Making an update journal of stuff related to art because the last journal was eh and mopey, plus I've been meaning to make this journal for a while now...

I'm not if anyone actually reads my rules or TOS on the drawings or listed on the front of my page, judging by a lot of comments I am assuming not. But then again my TOS are a bit of a mess and jumbled... either way please read this. A bunch of updates/or more so stuff I just haven't gotten round to publically stating until now related to my art and commissions and all that.

I am bringing up these issues because they're happened multiple times. Rarely but multiple enough to make this. Most of these are things I am tired of cheap asses attempting to get me to do for free. GG I've said it, and other furries have said it to me: a lot of furries are cheap and will try to scam you outta shit and boy do I know. So here's things I am tired of dealing with, I'm just gonna link this journal if I get someone doing this to me again.



********* NOTES *********
If you haven't gotten a reply to a note you sent me within a few days to a week or longer(one I didn't reply to for a month, good grief I'm sorry) feel free to leave me a shout or send me another note. You aren't being ignored I most likely forgot. I got a lot of notes to get through and a lot of people want WIPS of the lineart so I have to get through the notes and figure out if I replied to them or not(Khol I am re-editing your sketch if you see this) hence why a bunch haven't been opened yet, because if I open them I'm gonna forget I opened them and then will be more likely to forget to actually reply. That and a bunch of my notes have gone missing(thanks FA) open ones don't seem to vanish. If I forget what you bought its nothing personal but I honestly don't remember anyone's names or characters on this website but maybe two people and even them I often label their commissions wrong on my computer. I am retarded and have the brain of a goldfish and a even shorter attention span, forgive me. If I reply asking what you bought that doesn't mean I haven't worked on it yet, my commissions folder on my computer is at max unsortedness at the moment and I have about 7+ completed linearts or partial linearts that aren't labeled so yours might be in it and I just haven't completed it yet. And before anyone says label them by the usernames of the buyer, I did that a week ago. It did not help because I don't remember anyone's names or characters names. Between my insomnia and being up too late I'd forget my own name if I didn't need it to introduce myself. I had to redo a commission two days ago because I drew someones DAD from a separate commission on someone elses couple image. Fun times.

*********I will not edit your commission past a week of completing it/ I will not edit your commission past a certain date*********
For multiple reasons actually. You have a week after posting the commission to tell me any errors I made(if I had no caught them by then myself) or I will not edit it. This goes SOLEY for the people who, for some bizarre ass reason, see the commission WITH the errors, then note me a entire week, and in one case MONTH after I had completed it to tell me to fix it.(They hadn't even commented on it before hand either). If you choose to not notify me of errors up to a week after completing, I am not going back with my valuable not-getting-paid-enough time to edit it again. I don't get paid enough for this, if you want me to edit it you're gonna have to pay up
Second reason being I deleted PS files a week(sometimes longer if I am lazy, but rarely) after completing it, so I will no longer have the PS file, so even if I wanted to take non-paid hours out of my time to fix something you purposely chose to not tell me about I couldn't because I no longer have the PS file. I deleted the PS file and flat image off my PC, gone buh-bye the only existing ones are on FA itself.

Also, this obviously does not apply to people who are busy or cannot get to me within a week, this has happened before. I've had three people in the past tell me I made a mistake a over a week, and in one case month after it was completed. I asked they why they didn't tell me sooner and they said they just didn't for whatever reason. You have been warned. If you for some weird ass reason don't alert me of the error past a week I am not editing that stuff.

********* I will not entirely recolor your commission when it is almost complete with your updated new ref/design *********
This one has happened over five times to the point its becoming annoying. I didn't edit any of the offending commissions, btw. If I have completed the lineart, and especially if I already started coming and certainly if its already completed with colors I am not going to entirely redo it because you updated your character reference and changed the characters design. Its fine if its something simple, but someone had their solid colored mountain lion suddenly become a rainbow leopard with 10 different shades and intricate markings and expected me to edit that shit for free. No, I am not editing your solid colored simple character to a rainbow leopard. And BEST OF ALL, entirely switch characters! No, fug off with that it is not happening. Like I say every time : I DON'T GET PAID ENOUGH FOR THIS SHIT. I get paid less than I could at Mcdonalds, and in the same way McD ain't giving you a extra burger for free, if you want me to edit your character when the commission is almost complete or entirely change it I'm gonna expect 25-60+$ extra depending on the edits. This also goes for lineart edits. If your dog with a collar suddenly turns in a dragon wolf with give pairs of horns, three wings, and ten tails you're gonna pay up or its staying.

********* I am no longer doing porn of Official Characters*********
Not all, this generally only applies to some. I don't like doing it. I usually only do it when I am desperate for money. I did some Lion King and Balto porn and I hated it, it disgusted me. Absolutely no other reason besides it makes me personally uncomfortable and I won't do it. There's no other deep or professional reason besides "I don't like how drawing this makes me feel". Some people don't like drawing vore or inflation; I don't like drawing porn of characters I grew up with. I just don't like doing it and I get paid nowhere near enough to sit through drawing porn that makes me uncomfortable.
Maybe if someone rolled up and said "I'll pay you $350 to draw a Disney orgie" I might be down but I get paid less than a Mcdonald worker so my commissions don't stretch pat my own comfort level anymore unless I am desperate. I ain't get paid 'nough for that shit.
So if it's from a kids franchise, the answer is a automatic NO. However, please ASK ME if you wanna know if I'll draw that character from a video game/movie/Tv Show/book/whatever.

There's too many to list but here's a general run down of most of them.

*No animals from well known kids cartoons.
This means no Balto, no Disney of any Kind, no Don Bluth, No Watership Down or any of the other series made by that author. No Scooby Doo, Blues Clues, HTTYD, Sesame Street. Ice Age, Alpha and Omega.
Hayao Miyazaki. Zootopia.
*No Okami, Legend of Spyro/Spyro, Undertale, My Little Pony of any kind(including OCS, I'm not a clopper and won't contribute to it).

The short answer is: if its from a kid cartoon I am most likely not gonna do it.

I don't care about from franchises or characters. Example I have done NSFW of a Mabari from Dragon Age and D-Dog from Metal Gear, but it's better to ask if you're unsure or wish to know.

********* If you want WIPS you will have to ask*********
If you want WIPS of your YCH or commission at ANY STAGE you will have to ask. It's not my job to ask every. Single. Person. I work with if they want a WIP. Even if I wanted too there's no way in hell I am gonna remember to ask. So when you buy something from me if you want WIP of the sketch before linearting then the lines before completing it then you will have to ask other wise I am just gonna complete it. I, obviously, can and will make edits after completing so if you need something edited feel free to let me know. I've had people get pissed at me I didn't send them WIPS before completing: you didn't ask. If you don't ask then I'm not expected to do it. Having commissions where the user needs WIPS also take me longer because I have to verify with the users, which means sending it and waiting for their reply to complete it.

********* If you want WIPS when asking for a update you will have to ask*********
Same as above, if you ask how the commission is going and don't ask for the WIP don't expect me too. I generally do lately but I forget more often than not, and then I've had some people go after I tell them what stage it is "Well, you gonna send a WIP or not?" bro if you want a WIP you ask if I don't first good god.

********* I will not entirely edit the YCH, its not your own personal commission*********
This one. This one has happened so many times it's infuriating. My YCHS are cheap by comparison to my original, from scratch commissions. Because they're a pre-determinded YCH with a predeterminded background a post. You basically pay me to fill in this coloring book as your character. I am NOT going to entirely change the YCH commission because your cheap ass thinks I am somehow stupid enough to be duped into doing extra for free. I am not changing that YCH of a wolf lying down in a desert to it 'floating' in a Aztec winter forest complete with leg changes. If you want the Aztec winter forest floating picture your ass is gonna have to commission me for it to be drawn FROM SCRATCH I am not editing this image to not only entirely change it from what it is supposed to be but do it for free. I have had so many people try this shit I have lost count. It makes you look like cheap scum, especially when you ask the prices of my commissions then try to pull that editing shit on me directly after. I know what you're doing, I'm dumb but I'm not that stupid. The general rule is if it breaks the original sketch I WILL NOT do it. There are some small edits I allow, sometimes expressions or the birds being changed or something. Please ask if you wish to know.

********* If you're unsure of something please ask me*********
If you want to know something please just ask. I can't put everything in the rules especially since I don't know what specific thing you're thinking about and might want to have do/have expectations when buying the YCH, and no one reads the rules if they're long anyways, so please just ask me., thanks.

That's all I can think about currently, thanks for everyone's patience. I updated my que and apparently have 16+ commissions g o o d g r i e f. News years resolution is to finish most if not the majority of those early in 2020 so I can have more time for commissions and myself.

Ahg

Wasn't gonna post this because I've posted like what four of these in the last month? year maybe? fuck if I know I haven't been paying attention to time lately.
Or ever. Everyday feels like the same day.

Sorry for not replying to notes yet, I have to go through them (again) because some of them I am unsure if I even read and I may have replied the wrong WIPS to at least three different people, or haven't replied at all, or FA hasn't sent them.
I've got four or five(haven't checked, somewhere in this spectrum) commissions almost completed lines or partially lined. I somehow got it into my stupid fukin skull linearting a bunch of stuff would've made things faster then I could speed through them but then I discovered linearting somehow takes twice as long as coloring AND completing.
So that plan was like, a failure I guess.

Got two or three partially colored and ready for completion, I finished one tonight
I just discovered that my commission list is actually twice as long as I fricken thought
like I dunno I thought it was smaller then just noticed "oh shit I have a LOT of stuff to do". I didn't realize like a lot of time has gone by since a bunch of them was bought, I admit my depression makes every day the same day until I realize its nearly 2020 already and I've basically done nothing and I'm going to be fucking 20 years old this year. What a fucking waste of my existence. Should've given it to someone else, Jesus.
If I didn't have bills to pay and was currently unemployed Id have quit commissions on the shame of my management skills alone. God I suck and can't get my shit together.

I always feel like a little bitch admitting when I have issues because they always feel like excuses. I guess they are but some of them are shit I can't seem to change.
I feel mentally unwell lately, well I've felt mentally unwell for years now since I developed basically clinical hypochondriasis. It is uncontrollable and doesn't go away. I should really be on fucking meds. I don't like talking about it with generally anyone because I feel like as soon as people see hypochondriac they're gonna think "oh its over worrier again". There's I think being a over worrier and then there's the shit I have and it fucks you up. I know nothing is wrong with me but anxiety says I'm dying or some shit. Get a migraine? I'm probably having a stroke. See whit eye spots? Aneurysm or something. Heart pain from drinking nearly a gallon of Tea? probably gonna have a heart attack soon. I don't even know why I care, I've long since lost the desire to live so why do I still have medical panic attacks? Shouldn't I be welcoming the idea of dying at this point? I'm stuck between "wow I wish I was dead" and worrying I'm dying. It's like being scared of snakes but wanting it to bite you. eff me.

Has anyone here seen IT? I am literally that fucking kid with asthma who has panic attacks and asthma attacks every 15 minutes. That is me. I'm not fucking around that is literally me, I am that kid. I thought when I seen that it movies years ago it was a joke, no one can really be like that. I became the thing I feared.

Don't get me started on the fucking depression and anxiety and paranoia. I never feel safe. We had two peeps burst into our yard a few months ago(in fucking July I think) and while they had no weapons, infact I think they were running from the cops on fucking weed charges) and the cops caught them in under ten minutes I lost my shit and legit thought this is it, my entire family is going to fucking die. I'm gonna be those people on those crime documentaries where someone breaks in and murders the entire family.

Nothing happened but I lost my shit and ever since then I haven't felt ok. I am a little bitch. Nothing fucking happened but I have the trauma of someone who watched someone die in front of them because I'm a pussy and anxiety has fucked me up. I alternate between not sleeping for days on end to sleeping for two days straight. My life is literally sleep, don't sleep, have anxiety uncontrollably, sleep and vice versa. I don't draw for myself anymore, in fact if I didn't have commissions I'd not be drawing at all. Not that that makes me feel artistically better or anything but there you go. I drew like two fucking doodles I posted on DA and that was like the first thing I did in fucking forever fml. I drew like Pennywise or some shit I can't remember.

And new development! I'm fucking light sensitive. There are some things I can't watch anymore because they make me fucking dizzy. Great. I couldn't sit through certain portions of Incredibles 2 and I couldn't see the ending for IT chapter 2. Great limitations FML.

So yea I'm sorry I'm shitty at fucking everything, I can't do anything right. I thought I'd be on top of shit by now but it just feels like nothing ever changes, my anxiety gets better sometimes but then it doesn't. I try to ignore it and pretend its not there but nothing helps. I was doing ok-ish for a week or so maybe but our dog died as of three days ago from a violent out of nowhere seizure(she was old and had medical issues no one knew about despite like five vet trips. It was literally she's doing absolutely ok for a dog her age, oh her gums look pale lets take her to the vet, then she just died like that. In about 5 seconds.) so I've been doing even worse with the death of the dog we've had since I was like fucking 8 and I'm almost 20 now. She wasn't supposed to die this soon and out of nowhere. I wasn't there when she died because I didn't think she had anything seriously wrong with her. She was perfectly healthy then a sudden seizure and died within five seconds. I wasn't there and I should've been. I wanted to sleep because I was feeling shitty so I opted out of the vet trip where she died in the car after getting out of the office.
I wasn't there and now she's gone and I can't do anything. I wasn't there. I don't know if I'm in denial or some shit or if I've never had a pet die suddenly out of nowhere but it feels different than every other pet dying. I know she's gone but I feel different. Dying suddenly gave me no time to prepare unlike euthanizing them.

I don't know what to do, I talk to people about my anxiety, it doesn't help. I don't know what to do. People tell me to take time and relax and I feel like that's ALL I do. How the fuck do I relax if my body feels like I just shoved a whole bag of cocaine up my arse 24/6??
I should be on meds but like I said I'm a uncontrollable hypochondriac little bitch so I literally had a panic attack because I ran my face into a door accidentally and spent the rest of the day pondering if I have brain damage. Fuck my life I hate living. I can't take meds are you kidding me I'd have shit just from fear of taking them.
It's currently almost three in the morning and I just woke up from fucking sleeping again to magic of anxiety because my neighbors dogs are losing their shit again and I heard sirens and helicopters. Is it something bad? No, no it is not. I'm pretty sure the neighbors cats are up to shit again and the sirens are the pilots training because I live near where ever they train pilots( I don't know what the fuck its called) and they fly over out house basically all day
Nothing is wrong. Telling myself nothing is wrong has not stopped my bitch ass from having panic attacks. Fuck me I cannot stand myself I suck ass. Thank god I can't stand the taste of beer otherwise I'd have drunk myself to death by now, it be easy with my one kidney.

I am constantly upset, nothing makes me happy anymore. My friends are busy and have their own issues, like my best friend in the whole world is having medical issues and lost her job and she's depressed and I feel shitty and helpless because I can't help her. She's my best friend and I can't help her more than I can do anything for myself. She hasn't talking to anyone she's having so many issues and I feel helpless because I can't help her or do anything. I bet she feels as helpless as me(or even more so).
She's a amazing person and deserves better but I can't make depression and medical issues go away. I can't do anything to help. I don't think I've ever felt this helpless towards a friend before.

And I'm constantly worried about my father. There is nothing wrong with my father but for some reason every time I hear sirens I'm worrying someone shot him up or something even though his yard is hard as shit to break into and he sleeps with a shot gun. He's got like a 10ft tall fuckin fence with spikes on the top, and you wouldn't even knew anyone lives there(yard is over grown) and he has a huge ass shot gun but I am over here worried every night something happened. I KNOW rationally he has a high chance if anything ever happens of being OK, my dad is badass and is never scared of anything, but I worry. I worry about him more than me, but I don't know if that's cause I lost the care about my living or if its because I'm scared of losing people. I see those documentaries where the police roll up and tell you they found your parent dead and I worry that will be my dad one day. I can't stop thinking about that. I know it probably won't even happen given the low crime rate out here, his 10foot tall spikey fucking fence the loaded gun he sleeps with and his generally badassery but I can't stop thinking about it. worst of all there are helicopters and sirens ALL FUCKING DAY. Imagine having something that triggers you playing on repeat non stop. There is no fucking end to my anxiety. Sometimes I wish someone would just bust in and fuckin shoot me, at least then my fears would be validated and I could stop feeling like I lost my mind.
I'm such a fucking failure I can barely stand myself. I alternate between crying all day and not crying at all. I feel useless. I haven't even studied properly to get my GED because depression is fucking me up so bad.

Anyways sorry for the wait on commissions and replies, I'm trying to go through shit. You're not being ignored, I can barely motivate myself to breathe lately so if you get a late reply it isn't you and chances are I've seen it but I fell asleep in between anxiety attacks and whatever other shit.
Please forgive me I'm trying to finish shit, I'll post a massive WIP thing in a little bit like I usually do.(dunno if anyone ever sees them)

I'm sorry.

Edit: PC is currently on! Gonna try to finish as much shit as possible and back up stuff just encase it does for good. So commissions are back on. I think I need a new power supply which my mother is helping me with. She put my sisters in when her PC commuted Sepuku so hopefully she can with mine

Yea bad news people my computer fucking DIED today. It won't turn on. I can't do anything and I don't know what to do. I have no funds, I have maybe $3 in my account at the moment. Best thing is all of my files are in this fucking thing and even though I backed up my shit I didn't back up the commissions. So commissions are effectively on hold until I figure out what to do .___. If I can't get it to turn on I need to figure out how to get my shit out of the hard drive. I think the power supply might be dead but I don't know...

I'm sorry.

Sorry for the lack of posts, I've been trying to finish a bunch of commissions to post but they're kinda slow going and my fatigue is getting the better of me. I have four partial almost complete lineart done, I have four or five ones that are colored or almost colored and need bgs
I dunno if working in multiples a night is doing better or worse, I never seem to be faster on either method

Sorry for the lack of replies too I have a lot of notes and comments to get through, you aren't being ignored >_<

Also I'm getting $1200 from someone IRL which will be going to a new laptop, the laptop price is $1900 with shipping and tax so I have to save up the rest of the money myself
So I'm looking to broaden my YCHS and commissions themes to post when I finish a bunch of commissions

Anyone got any themes to suggest?
There are some things I won't do under any circumstances: full view dicks(I suck at them and don't get paid enough to bother anyways), vore, scat or water sports, diapers, necrophilia, inflation(I'll do fat with food but inflation isn't my thing) mpreg, distasteful fetishes like smelling/Ect

But if anyone got any other themes or ideas to suggest I might do them
I've given up on bondage and anthros because they don't sell at all, group auctions are a massive financial and time waste for me so unless I desperately need to pay bills I won't be doing those
I feel like my YCHS have gotten kinda stale lately. But I guess that's because I don't get paid enough to try to venture into other avenues so ferals is what I'll stay at except for rare circumstances where I'm commissioned for stuff.

I've got a bunch of stuff I've been coloring but I feel somehow I haven't gotten far despite working hours on them.
Sorry for the lack of posts, depression is kinda kicking my ass right now and I'm not really doing much besides sleeping. Weeks feel like one long day and I lost count of time
It's already July.

Just know I am working on stuff, I've been coloring three+ commissions and two just need BGS so expect them in the next few days

Owe some bills, got a bunch of YCHS open ranging from fully-detailed to chibis

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31772859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31779139/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31781107/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31781931/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31790847/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31790933/

So how do these work exactly? I've seen people suggest I try them before and split the money equally(which is the ONLY way I'd do these) but I'm never really like into the amount of money earned. If we sell something for $40 which is the price range that's been suggested by people who wanted to commission collab with me

we'd only get $20 each
which feels like a waste of time.

I'd like to do a commission/YCH collab but honestly the price range just isn't valuable to me... like lowest I think I'd go for a group effort is selling one for $80, we'd both get $40.

I mean I'm not that interested in skilled at doing full view dongles but I'd like maybe someone to do the sketch and lines and I could color/shade and BG. Or maybe they sketch I do the lines and color, they shade and bg?

I dunno I think my main issue is the price range.

So my sales have dried up for several months now, which makes me think people have become bored of my art and or themes
I've had some random dicks pay it's the pricing, but I've no issues selling at my prices in the past, leading me to think it's just lack of interest

So anyone got any suggestions or themes they'd be/think other people would be interested in seeing?

sorry(again) for the lack of commissions ;_:
I've gotten sick again, had 100.1 temp this week and been mostly sleeping and feeling shit.

Hey everyone! Got a new monitor that works fine. So commissions are officially off hold and back to the usual schedule(if I even have one lol) I managed to lineart a shit ton in the meanwhile so I have a bunch to color

Thanks to  Cormack and  Wavey for buying ychs from me! You funded the monitor xD
I might take a few days off commissions before getting back into them, I've literally been linearting nothing but commissions all week lol
I'm hella rusty from not coloring and shading ah

Also I hell a raffle!  duskmoon was the winner with http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27311648/

Thanks to everyone who I entered :)

Shit happens, my monitor is totaled. Worser than it was before

TLdr; broken monitor, nothing is fucking selling on this damn site so I can't buy shit, not a monitor let alone my godsdamn bill. I wish I had a fuckn real job.
Friend buys me a monitor
the monitor(sent from the seller, not them) is fucking broken
I had to use my old monitors cables on the broken one. For some reason the cables being plugged into the broken monitor fucked mine in the ass super hard. So now my PC literally is not comprehending colors right and I can't use it. It's giving me a massive head ache, and anything as far as shading on 10% opacity shows up fucking pitch black. Anything remotely saturated makes the screen have a seizure.
so in-between the head aches(my personal health is more important than furry porn) and the actually legit broken monitor I can't work on commissions, let alone my own personal art. So expect me to just repost old YCHS repeatedly or new sketchs until I manage to scrounge up enough money.
GG knowing my sales it's gonna be another month or two .___. here's hoping...

Until then I cannot work on commissions. I wouldn't anyways with the shitty quality of the computer but with the head aches I sure as hell cannot do anything.

great.
I got shit open if anyone wants to buy it. I need somewhere between 90-120$ and I'm currently at a whopping $13.

Monitor broke. Good times. it has lines and everything is virtually green so it's nearly impossible to shade anything properly so I'm basically working blind on how the art will turn out x_X

Monitor replacements are like $100 and I'm clean broke from medical bills

I got YCHS Open! Money(obviously) goes to the monitor replacement.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30093882/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30167406/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30193310/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29944693/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30193319/

sorry for the lack of commission posts, I've been linearting a whole ton instead of working on a single one per night^^"

I got the majority of the group YCH linearted, one almost complete colored, another one partial colored and another partial lined :D
I imagine I will post three completed ones in one day aha
thanks for the patience!

So I was working on YCHS I have to finish and remembered the far right pink slot on here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29255966/ was never taken
was gonna just color it a solid white female wolf but that's boring, and thought I'd do something nice :'D

So I'm holding a free raffle for that slot! Just comment with the link to your OC and I'll add your username to a randomizer and have it randomly pick one

Only rules:
Any species but humanoids is allowed
Nothing with wings, horns are fine
The YCH base WILL NOT CHANGE SIZE. I don't resize YCHS to begin with, least not on a free one
FEMALES ONLY, there will be NO MALE BITS. I can genderswap your OC but I will not redesign it for you.
Don't volunteer a movie character, these are OCS only
One OC per person
Can't change OC after winning! Not gonna have to deal with going half way through linearting to change something, So pick the one you want
Your OC must have a clear color ref, don't bother asking me to design one or bother entering if I cannot pick digital colors.
don't enter your friends, they have to enter themselves

This ends n a few days or jusrt whenever I feel I got enough commenters

comment away!

Hey sorry for the lack of commissions, I haven't even drawn for myself in a week or more
I'm really fuckin sick
have to go to the doctor

whatever I have is making me trip around like I've been injected with horse tranquilizers
I can't do anything but fall over and be ill at my stomach

being sick isn't helping my mentality either, I'm so fuckin depressed

Tryin' to save for a laptop so trying to figure out some themes/types of commissions that my watchers/commissioners would like to see more of.(depends if they sell or not, I already know a few types that aren't profitable in the slightest for me so I won't do em)

My homie Bush already suggested/mentioned feral doggy style YCHS so I've jotted that down for more stuff to do in the future.
Seems either romantic pieces with fireflies, or NSFW pieces with interesting backgrounds/scenarios seem to sell best o: Though I think I'm eventually gonna run outta themes...


Suggestions? What would you be interested in seeing? I might do it!


*Notes to self on things that don't seem to sell well so as not to waste time trying to lmao))
-Male bondage /bondage in general
-anthros
-adopts

So I was gonna have three commissions completed tonight but my PC decided to blue screen so now I have to start them from scratch, so shit ain't being posted tonight

fuckin wonderful.

Haha wtf, I had this guy who commissioned me before(who was always nice to me) comment on one of my YCHS asking to buy it. I wasn't able to reply tell now because was busy all day so I went to ask him if he still wanted ti after he hid his comment.

Dude blocked me for some fucking reason

ahah fucking moron what the literal fuck was that reaction.
I've had this happen to me before, only on Furaffinity would that fucking happen aha

wtf seriously aha

She didn't ask me to this, I came across it and thought I'd post it to try and get her help.

The artist  Kyukie's dog, a small dog, was attacked by a large German Shepard and severely injured. She was grabbed and shaken by the neck. They don't know how she's gonna be but she was sent to a emergency vet.

She's currently having a pay-what-you-want livestream trying to earn money to pay for her dogs treatment.

If you have some money to spare and wanna help her out that be great! Alternately you could post a journal about it, might get more people to see it.

Link to her live stream - https://picarto.tv/Kyukiekat
Link to her deviation on the matter-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26749381/

I'd offer commissions for the profits to go to her but I'm honestly swamped right now x_X I hope this helps some at least.

I commented on a adopt I wanted to buy, fell asleep and the guy deleted it and now I cannot find either of them.xD damn

How do I make the text in my profile colored?
Also I've seen people make commission ques that are directly in the MIDDLE of their profile, not stuck to the left but I can't figure out how to get this to work x_x

Sorry for the inactivity everyone ^^" I've currently had about a weeks worth of terrible insomnia
again
It got to the point I was sleeping almost 20 hours a day and doing nothing else but sleeping. Didn't help I was stuck in the house for about 5 days due to 20 degree weather x_x
Trying to get my sleeping pattern under control again as well as getting back to commissions.

Got a bunch to color so expect some uploads!

Thanks for everyone's patience, trying to get to notes. If I haven't replied to yours yet leave a shout and I'll get on it asap. Thanks again for everyone's patience!

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
spent all night linearting a bunch of commissions, got four to color tomorrow :'D Expect some commissions tomorrow! Thanks for everyone patience!

Sorry for the lack of replies to the notes x.x expect replies tomorrow; trying to sort out some missing PS files and stacks of notes ah

Sorry for not posting anything in I think two days now X___X insomnia has went from 'I'm tired all the time and live off caffeine' to I'm going to sporadically pass out into long naps during the day and night.
I've been trying to get my shit together but ever since the time difference I can't. I sleep all night when I want to stay up all night. Even when I'm not drinking caffeine I still cannot sleep during the day. I managed to sleep the entire day today

only to waste that by passing out in my chair at 10:00 last night and waking up at 2:00 am
like FML that's a long nap
I'm now awake but at the same time dead tired
I know I won't be able to fall asleep tomorrow to

I don't know what to do without sleeping pills (that I refuse to take)
sleeping to much doesn't help
and I tried the opposite of telling my body to shove it and stay away but that didn't work longer than about a half hour because I kept stumbling around like I was high
I'm just really disappointed in myself 8/ I feel like it's my fault even though I've been trying hard .____________ .

Birthday wasn't the best, in between my sister swearing and yelling and threatening to physically assault me and my friend sending me an image of a rotting, decaying decapitated deer corpse in a bucket I've had a shit time.