did all the shit she did to get use to this point.

I trusted her in hoping she would change, that she'd never do this shit again..boy was I wrong in that...I really hope that we do get them sooner than just months from now.. u - u ....Still I'm gonna do my best to enjoy life where I can, at least for right now. I don't know if having her in custody is gonna speed up the process, but one can only hope...

About the last journal, it was more or less an "assumption" by my sister, not really any verifiable info. =3=;