Welp, I'm in some deep shit now.

Apparently, some bozo had hacked into the account of one of my old clients that I worked on and got to earn my trust before asking me to check out a game of his - yeah, it was the "I'm Developing a new game!" trick that I happened to fall for, and now I lost my main mode of communication with others, including some clients whose commissions I'm currently working on.

What's worse is that the *sshole used the account of a friend of mine, and now because of that I now have to start all over again with regaining my friend list.

I have a new DIscord and all, and I'm hoping to hear back from Discord to see if I can either recover my old account or at least recover my old contacts. But for now, I'm just happy that no serious damage was done to my computer. But I'll be keeping an eye out for any funny business while making sure that I can defrag and virus scan my laptop before any more damage takes fold.

I'm just upset because I have some commissioners who are waiting on me, and I'd hate to not manage to complete a commission just because I happened to get scammed.

If you're waiting on a commission, please be sure to let me know as I have completely lost my contact book. And I'll be sure to get to work on your stories as soon as I pick the pieces back up.

Thank you all for being supportive of me, and I hope to hear back from DIscord on getting my old account back.

But in all likelihood, it seems as though I'll be starting from square one again.

My new account is: JCSolis01#9790, or jcsolislit if it helps.

And if ya'll happen to get a message from my old account, make sure to delete it immediately and block the bastard before any more damage happens.'

Let's see if we can move past this, now.

Sincerely,
J.C. Solis

I don't want to make a habit of posting things about my life. The last thing I want is to make people fed up with constant updates that perhaps people aren't as interested in.

It's just that I've been feeling horrible anxiety these past couple of weeks. I'm having near-constant Panic Attacks, some of them really bad, and it's been affecting me a lot in the day. I feel a tightness in my chest, rapid heart palpitations, and a horrible feeling of doom and despair. I sometimes feel so afraid, almost like something is coming to end my life. And I'm living in constant fear of what might happen to me.

I feel like such a nervous wreck right now, and though I'm trying to take life slowly, it's just been one major hassle. I'm afraid of what this might spell with my writing. I'm close to finishing Chapter 3 of "A Girl and Her Dragon", which I hope to finally post this weekend. I feel upset and disappointed in myself for not having finished that already since I did sort of promise it damn near close to a month ago. But life has been getting in the way so much.

I still hold to my promise that I won't leave any projects half-finished. I still have the drive to keep writing and to do commission work for people who'd like a story. But when I feel my heart start to palpitate, or the familiar skin-crawling feeling of impending doom, I try to take a rest and make sure that I don't reach a point where I have an actual attack. It's hard enough to live with near-constant chest tightness and feelings of intense anxiety, but even more so when symptoms of the other condition are happening at the same time.

I hope to see a psychiatrist sometime next week and see if there's anything that I can do to relieve this near-constant anxiety. And here's hoping that I can post "Tales of Dyannor Remastered - A Girl and Her Dragon Chapter 3" on Friday, and an entry from "Pokephilia Story" this weekend as well.

I thank you all for continuing to support me. There's been a lot happening these past few months, and I am certain you guys are looking forward to some stories. Perhaps poetry can take a backseat for a while so that I can focus more on my stories - like Pokémon Story and Tales of Dyannor. But that'll have to wait for when I get better.

Let's hope that the end of August brings some good tidings. I'm just super tired right now. So tired.

Sincerely,

J.C. Solis

*sigh* I guess machines aren't perfect.

I was planning on posting a song on my Newgrounds account so that I could share it with you guys tomorrow. Tomorrow, I was planning on posting a Journal here linking to some songs that I posted online to Newgrounds, but I apparently got into a little bit of trouble.

The Newgrounds algorithm believes that my song, one called "A Song of Remorse - Version 2" may have plagiarized a song called "Our God is Willing to Help You" by John Alejandro. But I can't, for the life of me, see the similarities between the two songs. I've never even heard of this song, nor have I heard of the artist.

What's more is that I composed "A Song of Remorse" from the ground up, without having been inspired by any other song. I composed three versions of this song, and I already posted "Version 1" of the song on Newgrounds already, and there wasn't even so much of an issue when I did post it. And Version 1 pretty much has the same melody, motif, and repetition as the second version.

I am a little bit upset, to say the least, but I hope that this issue will be resolved, and I can get to sharing my songs with you guys.

I did post my "A Song of Remorse - Version 2" track here on my Fur Affinity Account, so if you guys want to listen to the song you can find it there. I hope you guys can enjoy it and figure out for yourselves if it copies the song by John Alejandro.

Anyways, I hope you all can enjoy the song I have coming up. And I hope to be able to continue sharing the songs that I've composed.

Let's hope Newgrounds doesn't try anything with me. I've never plagiarized anything before, and I'm not about to lose access to Newgrounds because the stupid algorithm thought that my song even slightly resembled another artist's work.

Here's hoping for the best.

JC Solis

I haven't really had much of a heart to heart with anyone. I feel like at the very least I could let people know of my personal struggles with this journal.


I'm still sick as a dog. Though I feel better, the lung and bronchial infection I have is not going away easily, and so I need to rest. Hence why I haven't really been posting much of anything other than poems. I still plan to focus on "Poképhilia Story" and my other projects, so stay tuned.

But that's besides the point. This journal is mostly about my own musings as a writer, a content creator, storyteller, poet, and overall as someone who wants to give something to others in the form of an experience through literature that they can enjoy.

I sometimes feel as though my work is inadequate, like I'm not living up to the goal i have to improve on my craft. I sometimes notice this with commission work - which makes me feel especially guilty, since I want to give people the best work I can according to their desires and wishes. If people pay me for work, I need to give them their money's worth. And if I promise to get a project like "A Girl and Her Dragon" and "Poképhilia Story" done, I need to fulfill that promise and make sure to write it to the best of my ability. I do feel passionate for that project, and I'd love to see it blossom.

I love creating stories out of thin air. There's a certain appeal that comes from storytelling that draws me to it. But at the same time, I still feel like i'm letting both my readers, my followers, and myself down, as though I'm not putting my best forward to display. I know i have great potential. Not to brag or toot my own horn, but people have said some encouraging things about my work, and I figure those words must not be for nothing.

I always strive to create a living and breathing world, a place where the reader can get lost in and enjoy apart from their own lives. That's also the reason why I'm currently in the process of publishing a novel - which I am failing at. My novel is stagnating, even though I have it finished. I couldn't find a publisher who could take it on, and so now I'm focusing on improving it and making it as good as I can. But even that is starting to lose steam. I keep being held back by one thing after another, and it's really starting to get annoying.

I guess I also have an issue with Time. I try my best to manage my time, but no matter what I always seem to fall behind on my projects and assignments. And I HATE that! I feel like i have so little time to do all of the things that I want to do, and I end up rushing to finish projects. For me, rushing things never resulted in anything good, and I end up creating shoddy work as result. I know I should give myself more time with projects, or perhaps not even put a time constraint on my assignments and personal projects. But with how short the human life is, I just feel even more and more restless.

Overall, all of this has gotten me a bit down. Not depressed, just a bit disappointed. I feel like I could do so much more with my time and my skills. I'm trying my best to create stories that really appeal to people and perhaps are even relatable. I want to write stories that truly make people think, that cause them to feel the raw human emotion that comes from my words. But i feel as though I've yet to tap into the potential from that desire. It's frustrating to have so much potential and yet still feeling inadequate enough to draw from it.

But at the end of the day, I feel that people still enjoy my poems and stories. I want to do my best for those people who stick around, for those who want to read an emotional poem or read a gripping story. I want to be the type of writer worthy of being called a Master Storyteller, and I hope that through these various experiences that I can tap into my potential and get to writing the best stories and poems that I can.

I owe it to all of you guys, my friends, fans, and followers, for giving me the courage and drive to push forwards. I can't do this without your support, for I don't just write for myself but for an audience. Some of you even commission me for stories, and I'm utterly grateful for you business. And I hope to keep working on "Tales of Dyannor - A Girl and Her Dragon" and "Poképhilia Story" with all my heart and passion. I don't want to stop with these stories. I hope to expand on them even more.

And I hope that when I finish proofreading my novel and get it published that I can kickstart my goal towards being a professional writer and literary storyteller. I have a lot of plans for stories in the months and years to come, and I hope that you are all with me for when I get to posting them.

In the end, even though I feel upset over my quality and my inability to manage my time, I'm still not giving up. If I feel inadequate, then the only thing I can do is keep writing and improving. I hope to do my best and make the best stories i can for you all.

And with that, I thank you all for reading this journal. I know that this was a bit of a long read, and pretty much a rant, but I just wanted to get something off my chest. I hope to keep improving, and once I'm over my current sickness I'll immediately hop back on the horse and continue writing. I'm not going to slow down just because a somewhat serious lung infection toppled me for a couple of weeks.

I hope to have Chapter 2 of "A Girl and Her Dragon" ready for the weekend Immediately after Memorial Day, and I hope you all enjoy the flurry of quality that I'll add to the story. Also, expect a story to be out ofr "Poképhila Story" for Memorial Day. I have a lot of projects that I want to post this end of the month, and next month of June will come even more works from "Poképhilia Story".

Also, i might be working on a little soemthing for Pride Month featuring "Pokémon Story". It's still in the works, but all I can say is that it'll involve gay characters, and it'll be NSFW. I'll let your imaginations run wild as to what the story might end up becoming, gre heh. .-)

i hoep you won't be disappointed with what I post. And for those of you with commission work, rest assured that I'll get your commissions done. Just give me a few more days till i no longer have cold sweats and overall tiredness and malaise.

Let's see what the future brings. I have high hopes for all sorts of future projects.

Sincerely,
J.C. Solis

It seems there's no end to the amount of my relatives that have passed away.

My Uncle, Antonio Ramirez, just passed away in hospital after suffering from a devastating heart attack. He was the little brother to my mother, and someone that every in my family was close to, even me.

The sad thing is that he did fairly young, barely at 50 years old. And he left behind a wife and four children, the oldest of my cousins being around my age of 27. And my uncle was my mother's little brother - whome she cherished and even took care of when they were younger. Hearing of his passing was like her losing a child. I even told my older siblings that her grief on his passing would be the same if my older kin lost me.

There has just been so much death in my family as of late. I lost my maternal grandfather around two years ago, my paternal grandfather barely six months ago, my grandmother on early February, and I attended two funerals of distant family that passed away, both of them taking place last week.

But life must carry on, and I'll try to be strong for my family, and for my mother.

I hope that this is the end to the amount of dead in my family, though I'm not keeping my hopes completely up. Nobody knows when those close to you will perish, and this death will be hard on my Uncle's family and the things they had hoped to do with him.

I don't want to keep taking time off to mourn, though. I'll mourn, but i have to carry on with my responsibilities, like commission work and my personal projects. So rest assured, to anyone who I owe work to, I will get it done. But this is a hard time in my life. I almost feel like a broken record, announcing death after death in my family. And yet the grief will persist for a time, even as I try my best to move forwards.

Thank you all for being with me during these tough times. If you wish to leave any condolences, you're more than welcome to in the comments below.

For now, though, I have to be strong. For my sake, as well my family's...

I just had an anxiety attack. I lost control. I cried the tears of a million heartbroken moments. It was perhaps the most powerful attack i had in years. And it broke me.

What's worse is that I hurt a friend. I had the attack while a friend came to me for help. I lost control, and I'm afraid i did irreparable damage.

I don't often talk about my past other than the fact that i have schizophrenia. But the truth is that the illness broke me. It broke me all those years ago. The sorrow and anguish was unbearable and indescribable. It felt as though i felt the tears of every sad, mourning, suffering and hurt person in the world. I bore so much mental anguish, and today's powerful attack reminded me of the days in which I didn't have the strength I have now.

I hope to write a poem on this experience... One which is based off of the anguish i felt today and all those years ago. It's not a Schizophrenic Poem. This one will be so much more solemn and mournful. This will be the most important and heartfelt thing I'll have written. And it will be based off of the pain that I and so many people suffer through.

I just want to say that I'm sorry to anyone I've hurt... Like my friend today... I was brought back to days that were so horrible. I was reminded of the demons that consumed me in mental anguish so many times and made life for me so much more difficult.

Thank you, all, for sticking by me and for reading my stories. I write my works for all of you, and i consider all of you as my friends. I just hope i never have another moment like today.

I need to rest... My head and heart hurt...

I guess I done goofed. 😓

I accidentally spilled tea on my laptop, and now I need to take it to get repaired. Tried drying it off as much as I could, but it won't turn back on. Worst case scenario, I'll have to buy a new laptop - which won't be cheap.

I'm just thankful that the majority of my works have already been uploaded on the Office Cloud. I haven't lost anything major, including my novel chapters "The Mind of a Mortal" and some commissions that I said I get started once I get out of hiatus - though since my laptop is on the fritz I might have to cut my hiatus short in order to earn some dough for repairs or - if it comes to it - buy a new laptop computer.

In the meanwhile, at least I have my tablet computer - which is from where I'm writing this journal. I've written stories and poems on my laptop before, and it won't be too big a deal to have to return to writing on a tablet again. It'll just be a lot slower than using a keyboard - though I might type faster with a tablet keyboard.

For now, I'm going to get to work on my tablet. I hope you all had a happy Valentine's Day and President's Day weekend if you live in the US. I hope to continue writing for all of you guys despite this major setback.

Here's hoping things get done well.

Hello there, everyone. JC Solis here.


I just wanted to give an update on my condition, and truth be told it was a good call to go on hiatus. My mind is not in the best mental condition right now.


These past three days alone have been filled with a psychosis that seems almost unreal. I feel as though my reality itself is coming apart at the seams. I just don't feel like I'm even a part of my body, just floating around and looking at life like a passenger. It's a surreal feeling, and I feel it even now as I write this journal. Thoughts of "Where am I?" and "Who am I?" are the more common takes that I'm having, just a confusion that is indescribable. I feel like I don't know what is going on around me.


To top it off, I'm hearing voices far more frequently. It's almost a barrage, a cacophony of sound that just won't leave me alone. I almost feel hopeless when the voices come, almost as though they're demons who won't leave me alone.


And the worst of all was what happened to me yesterday. I had a full psychotic episode, one where my mind was unraveling, and I felt all of these symptoms I just mentioned and even more. It was as a close to insanity that I could get before completely losing my mind. I felt as though I was hanging onto a safety rope for dear life, my mind clinging to that final line of sanity before I'd go over the edge.


It was a good call to go on Hiatus. If I tried to push myself even further, I could end up damaging myself and going over a ledge that I'd find very difficult to get out of.


I'm taking it slow when it comes to writing, though. Sometimes, I just focus on playing video games and doing other things for pleasure rather than write. I'm still planning on posting the next entry of "Poképhilia Story" and focus on that well into the following months - once I'm finished with commission work.


But for now, I'm no good at writing unless i get in a better state of mind. And if these heavy symptoms persist, then I'll have to consult with my psychiatrist about this. I've been handling the symptoms well, I believe, since this isn't exactly my first rodeo with psychosis.


I know that everything I mentioned sounds terrifying, but truth be told I was far worse than this many years back. I was an absolute wreck many years ago, and it took many years to put the pieces back together. Although I appear to be regressing, maybe having a bit of a relapse, I believe I have the strength and more to withstand this. I've been hearing voices for so many years that they don't bother me as much, even if I'm powerless to stop them and can't so much as ignore them.


In the Meanwhile, I'm writing my next Schizophrenia Poem, and this one is based off of these feelings and the things that are happening to me right now. I have plenty of insight that I can give with these feelings and sensations, and I hope to bring even more awareness as the result of a mind that cannot compute its reality.


Reality is a fickle thing, and I learned that it very much could change from person to person. In my case, my reality is not as concrete as others. Other people might have a more grounded, reasonable reality than others. As for me, my reality ebbs and flows like a fluid, not staying in one form or another. And it is because of this that causes me to feel that I can't grab hold onto something solid. And so, my mind wanders, unable to grasp the implications of what events happen, the things I see, the words I hear, the thoughts I create, and the actions I take.


I hope that you all can understand my situation. It's a burden that I've shouldered for quite many years, and I don't know for how much longer I'll hold it. I just hope that the future will turn out better for me so that I can pick myself up after being toppled over.


And I hope that these days of repose and respite will be just the thing I need to get back on the horse and start writing all over again.


Thank you for reading this journal. This journal is sort of as a vent, giving off my thoughts while also updating you guys on my condition. My mind has fractured, but it's not entirely broken. I'm still quite a way off from the pain I felt many years ago. And I hope to keep producing the poems and stories that all you guys enjoy reading.


Thank you for sticking around with me. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.


Sincerely,

JC Solis

Hello there, friends. JC Solis here.

I... don't normally post private things on the internet - especially when it pertains to my mental health like with what I'm about to talk about right now. I guess... I figure you guys would get tired over me complaining and whining and giving you all grief over my life when it should be things that I myself must resolve. At the same time, I don't want to burden anyone with the knowledge that my mental health is declining or causing me even more stress and undue sorrow. It should be something I need not bring up unless necessary.

I guess... I haven't been feeling too good these past few days. Perhaps it's because of the death of my grandmother that's left me in this state, but I think it might be other stressors in my life as well. I don't really know why I've begun to feel even more upset than usual, only except that I'm now at a point where I need to rest.

I guess what I mean to say is that I'm taking some time off to go on Hiatus. I need time to recover and get better, and that might include me not doing commissions anymore for the time being.

I've just felt as though my mental health has been taking a downward spiral toward becoming even more and more unhinged. I've been hearing terrible voices, just a cacophony of auditory confusion - as well as frightening visions inside of my head that cause me to twitch and spasm from the sheer shock of what I'm seeing. My mind is finding it difficult to cognitively focus even more on the things that are around me - and even causes me to not understand what someone else is saying to me. And worst of all is the lack of drive and energy, which keeps me from doing the things that I want to do anyways.

I don't want to make this a habit, of posting my woes online to see if anyone would even care. I just do this out of hoping that I leave something behind in case I start to feel even worse. If you guys, feel moved enough to leave a comment or perhaps ask how I've been doing, then that would be much appreciated. But for now, I need to take some time off. I need to rest and repose and make sure that I can work towards making myself feel better and recover the sanity that I lost over these past few weeks.

It's difficult to manage a mental illness that causes your reality to twist and warp around, making the very world around you seem like a strange and alien place. Once I'm done with hiatus and taking a break, I might post a Schizophrenia Poem to mark what I went through and maybe give even more insight into how my mind has been feeling and what other people like me might feel as well.

For now, I just want to let everyone know that, yes, I'm going on Hiatus and that I'll be back after some time of self-reflection and recovery. I just need more time to myself, and maybe pick up some pieces that I've dropped.

For those of you wondering about commission work - I'll still work on the commissions that I have now, but I'll be taking my time with them. I need to heal, and I need to rest.

I know tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and I had plans to post a Poképhilia Story entry for Valentine's Day - but with my current condition, I just can't get the job done. I'm in no mood and I have no strength to write a love story. And right now, I'm not really in a festive mood since I'm still mourning my grandma's death. I'll post it once I've come back from Hiatus and have recovered fully.

I hope all of you guys can understand. I just need to rest and recover, and once I'm back I hope to work on many more poems and stories. Pokephilia Story is still my top priority, and I'll be sure to post the Valentine's Day entry once I've recovered enough of my mental functionality.

I'm not dumping the Valentine's Day Entry just yet. I think it'll turn out to be a great story... but for now, I just need a break. And anyone who still is still waiting on a commission from me: rest assured that it'll be done. Just give me time. I'm not feeling my best right now.

Thank you all for sticking by my side, and here's to writing even more poems and stories...

Sincerely,
J.C. Solis

Just here reminding folks to come for a commission.

I'm a bit strapped for cash and am having a lot of bills coming up on the horizon, so I'd really appreciate coming for a work. I'm willing to work on a wide array of subjects, fetishes, and themes. Ask me to know if I can work on yours.


Rates are $16 for the first 3,000 words and $8 every 1,000 words after.

*For $100, I'll be writing close to 14,000 words, which is a lot of content and lots of writing. And for 8k words (which is my most common commission length) it'll cost around $56. I hope this price is low enough, though ask if you'd like to work out lower prices.

Here is the commission prompt:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48373492/

FOUR SLOTS are open, so get yours now.

And thank you for showing interest! XD

Sincerely,
JC Solis

Hello everyone. JC Solis here.

You guys have probably noticed how little I've touch my fanfiction erotic series, "Pokémon Story NSFW". I've made more progress on the SFW version of Pokémon Story than I did with the NSFW version. It's been a long while since I uploaded an entry, and I honestly feel as though I've abandoned it. I hardly made any plans to continue where I left off, and work on it seemed to stagnate as I focused all my attention on my work on Poképhilia Story instead. I've left that series to gather dust, and it's long been forgotten for a time.

But I want to change all that now. I have started building up the motivation necessary to carry with that series. But not from I left off. It's been so long since I left that series behind that I feel as though they've been outdated. My skills as a writer have greatly improved, and now I am much more capable of handling heavier workloads, putting more attention to detail, and creating overall much better stories. I want to leave those amateur attempts at storytelling to my past. I want to start with a clean slate, and so carry on with a new outlook.

That is why I am Rebooting "Pokémon Story NSFW" and making sure that this new series won't every stagnate again.

I plan on overhauling everything, from story progression and length, attention to detail, character development, plot development, and so much more. I plan on starting everything from the ground up, and if "Poképhilia Story" is any indication, I plan on making as great an improvement as I did on that series as I will with this series.

To start this new reboot off, I am going to tackle the very first Pokémon NSFW story I posted online. "A Bunny and Her Wolf" was a story that I am rather fond of, but it was finicky and troubled. Being that I was still an amateur at the time, it was a story that I hope to improve on greatly and hope to remake in a completely reimagined fashion. And I hope this time I won't have to repost it three time for me to get it right, heh heh.

It's going to be a while before I post the remake of "A Bunny and Her Wolf", and it certainly won't be called that in this new reimagination. I just hope that all you guys will like the stories I am planning with this new series. Of course, Pokephilia is still going to be worked on, and I plan on adding another entry within a month's time. But for now, I want to focus on the World of Pokémon and all the sexy adventures that you have come to enjoy from my works.

And with that, I leave you with this news. I'll be cranking out the brand-new series soon, though I won't be deleting more works. I'll post those under the title of OLD, archived away for those who are still interested in reading.

And so, Now I need to get to work. I hope all of you guys will love my stories, and I hope you'll love the world of the Daegar Region and all its pokemon in this rebooted yet still very much familiar world.

I'll leave you all too it. I hope you'll be hyped up for the sexy, romantic, naughty, and even fun adventures that are to come! ;)

SIncerely,
J.C. Solis

The title says it all...

Hello everyone. JC Solis here...

I recently posted a journal telling you guys that my parents got infected with Covid. Well, I guess the bug passed onto me as well.

I knew that it was only a matter of time before I also fell ill. I knew that I might eventually catch the disease, and though I'm not surprised it's still hard and terrible news. My Mom is crying tears of woe, which to me is heartbreaking to see. She didn't want me to catch the illness. But unfortunately, I guess despite our caution, I ended up catching it anyways.

I'm doing good so far. I don't have a high fever, my mind is pretty lucid and I don't feel completely like sh*t. But my heart rate is up, my breathing is a bit ragged, and I feel fatigued. I guess I'm not suffering too bad, though I'll have to quarantine for about a week or two so that I can get better and keep other people from catching my illness.

I'll keep you guys posted on how my disease progresses. But it's going to be a rough few days or up to a week till I'm better.


~ On my DeviantArt profile, just suggested people take care of themselves and perhaps get vaccinated. But I didn't mean to start drama. I just want people to take care of themselves.

But though I won't suggest people get vaccinated in this journal since I don't want to start drama, I still recommend people take care of themselves. If even me, a vaccinated man, can still catch Covid, then other people might get infected as well.

And please, for the love of God, don't give me any grief. Just leave a sick man like me to either repose and get better or get worse and perhaps die. I don't have the heart, the energy, nor the will to get into a flame war.

I just want to be in peace these next couple of days...


Apart from this, I honestly wish you all well. I hope none of you also get infected, and if you still do that you recover quickly and without incidence.

I'm going to leave my writing on the back burner till I get better. But I do have another "Pokephilia Story" entry in the works, and I hope to keep working on it once I feel better.

Don't worry, everyone. I'll be back to my old self soon. I'm not afraid of this illness. I know things will turn out well.

I wish you all a happy start to the week!

Sincerely,
J.C. Solis

Hello everyone. JC here, and I some upsetting and troubling news.

My parents tested positive for Covid-19. My mother is currently bedridden, and My father has recovered fully. They got the test this morning, and it turns out that the illness my dad got earlier which he was the flu turned out to be Omicron. Now my mother is sick. It is rather heartbreaking news, and it is something that I hoped wouldn't happen. We've tried our best to keep ourselves from getting infected. But I guess that just was not enough.

The fortunate thing is that all three of us are fully vaccinated, and so we aren't going to suffer terribly from it for too long. But it still nerve-wracking to think on whether or not I will also get infected.

I haven't tested myself for Covid-19 yet. I did have trouble breathing and I still kinda do, but that can be chocked up to anxiety and tension. I've been suffering quite a bit due to mental illness these days, and that might be what's causing my shortness of breath. I had a Panic Attack on life not too long ago, so I might just be recovering from that.

It's kinda tense for me, to wait and see whether I too have contracted the coronavirus. I'm just trying to remain calm while me and my family quarantine for the next few days. I'm just going to keep occupied with my writing.

💓 I urge all of you guys to get vaccinated if you already aren't. My parents aren't suffering terribly because they were already fully vaccinated, and it is for that reason that they didn't end up with a ventilator down their throats barely clinging onto life. The vaccine might not prevent you completely from getting Covid-19, but if you do get it you won't suffer as much and your chance of dying will be greatly diminished.

Please, to all my friends, followers, and fans: take care of yourself. This is a serious illness. It has killed a terribly large amount of people in the US and around the globe. It is not something you should take for granted. If I develop Covid-19, then I hope you guys use my tale as a lesson to take care of yourselves.

This virus is equal opportunity. Nobody is safe from it.

For now, like I said, I'm just going to write. My family and I are going to quarantine for a week or two. I thank you all for reading this journal, and whatever happens is what happens. I'll keep you guys updated on whether or not I too develop symptoms.

Thank you, and have a good weekend.

Sincerely,

JC Solis

Hello Everyone! JC Solis here.

I'm stopping commission work for a good while, maybe a good two months. I'm going on hiatus so that I can focus on working on personal projects. I plan on working on Pokephilia Story, some SFW and NSFW Pokemon Story, and I'm even planning on writing a fantasy series that I will be posting on Deviantart--though I plan on posting the story here as well.

I'm going to be busy with many personal projects, so don't worry I'll still be posting on FA and other sites. Just not doing commission work.

Hey there, buddies. JC here, and I wanted to talk about something.

You guys may have noticed just how dead I've been on this site. Tbh, I haven't been doing anything worthwhile except for commission work. I guess I was lost for a time. I didn't have much drive to do anything other than working for commissions, and it became even worse when my grandpa passed away two months ago. He sadly died of a ruptured stomach ulcers, meaning he bled to death on his deathbed.

My grandpa's passing was hard on me and my family. I sort of lost my way for a while. My mental illness got worse since then, and I've been having more Anxiety Attacks and an increase in Psychosis.

But I began to feel anew drive kick in after my grandfather's death. I promised myself from then on that I would try my best and be the success that my grandpa wanted me to be. I delved back to writing fanfiction and personal projects, and so I'm working on both Pokemon Story (NSFW) and Pokephilia Story again. As you guys may know, I'm rebooting Pokephilia Story. I liked how far I've gone with the series, but I feel as though it was too rough and rushed. I started the series with no actual plan, and so it came out with many conflicting pieces of lore.

But now I'm restarting. I want to do things right the first time. And so I'm restarting. But don't worry, your favorite characters will reappear, though I will make some tweaks in order to keep things interesting.

I plan on partaking in NaNoWriMo, or National Novel Writing Month, this November and so I'm planning the novel that I hope to write. I'll be busy writing my butt off and creating a whole bunch of lewd and romantic stories for you guys to enjoy. I plan on getting busy and getting as much done before the end of the year.

I hope you guys are excited. Things are about to get interesting.
Stay safe during this pandemic, guys!

Sincerely,
J.C. Solis

As the title states, I'm planning on being more active here on FA, but also on DeviantArt and other sites where I post.

I feel as though I've regain my will and interest to write again, and I also like I'm at a level in which I can challenge myself creatively again. I no longer feel to burdened or out of it, and I want to see if I can writ more Pokemon Story and Pokephilia Story.

I also plan on writing dragon adult stories alonside pokemon. Back in DA I'm writing a dragon series already, so writing a sex story that taks place in the sme universe wouldn't hurt--so long as these stories hve no forbearance on my clean stories.

I have a lot of writing to do, so I hope you all will enjoy what I come up with.

It has been over THREE BLOODY YEARS Since I have written a journal here on FA. And tbh, I'm a very surprised that I even began becoming active here again. I've usually spent the last Three Years on Deviantart, posting poetry and SFW Fanfiction and Original Fiction.

But then, 3/4ths of a year ago, I posted "A Frog's Only Wish", My Very First NSFW story. And from then on, I've posted several more stories, and have Remastered them to better versions of what I've already written. Hopefully, I'll improve to the point where I will get the story right the first time and will not have to remaster.


Pokemon Story has been my Personal Pet Project for years, but only now am I putting my project forwards.

And from Pokemon Story came "Pokephilia Story", an alternate universe where Humans and Pokemon break boundaries and share a romantic and sexual bond to further strengthen their relationship.


In a few Days, I'll release some SFW "Pokemon Story" stories, some of which are in short series, so I can further spread my works, and hopefully you'll all enjoy them.

That's all I gottta say. I hope you guys keep following me and enjoying my work!

Sincerely,
J.C. Solis

It probably looks like I'm completely dead on this site because I haven't uploaded anything.

The truth is that I have been focusing on other things apart from fanfiction. I still come to FA very frequently. It's just that I have been putting my main attention into writing poetry - which is featured on my other website profiles.

I really want to get back into writing fanfiction. And I DEFINITELY do not want to leave "Brotherhood of The Bracken Sea" unfinished. But recently I've been having troubleeven starting my stories, let alone getting around to finishing them.
On top of that, University has started. And now I have even less time to focus on writing.

But I won't give up! And I am currently working on another Pokemon short to help jumpstart my works with fanfiction.

I hope that I can do this. I thank all the support you guys will give me on this!

Woot!!! Summer is officially here!!! XD

And there is no better place to spend those warm sunny days than here on the internet!

I thank everyone for reading my stories, and I hope you've left feedback and commemts on how I'm doing.
I'm currently working on a CANON short story, one that actually happens in the world of Pokemon Story. Though it will still be a while till it's finished, I hope all you buddies have faith in me!

I don't think I've let you down so far! And with summer here, I get to focus more on writing - as well as go to the beach, workout, yadda yadda...

Until then, thanx for reading and supporting me!
Why aren you still here? It's summer, Dummy! ;3

I've come along way since the beginning of May. So tired... -o-

Writing is hard work, people! It's not easy to create stories from scratch. Even though I'm using Pokemon, the stories are all original, and so are the character's emotions and behaviors.

I've mentioned this in my DeviantArt page, but these Pokemon demos are linked to a series I wanna start called Pokemon Story. It's a neat little project I hope to do, but first I need to practice and refine my skills.
The demos I've made, unfortunately, aren't canon. These are just concept works to ideas from and to practice. I'll let you know when a story is canon to the Story World.
But don't worry if you've grown fond to some of the character. I'm sure you'll see some of them again once I get everything organized ;)

I've been practicing a lot with character development and dialogue. I wanna make my stories more interesting and appealing, to have some way for people to connect more with the characters and the plot. No one likes a dull story -_-

I'm still working heavily on the lore and background of the series. It's definitely a work in progress that'll take lots of time to make. But I hope you'll all be patient with me. I'm sure you'll be well rewarded.

In the mean time I plan on making plenty of demos and even some canonical Short stories for you all to enjoy.

Adult work wise??? I'm thinking about it :3
If I do decide to practice and make some more "interesting" stories, yo can be sure to find them here on FA. DeviantArt for sure won't take that crap.

I'll keep you guys posted on whats to come. Thanks for reading!
J.C. Solis

It's days like this that I feel so nostalgic, yet so empty. My semester ended, so now begins summer.
Woohoo... Sort of...
While I'm happy that I have toms more free time... Thats juast trhe thing now, I got too much free time. I'm usually a loner during summers. The emptiness, though, is just too much to bear.
You'd probably then ask why I don't hang pout witj friends. Remember that loner part I just mentioned.
But the thing is, though, that I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of being too timid, too afraid, to face the world. I'm tired of seeing all these people have fun while I seclude myself further. I'm tired of being envious of people hanging wih friends. I'm just so tired. So tired.

Summer has barely started for me, yet already I can feel the dread. I'm hopeful for the future, but I'm also nervous of what will happen next. Maybe I am just over-exagerating. The problem wasn't that I have to open up and face the world. The problem wasn't that I now will have to become a sociable person.

The problem was why it took me so long to get to where I am now. Why did it take so many long and lonely summers for me to decide that I didn't want to be a recluse anymore. Why was I so used to being alone, and why hadn't I opened up to begin with? I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to think of another summer wasting away by myself.

I want to be with friends. I want to be part of a community. I want to be social. And I'm not talking about on the FA forums.

Thanks for listening to me rant. That is... If anyone was even listening to me at all...

Konichiwa? Guten tag? Bienvenue? Aloha? Hi???
How do you say hello to a furry? Do you gotta wag your tail? Sniff each other's butt (or for some of you guys, the crotch?). Do I send ya a tweet? Should I get pissed off when you don't respond me back? (Jerk) What the hell should I do? Help!!!
Joking aside, I guess its time that I break the Ice.
The name's JC Solis, and I'm just a humble writer. I've actually been browsing on Furaffinity for a long while - looking at all the beautifuly wierd crap thats on here. But now I guess is the time I become more active and participate.
I mostly do my own writings, though I am interested in pokemon themed writing (great, another poke-freak. Just what this site needs.) I'm just barely starting out, but I hope you all enjoy the great work I'll be doing. Hit me up if you wanna chat. I don't take comissions - I don't even know how. I may even listen to you guys in how I should write my stories.
I just want to grow. I want to make a name for myself, not just on sites like this, but comercially too. I want people to enjoy my work. I enjoy what I do, and I hope you do too. If you like what I do, don't hesitate to spread the word. The more people are interested, the more I can focus on my writings.
I won't work on anything pRonagraphic, at least not now. Give me time to practice. I'm sure you will enjoy it afterwards. ; )
Thats all I gotta say for now. Thanks for listening. I'm also on deviantart as well - with the link somewhere on my profile. Keep in mind that when I do get pervy, all that stuff's coming here. Mail me if you wanna chat - keep in mind I'm also a busy college student who has spurred the wrath of his professors.
And P.S.: I'm sorry if I offended anyone for improperly greeting you in your native language up above. I have no idea what I'm doing.

Your truly,
JC Solis