....I don't know why no one is talking to me...I'm sure they have good reason's...I'm just lonely without them I guess....

againt my will mind you all, so sorry I'll be off for awhile. Love ya all and see you soon :3

My cable went out so I think my internet might go too, it hasn't yet, but it might.

Don't know if this is 100% true, but I feel I better spread the news just in case

Rumor has it there is hacker on FA, hacking people and blocking our friends to make them block us. You'll then be banned from FA.

Write the same warning in your journal to protect not only yourself but everyone! Here's another warning: If I'm being a jerk, saying stuff like "Shut up", "Get lost" or "I don't want to see you on my homepage anymore", that's not really me. That's the hacker.

Write all of this down in your journal too!

Please do this, it's for the safety of everyone!

Forward this message before someone gets hacked!

*Thanks to  wyraachur for posting a journal, he's the reason I posted this journal*

Not sure what it is. I think my internet MIGHT go out, not sure thought.

....My god....What a game....That's all I can say about it...It's...Wow.

Or atleast trying to...I hope this comes out the way I want it to.

...I just watched...Pink floyd's: The wall....Only words that come to mind is...holy shit...This movie is a trip.

Yeah I don't know why. I had to disconnect and reconnect eaily this day. Then I had to reset it when the wifi connection disappeared! So I'm sorry again if I'm gone.

I can't get on my notes anymore, it says that the server can't take my respose or something. I logged out of FA on my computer just now and loged onto my sisters computer and it worked fine. Is it my computer? Or what?

Edit: Nevermind I just restarted my computer and it's fine.

I know it's little over three months late, but I felt I needed to post this.

Not for myself, but more for people who know me.

Number 5: 1000 words.

Number 4: Rolling girl

Number 3: Haunted.

Number 2: Save Me.

Number 1: Messenger.



Tell me what you think of my list.

So, my laptop, is fucked up, I have no idea why or how, but I log in, and the screen just turns to black and I can't do anything about it.

Is anyone else having trouble with sending notes? I am.

Last night my sis told me, our mom, our dad, and her three other daughters that she's pregnant....Maybe a boy will come out this time.

So, I JUST woke up. Reason being, a really fucked up dream. It was so bad I woke me up two hours earlier then I normally wake up.

And I'm sure some of you won't get why this freaked me out.

So, as far as I can remember from the dream. This chick(just a FYI, this dream looked liked like a late 90's early 2000's movie.)

Is getting a lift from these dude's, who kidnap her. Then with no real reasoning she meets the dudes grandma. Because of this she finds out somehow that the dudes drain people of their youth or of their souls for power, or hell even swop bodies with people.(I'm not sure what it was because it was never clear in my mind.)

Anyway, so the dude's want to take the girl to this place to do whatever evil a creepy thing they do to people. But it they place they need to go is like, behind a gas station. Then the girl escapes and like, two men die tying to help her. One a cop and other being the gas station worker.

So then it shows us she's hiding from the dude's on the side of the station building where there;s a little open area. Then, a time lapse happens.....It's like a week later and for some reason there;s two girls now, and they're lesbian, and they have a son together. How do I know this?

Well because the dude's grandma comes to them to apologize for her grandson's kidnapping.(Oh and the dudes are now kids, and the grandma is an anthro eagle. Then she was a human last time) and grandma tells us their son misses them.

So the two girls go walking off to live their life's a new. But then, they see the two kids coming at them with a anthro eagle skeleton while yelling "SOUL EATER!"(I have no fucking idea why.) And it ends with them getting chased.

Yeah now that I type his, it's really really stupid and confusing to me....Sorry I wasted anyone's time who read through this all.

So, my internet has been out for days, and my laptop broke. I had to wait all week to get the new internet modem. Then when I went to go return my laptop and get a new one they said it was under my mom's name and she needed to return it. So I'm ona borrowed laptop right now.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9320844/

Like it says, simply a hand out for anyone feeling down. Look at this art, then listen to the song itself....You'll feel better if you do.

and with me home alone with nothing to do.

So, today I saw it was snowing, and both the cats are inside.

But when I looked out in the backyard, I saw a stray cat who comes around. I say him laying on a half snow covered blanket we left outside for the cats, so, I felt bad.

I got a bowl of cat food and water and put it outside for him. It made me feel great, made me feel like there's a little bit more of a reason to forget what's happened recently and to push on.

...So, I just want to wish everyone a happy holidays, and a new year. :)

 macroator Is homeless, if you can help him in anyway, please do. If you can't do anything, then atleast spread the word so someone else might help him.

I feel these speak for themselves.

It's Japenese I'm sure, it's about a guy who meets a ghost girl and he falls in love with her, he meets this master YAn who helps him reincarnate the girl before she becomes the lord of hell's bride. IF aqnyone has any clue please help me. I want to find out it's name it's a really good movie.

So, this is just telling everyone who takes the time to read this just an update on my life in genural.
So first, I'm not seeking help for my depression and and meeting with a theripist.
I've found out that I seem to have problem that's isolating myself, it's like just something like depression I guess, just something wrong with my brain is all.

And lastly, my grandmother has been having some health problems for awhile now, and, two days agao she went to the hospital, they found two lumps, they might be cancer. I'm not sure if they have confermed if they are or just something else...As I see it, my gandma has a few years left in her, so I want to try and spend as much time with her as I can. I feel like, my grandma is the glue that holds this family togather, and without... I'm not sure what'll happen.

So they turned off my internet, I'm at my grandma's right now using theirs. But I'm not sure when and if my sister will pay for the internet, so, please don't be mad at me anyone.

Noein is a great anime for anyone who doesn't mind a story with a few dark twist to it(Also you might get confused here and there by the plot). The reason I bring it up is because I found out just now you can watch it on youtube. SO here's the opening, decide for yourselves if this is something you might want to watch.



(Edit: For anyoen that wants to know, the series is about time travel, multidimensions, and...MAGIC! well, kinda.)