Got some payments to make on some rare furbies on ebay(TL;DR - expected to get paid a lot by a few commissioners who usually never back out, won a few rare ebay Furby auctions and wanted to get some stuff for my birthday since I usually get nothing, they backed out and I'm pretty fucked. Already missed two payments.)))

Current money : $20.00

Expenses- $56
$26
$25
$ 22
$52

Any bit would help >_______>
(these bundles are all ONE SLOT ONLY))
Bundles listen bellow!

Three anthro's and a fully detailed
Buy all three of these http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25529022/

and you get a fully detailed, two character image!

Tripple stuffer
Buy these two cute fatty YCHS and you get another one free!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25522857/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25518880/


Double dutchies
Buy these two and you get a fully detailed free!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25501219/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25308441/

Couple package

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25518988/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25519944/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25498303/

Buy all three of these for two fully detailed images!

Thanks for reading!

I owe a $40 payment today so I'm having a small art bundle ^^" would really help

Buy this for $40 https://sta.sh/0rfu0l4z0o9
and you get these two freehttps://www.furaffinity.net/view/25498303/

Wtf me


Sleep all day
Sleep all night

STILL CAN'T STAY UP.

WTF
I'm so angry at myself lately. I feel like a freaking failure
I'm letting insomnia control me and I don't know what to do about it. I try sleeping as much as possible and nothing works, I try staying up more I end up sleeping longer. I keep forgetting to pay stuff as well I need to make some kinda' list or something.
I feel like I spend hours on a commission only to not get anything done, or to finish it and I not like the outcome but don't know how to fix it.
My art just feels stale and lifeless lately x___X I've finished paying off almost everything except for I think two things which aren't even over $100 and aren't immediate

why the fuk do I still feel unsatisfied?
I always imagined I'd feel liberated but I don't
I've been on a commission break for two days now hoping the rest will me feel better but it doesn't.
Like at all.
I've even tried drawing my own pics for two days now and it just feels.. stale and bland. And I dread linearting. My art is making me angry lately not happy

Gonna try to spend all day tomorrow linearting as much as possible X n X

Want to say a heart f*ck you to Furaffinity for cleaning out ALL my fucking messages.

Not like I needed that shit but whatever.

Gotta a few urgent payments I really need to make 8( EVERYTHING listed BELOW is $20

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25250138/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25245285/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25245269/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25238351/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25234595/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25232858/

I know this is kinda random but I remember commenting on a rainbow-pastel wolf adopt sometime in June, and couldn't find it again after I did SB(something like $30 for SB)

I can't for the life of me find it. I'm sure it's sold already but I'd still like to fave it, the art was lovely
It was a creame winged and horned wolf, had a purple/pink blue pastel markings, winged and horned

Hi everyone, first off thanks to all you awesome people who bought my stuff, I managed to pay off all the random stupid things I managed to get myself into. (Cough LPS cough))) you're all the greatest ^u^

Sorry about the lack of activity, my sleeping pattern has been complete shit lately and I don't know what happened. I'm normally a night owl, so usually get up at 9:30 in the morning, and then wake up at 5:20 PM, then fall asleep sometime around 7:00 in the morning
Terrible I know but I ironically wasn't very tired with this sleeping pattern

Now I don't know what the fuck happened
I stay all he way up to 9:30 in the morning without sleeping
Sleep to 6 and sometimes 7 in the damn afternoon, go back in a fall sleep at 8-9, wake up at 11:00-1:00

Like that the shit happened, I can barely stay awake yet I'm too awake. I know I won't be able to fall asleep and get up at the right time again. I'm so dead tired and wasted my whole night cause I got up at 1:00 tonight, meaning there's be only a few hours to work on commissions before I pass out again, that and I really don't want to work on commissions when I zombie through them. I don't like rushing commissions.
Wtf is wrong with my life

I have a bunch more linearted on my PC, only managed to finish suels the other day.
I'm sorry I'm such a mess, I'm trying to get my sleeping pattern on track.
Fuck me

So I've mentioned I think in some previous journals I'm a massive dumbass who thought it would be a good idea to count my figurative chickens before they hatched and won a few auctions of Littlest Pet Shops on ebay(I'm a fan of the toys, sue me)

So

Discovered I forgot to pay one(out of the many)
this one adding up to the complete price of $435.85
(Before anyone thinks I'm spending that much on cheap/low amounts, there's like 7 buildings, three containers of accessories, and I think 300 pets all together, including quite a few rares
so
shit needs to be paid by the 18th
translation of that is: I'm fucked beyond belief
I know a lot of people be like 'why don't you just drop it'
well I never not pay for something I intended and wanted to buy.

I currently have $43 in the bank
which means I need to earn a total of $392 before the 18th
or tomorrow

So I have art bundles open!!!!!!!

$100 per bundle
you're roughly paying $20 for five pictures, each NSFW with two characters(or not NSFW if you desire)

Basically if you're interested comment bellow. Any bit helps x_____________________X

What I won't do
-Bestiality, rape, scat or watersports, inflation, vore, diapers or anything diaper related, torture

This is just kinda stuff for like vanilla sex or intercourse. I'm not good with genital shots yet, so what you see in my gallery porn wise is kinda what you'd get. Any species and genders applies.
Anything helps FML

that or go buy the ychs in my gallery! Got some ranging from $40-60 and that would be a massive help

thanks :(

Got debts to pay and stuff still open ranging in prices x_________X anything helps

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24498623/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24498820/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24498569/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24487673/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24476744/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24476815/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24474747/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24466865/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24474233/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24474699/

So discovered who the person was by pure accident from coming across a shout.

According to the shout they claim to have sent notes several days ago
Spoiler alert: no notes were received.

This is either because their lying out their ass, or(most likely) Furafinity isn't(still) letting me receive all the notes I''m supposed to(getting real tired of this shit FA, I've had three notes go missing last week). They didn't even bother to leave a damn shout at least ASKING if I got the notes. I'm aware its not the 'job' of the commissioner to do this, but it still would've be nice ._.
His dumbass red-wolf-iconed friend isn't helping anything by enjoying the fact I lost $50 and missed a damn payment.

He's under the impression I'm saying its entirely not my fault, when I'm not saying that. Yes its my fault for forgetting, but I did have that shit written DOWN. Contrary to red-wolf-icon claims. I even had it fucking lined man, so there goes the hours spent linearting. I guess I can just add BGS and edit the lines to resell.

Either way I refunded his cash and blocked him and his fuck friend. I ain't gonna deal with this shit, and I certainly ain't going to be getting that $50 back or the fact I missed a payment, meaning its going to charge me more. I didn't forget his commissions(seeing as they were lined to be colored) I just have a bad habit of shunting around commissions to finish smaller ones first to save time. I'm a shit manager and can never figure out how to manage my time in a orderly fashion. I've tried before but I ended up being less efficient than I was before trying to manage. It's either I sporadically go back and forth from lining commissions while coloring lined ones, or just line all existing commissions to color at once. Granted I'll upload more at once, but commissions will come out less.(That and I find doing this makes each commission look flat and the same, rather than dedicating me entire time to just one and all its details)

Honestly comment whichever you prefer

I'm sorry I'm a forgetful shit, I honestly can't help it. Call it insomnia from my poor sleeping habits, or something else, but I've been forgetful as shit for as long as I can remember. I seriously cannot help it how forgetful I am. No matter how hard I try I forget shit sometimes. Everyone does. So kindly leave me a shout or something at least(shout preferred, notes aren't working like shit for me lately and I cannot figure out if I'm the only one not receiving things, receiving blank notes, or them going missing. If anyone else is having this please let me know, I feel like the only one honestly)) before fucking my money and bills up the ass boku-no-piku style.
I'm sorry for the wait on everything, I'm trying to get my shit together. I'm not trying to make 'woe is me I have insomnia and don't sleep' stories, but people make mistakes. We're frigging people.

Sorry for the lack of activity. I've been trying to get off my ass more lately but all I end up doing is falling asleep from fatigue. Stuck between not having any artistic motivation(commissions or otherwise) but still having a few debts I need to pay, so gotta' do it. Just been in a rut of boredom and utter lack of motivation to do anything.

expect some finished commissions tonight, thanks for everyone's patience

Putting 2.0 because I don't remember if I ever posted a journal titled back or not


anyways
I hath returned from my two-day vacation
and by vacation I mean I just slept most of the time and tried to relax.

Been feeling pretty over-whelmed with various stuff lately, so I thought a break might help me. Not sure if it has or not, honestly just feel more sluggish and lazy than I did before(which is a feat). I managed to pay off all my immediate debts, just leaving like
three(I think) that there's no huge rush to pay. I probably should stop impulse buying things of ebay, I guess I got myself into a facade of thinking buying myself things is somehow gonna improve my happyness or make me less depressed or more fulfilled in life but it hasn't really. Now I just got a room filled with over 20 furbies at this point.

Oh well, must trudge on to finish commissions!
Thanks for everyone's patience. I'm gonna try to have a higher rate of finishing commissions compared to producing more to sell.
Here's hoping <_>

So I've decided because

1: I'm kinda a retard and cannot keep track of notes very well. Period. Weather on DA or here I manage to either read them and plan to reply later(and forget) or think I've already replied, or loose them among other notes
2: FA seems to delete or just not show notes until hours or days later, especially if I am getting a lot within a few hours. I have no idea if anyone else is having this issue(I have no idea how to tell either). This also goes for comments, some comments just don't show up in my messages



I shall be assigning high priority(which is a option for those who don't know that basically highlights the notes with a red envelope) so I won't loose them again :"D

I got some YCHS open!: ) just thought I'd post this journal encase it wasn't seen!

NSFW MALE PINUPS
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23793072/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23823993/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23823987/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23823977/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23823060/

SEXY SEX YCH
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23812926/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23792157/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23803713/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23782461/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23548397/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23620581/


Any bit helps :D thanks!!!!!!!!!

So in need of around $180 before tomorrow(the 6th)

Currently have $33
I need $147 more

So got some stuff / bundles open :P

http://sta.sh/0v4b50o0y26 <- I have all of these open
if you buy the full bundle you get a full ref sheet of your choice, a free commission with up to three characters, and a blinky icon

That full bundle is $65

http://sta.sh/0tv7uchn4zx
http://sta.sh/014lt458vl6j
Buy these two together ($15 each)
you get a free one like it!

http://sta.sh/013myecwoij5 this one has been marked down to $20
buy it and you get a free one like it and a icon!:D

Owe a really urgent payment <_>

got these open

http://sta.sh/2bzlivalfd4?edit=1
If you buy all three you get a free pic(two ocs, please discuss) of your choice and a custom

halp

Still got YCHS open!
They're 15 each! I really need them to sell so I can make new ones :(

http://sta.sh/03vo53jc0kt

Beh lately for like a month or more has been shit
health wise and equpment wise
I have been feeling terrible lately with constant random bouts of stomach and chest pain, I am very hot and cold at the same time, headaches and eye aches. Breathing has been annoying not to mention the constant chest aches

I dunno wtf it is

Besides that I'm frustrated as all shit at my dumbass pc and chair. Two out of the three wheels on the hair are broken, so it leans towards the ground. Even if there wasn't the chair issue I can never get the fucking tablet in the right place so drawing is fluid and comfortable. I've spent days gauging how to make it work best, and if its not exactly like its supposed to be drawing is as impossible as surviving a airplane fall without a frigging parachute. I end up spending hours and hours fuckign with the tablet, and by time I'm done it's time to go to bed again and I'm tired and frustrated and upset like I am now. I've wasted me entire night fucking with the lineart on commissions. They all look like shit and they're squiggly and nothing matches the fucking sketch of the fucking commission. It's pissing me off and I'm upset because i've been dealing with this off and on for months. i've gotten to the point I just quit because I get so upset. I'm tired of constantly fucking with the tablet and I'm tired of redoing commissions because the lineart is too thick or too thing or doesn't match the commission.

I'm so fucking frustrated right now everything looks like shit and I'm not proud of anything
fuk

http://sta.sh/0wjggz85cq

$15 each, am tired of looking at these
first come first serve

Owe someone money for a rare collectable that cost $170

currently have $30

Have headshot commissions open, $20 each :D

Honestly have given up with getting to lineart to match perfectly to the sketches. I've been fucking with this fucking tablet for three days now. I can't seem to get the thing in the right place so the lines aren't overly thick or wobbly .___.

I quit trying to be perfect, fuk it

next few commissions may or may not have a weird thickness in certain areas
fuck me

Yeeeeeeeeeee linearted four stuff tonight
gon be postin' lots tomorrow

woooooooo

ps my dudes I only need $70 more to reach my goal on the 30th, got cheap priced stuff up!

So I can't seem to buy deviantART points, the site is really fucked right now

Is anyone here willing to swap with me? I'll pay $20 for 2000points
I really need it :( and the person I'm buying from wont take cash.

Offering a $20 commission(couple pic) or $20

Whichever, I just need points ^n^

So in desperate need of $150 by the 30th, I owe a payment on a full huge wolf softmount.

I currently had to send my $190 to another user for a skullfox otherwise they would have canceled the commission, or else it would've gone to the wolf.

So I have commission deals open!

Buy these two sexy male ychs together($40) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23321502/
and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23321533/
You get two free icons, and three chibi/badges like so-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21913328/

(each icon is valued at $10 and each badge is like $15)

Buy these together
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23227294/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22049915/ <- (doesn't have to be dragoness)

and you'll get these two http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21608226/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21556191/
plus a icon and chibi free

HELP

Chibi's/Badges are open as well, $15 each


helphelphelphelpI really need money

fuk me I owe $150 by the 30th

I had to send me $190 to ANOTHER bill I owe

cringe

but if I manage to sell about 8ychs for $20 each I'll be doing very good

so stay tuned for some

balto couples
furry couples
dutchie couples