I'm switching platforms
It took me- WEEKS- to even figure out how to log back in. Captcha has been irritating the fuck out of me, and Fur Affinity in general is not something I prioritize consistently logging into anymore

I'm not leaving for good, though. I'll still keep this account activated with all its current art, and I'll like and comment things, but that's pretty much it. I won't be posting any more art on Fur Affinity
In the meantime, I'm going to Inkbunny and posting new content there, as well as reposting everything already here. After the account for there is finalized, I'll feature a journal to redirect you to that.

I'll update on this whenever I can

I will also MAYBE enable my Discord to be open to DMs. While this space is my most active social platform by far, I am in numerous servers and constantly engaged in other things there. I CANNOT promise I will respond. Again, I might not at all. But throwing it out there.

I've gotten very stagnant with posting. I just haven't been drawing as much as I used to. My bad, guys.
I am still active it's not as noticeable. ._. Most of it will be likes
BUT
I'm scheming new ideas so stay tuned

This involves my Gore art, labeled as mature. If you don’t look at my gore art or don’t have mature enabled, you can ignore this.

I’ve been drawing gore for a while. Since I get uncomfortable looking at IRL gore, pretty much all my references for gore are from animated gore, such as Invincible or Beastars. I also would be ok to use some animal anatomy diagrams as reference for accuracy on things like organ placement depending on what animal it is.
I think I’m okay with my current stage, but I want to improve. If anyone wants to make comments on my gore art or give suggestions to make it more realistic, or animated shows (PREFERABLY ANTHRO) that would be good references for this sort of thing, drop them here! Or drop them on my post “Bludgeoning Process”.

I tried to do a thing with Instagram and uhhh, it didn’t work. I raged, deleted the app, later tried to redownload the app. But I can’t? My iPad is too dumb for me to access Instagram on a browser without severely lagging.
This is a temporary thing, I’m very stupid when it comes to technology but I’ll figure it out eventually, in the meantime, I dumbly barred myself from my Instagram. It’s still fully functional (I think) but I can’t get into it. Blah. Again this is temporary

I just realized I whipped out like 20 submissions in January alone... jeez I need to calm down lmao. xD

Yknow how I said I was likely to never do nsfw?
I might. I dunno. I don’t see anything wrong with NOT doing it, but, yknow, maybe I should try drawing outside my expertise, for the sake of experience. If it doesn’t go well, I’ll return to my usual content.
If I ever end up doing any, it will be adult rated accordingly. I’m not sure who my target audience is, but as of yet I filter my sfw stuff in general, anything involving significant violence (blood, gore, strangulation etc.) will be Mature and of course, nsfw content would be in Adult.

Keeping this short and sweet. Hope everyone, and I mean everyone, has a very, very happy holiday, whatever you be celebrating. ❄️❄️❄️

I was kind of stupid to think December was going to go better. It isn’t. I can’t keep taking this shit.
My job isn’t making me enough money for me to get a place to live.
All my friend are becoming substance abusers.
One of my friends took their own life a week ago after telling me theres nothing I could do.
Another friend almost died because someone laced him with fent.
My mind is in a constant panic attack these days and nothing can shut it off.
My parents are getting divorced and they’re more focused on attacking each other than caring about my mental state.
I keep falling back into harmful habits and I can’t even go a day anymore without thinking about hurting myself.
I’m just so scared. I know this is a lot to push onto y’all who follow me but I’m actually terrified, very anxious, I don’t know how much longer I can keep handling this. This journal at this point is more or less a cry for help, I know this probably isn’t the right place to do it but I don’t know where else to go since I don’t feel like anyone cares anymore.

I guess if you want to talk, send me a note. ;-;

I’ve been feeling like crud ev3n though good things been happening. I feel stuck. And my parents stupid divorce isn’t helping holy fuck bruh.

Firstly, thank you for the 100 favorites and 500 views. It may not seem like a lot but it means a lot for me. I love you guys.

My mental health has been improving considering everything I was going through last month. I’ve been able to persevere through many of my problems, and while I can’t say everything is perfect now, it certainly is better. I was able to put a toxic friendship behind me, resist and smother a habit I’ve really been needing to get out of, and gotten through 2024, even if there were times I was only carried on by my vent art.

I really didn’t expect to reach this far, all things considered. Not just through progression in art but on Fur Affinity and life in general. I’ve definitely had my lows this year but I’ve pulled through. I’m doing better. I’m going to make it.

Happy holidays for everyone. :)

You’re gonna be needing to expect this pattern a lot from me; disappearing for days at a time, then uploading in batches. That’s just the way I do crap now lmao.

My mature posts are really all just gore and violence. I don’t draw sexual things and I don’t think I ever will. Lmao. 💀🙏🏻

I’m sure that while you guys linger on my page you’ll notice that especially recently, I got a lot of vent art. My art will usually tie into my life in some way or another as this art is literally my primary coping mechanism for all the mental shit I’m navigating.
But. I figured for anyone watching, you might as well know.
One of my friends for years in the making has ditched me for a slut. I saw the signs but I kept hoping they would stay with me during my trying time, but apparently this fucker can help them out infinitely more than I ever could. Damn, I didn’t know people needed to be sexually demanding to help my friend out when that was never an issue before. So I confronted them and said this was unhealthy and they needed to take advice from the people that actually give a shit, they got defensive as fuck and I’m pretty sure they blocked me.
Uhm. So that’s great. (Heavy sarcasm.) So I’ll be dealing with that for a bit. Expect for vent art I guess.

Yeah, okay, I know I originally named this account after Grey, my cat oc. But he’s no longer my main oc, dragons are, and they have been for several months now. I honestly forgot about Grey but it’s alright. I might occasionally draw him if I’m in the mood for it, but it’s prolly safe to say you won’t see much of him from now on.

As of yet I’ve been looking a lot at some ych, and considering my financial status, I might make the spring for buying some commissions! Not very expensive ones, but anything that stands out to me I’ll likely fave and try to double back on later if I think I’ll actually go through with it. I would love some more art of Grey, as I’ve been sort of neglecting drawing him lately despite him being my main sona. If you think you have a ych that may interest me, let me know!
-Zane

I’ve really been meaning to post more often, but at this point I feel like I just use art by means of an outlet for venting. As of late things have declined a bit. It’s hard to feel positive emotions for longer than a few minutes, and when I do feel them, I worry how long it may be before I feel them again. But drawing it out is my cope, so cope I must. Best regards to all, Zane.

Hello, Zane here. I realize that after a while of nothing but Wings of Fire and the occasional depressed cat, it couldn’t hurt to try something new. For about a month now, I’ve been building a little idea into my head, increasing its character and personality. I’m not completely sure whether I’ll go through with this project, but keep a watch out! :)

About my friend- I guess he doesn’t use FA anymore he just does Deviantart now. Either that or he just doesn’t want to do art for me. But I did recently get a drawing app so uh, here goes nothing. XD

I'm not a perfect artist. Most of the art submitted will probably be done by  blitzotter who is my IRL friend. I will submit some things, mostly though I'll be browsing art. Just a heads-up.