Birthday
Posted 7 months agoHeck, I'm now 25...I feel old
Birthday Today
Posted a year agoAnd now I'm 24. Woohoo
400 Watchers O.O
Posted 2 years agoThank you guys so much for the support! I never thought I would have this many people enjoying my characters and the art I've commissioned from various artists over the years.
Happy Pride Month!
Posted 2 years agoIt's June 1, which means it's Pride Month! Happy and proud to be both gay and polyamorous!
Secret Drawing Box!
Posted 2 years agoI now have a secret drawing box if anyone wants to send me drawings of my OCs!
https://drawme.share-on.me/cewv0XVP8D
https://drawme.share-on.me/cewv0XVP8D
Birthday 2023
Posted 2 years agoWelp, another birthday today! Expect a couple submissions today.
COVID again
Posted 3 years agoLast night I tested positive for COVID again. It sucks having it because my entire body is sore and warm, plus I can't taste or smell anything. I likely won't be on here for the next week while I recover.
New Art Channel
Posted 3 years agoI now have an art channel on Telegram. There, I'll be posting WIPs of art I will be receiving as well as completed works.
https://t.me/jakesoc
https://t.me/jakesoc
New OCs coming soon
Posted 3 years agoI have a few new OCs in the works. Four to be exact. Stay tuned to see who they'll be
It's my Birthday
Posted 3 years agoToday's my 22nd birthday, if you haven't noticed by the art piece I posted earlier. Send me wishes if you want!
Happy New Year 2022!
Posted 3 years ago2022 is here at last! Wishing everyone a happy new year!
Merry Christmas!
Posted 3 years agoHope you all have a wonderful holiday during this rather challenging time!
-Jake
-Jake
Updates and Stuff
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone!
Lots of good news since my last journal.
I currently have an apartment that I can call home. It's a bit small but it'll do for now.
Last journal, you probably saw I had COVID. I have since fully recovered and feel much better than I do now.
A final thing I want to end off with: What do you guys think about my characters? Who's your favorite, your least favorite, and what other characters should I create if any?
Lots of good news since my last journal.
I currently have an apartment that I can call home. It's a bit small but it'll do for now.
Last journal, you probably saw I had COVID. I have since fully recovered and feel much better than I do now.
A final thing I want to end off with: What do you guys think about my characters? Who's your favorite, your least favorite, and what other characters should I create if any?
Well Crap...
Posted 4 years agoGot tested today and turns out I'm positive for COVID-19...the next 10 days are gonna be boring as I won't be able to go in to work.
I did get vaccinated back in May thankfully, so I shouldn't be too bad. It still sucks though that I have to quarantine at home. And with my move coming up, it's going to be double suck...oh well.
I did get vaccinated back in May thankfully, so I shouldn't be too bad. It still sucks though that I have to quarantine at home. And with my move coming up, it's going to be double suck...oh well.
I'm going to be moving soon.
Posted 4 years agoMy activity won't be as much for the next couple for weeks as I'll be moving states. I'll update you all when I'm all settled in.
So...what happened?
Posted 4 years agoI'm sure most of you noticed this weekend that my account was disabled. I'll explain why.
Unfortunately, my fiance and I mutually broke up, and I got so distraught over it I decided to take the weekend off of social media. That meant I disabled my account here. Also, I was recently hit by Hurricane Henri, in which I lost power for a couple of hours, but I have it back now.
I'm alright now, I've moved on a bit from my break up, and hopefully things will get better from here.
Unfortunately, my fiance and I mutually broke up, and I got so distraught over it I decided to take the weekend off of social media. That meant I disabled my account here. Also, I was recently hit by Hurricane Henri, in which I lost power for a couple of hours, but I have it back now.
I'm alright now, I've moved on a bit from my break up, and hopefully things will get better from here.
Some Issues
Posted 4 years agoThere's a lot going on in my life right now, and it's quite stressful to say the least.
First off, my laptop decided to die after about three years, so I won't be able to upload any new artwork that I have received until I receive a new laptop.
Second, I have a new job, of which I am working late into the night, leaving me physically exhausted.
Third, I will be moving sometime this month. I have no idea where I will be moving to, and I don't have a roommate yet.
Fourth, I received my first car. I have been driving it for two weeks now and have been using it as transport to and from work.
So yeah, a lot is going on in my life right now. Hopefully I can update you guys as time progresses.
First off, my laptop decided to die after about three years, so I won't be able to upload any new artwork that I have received until I receive a new laptop.
Second, I have a new job, of which I am working late into the night, leaving me physically exhausted.
Third, I will be moving sometime this month. I have no idea where I will be moving to, and I don't have a roommate yet.
Fourth, I received my first car. I have been driving it for two weeks now and have been using it as transport to and from work.
So yeah, a lot is going on in my life right now. Hopefully I can update you guys as time progresses.
Raffle
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I've hit that point again...taking a break
Posted 4 years agoNot sure how to put this, really...
I feel terrible. I feel like I've done something wrong, even though I likely haven't.
Sometimes, when I meet someone in a group chat, like on discord or telegram, and they seem like they're chill, I'll talk with them a bit. And then I'll talk with them a bit in DMs, just to break the ice and get to know each other a bit. After a while, it seems like you'll be good friends. You'll have some laughs and whatnot, have some fun.
And then one thing is said. And then it suddenly, they turn on you. For something you said that wasn't specifically targeted at them, or anyone in particular. And just like that, they're no longer your friend. Gone. Just like that.
So, that just happened to me. I was in a group, and i mentioned I was likely going to be leaving it in the near future to take some time off and figure myself out for a bit. Just a break. I won't mention specifics, but someone with some issues apparently took that as a personal attack against them, which I had no intention of doing.
And they lashed out at me. Said some cold stuff and eventually, they told me to block them. They didn't want to be hurt over the fact that I would be leaving in the future, although it probably wouldn't be for a few months. So, well...I blocked them. Not just there on that particular platform, but on other social media wherever else they were, just to be safe. And I unfortunately had to leave that group early because of the events that transpired. And I likely won't be back there for a while. And now the group is in a state of disrepute.
Now I've fallen into a depression because it feels like I've lost some great friends, although not because of death. I understand some people have issues, and there's nothing wrong with that. However, I don't see that as an excuse to be lashing out at people. What if the people they are lashing out at also have issues, some of which could possibly alter their lives, forever?
Again, I'm not sure if I said any of this right, and I do not mean to offend or hurt anyone. I just want to let people know what happened to me. I don't need any sympathy, love or whatever. I'll be alright.
Also, since I'm writing this journal, I won't be on FA for the next three weeks or so as I'll be on vacation. I'll check notes and reply every now and then when I have time, if it's important. Otherwise, I won't be posting, commenting or anything until I return. I hope you all understand my reasons. Thanks for reading...
I feel terrible. I feel like I've done something wrong, even though I likely haven't.
Sometimes, when I meet someone in a group chat, like on discord or telegram, and they seem like they're chill, I'll talk with them a bit. And then I'll talk with them a bit in DMs, just to break the ice and get to know each other a bit. After a while, it seems like you'll be good friends. You'll have some laughs and whatnot, have some fun.
And then one thing is said. And then it suddenly, they turn on you. For something you said that wasn't specifically targeted at them, or anyone in particular. And just like that, they're no longer your friend. Gone. Just like that.
So, that just happened to me. I was in a group, and i mentioned I was likely going to be leaving it in the near future to take some time off and figure myself out for a bit. Just a break. I won't mention specifics, but someone with some issues apparently took that as a personal attack against them, which I had no intention of doing.
And they lashed out at me. Said some cold stuff and eventually, they told me to block them. They didn't want to be hurt over the fact that I would be leaving in the future, although it probably wouldn't be for a few months. So, well...I blocked them. Not just there on that particular platform, but on other social media wherever else they were, just to be safe. And I unfortunately had to leave that group early because of the events that transpired. And I likely won't be back there for a while. And now the group is in a state of disrepute.
Now I've fallen into a depression because it feels like I've lost some great friends, although not because of death. I understand some people have issues, and there's nothing wrong with that. However, I don't see that as an excuse to be lashing out at people. What if the people they are lashing out at also have issues, some of which could possibly alter their lives, forever?
Again, I'm not sure if I said any of this right, and I do not mean to offend or hurt anyone. I just want to let people know what happened to me. I don't need any sympathy, love or whatever. I'll be alright.
Also, since I'm writing this journal, I won't be on FA for the next three weeks or so as I'll be on vacation. I'll check notes and reply every now and then when I have time, if it's important. Otherwise, I won't be posting, commenting or anything until I return. I hope you all understand my reasons. Thanks for reading...
I'm Vaccinated!
Posted 4 years agoJust received the J&J vaccine this morning! I'm so happy!
Raffle
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Raffle
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Raffle Boost
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OMG it's my birthday
Posted 4 years agoI can't believe it, but today I'm turning 21. I feel old already lol.
I'm Mentally Broken....
Posted 4 years agoSo....I hate to be writing this, but I have to.
My mental state is beyond messed up. I was going to meet my boyfriend in a month, but the pandemic has forced me to postpone the trip indefinitely. Work has been over the top stressful with incompetent people and loads of pressure from higher-ups to do better. And finally, I'm basically broke. I barely have enough money to pay rent to my parents on time. And today, I found out getting my car inspected is going to cost $1600, which, on top of rent, is basically too much for me to afford. All of this, plus some other smaller issues have piled up and I am in one of the worst depressions of my life. Monday night, I had a mental breakdown and completely trashed my room, throwing stuff in a blind rage, screaming and hyper-ventilating. I don't even remember going into the rage, just that it happened.
As a result, I want to apologize to those who requested art for January 2021. I'm postponing drawing until I can recover.
And to everyone reading this journal, I will return here, but I don't know when. It could be a few days, maybe a few weeks, or in the worst case, months or even years. Thank you for all of your support and kindness. You are all truly amazing people.
My mental state is beyond messed up. I was going to meet my boyfriend in a month, but the pandemic has forced me to postpone the trip indefinitely. Work has been over the top stressful with incompetent people and loads of pressure from higher-ups to do better. And finally, I'm basically broke. I barely have enough money to pay rent to my parents on time. And today, I found out getting my car inspected is going to cost $1600, which, on top of rent, is basically too much for me to afford. All of this, plus some other smaller issues have piled up and I am in one of the worst depressions of my life. Monday night, I had a mental breakdown and completely trashed my room, throwing stuff in a blind rage, screaming and hyper-ventilating. I don't even remember going into the rage, just that it happened.
As a result, I want to apologize to those who requested art for January 2021. I'm postponing drawing until I can recover.
And to everyone reading this journal, I will return here, but I don't know when. It could be a few days, maybe a few weeks, or in the worst case, months or even years. Thank you for all of your support and kindness. You are all truly amazing people.