I’m not dead, just in medical school, so it’s hard to find time to draw and do other things.

Where are you staying:
Westin

What are you doing:
I have no idea

Do you fursuit?
Yes

How can I find you?
Look for said fursuit, examples can be found in my gallery.

How long are you staying?
A little past 1776

Who are you with?
Myles, Tes and Räven

Links to all of whom can be found on my front page.


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How do you want to be addressed?
Are you crazy?! I'm not giving you my address!

But... you can call me.
Jad or Jader

Gender?
Male

Age?
Half-way to my midlife crisis!

What do you look like?
Tall dark and handsome.

Are you in a relationship?



What faction are you going to be a part of?
I can't remember, something to do with traffic? And like... moving vehicles?

What panels will you be going to?
I'll figure that out on Thursday when I get there.

Where/how can I find you?
Look for my fursuit, Jader

Or use the following scientific process:
Does attendee look to weigh > 150 lbs and attendee looks to weigh < 220 lbs?
Does attendee have brown hair?
Does attendee look roguishly handsome?
Is attendee well over 6 ft tall?

Then check attendee's badge, if said badge reads "Jader" and depicts a ponderous red wolf then you have likely found me, or I've been mugged and my badge was stolen by someone with a similar build and body-type. If you are uncertain about the mugging ask the individual to describe PCR and if he immediately gets a pained look in his eyes but is able to accurately do so it is even more likely that you have found me.

How are you getting there?
Driving.

What hotel are you staying at?
The convenient big'un

Which days will you be attending?
All https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDglMK9sgIQ
and All https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtF6Jej8yb4

Are you an artist?
Only in the most casual sense.

Do you do requests?
Nope.

Fursuit Parade?
There's not a parade this year, it's something... else... *twilight zone music plays*

Do you do trades?
Possibly.

Do you do commissions?
Sometimes, but not on the spot.

Will you have Art in the Art Show?
Is there something about casual you misunderstood? My friend  Tsebresos will though she's fantastic.

Who will you be with?

 mylescougar & his wife  tsebresos , listigaraven ,  Bexis ,  Dexfenik ,  Banditt

What is your main purpose for attending?
I want to _fursuit smell that good old casino cigarette smoke smell... duh.

Can I talk to you?
Sure, especially if we've ever chatted online.

Can I take pictures with you?
Yaaaaaaas, If I'm suiting. Tweet them to JadSMor if you do. If I'm not suiting, then....................................... Why?

Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?
In suit: Yes to get my attention or if I've given consent/ Yes if I see you and accept or if I know you already /Only if you buy me dinner and take me to a movie first.

Out of suit: Yes to get my attention/ Those who are allowed to know they are allowed to. / Do you want to get punched... in the face?

Can I hang out with you?
You're welcome to tag along for sure as long as you're polite and respectful, I do have a good sized group of friends though so don't be too disappointed if that's where a majority of my attention is focused.

Do you go to parties?
You see... there's this giant thing called a convention, and it's only for 3 days, and it's got a bunch of one-time opportunity panels and events, and then it's gone for good until next year, but even then things will be different naturally, so... I could either spend my time on that, or go to a 'party' in a room... that will likely be overcrowded... and therefore stuffy... and filled with smelly people that have been sweating all day... you know... I'm starting to see why alcohol is a necessity at those things... but I don't drink or smoke... so... yeah... you know what, I hate to say it, but after a truly difficult decision filled with lots of back and forth... I think I'll pass.

Do you fursuit/costume?
Pssh only YES.

What is the best way to reach you?
When I have internet, probably twitter. When I'm suiting, interpretive dance and loud wailing, screeching, or moaning noises.

Anything else?
I'm going on the swing thingy apparently. If I die, then please see that my mangled corpse is carried to the peak of Mt. Everest and then catapulted off with a giant bungie cord while you yell Fus Roh Dah!

How do you want to be addressed?
Jad or Jader works

Gender?
Male

Age?
Limit x-->0 of (x^2+48x)/(x^2+2x)
Welcome to my college life right now. That was an easy one too.

What do you look like?
I'm 6'6" and I weigh ~ 195lbs. If I'm not turned sideways you should be able to spot me pretty easily. Aside from that, I had people mistake me for Prince William like 3 times in less than a week when there was that whole marriage thing going on in 2011. I don't think it's accurate, but for it to happen that many times in such a short time span from total strangers was a bit ridiculous so there must be something to it.

Where/how can I find you?
Look for my fursuit, or just start checking badges of people who are really tall.

How are you getting there?
Driving.

What hotel are you staying at?
Mi Casa, the Titan Slayer.

I've had a bunch of financial setbacks recently soooo I decided to forgo the room. I'm only like 20 minutes away, it's not a big deal.

Which days will you be attending?
Friday, Saturday, and Part of Sunday.

Do you do requests?
I don't do on the spot art, it flusters me and there's too much pressure. Additionally, I really only give free art to close friends.

Fursuit Parade?
Absolutely!

Do you do trades?
Pretty much the same as requests, only I'm more open to them depending on your skill/effort level.

Do you do commissions?
Yes, but not on the spot.

Will you have prints, CDs, or merchandise?
Nope. I have some friends that have tables in the dealers den though you should check them out. All their stuff is better than mine anyway.  tsebresos  windwo1f

Will you have Art in the Art Show?
Nein nein fraulein.

Who will you be with?
You will see me with at least one of these peeps or likely not at all because I'm a social shut-in otherwise.
 listigaraven,  bexis,  banditt,  mylescougar,  tsebresos,  jmillart,  windwo1f,

What is your main purpose for attending?
Oh you know... I like to _fursuit meet people, and its great to be able to _fursuit look at art, and I hope to _fursuit check out the local convention scene, I'm excited to _fursuit attend various panels. I also love to _fursuit see people I've met online.

Can I talk to you?
Sure.

Can I take pictures with you?
In suit yes, out of suit... if I don't know you I will probably ask you probing questions which will make you uncomfortable and want to leave.

Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?
If you observe normal social conventions. Also... Far more bristly to hugs outside of fursuit... like 6.022* 10^23 times more bristly.

Can I hang out with you?
Go for it. But I suck at small talk, so expect to actually talk about yourself in a real sense, if that makes you uncomfortable then make up lies, but I'm going to ask you what your goals are, what your hobbies are, and other things that actually pertain to forming a more solid interaction with someone. I don't really care about football, and while I like video games, and anime, I prefer to actually get to know someone.

Do you go to parties?
Very, probably, certainly, assumably, in all likelyhood, one can believe, that I might perchance, reasonably be expected to, feasibly not attend a party.
I don't drink or smoke, and the sess stuff is gross soooo yeah.

Do you fursuit/costume?
Yes.

What is the best way to reach you?
Probably impossible at the con as I wont likely frequently have access to wifi and I'm too cheap for/dont need data.

Anything else?
Sumo wrestling is odd.

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Well I went to my first ever furry convention last week, RMFC in Denver.

The convention itself was fun, but what really made it a blast was the people I was with  mylescougar,  tsebresos,  listigaraven,  banditt, and  bexis. Without them I'd have probably been a social shut in. It also helped that with the aid of Tsebresos I was able to finish my fursuit on Friday of the con (pictures soon to come).

Fursuiting was by far the best thing about the convention. Unfortunately I went there under massive sleep deprivation as I had been staying up late and waking up early consistently for the week leading up to the con, especially the night before, working on my fursuit. So I didn't have as much energy as I would have liked to get the full experience. These things aside, it was one of the most fun experiences of my life.

I wasn't exactly pleased that the dealers den didn't have great separation from adult and SFW artwork so it necessitated very very fast browsing through most of the tables, or I'd end up getting an eyeful of porn. Due to being in my room Friday I missed half the panels, and then I drove home sunday morning. So I don't know if I could really give you my views on the RMFC convention in general as I only really experienced a day of it. However, I can speak on some things in general, the first is that it was fantastic to see so many people and suits that I had only ever seen online over a computer screen. The experience was definitely surreal. The second item is that I was for the most part pleased with the other attendees. Given my prior experiences with a number of local furries, I was expecting people to be a lot more crude, and far less respectful of everyone and everything in general. Perhaps they were and I didn't notice it, but I'd like to take the positive side on this one. Lastly, I confirmed for myself that it is always wise to bring your own food, some of my largest expenses, discounting room and gas, at the con were from eating out, and I made sure that I had breakfast and lunch supplies but got gouged pretty badly by an indian restaurant we went to one night. I'm definitely making sure I check the local food options AND prices beforehand next time I go out of state for a convention.


Now for something I can't believe I'm speaking about. My hope is that most people haven't bothered to read this far into my journal, and the ones that do perhaps gloss over it. But post-con depression is definitely a real deal. Except, for me at least, it has nothing to do with the convention. Sure, I would like to go back. But that's not what is getting me down. What is, is having now been to a convention and fursuited, I'm forced by necessity, to examine my life goals and directions.

Oh what I wouldn't give to be 2 years younger. I'm 24 now, still single; in less than a year I will be 25, have my bachelors in molecular biology, probably still be single, and be preparing to go to medical school in 2017. Medical school is pretty much going to shoot all my hobbies in the face repeatedly until they die. So I'll likely be in my early thirties before my time is my own again. And then what do I do? I guess I'll treat patients, go home, and write my books. Fun life...

Finding that special someone would make all the difference in the world. Someone that I can share my interests with, and support in hers. Someone that can even make what little time I have away from my studies in the future, time that is exhilarating and fun. This idea seems so impossibly far away though that I've begun to regard it with about as much realism as I do fancying myself a millionaire. Aside from obstacles to my romantic endeavors that exist due to the emotional abuse I suffered from my peers as a child, it doesn't help that the one girl I did love with all my heart repeatedly tells me how much I have to change before I'll ever have a chance at someone loving me back.

Maybe it's just better to drop the dream entirely. If I accept that it's never going to happen, I can at least devote my time, resources, and hopes on things that can perchance become a reality. But then again who knows? New millionaires are made all the time and they are generally the people that are ready to seize the opportunities that come before them.

Since I can't stop time from pressing forward, I suppose the best I can do is try not to be trampled in it's wake.