[F*CK] Creeping Laziness =w=
Posted 13 years agoI'm so lazy it should be a crime... A CRIME... I have to do an ass full of school work and pictures too and also caring for my girlfriend again and my onii and also my other friends... BUT... what is the ONLY thing I'm doing? Playing Skyrim and Minecraft HELLLIKE... >w> Seriously...
;w; Make school end and make me have a year of free time or so... I want to do things again... THINGS which make something... but everything keeps me lazy and the pressure is a hell of a... hell? Well I think you know what I mean... vwv
Sometimes I just want to come home, say FUCK IT to the world and go to bed to get some fucking peace...
Seriously D: School sucks... parents suck... everyone else sucks too (well expect the peeps in the internet and my friends and Piku...)
It makes me down so much and I have no mood for nothing...
And very sorry for not drawing stuff... or making at least something creative... you canput ash on my head and kick my butt if you like to (but not that on the icon >w> That one is too beautiful for that) I AM LAZY! DX[YAY] Guess what I got...
Posted 13 years agoI got THIS Novel <3 And I love it <3 Much love for this novel <3[ATTENTION] Check this person out!
Posted 14 years agoI wanted to show you an awesome, VERY VERY awesome artist :3
Neira-chan
Her artwork is brilliant and wonderful and she also takes commissions :3
The prices are very very cheap in comparison of her awesome work owo
Come on please check her out and maybe leave a comment under her work :3[SUPER SENTAI] Owo Argh! Need informations!
Posted 14 years agoWell I need to know the name of a special Super Sentai series. The one which comes after the Sentais which are "Power Rangers Samurai" (Don't know their Sentai name lol) but I need to know Owo
I NEEEEEEEEEEEED to...
Or well specially the name of the special ranger in there...
hint: 0:15 THE WHITE SILVER GOLD BADASS 6th RANGER... ;w; I so badly want him as a icon (well just in my archive for now, Fema butt is better at the moment <3 But having one would be very neat >w<)
[WTF] Did I just watch...
Posted 14 years agoI don't know which of you yiffing furs is responsible for this but believe me I will find out >w>
And then I will tell you to add freaking female lizards in there >:C THEY ARE MISSING!
[RANDOM] PANTSU POWA!
Posted 14 years ago[MUSIC] The Fandom strikes back...
Posted 14 years agoPrepare for the dark side of the fandom...
Yes...[STYLE] Art Style and me?
Posted 14 years ago[color=orange][center]I've been drawing for... like... more then 3 years now or kinda three years and... that not even so very much... but I think I made some... improvement (Yeah push it up into me that I improved even if I say I didn't in the first place >w> You are cursed all of you <w<).
And I thought a bit about art style. There are some styles I like very very much and I would love to try or to combine them (somehow, I don't know anything about own art style) to my own style (would it then be my style in the first place or just some things thrown together?)
Well the styles I'm talking about are Faint, KnifeH, Shadowill and KUBIKitsune
But well, like you see, I'm afraid it's some kind of art theft. well I won't care at all if somebody uses my style and stuff to improve, but I don't know how others see this. (And in an internet where everything is art theft... *sigh*) I really don't want to do something wrong in this case. It would offend people and that... is the last thing I want.
And I really don't want to have the fame of somebody who stole.
But well... here something personal, I imagine it like... erm... badassness and anatomy of Faint, cuteness and expressioning of KnifeH , precision and accuracy of Shadowill, Details and perspective of KUBIKitsune.
I know it sounds odd and kinda like a order of Burger King where you say "I want this talent this and this" and I'm really sorry if somebody of the named artists reads this and feels offended. It's not what I wanted. So please forgive me.
I would really like to some style like this one in future (and yeah I know I know. I have to WORK and draw for it >w> That's totally clear to me)
But what do you think about this? Should I go in that way or expirience it myself? (Next thing I train is Anatomy >w> It's needed)
And I thought a bit about art style. There are some styles I like very very much and I would love to try or to combine them (somehow, I don't know anything about own art style) to my own style (would it then be my style in the first place or just some things thrown together?)
Well the styles I'm talking about are Faint, KnifeH, Shadowill and KUBIKitsune
But well, like you see, I'm afraid it's some kind of art theft. well I won't care at all if somebody uses my style and stuff to improve, but I don't know how others see this. (And in an internet where everything is art theft... *sigh*) I really don't want to do something wrong in this case. It would offend people and that... is the last thing I want.
And I really don't want to have the fame of somebody who stole.
But well... here something personal, I imagine it like... erm... badassness and anatomy of Faint, cuteness and expressioning of KnifeH , precision and accuracy of Shadowill, Details and perspective of KUBIKitsune.
I know it sounds odd and kinda like a order of Burger King where you say "I want this talent this and this" and I'm really sorry if somebody of the named artists reads this and feels offended. It's not what I wanted. So please forgive me.
I would really like to some style like this one in future (and yeah I know I know. I have to WORK and draw for it >w> That's totally clear to me)
But what do you think about this? Should I go in that way or expirience it myself? (Next thing I train is Anatomy >w> It's needed)
[DEPRI EMO JOURNAL] Oh my...
Posted 14 years ago[Super Critically Emo Pussy Whiny Journal]
Blablabla you know that shit
[/Super Critically Emo Pussy Whiny Journal][SONG] TECHNO IS PIRATE
Posted 14 years agoWell here is something I'm listening to right now :3
Enjoy x3
[BLA] BOOBY NEW YEAR!
Posted 14 years agoI hope everyone had a booby new year and 2012 will be much boobier then 2011 :3
Hossa!Dear Deviantart...
Posted 14 years ago...and the internet
You know, I like this page. I like the internet. I like my friends there and the people I interact with. I like sharing art and (when I'm in the mood) drawing it.
I firstly came here on Youtube, where I made a account so I could give 5 stars for videos and comment.
I am glad I met my girlfriend here and I really enjoy all the things here.
But there's something, that bothers me. Something, that came up very strong recently. Well, it was always there but now it's annoying.
I read a bit around and found things. In the early days there was 4chan. 4chan was nice, had community and other stuff (I was never there and never will be)
Well with time there came the trolls and 10 year old porn and flamer kiddies. The community was ruined. So I guess some artists moved on to here, Deviantart.
I loved uploading art on Deviantart in the earlier days of my account. But the recent changes of the DA design... hm... I don't know. The page doesn't feel so comfortable anymore like it once did.
Okay. And now we have this little problem, it's very small, just like jupiter, yeah, that small. It's like the mage in world of warcraft which can do four things, which are:
1. breed
2. water
3. portals
4. asininity *1
But we change some things out.
1. Trolls
2. Kids
3. Art thieves
4. Ignorance
Why do I change that?
Let's see. In my opinion, the internet, as good as it is, has one GIANT weak point. Anonymity. The possibility to contact or interact with others, who don't know who you are.
There come the trolls. They don't like something and flame around, stalk and act retarded. Some of these trolls were mistreated in the past so they want to do revenge on innocent people.
So they troll. (I'm still sure the origin of the name has something to do with world of warcraft, seriously)
Some other trolls do this professionally and just enjoy insulting others, flame them so they get angry. The internet would be a peaceful and a fully enjoyable thing, if it won't be used by humans. Darwin would be proud of us today *sarcastic*
kids
I like kids and children, some people here hate them, because they are sometimes annoying, insulting and cowards. BUT, my point is, that such characterisms come from the parents who are too dumb to show the children what's right or wrong.
And for this the children get blamed. Thank you, community. Thank you very much. But hey, interacting with the problem would mean work. And we all know, work is something which is icky.
That's the same way politicians work (Killer-games are the reason for killing sprees, OF COURSE. Not the fact that children bully each other to hell because they don't know what's right or wrong in the first place, caused by parents who fail. And also parents killed the good cartoon shows. What do you think? 90s were awesome. But then it came to an end. BECAUSE PARENTS RAGED AT THE TELEVISION BORADCASTING STATIONS FOR SENDING PORN AND BRUTALITY IN CHILDREN TELEVISION LIKE "Dragonball Z" (always combat with fists and blood and death) or "Ranma 1/2" (naked breasts) SO THE PARENTS HAVE TO TAKE CARE AGAIN OF THEIR CHILDREN AND HAVE TO WORK ON THEIR EDUCATION AGAIN WHICH THEY DON'T WANT TO DO BECAUSE IT WOULD MEAN WORK FOR THEM AND EDUCATE THE CHILDREN AT THE TELEVISION IS SO MUCH EASIER. /sarcastic capslock quit *2
Think about it. Kinda right you know.
So, the kids at the computer or at televisions, who are looking for porn and stuff are not the problem. The main problem are the close minded parents, who complain about television. So... that means: If they completely complain about it, they want the television to change their program, so their children can get the program that the PARENTS want that they watch, so they can move on and place their children in front of those things again and don't have to care anymore about the education of their children. *sigh*
My main point with this is: The main fault of this whole situation are the parents of the 2000s who don't want to educate their children anymore because it's much easier to let the television do that.
(And I looked under closely every video of the shows of the 90s and in EVERY top comment their is one which goes like this: "Man, those were the times cartoons were awesome, specially [insert cartoon shown in the video here]
And it makes me sad that everyone blames the television companies for this. There was nothing they could do against those parents with their angry rageness. Sad... very, very... sad. What would the Warner Brothers say to that?)
The third point is art theft.
This is the mayor point which holds me back from becoming a better artist, when I ask myself, "When I get better, I will propably get art thieves, so do I REALLY want getting better if I always have to deal with those?"
Well, that's my most feared point in the whole "Awesome artist" thingy. I would have commissioners, make money and stuff and just draw what I want to and it would look great.
But like I said, I'm afraid of art theft. So... some people may ask, why do I put pictures up in the internet then? Because I want to share. Then they will say, then you have to deal with it.
Which is also a point which makes me angry/sad. Those people, who also don't care about anything and just want their small pieceful world in the internet, where are no complains and depressions accepted. Example:
Journal:
"My father died yesterday. Sorry but that made me so sad I can't draw for a while."
Comment:
"Move along and draw again. He won't come back if you're depressed. Get back to work."
So yeah, that's kinda how I saw those. They don't accept any private problems disscussed in their internet and will rage against all those, who try to dare typing journals about it.
My opinion about those people: Not a point better then trolls. They don't care about you. They just want their art and other stuff what they generally see from you.
So... those are the people who think "Oh I'm intelligent because I say intelligent things which apes never say because they aren't intelligent." Or kinda like this.
They think it's intelligent to say things like that, which are intelligent in a logical way. But the problem is, they see just the logical things, the calculations and any other thing which is calculatable, but they don't want to see the emotional aspect.
Some of them hate or don't want love or emotion because they always had problems with it. Some others discribe love as a thing, which is just biological explicable and there are no deeper emotions in it then preservation.
Some may see the human as a logical machine and every step is predictable.
I don't do that. Every beeing is unique and not everything is calculatable like a machine.
There is always the unexpected, the factor higher then 100% or a bigger chance then computers or calculations tell.
No. There is nothing like that.
(And this is like point 3.5)
So the last point is something that bothers me also very... very... much.
And this comes not from the trolls, the haters or the others (well, it comes from there but not in that way I want to explain)
The ignorance, which I speek from, comes from artists or people with a special talent.
So... for example, there is a artist on Deviantart, I won't tell his name, but he is famous and his art is very very beautiful. The thing is, his TOS are a hell.
I never thought a arist could go that far.
But he did.
So let me explain. Normally, you pay for a commission and then explain what you want and give references. Then you check the sketch, give the OK, pay, let the pic be finished and the commissioner asks if everything is alright. Small changes are not a problem.
So... imagine, you commission a pic and pay 70 dollars and you don't even know what you get. Full size, bust shot or something like that. No you have to pay more for that. If you pay 70 it depends on the artists mood what he draws.
Okay then pay a bit more and you get a full sized pic. No problem.
Then the second point. The artists draws JUST females. No males, only females. Normally I'm okay with it when somebody says "I can't draw males" or "I don't like to draw them" but the reason is "Females get much more attention then males. So I don't draw males." Okay, he wants favs, and since we all know the internet is perverted and love boobs, the amount of favs increases.
Yeah... AWESOME reason for not drawing males. That shows some ignorance in my opinion.
Okay, next thing is, you don't decide what will be done with your character. You don't give pose references and if you dare to give them, the pose will NEVER EVER be chosen for the pic. Okay, if there wouldn't be something else to rant about, then I would be totally okay with it.
The next thing is the hardest one. If the artist feels like changing your character, then he does and you don't complain about it. Example: "I don't like the color blue on this one. Let's make it red." or "The hair looks better in brown then white. Okay I will draw it brown." or "I would love to see a mechanical arm on this one" OR "I would prefer a sword on this one then a gun" so it will be a gun.
Okay let's face those thoughts of mine about this:
Changing color or adding extra things just by the mood of the artist shows a hell of ignorance. What if the character doens't like that color or he can't have brown hair because he lives in medival times where coloring your hair was... well... rather hard or let's say... IMPOSSIBLE.
Then the last thing. My character Incendramon is a kngiht. And I LOVE swords. So he got a sword. I could NEVER EVER imagine him with a gun or something like that. Not in that form. So the artist decides to give him a gun. Thanks... a weapon he would never wield or would never be able to wield because he lives in freaking medival times.
Or some things are story based, like scars, wounds, hair color etc. So he changes that and... yeah... he doesn't care a bit about the character itself. (I think not even the commissioners care about their characters. Shame on everyones head who doens't care.)
It shows a hell of ignorance he has just by being a good artist to say "I decide everthing and you decide nothing." It is a slap in the face of every commissioner who tries to be patient and does competitions and stuff just to get one commissioner.
And I will say here and now: If I EVER have 70 dollars I don't need I will commission this person to see, what he does to my character.
It is not a act of ignorance or hate, I would just try to tell him, that this is not the way it should be. (but well, I don't think I will ever have 70 dollars I don't need ¬w¬ So...) *3
Now finally, some people will tell me "Inc, why do you complain about it? Why do you expect so much from the internet?" Well. That's easy. Nobody is evil when he is born. People who are evil are made to be it. And I expect people, who want to interact with me to have a bit of a standard. Like saying hello, thanks and you're welcome.
I respect others opinions and can take critique. But also sometimes, when people claim they are just faithful but hurt others with that and yelling out that they are just saying their opinion, they should stop shouting and start thinking. For a bit of patience, just a bit, is it better to be faithful and hurt others with it, or just being silent once. I prefer last.
Sadly, Deviantart degenerates to a place for trolls, art thieves and haters. They are all over the place and well, the fact that they are here and do what they want shows us, that the administration acts like Blizzard at the end of Burning Crusade.
"You know what, for the community we can't do something right so we don't care anymore and just try to make as much money as possible with it." It seems like that because ignorance and everything else is all over the place.
I hope I didn't bore you and maybe bring you a bit to thinking for what is right or wrong.
If you want to tell me your opinion, please comment. But stay constructive, I also do so.
*1: That was a quote from Barlow. I don't own it
*2: Sorry for the rage-capslock but I was a bit angry at that point
*3: I respect that unknown artist for his talent and the beauty of his pictures, but he gains no respect from me for the way he treats his commissioners.[VIDEO] Just magnificent...
Posted 14 years agoI found that video some minutes ago and... it touched me...
It's just wow... think about it...
[WOHOO] MY HATCHDAY! X3
Posted 14 years agoYes yes yes yes YES! x3 It's my awesome hatchday today!
I turned 19! Laaaaaaaaaaaa! Awesome :3 Happy! Guests! Gifts! X3
Yaaaaay 83[MY LIFE = COMPLETE] Chuck Norris
Posted 14 years ago
NUF SAID![OPENING]Hm... Shaman King
Posted 14 years agoHm... I thought about it. Does a anime opening which is restyled like the second Shaman King Opening?
Here are examples:
Original
Pokémon
Yu-gi-Oh!
Or Soul Eater
[BACK] I'M BACK! + BIRTHDAY SOON!
Posted 14 years agoSchool takes all of my mood for doing something vwv Even for writing journals...
So yeah I'm back... and my birthday is on 14th December this year... AGAIN (well like last year)
I hope I get everything done as soon as possible, or even a bit... god damn it that school stresses me freaking much >w> Well yeah... wish me luck and stuff...
You know... Getting a new computer soon for Skyrim. Playing WoW for the lulz and ignoring friends and girlfriend because I'm dumb... (just kidding :D You know that... I hope so... kinda) So yeah. Whatever floats your boat at all[Away] Away now ._.
Posted 14 years agoYeah now I'm gone for the next week till Friday >w<
Hope to see you all as soon as possible :3 Don't upload too much 8D
Thanks for
Sephircard and
Pikuna for making this day comfortable for me <3
Thanks you too :3
Piku I love you always and forever x3
And Arcy, you are my best friend in the whole world :3[Away] Away now ._.
Posted 14 years agoYeah now I'm gone for the next week till Friday >w<
Hope to see you all as soon as possible :3 Don't upload too much 8D
Thanks for
Sephircard and
Pikuna for making this day comfortable for me <3
Thanks you too :3
Piku I love you always and forever x3
And Arcy, you are my best friend in the whole world :3[WoW] I found my Destiny / Away
Posted 14 years agoWell anybody has his or her special talent in games. The first ones mroe the second ones less. Even in MMOs. One guy enjoys healing others all the time, while others are using their spells, pets, bows or heavy weapons to just smash the enemy to mash.
And there is the third section of people who are just so hardcore armored that a heavy crid of a boss is not just more then a scretch for them.
And this kind of gamer, dear furries and people, am I. I found my destiny, my fate for MMOing today. I'm going to be a tank.
Since I always enjoyed playing a warrior in WoW the most (and some other games) I will go on with that. I always tried to be a DPS-guy but I think that doesn't match my taste (expect when I play Druid or Mage, I love to fry my enemies with some magic or nature skills.
Heavy armor, sword and shield are the things I need <3
Without joking... if you have the right equipment and skilling, there is closely NOTHING that can kill you >w>
So yeah... I love beeing a tank :3
We just need some kind of healer in a group, because, well... everything we got are DPS at the moment...
And one second thing is, that I will be away from Monday till Friday TwT Study tour with my class to Munich *sigh* I really don't want to go there, but I think I have to. sadly
My only hope to make it a bit better is to meat
Thundereus there QwQ
I hope that will work. So yeah that's all for now ~w~ *goes to sleep*[KITTEN] Cuteness cancer
Posted 14 years agoNow I have cuteness cancer and this kitten is the causer.
BUT IT'S SO GOD DOG DAMN NMAD IT TI CUUUUUUUTE! QwQ
[REPORT] That moment...
Posted 14 years agoIt was midday. I sat in my room, waiting. The cold weather outside and the warm room where I sat, inside. They were different. I clicked a few times with my mouse, pushing "1" and "4" every few seconds. I killed some Furgals. My druid came Level 8. I didn't care very much. I did some quests. Chattet with another druid owner from another country a bit.
I heard a car. I looked out of the window of my room on the street, and there it was. The car, for which I waited the whole day. The yellow car with the black letters on it.
My eyes expanded, my heart missed one beat. Two letters were brought by "Deutsche Post". I pushed "hearthstone" and left the computer immediately, running down the stairs. And there it laid.
A letter from "Amazon". My eyes went wet and I felt a feeling, it warmed my heart. I sat at the table of the dinning room, still very excited. I could feel my heartbeat, strong like never before.
I remember just one thought. I wanted to hold, what is inside of that letter. As quickly as possible I opened the letter. But at the same time, I did it as carefully as possible, I didn't wanted to harm what was inside.
And then I held it in my hands. Two cases with one CD in each case. One was the soundtrack and the other one was the game. The game, for which I waited so long. Closely one year is it now. Now it feels like I waited just two days or so.
Immidietly I put the soundtrack CD in the CD player, hearing the strong beat of the theme. The weather outside was matching the cold atmosphere of the game, which I will play very soon.
It was the first time that a game made me so happy just by holding it in my bare hands.
It really felt like a gift of god himself, and this gift was just for me. This CD, which is now mine, is a gift. I read through the instructions and pinned the map at my wall, the CD still in its case, while the soundtrack flooded my mind with unbelievable thoughts of pure fantasy and satisfaction.
This game, I held in my hands, was Skyrim.
And one angel made it possible for me to get it on 11.11.11
That angel is my dear love Pikuna
She bought the game for me, and those 10 minutes I wrote down here, these wonderful moments, I have to thank her for this. My dear love, my eternal love, you made me the best gift a person could make me, you spent your hard earned money for me so I could get this wonderful gift in time.
<3
Thank you Piku. Thank you more then ten thousand times. I love you from the deepest corners of my heart. You are the best girlfriend I could ever get, the best person I could ever meet and the best person for a relationship with me. You and me, we match so perfectly and I know that you know this.
In forever lasting love <3
Your argonian Mage Incen-Dra aka Incy
I love you babe <3[SKYRIM] YES! YES! *Bison style*
Posted 14 years ago
Now my life is complete! COMPLETE I SAY! COMPLEEEEEEEEEETE I SAAAAAAAAAAY!
No shit, just when I tomorrow get Skyrim. Then it will be compleeeeeeeeeeeeete.
Fuck shit this will be awesome.[UPDATE] Molten wow
Posted 14 years agoHelloooooo people :3
No update since a few days for me |D I have to fix that
Okay what did Incy do the last week? He played World of Warcraft :3
Ejup
I played it once in 8th grade on an official server and it was the best time I had back then. Because there were lots of awesome people in my guild and it was always funny :D
Some months ago a friend of mine (SCHWARZNEBEL!) told me about Molten WoW. A closely bugfree WoW Private Server. I wanted to download it but I had a small problem with uTorrent (it would had took me 3 weeks constantly _w_) and stoped trying.
But last week I downloaded it over the days I was at school and then I had it! Hurray!
So since them I'm playing Draenei Shaman and my friend
Sephircard here is a Draenei Priest x3
We really began to enjoy playing this race because they are very friendly and honorable. (I hear kids yelling for the Horde. I say for the scourge >:D)
Yesterday I founded our guild in there the "Guard of Hope" ^^ Because that name means much to us.
And please I don't want you people to tell me "Stop it's a addicting drug" or "WoW is shit". Everyone has his own opinion (even if I say you can't dare to call it "shit" untill you tried it. I think it's worth it) and we should respect each other.
So yeah... Molten WoW is awesome xD
Here's the link if anybody is interested :3
Molten WoW[AWE...SOME] Legen... wait for it... dary part 2
Posted 14 years agoOkay... I saw something epic and I wanted to share it with you
(For those who don't like world of warcraft. Please. This is not primary about WoW, please listen to the end. It is more then just hilorious xD It's worth it. Trust me!)
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Neira-chan


Thundereus