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Posted 12 years agoOkay... well yesterday pased and now it's today... I didn't slept much but that's not the main problem...
Yesterday... I was in a... REALLY... bad mood because everything stressful collapsed over my head and buried me under it...
After a long funny time with Piku (with word jokes like:
Me: *makes mistake with pronouncing*
Piku: Lol pushy
Me: Yeah push the pussy! *dances* The new song from 50 Cent!
Piku: *imediatly* feat 2 €!!!
*everyone lays o nthe floor laughing*)
Well it was a great time yesterday and we had much fun which cheered me up quite well and brought me back to the ground were I could focus again...
I still need to leave today sadly... and I'm starting to pack after I finished this journal...
I will visit Arcy then for the rest of the week and on Monday I go back home again to take care of my grandparents because my parents aren't there and they need somebody to take for them in case something happens (le me)
But until then I think I will have quite a nice time with Arcy (sadly I couldn't get Fairy Tail downloaded and we can't watch it because of castrated internet =w=
So yeah... thanks for your comments, and worries...
But I still have that little problem with commissions ^w^° Maybe you could other people tell that I'm open if they ask you or something..
I don't want to sound greedy or something >w< I just want to show my mother I can make money this way somehow I like until I get a job.
There are also two more things... I might write a Lord of the Rings-game critique for the first three games in some time (because I'm playing the last one of them now) and I hope I will soon have finished my special valentines Morrowind-Mod for Pikuna - I'm sure of it but yeah....
See you next time when I visit Arcy =3[VERY BAD NEWS] Very bad things...
Posted 12 years agoOkay... everything goes very fast now...
I called my mother back right after we got home from bowling with Pikunas parents...
She said it is an emergency and I have to come home at the very latest of Monday.
My grandpa is very ill at the moment and he can't drive, nor my grandma can. My mother and father want to visit her mother for her 90th birthday in Sachsen for a week (which is 600 kilometers from my home away) and then there would be nobody at home and they need me then...
So I planned on driving to Arcy this week after Pikuna got a message from her recent job test if they want a talk with her or not, I would have to drive her then...
isn't possible anymore - I'm driving to 
Sephircard tomorrow and spend the rest of the week with him and then I'm going back home...
I have to say... the last time was... rather... horrible for me and I feel pretty bad at the moment... my body hurts... I feel depressive...
and my mother says... well 10 bucks for a drawn pic is nice... but that's not making any money (even thou I have no other chance at the moment)
You know me people... I... I rarely feel... THAT bad... but... if you just... could help... a little... somehow... WHATEVER it is... a picture... buying a commission... giving me credit... or... just cheering me up... somehow... (well not at the moment... I want some time for me and Pikuna...) but please... could you do that... I feel down right now... really... really... down... *wipes away tear* ... and... plaease... be a bit understandingly to me...
thanks... to everyone...[SIGH] And again...
Posted 12 years agoWell... if it wouldn't be for the third or forth time now I wouldn't write a journal at 3 am...but... I feel so angry at the moment I don't want to keep it to me now...
I thought... welll... go with the time and make some upgrades... get some Windows 7 Enterprise... and well... hey I like the design very much
So I got it and... well... Monster WoW and Cataclysm in general crit errors all the time I can't play it... okay I need to fix that somehow...
then the next thing is now Star Wars Battlefront 2... I installed it and saw... well on PS2 it's kinda funny to play, even more with a friend, but this game is so DOWNRIGHT ANNOYING in terms of level design and mechanics (f*cking B2 Super droids with their fucking pocket rockets instakilling everything... team mates walking in front of my sniper scope and a vehicle KI which is worse the some people could ever be in video games, also there is barely any good position or location for some sniper fun (fucking balconies >w>) or even place to zoom around... and some matches I had to win with imba jedi power two hitting everything under my lightsaber lol - Ayla Secura is imba xD... ah seriously... I try to install Battlefront 1 tomorrow... and downloading Borderlands because I want to shoot some heads to get my anger away... in the frustration of this I wanted to play a relaxing bit of Skyrim and now not even Skyrim is starting anymore... it doesn't react... ah *sigh*
I feel SO downright annoyed at the moment... I gave Win 7 a chance... a fair one... and... I don't know if it's my computer but I think every computer and system has some kind of personality rating towards its user... and my Win7 must downright hate me... =w=
I hope I get everything back to work... until then I think I will mod and draw my ass off... and maybe try to shoot some asses in Battlefront 1 when I install it again - god damn it... >w> give me some fucking sniper gun and a open battlefield...
anyway Commissions are still open and I would GLADLY appreciate them =w=
UPDATE: Skyrim is fixed, was a problem with Steam Cloud which caused malfunction
WoW-problem is mostly encountered too and beeing fixed at the moment - hopefully it works :3[RAGE] God damn it...
Posted 12 years agoHeadache... =w= Y U WANT KILL ME? Grrr...
I can't draw that way D8[OPEN] Comissions
Posted 12 years agoYes I'm finally fully opening commissions - I know I said I first wanted to try it but...
My father called like half an hour ago and told me that the police sent that ticket when I drove too fast on the Highway (well Autobahn in Germany, I think you know the term) - there were some roadworks and you had to drive 80 km/h and I drove a little more (109 km/h) and then there was this "you drive too fast I'm photographing you so we know who you are and can send you a ticket"-machine for which I find no translation 8|
The outcome: I have to play 100 Euros to them. Well that's not a big problem at the moment but a strong setback in my long term goal of moving together with Pikuna. We need every money we can get so we can pay the rent in the future...
So I'm opening commissions with a goal of 100 Euros (133 USD atm) to get that money back - And... I know it's a very very high target I got there... but I rally need it ;w;
Here's the link to my pricelist: PRICELIST
Here's the link to my Art rules: RULES
PS: Sorry if they sound a little pissed off ^w^° I tried to sound strict[INFO] WEASYL MY... okay that's old -w- Follow me and bla...
Posted 12 years agoSorry for making propaganda for Weasyl D8
But now I'm there too...
And I have updated my commission info...
And I think I will change the drill a bit
You can now ask me for commissions - If I get at least 3 people interested in buying one I will open it :3
My pricelist is in my profile there (much easier handling then here if you know how to do it =w=
well here it is - Weasyl on INCtastic[PROBLEM] My thoughts about the issue
Posted 12 years agoWell... first, I'm pretty sure you know what I'm revering to, and it's THIS journal here...
Well... I just wanted to give my quick opinion about this... I already heard that there is some misbehavior on Furaffinity, also trolls and people who abuse the anonymity of the internet... people are getting stalked and hated, pictures beeing reposted and RPed with their characters on other sites - well this I already know... (and some people who think they are better then others...)
But that case... it's just... no... Furaffinity it's not the first time I#m shocked but this is the most intensive shock I had in a long time.
And I can fully understand that the persons left FA because of this reason.
Bullying happens in every school and yet you shouldn't ignore it...
And I want to say, I will stay on FA, even thou I had a massive urge of leaving as I read that.
But I can tell you for sure, if something like that will ever happen to me or my close friends, then I would really consider leaving Furaffinity, and I mean it.
Most likely I will move to Weasyl, yeah I know, I still don't like the site very much but people seem very happy when they are talking about it.
I hope at least, that they are right and that I, if it happens am not dissapointet...
but well... I'm talking oo much about a possible future now...
I don't think it is okay by any means what happened here... please discuss in the original journal - this is just my opinion here...[INFO] WEASYL MY A**!
Posted 12 years agoSorry I had to 8|[ANIME] Girls und Panzer
Posted 12 years agoWas looking for some skyrim cheats when I got over that anime
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M WATCHING BUT I LIKE IT XD[ôwô] That awkward moment ...
Posted 12 years ago...when you see people cheating about every cent to spare with movies, games and music and see other people throw 200 dollar and more in an auction 8| World you're strange...[THINKING] Drawing porn...
Posted 13 years agoWell I got even more thoughts the last days... and I had the idea "hey, you are getting sick of people not drawing sexy female Flamedramon and other stuff you'd like to see? Also you want more pictures of those hot Uxerios form 
Pikuna over there?" Hm then was thinking... good commissions are expensive these days - too expensive for me at least - and raffles are russian roulette - so what you gonna do?
I HAD THE IDEA! I draw it myself ._.
Still I think I have a long artistic way to go... and the epic artworks which are in my head are a bit complicated to do at the moment because I am unsatisfied with them - so what am I gonna do? I will draw it myself (when I can sit down for that) I will draw the pics which there are none and I think it might be some good fun to do...
But I need to improve and I know that - Also I can't really tell what I should do with the pictures I have... sooo I might need some critique >w< yeah critique -
I would be glad about any comment involving more then a "murr" and "purr" and so you get some candy for giving it:
I think about giving away one free picture for the most useful critique which makes me become better.
But for that it needs some time an practice... if it works I think I will give it away then... like dunno, half a year or something like that
;w; that would be really helpful and I'm still thinking about it but I think I'm pretty sure about doing it ow yeah!
Also that damn awesome song which is linked twice in this journal really got me :3 sounds awesome to me x3
That was all :3[JUST READ HERE IT'S MUCH AND MAY INTEREST YOU]
Posted 13 years agoWell I feel like doing a small or big update.
Well I was at Sephircards for the last two weeks and it was totally awesome - we toasted our computers with games, good food and I found reason to state my opinion that Burger King really tastes ten times better then MC Ds =| Just saying that now
Well got home to Pikuna and one day later my computer has her period again and always I want to start her the "Fuck you"-window appears >w> "Can't load stuff blabla"
Well we have some options to solve that problem but not before tomorrow now. SADLY D:
I miss some gaming ;w;
The next thing is Fairy Tail - now I'm equal with the anime status at episode 165 and I just want to say... Natsus apperiance at the end was totally bad ass'd X3 - kinda stupid but bad ass'd x3
The last thing I want to talk about are adoptables and auctions.
Because... well... there is so much of them recently that I want to give my opinion about it.
Let's start with the adoptables. Well... I don't know about you but... besides beeing a bad artist (well an artist at all) I'm a creative person - very creative. I don't know if I'm just over the edge hardcore creative or just moderate but... I think adoptables are some kind of... you know... useless?
You buy a character another person made to use for yourself
Okay it's one way to get money and humanity is very creative on three terms:
- how to make money
- different kinds of fetishs and sex styls
- ways to kill each other
Well that might not have VERY MUCH to do with adoptables I admit... but think of it for a minute... hm... if those creativity would go into science we would easily call the reaper in Mass Effect caveman with sticks and stones.
Okay back to adobtables: Personally... I love my characters, every single one is unique and even if I don't think about them so much sometimes I respect my own characters and for me they have... something special, a heart, a soul, something that makes them alive, more then just a thought of mine. They have something which makes their character.
And there's the thing of respect that bites me when it comes to adobtables - when characters have hearts and souls... wouldn't it be just slavery to just sell them to someone with other intensions for them as you have?
For things like fetishs or adult things or what so ever it doesn't feel comfortable at all for me. It just makes me... you know - kinda sad to see those characters getting sold.
Also there is the creativity aspect I talked about - well nothing in particular against people but... the fuck?
Are people uncreative at all or what? That question pops up in my head more then once in my head. I mean... I think of my own characters and if I want a new one... I just make one think of it and yeah well bam! There it is.
If I need a picture I make a description and talk to an artist - no big deal - well I can't understand adoptables at all by all means.
The last thing I want to talk about are auctions - a very sensitive part for some people.
Some people are looking for a thrill, the kick when you do an auction against others (okay some people are skydiving or bungee-jumping) which I can't understand at all. (That's why I love the "buyout" function in ebay and the wow auction house - No risk by not getting it and something like "Okay that's the price - buy it or not it won't change" and I know people's work is much worth it because a picture isn't there for only like *claps hands* *super epic artwork appears* that's not the deal but I always think it gets over the top... also with some people who can't afford it on that and that price levels...
I don't bitch about it on other peopls journals even if I sometimes really would like to say how much those things get on my nerves but I keep it to myself (and that's why I write it in my own journal)
The next thing is... well... for example: there is auction with three slots... slot 1 (for a character standing) slot 2 (for character in doggy style) and slot 3 (for slot behind slot 2)
okay so we say... person 1 is so eager to get slot 2 because he or she likes it... and gets it... a friend is getting slot 1 while a person 3 gets the slot 3. And person 3 and person 1 hate each other very very much because... welll person one had a girl/boyfriend and that left him/her for person 3 and then they are together in a adult pic fucking each other which is... more then just uncomfortable (I don't know how it looks like with the "I don't want the slot anymore"-thing but well... you see this is a quite bad situation for each other.
Also the prepose auctions... a set pose where your character can be... well... maybe people wish for THAT POSE (oh yeah that pose baby...) but I think it's kinda of a "you can't have something else pose" thingy...
just feels like it... I am not comfortable with it and it's the same reason with auctions in general...
My facit is... that I really miss the time of only commissions because it was a right set price nothing more and nothing less (with some extras of course)
so yeah... that's my opinion and everything...
I hope I can get to my computer again as soon as possible when that fucking bitch is fixed... and when she's fixed and I saved all my data from her she gets Windows 7 stuck in her mouth and I don't want to hear any moaning or bitching from her anymore (=| You see... my computer and I have a very very lovely relationship...)
Well I was at
Sephircards for the last two weeks and it was totally awesome - we toasted our computers with games, good food and I found reason to state my opinion that Burger King really tastes ten times better then MC Ds =| Just saying that nowWell got home to Pikuna and one day later my computer has her period again and always I want to start her the "Fuck you"-window appears >w> "Can't load stuff blabla"
Well we have some options to solve that problem but not before tomorrow now. SADLY D:
I miss some gaming ;w;
The next thing is Fairy Tail - now I'm equal with the anime status at episode 165 and I just want to say... Natsus apperiance at the end was totally bad ass'd X3 - kinda stupid but bad ass'd x3
The last thing I want to talk about are adoptables and auctions.
Because... well... there is so much of them recently that I want to give my opinion about it.
Let's start with the adoptables. Well... I don't know about you but... besides beeing a bad artist (well an artist at all) I'm a creative person - very creative. I don't know if I'm just over the edge hardcore creative or just moderate but... I think adoptables are some kind of... you know... useless?
You buy a character another person made to use for yourself
Okay it's one way to get money and humanity is very creative on three terms:
- how to make money
- different kinds of fetishs and sex styls
- ways to kill each other
Well that might not have VERY MUCH to do with adoptables I admit... but think of it for a minute... hm... if those creativity would go into science we would easily call the reaper in Mass Effect caveman with sticks and stones.
Okay back to adobtables: Personally... I love my characters, every single one is unique and even if I don't think about them so much sometimes I respect my own characters and for me they have... something special, a heart, a soul, something that makes them alive, more then just a thought of mine. They have something which makes their character.
And there's the thing of respect that bites me when it comes to adobtables - when characters have hearts and souls... wouldn't it be just slavery to just sell them to someone with other intensions for them as you have?
For things like fetishs or adult things or what so ever it doesn't feel comfortable at all for me. It just makes me... you know - kinda sad to see those characters getting sold.
Also there is the creativity aspect I talked about - well nothing in particular against people but... the fuck?
Are people uncreative at all or what? That question pops up in my head more then once in my head. I mean... I think of my own characters and if I want a new one... I just make one think of it and yeah well bam! There it is.
If I need a picture I make a description and talk to an artist - no big deal - well I can't understand adoptables at all by all means.
The last thing I want to talk about are auctions - a very sensitive part for some people.
Some people are looking for a thrill, the kick when you do an auction against others (okay some people are skydiving or bungee-jumping) which I can't understand at all. (That's why I love the "buyout" function in ebay and the wow auction house - No risk by not getting it and something like "Okay that's the price - buy it or not it won't change" and I know people's work is much worth it because a picture isn't there for only like *claps hands* *super epic artwork appears* that's not the deal but I always think it gets over the top... also with some people who can't afford it on that and that price levels...
I don't bitch about it on other peopls journals even if I sometimes really would like to say how much those things get on my nerves but I keep it to myself (and that's why I write it in my own journal)
The next thing is... well... for example: there is auction with three slots... slot 1 (for a character standing) slot 2 (for character in doggy style) and slot 3 (for slot behind slot 2)
okay so we say... person 1 is so eager to get slot 2 because he or she likes it... and gets it... a friend is getting slot 1 while a person 3 gets the slot 3. And person 3 and person 1 hate each other very very much because... welll person one had a girl/boyfriend and that left him/her for person 3 and then they are together in a adult pic fucking each other which is... more then just uncomfortable (I don't know how it looks like with the "I don't want the slot anymore"-thing but well... you see this is a quite bad situation for each other.
Also the prepose auctions... a set pose where your character can be... well... maybe people wish for THAT POSE (oh yeah that pose baby...) but I think it's kinda of a "you can't have something else pose" thingy...
just feels like it... I am not comfortable with it and it's the same reason with auctions in general...
My facit is... that I really miss the time of only commissions because it was a right set price nothing more and nothing less (with some extras of course)
so yeah... that's my opinion and everything...
I hope I can get to my computer again as soon as possible when that fucking bitch is fixed... and when she's fixed and I saved all my data from her she gets Windows 7 stuck in her mouth and I don't want to hear any moaning or bitching from her anymore (=| You see... my computer and I have a very very lovely relationship...)
[DREAMS] What was done to me...
Posted 13 years agoTonight I dreamed of a fucking huge school building like a university for necromancy and in every hallway the female students were getting raped by skeletons with thigh bone thick BONERs and I got pissed of by that and ripped the skeletons apart.
Yesterday I played Darksiders 2 till 3 am in the deadlands where I slaughtered thousands of respawning skeletons which was most likely the trigger for that fucked up dream...
The only thing I wanted to say is: Darksiders - what have you done to me...
PS: I didn't ate anything bad before[GAMES]Gimme that Torch... F*CKING... light!
Posted 13 years agoAfter beating Mass Effect 2 some days ago I started to play Torchlight again because I bought Torchlight 2 and didn't wanted to spoiler me so I went through that game which knows roughly balance :|
It makes much fun and is awesome, but you know... the difficulty is kinda... crap
At the beginning in the first three stages, mines, ancient ruins and caverns it is rather easy and you can go ahead very well, the next two stages, the fortress and the dwarven ruins are rather long and a bit annoying because it takes you so long to get though...
And until now everything is fine (expect for the drop rate of items which could be a LITTLE higher when it comes to epics (I walked around in the last stage with level 7 set boots because I got no better ones ¬w¬)
But then there is the dark palace where the difficulty thinks it can wake up now – those damn Dark Acolys are way overpowered (instant 60 – 80% of your total HP) and every freaking enemy is downright annoying – okay I wanted to game, I wanted to finish it and so I did
The second last boss battle was... easy... too easy if you ask me but the final battle makes up for that AND MORE...
So I come to the part where is game fucked me up... Ordrak that freaking boss with a bazillion HP, armor and resistences on 140% and attacks that can easily kill you if you don't spam healing potions.
Besides that he summons creeps and not some creeps HELL NO – he fills the figgin room with them and they are just annoying – I beat that boss of 10 minutes running around collecting healing and mana potions, standing in front of him spamming AOE and trying to survive the creeps which he suddenly decides to sacrifice and get healed by that (luckily to a rather low amount) and instantly summoning the same quantity of creeps AGAIN... ARGUEGUGHQGQ *RAGEQUIT *
Okay so now I let my anger pass in here so I can be a bit more objective.
The game is great, the voice actors did a fantastic job – awesome wow I love their work
The really only letdown were the dark palace with overpowered creeps and the final boss beeing a total ass hole 10 minute fight creep spammer
Well this fight is so a part of my most annoying boss battles of all time yo.
But besides that – great game :3
So well I will start soon then with Torchlight 2 YEAH!
So I write again when I finished the next spinebreaker game lol xD[NEWS] Pokemon X & Y!
Posted 13 years ago
Here's the trailer :3
New Pokemon X & Y!
Well the graphic improvement to 3D-DS game Pokemon like is O_O
I was very impressed
The starter Pokemon look... okay... my favourite is the Fire fox for now :3
But I hope that the plant starter will get awesome evolutions >w<
The legendaries which are obviously based on X and Y and I reaaaally love the epic design of them.
Getting me Pokemon Y and for Piku Pokemon X X3
And I heard there are many voices for a new eeveelution coming up :3 I hope the best
But first of all... I get myself a 3DS XDDDDD[INFO] Mass Effect 2 - clear (contains final battle spoiler)
Posted 13 years agoHoly fucking reapermother...
Finished ME2 just a view minutes ago... my head is killing me from "since the morning headache" but I'm so fucking proud of myself ;w;
Finished it on Veteran difficulty, I died several times but it was awesome
(especially when the giant human reaper appeared again fully functional and aggressive and you have no ammo left - YAY!)
Holy shit... that final mission was a pain in the ass sometimes but awesome to play - I would consider the complete level to the final boss because of the carefully made decisions you have to make (Yes Tali died once and I had to replay that because I want her to be alive ;_; )
Luckily bought every fucking upgrade for the ship and the crew, but I still was worried very much that everyone will survive
Oh yeah and I destroyed that mothership of them... no goodies for that illusive man no no
I'm not sure if I play ME3 soon because I really have other games to finish - (besides I watched the Let's Play of my beloved Pikuna so I know the story)
If I play ME3 I will stop after the reaper blasts shepard and all of his/her allies when they want to reach the teleportation spire - because I will more likely play it for the Online mode which will be one of not many games I can play together with Pikuna
But we'll see :3 - I am Commander Beatrice (yes I played a female) Shepard, and I approve of Mass Effect 2![HAPPY NEW YEAR] My years review
Posted 13 years ago*sigh* okay
Well... 2012 wasn't a very good year for me - sure I finished my school which was one of the best things to ever happen in my life
but it was a bad year for me as an artist and I asked myself several times the question "do you still want to be an artist?"
I asked that several times as I see artists around me improving and getting better in even less time then me which depresses me
Somehow I force myself to become better even thou I know it's not the best thing to do as an artist.
I hope to change that this year - but we all know where all those "good intentions" go
Also I was like dead on some sites like Deviantart, Nabyn or Youtube
I don't know but I want to do something on youtube - and no Let's Playing - it's too time consuming for me
(even thou I want to do a single one)
Also i let down many of my friends - decayed to people I never talk to - which I want to change somehow
So what do I want for 2013?
I want to do less gaming and more drawing
Also beeing more active on this site and others
and finally manage to check all of my submissions which I still have from 2011
So... finally I want to thank you al for staying with me even though my fucking laziness
Every favourite and every comment of you makes me happy
And I have to say it strengthens my intention of going on as an artist and becoming better
Have a great new year of 2013, because I hope I will have it
And stay as great as you already are :3
Now for Furaffinity I just want to add something special and personal...
Pikuna my lovely dear... it has been 3 years and 2 months now since we are a couple - we went through hell and back together and espially you went this path on your bare feet just to see me happy. Even thou it was hard sometimes and we had our downtimes... you were always there for me, caring and always ready to give me a big fluffy hug. For all your care, your loyalty and your mere presence... I thank you with the words... you complete me.
For 2013 I wish you the best, since it is the least you can ask for because you clearly deserve more then the best <3
Sephircard, my best friend in the world, my brother, my onii, my game camerade and soul brother and what so ever we are together.
We both know that it's not easy, life is not easy and also caring is not easy. But besides Pikuna you're the person I had the most fun with my entire life. I never played funnier games then with you, I remember our first run thorugh Molten Core like it was yesterday... together on Level 80 we killed those first two encounters - it was a tough task but we did it - we did it together. And as I remember this everytime it makes me sure that there is nothing and I mean NOTHING that can't be won with friendship. For all this funtime we had I give you the most brotherly hug I can offer.
I know the year started horrible for you, but I'm sure it gets better. Please don't worry too much - friends want to see another smiling and that is what makes the sun shine even on the most rainy days.
kibii You are also one of the best friends I have, and also one of the cloesest. I am really sorry that it seems like the whole world and also heaven and hell are hating you, but I really look up to you that you still go on even thou all that crappy things happen to you. You're a great and friendly person, full of positivity and always cheering me up somehow and a really great artist. The world would be a much better place with more people like you, people who make the sun shine. my wishes for 2013 for you are that I hope that the bad things finally end, which happen to you, that you can go on in a much brighter future and always have people around you that you can ask for as friends. With me, you have at least one friend so don't let yourself down!
StrikerXE And oh yeah, how could I forget you. Striker, one of my best friends here on this site, we don't chat often but I'm sure you wrote longer comments under my pictures then I wrote descriptions to them. And I slap myself for sometimes beeing too lazy to read them since I'm the personalized laziness. But I want to thank you for beeing such an active watcher, a good friend and nice person who deserves more attention in the future. My friend, I pull my helmet before you *bows*
But I wish a bit more chatting in the future and a good way to 2014 the next yeah. hehe :3
Fenrixion I don't want to forget you, Fenri. we don't know each other for long now but you have a great and nice person just like you're an awesome artist. Sadly we don't chat much recently and I again want to thank you for the great chibis of Pikuna and me, well I guess you see at our icons we like 'em hehe. x3 Maybe we can play some games in the future or do trades, I got you as a good friend and I don't want to miss you, thank you for the awesome time together. I wish you the best things for 2013 and that your art will become at least twice as awesome as it already is x3
Namie for her in german, sorry ;3
hach ja, wir kennen uns ja auch noch nicht lange, wirklich nicht lange und auch mehr sporadisch, was ich aber wirklich wirklich WIRKLICH gerne in Zukunft ändern würde. Ich entschuldige mich noch mal für das ganze Theater wegen niht zurückschreiben und so, aber das hatten wir ja schon x3
Ich hab auch einfach gesehen, dass du ein sehr liebes Mädchen bist und dass dir auch einige Dinge passiert sind, die wirklich schrecklich sind.
Ich hoffe, dass all das Schlechte, Schlimme und Üble, was dir 2012 widerfahren ist mit 2013 ein Ende hat. Du bist eine starke Frau und eine ehrliche, freundliche Person. Hossa! x3
MNXenX001 Oh Xennie, where should I begin. I know we don't chat much but it's always funny and great to have a little conversation with you pal.
I don't want to miss the fun from there and maybe we can chat a bit more in the future hehe ^w^ since I really look up to you as an artist :3
Well I hope for it but for now I wish you the best 2013 in the world.
I also want to thank my great friends from my group conversation, Bosco, Ferno, Toddy, Ventus, Flare, Kaddi and Schocky. I am only sometimes in the chat but it's always funny there,you're cool persons and a great... very great group of awesome people. I'm glad I have you as friends and I really do enjoy the chats with you.
I also want to thank
Zwiebelritter, 
Shizuuya and 
SeliamYou three are also great great people I trust and enjoy talking and chatting to. You're awesome, you're very great friends and you are good good people I really would miss, if I wouldn't have them. For you I wish the best to happen in 2013 and that you will rock it off! :3
Last but not least I want to give my greetings to all people I know,
Future-Dreamer, 
Rimfire, 
Snowfyre, 
Metalrenamon, 
Danielssj 
Pandablubb 
Thundereus 
BirdyBirdBird 
Iceydramon 
Slifer 
Ecko7 
HyenaCream 
Furblade, from MSN and everywhere Schwarznebel, Nakamura, Rose, Selma, Sol, Chakat and all I didn't named here but talk to and chat with me.
People, all of you, my dear watchers, all of you are awesome. You are awesome because you watch and care I enjoy beeing your friend, you all made my life better, for four years I have been now in this fandom, and I can tell you that I'm not the same person anymore as I was when I came here.
I was weak, depressive, lonely, nobody ever cared for me, I could never trust anyone, but all that changed when I came to the fandom. I met people I can trust, I can tell things and don't look strange (at least not too strange) at me. Friendly people are rare and you all deserve to be called this.
All of you somehow gave me a hand and lifted me up out of the darkness I was covered in. For that I finally want to say thanks. You all are the reason I can be here and type this... you all saved my life somehow and changed it. I changed like 180 degrees in another direction and that's a good thing....
Well if there are peopel who don't see this you can be free to tell them this... I would be very thankful... so for all of you, I want to say only... have a great 2013 and kick it up!
I'm INCtastic and I'm glad you read my journal :3
Well... 2012 wasn't a very good year for me - sure I finished my school which was one of the best things to ever happen in my life
but it was a bad year for me as an artist and I asked myself several times the question "do you still want to be an artist?"
I asked that several times as I see artists around me improving and getting better in even less time then me which depresses me
Somehow I force myself to become better even thou I know it's not the best thing to do as an artist.
I hope to change that this year - but we all know where all those "good intentions" go
Also I was like dead on some sites like Deviantart, Nabyn or Youtube
I don't know but I want to do something on youtube - and no Let's Playing - it's too time consuming for me
(even thou I want to do a single one)
Also i let down many of my friends - decayed to people I never talk to - which I want to change somehow
So what do I want for 2013?
I want to do less gaming and more drawing
Also beeing more active on this site and others
and finally manage to check all of my submissions which I still have from 2011
So... finally I want to thank you al for staying with me even though my fucking laziness
Every favourite and every comment of you makes me happy
And I have to say it strengthens my intention of going on as an artist and becoming better
Have a great new year of 2013, because I hope I will have it
And stay as great as you already are :3
Now for Furaffinity I just want to add something special and personal...
Pikuna my lovely dear... it has been 3 years and 2 months now since we are a couple - we went through hell and back together and espially you went this path on your bare feet just to see me happy. Even thou it was hard sometimes and we had our downtimes... you were always there for me, caring and always ready to give me a big fluffy hug. For all your care, your loyalty and your mere presence... I thank you with the words... you complete me.For 2013 I wish you the best, since it is the least you can ask for because you clearly deserve more then the best <3
Sephircard, my best friend in the world, my brother, my onii, my game camerade and soul brother and what so ever we are together.We both know that it's not easy, life is not easy and also caring is not easy. But besides Pikuna you're the person I had the most fun with my entire life. I never played funnier games then with you, I remember our first run thorugh Molten Core like it was yesterday... together on Level 80 we killed those first two encounters - it was a tough task but we did it - we did it together. And as I remember this everytime it makes me sure that there is nothing and I mean NOTHING that can't be won with friendship. For all this funtime we had I give you the most brotherly hug I can offer.
I know the year started horrible for you, but I'm sure it gets better. Please don't worry too much - friends want to see another smiling and that is what makes the sun shine even on the most rainy days.
kibii You are also one of the best friends I have, and also one of the cloesest. I am really sorry that it seems like the whole world and also heaven and hell are hating you, but I really look up to you that you still go on even thou all that crappy things happen to you. You're a great and friendly person, full of positivity and always cheering me up somehow and a really great artist. The world would be a much better place with more people like you, people who make the sun shine. my wishes for 2013 for you are that I hope that the bad things finally end, which happen to you, that you can go on in a much brighter future and always have people around you that you can ask for as friends. With me, you have at least one friend so don't let yourself down!
StrikerXE And oh yeah, how could I forget you. Striker, one of my best friends here on this site, we don't chat often but I'm sure you wrote longer comments under my pictures then I wrote descriptions to them. And I slap myself for sometimes beeing too lazy to read them since I'm the personalized laziness. But I want to thank you for beeing such an active watcher, a good friend and nice person who deserves more attention in the future. My friend, I pull my helmet before you *bows*But I wish a bit more chatting in the future and a good way to 2014 the next yeah. hehe :3
Fenrixion I don't want to forget you, Fenri. we don't know each other for long now but you have a great and nice person just like you're an awesome artist. Sadly we don't chat much recently and I again want to thank you for the great chibis of Pikuna and me, well I guess you see at our icons we like 'em hehe. x3 Maybe we can play some games in the future or do trades, I got you as a good friend and I don't want to miss you, thank you for the awesome time together. I wish you the best things for 2013 and that your art will become at least twice as awesome as it already is x3
Namie for her in german, sorry ;3hach ja, wir kennen uns ja auch noch nicht lange, wirklich nicht lange und auch mehr sporadisch, was ich aber wirklich wirklich WIRKLICH gerne in Zukunft ändern würde. Ich entschuldige mich noch mal für das ganze Theater wegen niht zurückschreiben und so, aber das hatten wir ja schon x3
Ich hab auch einfach gesehen, dass du ein sehr liebes Mädchen bist und dass dir auch einige Dinge passiert sind, die wirklich schrecklich sind.
Ich hoffe, dass all das Schlechte, Schlimme und Üble, was dir 2012 widerfahren ist mit 2013 ein Ende hat. Du bist eine starke Frau und eine ehrliche, freundliche Person. Hossa! x3
MNXenX001 Oh Xennie, where should I begin. I know we don't chat much but it's always funny and great to have a little conversation with you pal.I don't want to miss the fun from there and maybe we can chat a bit more in the future hehe ^w^ since I really look up to you as an artist :3
Well I hope for it but for now I wish you the best 2013 in the world.
I also want to thank my great friends from my group conversation, Bosco, Ferno, Toddy, Ventus, Flare, Kaddi and Schocky. I am only sometimes in the chat but it's always funny there,you're cool persons and a great... very great group of awesome people. I'm glad I have you as friends and I really do enjoy the chats with you.
I also want to thank
Zwiebelritter, 
Shizuuya and 
SeliamYou three are also great great people I trust and enjoy talking and chatting to. You're awesome, you're very great friends and you are good good people I really would miss, if I wouldn't have them. For you I wish the best to happen in 2013 and that you will rock it off! :3Last but not least I want to give my greetings to all people I know,
Future-Dreamer, 
Rimfire, 
Snowfyre, 
Metalrenamon, 
Danielssj 
Pandablubb 
Thundereus 
BirdyBirdBird 
Iceydramon 
Slifer 
Ecko7 
HyenaCream 
Furblade, from MSN and everywhere Schwarznebel, Nakamura, Rose, Selma, Sol, Chakat and all I didn't named here but talk to and chat with me.People, all of you, my dear watchers, all of you are awesome. You are awesome because you watch and care I enjoy beeing your friend, you all made my life better, for four years I have been now in this fandom, and I can tell you that I'm not the same person anymore as I was when I came here.
I was weak, depressive, lonely, nobody ever cared for me, I could never trust anyone, but all that changed when I came to the fandom. I met people I can trust, I can tell things and don't look strange (at least not too strange) at me. Friendly people are rare and you all deserve to be called this.
All of you somehow gave me a hand and lifted me up out of the darkness I was covered in. For that I finally want to say thanks. You all are the reason I can be here and type this... you all saved my life somehow and changed it. I changed like 180 degrees in another direction and that's a good thing....
Well if there are peopel who don't see this you can be free to tell them this... I would be very thankful... so for all of you, I want to say only... have a great 2013 and kick it up!
I'm INCtastic and I'm glad you read my journal :3
[NEWS] MERRY X-MAS & RAFFLE
Posted 13 years ago[STREAMING] LIVESTREAMING!
Posted 13 years agoNot me but a friend :3 WATCH HER!
Sokadraggys Stream[NEWS] HAPPY DOOMSDAY!
Posted 13 years agoHappy doomsday from Germany <3
I hope you have a nice apocalypse and get some popcorn for the big bang 8D OH YEAH![VISITING] Pikuna 83
Posted 13 years agoWell visiting Pikuna since yesterday for... dunno how long 83 It will be much fun but till Christmas much work too because of her parents vwv
Btw she showed me the lingerie she bought for me 83 (not at herself till now sadly - but it is nice to see what she will be wearing once in a while in the next time >*3
Well I hope to play a bit of WoW and many other games in the next time and also DRAW again <w> I'm sure I can make it oh yes!
Bought also Lord of the Rings - The War in the North today 83 Will be awesome I'm sure![CONGRATULATION] I HAZ HATCHDAY! LEVEL 20!!!!!
Posted 13 years agoDa Incy haz ze HATCHDAY 83 YAAAAAAAAAAY 83
*happy tail wag* X3[MINDBLASTED] Please kill me...
Posted 13 years ago*sigh* I can't believe it...
I don't know why but... but... but... NAH! Just NAH!
I can't do anything... I can't find the mood to... I still have to play Kingdoms of Amalur Reckoning, Prince of Persia Trilogy, Darksiders 2, Dungeon Quest, Continent of the Ninth, Mass Effect 2, Torchlight and the hell Dungeons...
What else? Checking FA submissions and DAsubmissions, drawing, Nabyn, trades ARGH!
*sigh* TwT And I just can't find mood to do all these things...
I stick around in WoW all day or hang around putting blocks on blocks in minecraft...
and I thought about doing let's plays... but that's work... and I don't like work... FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
hehem... well I think you understand me =w= Grrr....
Does anybody has a druidic, shamanistic, budistic, christian, satanistic or whatever ritual to revive my fucking mood for actually DOING... well... SOMETHING! At least one thing god damn it I beg you ;w;[HINT] Wanna play WoW for free?
Posted 13 years agoThen I have a suggestion for you - Try Monster WoW :3
It's a very good PVE private server - so no gankin' in the house
It has a higher EXP and slightly higher drop rate :3
Also I'm playing there on the Alliance side on the Ragnaros realm 4.3.4
Not everything is there yet, they work on Firelands at the moment
But most of the older content and instances work X3
We still need nice people to give it a try and becoming members of our guild >w<
Well because we have problems doing guild dungeons and raids with like... two people?
But I hope it gets better so yeah... if you wanna try, check it out :3
Monster WoW
(ragnaros realm is the 14.something GB big file!)
Also there is a very fair vote shop and a donate shop :3
You can get some good things in the vote shop and for problems you can ask me ^w^
So if you might want to give it a try - don't be shy - and please don't be a spy ;3[HM] Rule 63 WoW?
Posted 13 years agoThe thought is kinda amusing and it gets some funny scenes in my head xD
Arthas the Lich Queen trolling Sylvanas the Ranger General lol
BTW it's early and I'm still a bit tired so... |D
btw: Rule 63d
Don't worry, no porn just an epic pic beeing epic XD
