Oh man, just this morning i had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that i woke up and lost my tooth, i went to the dentist to see if i could fix it and he said i needed cough medicine (Cinnamon only)so we went to a Wal-Mart i think (he came along) and i couldn't find cinnamon cough medicine. However i found my tooth in my pocket and showed it to him. there was a huge hole in the side of in and he kept calling it a blimp for some reason and inside the tooth was thing growtest bug! We were slamming my tooth on the ground and the dentist was yelling KILL IT! And then when i woke up....the first thing i did was brush my teeth for 10 minutes...then another 5 minutes.

So i got some really good news and some bad news. Good news is, I GOT A JOB. So i can keep living in Florida and go to school. the bad thing? my computer got a short. So i have to keep an eye on my power cable constantly.

any who, have a great day every one...and take care of your teeth!

When you are nice to a person and even do a few gifts for them but they just ignore you and ignore you for no real good reason?

(For those who talk to me on DA and feel like there ignored, its only cause i don't go to DA often any more)

(Edit: I'm not talking about like you've been talking to them for a day or a week or so, i mean a month to a year and your very nice to them. And also when youdo the gift they never thank you or anything. And its not cause there busy or anything...)

I'm not suicidal if thats what your thinking when you read the title but its bad where i live. I'm trying everything since i came down to florida two months ago to get a job and i still yet to have one. I've put out more then two hundred application and resumes but i still don't have a single nibble any where. Every time i get close its taken away from me...i really don't know what to do. My dad isn't helping cause apperintly me not having a job makes me a free loader or something...and he keeps saying "You can't keep staying at my place, what are we going to do if you don't get a job." For fuck sake we aren't dieing or being poor or anything, and its not like i'm just sitting around doing nothing, i'm working my ass off as hard as i can to get a job. I may be 20 years old but with out a job i could be a 50 years old and still be in the same situation i am now.

I might be signing up for welfare (Shivers) god i hate that...but i need it just long enough to get me by till i get a job or (if i don't get enough from finacal aid) a student loan.

But i am not lazy god damnit...at this point...i just feal like i'm just trying to survive.

i believe this to be so true

Well, i have my results, after several people yelling at me, and saying loreit is priceless...i won't auction her...I'LL SELL HER ONLY AT 100$

*loreit punches me in the snout*

250...

*bangs my head off my desk and i lay on the floor cringing*

5...5...500?

*she kicks me in the stomach while i'm in pain*

NOT FOR SALE! NOT FOR SALE!

*she picks me up and sets me in front of the computer to continue my journal. I sway back and forth on the verge of passing out. The large green monster...i mean dragontaur brushes some dust off me and walks out of the room.*

Probaly for the better, people would do unspeakable things to her...THEY MIGHT PUT TITS ON HER! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ...though it might save me a few concusions if i did get rid of her...*a glass vase comes flying in and hits me in the back of the head* Shes obvously mad that i thought about selling her.

Ow...ok lets move on to something else before i pass out. I just rented scream 4 and transformers dark of the moon. Both were exelen...*spits out one of my fangs* exelent movies. Tansformers dark of the moon and though there are a few parts that are a little weak in it, it is a very action pact and can get your heart racing just by watching it. My only problem with it is that some of the auto bots had disseapered suddenly. Including Arcee and the funny twins. Then they bring some new ones in that they never say there names. Not to mention compared to the second one, the autobot force is tiny! Theres like only nine of them rather then like 15 or 16 or something like in the the 2nd one. but any ways it is still a great movie and if you are a fan of action be sure to see.

Now for scream 4. I have always love the scream movies. They aren't the gory serial killers like halloween or jason or any of them. Its more about the suspence and the mystery behind the killer and who done it. And they usally leave you with a great twist on who it was.

Now for being the 4th one, i had my doubts...its trilogy was over and i thought now they were just building off the success of the first 3. I was wrong. The begining was a bit corny however as the movie played out it was actually very good and well thought out. Was it the scariest movie of all time? Afraid not. But it is still a good movie to watch with a great ending and well thought out. A bit more realistic too...though some of the characters do stupid stuff...as do all serial killer movies.

And now i shall pass out! *falls on to the floor*

not saying that i am (MINE!) but how much would one go for her, The bid would start at 5 dollars but i was wondering if yu got caught in a bidding war, how much would you pay for her?

*she looks at me with daggers in her eye* I'M NOT SELLING YOU JEEZ!

So I beat dead island…it was sort of bitter sweet. There are spoilers in this but I will tell you one thing about this game. I heard they were bring out a version 2 of this game with the glitches gone and other varies things. So i would suggest ether wait till it does come out or rent it.

Alright now for the real stuff. This game was both awesome and it sucked at the same time. First starting with the good. The graphics were great for a free range game, the plot was excellent, and its about damn time they made something like this. This game was realistic too for a zombie based game, more so then left for dead and dead rising with it having the sense of true survival, especially in the beginning. The game play was great to, it was fun..and HIGHLY addictive…*sees its 5 am* It had also a nice even flow. Not to hard, not too easy, challenging, yet not impossible.

Now for the bad. GLICHES GLICHES GLICHES everywhere. Most are harmless, some funny, however there are a few that may cause you to start over. And then there’s one that I seen some people run in to that is the most devastating of them all. You lose all your carrying weapons, including…wait for it…your own fists XD, and you can’t fix it…I think.

I guess they seemed rushed in the end or something but one of the special bonus is unreachable at this time, its another special campaign where you play as ryan white (you learn who he is later). The save points are ridicules too. If you die you start at a check point and zombies that you kill stay dead and your weapons are weaker…I can live with that. However when a surviver dies that you were suppose to protect, everything starts over BUT your weapons health, your health, and the amount of ammo you carried. And trust me, this is an annoying problem cause at this one point your survivor is weak as hell, there is hardly any money around to repair, no supplies, and no way of leaving…I literally had to do that scene at least 30 times till I built my rage up enough in order to do anything else in the game.

There is one other problem with it, but its just my view on it. (spoiler) You leave the whole scenario of surviving an zombie attack, and move on to saving your own skin at one point, at least that is how it feels and I didn’t really like it. I like building and fortifying the defenses of the safe houses, but once you got out of that area it was more like left for dead. Run around, kill stuff, yadda yadda. Oh, one other thing, i think this game would just be awsome that you SEE changes in something if you do a certain quest for some one....like you give tools to a man in a shed and later you see the shed looks borded up and protected. Sort of like the light house scene when you turn the light on, i wish they did more of that

And the last thing was the ending (spoiler) it was good…but it was like dead rising, you just save your own ass and leave every one you met and help behind.

Ah well..i feel they need to put a bit more work in to it. Other wise it would be a wonderful game. My suggestion is to ether wait for the better version comes out with the bonus campain, or if you can’t wait, rent it.

Hah hah...no...yes its another rant...yay...yay...anyways this rant is about "coming on too strong" and "sexual pride". For those who have a very attractive characters of ether sex or a lot of page views, you might have exprinced this. "Hi, your a very sexy "blank"" and then it start escalating to something very...uncomfertable... Serously do you think every one want to do a yiff rp? theres a reason why people make a prefrence page, its so you know what to do and what not to do...please read the prefrences on peoples pages before you make your self look like a pervert ass hole.

Also, Sexual pride. Look the internet is a place to be more expresful then in rl, but not every one wants to know that you are horny for men when they first meet you. And don't use your sexual pride as an reason for how you act.

Let me explain, there are gays and then there are fags...to me, gay people are good people who act like normal rational people but have a diffrent mind set on things and what they like. Then you have fags who probaly think its ok to wear assless jeans in public and act like an attention whore. Same goes for internet. I know many good people who are lesbian, gay and bi who act like a friend. Then you have the others who have a sersous meltdown if something upset them or try to use there gayness to attract attention. no one likes that.

as always sorry to offend any one with this, its just something i think and wonder if any one agrees or not.

Ok i've seen some pretty wierd and rediculas things...but this is up there. I'm not going to say any names about who payed (if you know the person, don't say there names.) but this is still just....amazing. I just found a person who just paid an animator an animation video thats 10 minutes long 1200 dollars. Orignaly it was 900 dollars but still thats an outragous amount....i would never spend that much for some one to make a porn animation no matter how rich i was...its just...dumb...

anyways speaking of money...i still can't find a job here, i'm working my damnest and hardet to get one but there is still no such luck no matter how many applications i put out. But i got to keep trying, i got no choice...

Does any one else dislike when a person takes there persona and puts tons and tons of forms in to them? Not like having 5 or 6 forms but hundreds andd hundreds. Not to mention nearly 90% of the forms are fan based? Oh i'm a pichachu, oh i'm a my little pony, oh i'm a floating spirit dog from that one anima. There not even creative about these forms to try and call it there own, they take the base design of the fan thing, and throw there fetures on it that they already have and say its there new form. Not to mention the lack of creativity to make a new character. I mean...its still you/the character, theres no new name or new special background, its just you/the background. I understand people like doing fan based stuff and that sort of thing but it rubs me the wrong way because of the lack of creativity i think.

Nothing serous just a silly rant that i wanted to hear peoples opinion on this matter.

i don't care if it was one of the most popular movies of all time, they advertise the hell out of it every time something new happens with tv. Dvd comes out, a new lion king comes out, hd comes out, its in theatures again, blue ray comes out they make a blue ray lion king. Now since they made 3D the lion king is going back in to movie theatures. There just throwing this thing around every time something new happens with tv...knock it off!

thank you for reading if you did ^^

Also, never forget 9/11. Terrorist wanted to change america forever...and they succeded, but not in the way they wanted.

hi there, i just joined second life and i was wondering if any one has any extra second life money to spare? For both me (I just like a naga suit) and one of my buddies who wants the vore abilities.

I hate to ask for these but since i can't buy them in the regular old fashion way, i haveto ask, it would be greatly appreciated if some is donated. If you want a picture colored by me, we'll talk buisness too and come to a fair deal if you like. I'll be waiting to hear from you if you have a second life account. ^^

Vore feture: 500

Suit : i don't know

I have not played ether of these games but i have watched all the clips to the game. Honestly they should have called it Pycho dead or something since your bosses are all humans that went crazy.

Dead rising one made me a little mad watching the clips. I mean, i really don't think that that many would go crazy and kill people. And even if they did go crazy, i would think they would target more zombies then living people. The one that was the most belivable in DR1 was the soilder guy who snaped and thought every thing was vietcon, that was more belivable then a sales man so serous about protecting a shop, or a butcher who thought people were pigs. Again, there in a mall, i don't think THAT many people would go that crazy in a mall.

DR2 was more belivable and the boss fights made more sence. It was in a much wider area there for more crazy people might be there though some of the reasons why they go crazy is still a little wierd and stupid. And heres a nice little question...why aren't they killing zombie rather then other living people? *Sigh* FOR THE SAKE OF BLOOD, GORE AND TERROR!!!...

So really, from the game play i saw, the zombies aren't really the threat, there like minons, get a lot of them and there a problem.

Thats my take on things...

Have a nice day every one...*pauses* CLEAN UP ISLE 6!

Hey guys, wanted to let you know that my writer block is still bad and the new star of orion is taking its time but getting done. I just wish I could figure out how to break it. I have the motivation, ideas, even wrote and act out some of the scenes in my head. But as soon as I try typing I ether crap up or get so distracted I forget. I bet its because of my bad online past on DA but I will keep trying till I break this. If anyone know how to get through writers block give me a holler.

Movies Review:

Over the past couple of weeks I seen multiple movies, some old some new.
I just like to share my opinion with everyone.

Toy Story 3: A great movie as always ways. This is basically pixars flag ship of movie characters which most of us grew up on and loved. It has some funny scenes and very dramatic scenes, but it can be a sad movie in a way with a great since of abandonment…I still love that Japanese doll…it has such a huge smile. 4.5 out of 5.

Despicable Me: if you haven’t seen this movie you are missing probably one of the funnest out there. What makes this movie great was that it brought back the cartoonish style of random things or like small things fitting in to larger things. Steve Carell voice is very well hidden in. 4.5 out of 5

Quarintine 2: This is a horror movie where a rabies like virus spreads through a plane and everyone is trapped in the terminal with it. Though the idea was good the plot has pretty much been done before only in another location. The movie has a few plot holes too that kind of make you go..what? Some of them very obvious. 3.5 out of 5.

Rec 2: Just awesome…seriously just awesome. This movie is a continuation of Rec…duh, where a demonic virus spreads through an apartment building. In this one a group of swat members move in to the apartment to retrieve a blood sample. This movie has great picture and great action as well as a twisted and disturbing end. There are a few scenes where you go why would you do that? And there are a few other things in there like what happened to the teens (If you see it you know what I mean). The fear sence in it was great. It gets a 5 out of 5. Just hope you don’t mind reading subtitles through the whole movie cause it is in Spanish.

Paranormal Activities 2: Another great horror movie…at least it was till the end. The sense of anxiety and fear this movie can bring at points can make your heart truly race. However, the ending is so stupid and horrible, it literally will snap you out of your anxiety and make you say WTFH WAS THAT! This movie gets a 5 out of 5 too till it gets to the end…then it drops to a 3.5. If you want to see this movie, stop it near the end when the sister of the wife arrives.

Monsters: No…it was a lie, it was listed under horror but its all drama. You only see parts of the monster the entire time as the movie goes on only until the end where (Spoiler) the monster is a giant octopus with stilts (End of spoiler) The movie gets a 1 out of 5 as a horror and a 2.5 as a movie in general.


One other thing people. Please comment people, I love it when you do, whether it is on a journal, work, or even my home page, I don’t bite XD Your support encourages me to go on to do more and better things.

Now correct me if i am wrong but i heard that a phone company has developed a new app called "Last Friday Night". Lets some dummy gets drunk one night at a party and post a bunch of pictures on Facebook (Such an evil site) or some other social network. They wake up the next morning and see that they posted nude picture of themselves or god knows what. The last friday night button will delete every thing you do from a certian point and...again correct me if i am wrong...delete all online traces of the picture.

First thing i got to say is what took them so long to make this thing?

Second, what compels people to be so drunk they do stuff on face book? Around here every one jumps off a building or stand on the hood of a car while it is in motion. Both sound safer then putting stuff on facebook while drunk

Thats my journal for now, thank you ^^

HOLY SHIT MAN, it scared me half to death. We weren't at the epicenter of it all, but the whole house shook like crazy, i thought something crashed out side our house or a big bomb went off or something. I could actually hear rumbling from the earth moving. it was quite an experince.

I'm back...yay...unfornatly though i was away from my computeer the entire time i was down at virgina so i didn't do much art wise, but give it time, i have some story ideas i like to work on, like star of orion

Would any one pay? And how much would you think a fair price be?

...no i am not planing on doing any in the future, i was just want to see what level you guys think i am at i guess is the term i am looking for. This goes for both art and stories.

On another note, i will be heading down to virgina soon...don't know if they have wifi or not where we are staying but if they don't, that may help limit my distractions and i may get the first "Star of Orion: Captation" done when i get back...no promises though.


...NOW COMMENT!!!!! ^^

My computer says its hp recovery is full.

now i took inside the foldder and saw i had 18 back up files. Is it ok if i delete any of them? or will that affect the back prosses

its been a while so i thought i would let every one know what was going on.

I am just finishing up my finals for my summer classes and will soon be preping to go to florida real soon, by the end of the monthin in fact, so that will be a bit of a breather for me. I am pretty much over my grand fathers death, but i will be heading down to virgina for three days so you won't hear from me those days. But i am hoping there will be more work done and stuff during my free time.

News: Cheating on Girlfriend
Girls hate cheaters...its probaly the worst thing to do to them. I mean this one woman found out a guy was cheating. So in her rage she ran him over with her car...twice. Shes in jail now and the man has several fractored bones and a bruised brain, so now he has temporary memory loss, mood swings, ect. So guys don't ever cheat on woman, even if its in a video game.

(If you don't get the joke, the guy was playing video games with his girlfriend and he was cheating on the game...so she ran him over with her car twice)

Movies: Source code and quarintine 2

Quarintine 2 was good, but it lacked something. The fear level it gives isn't very high since you can guessitimate pretty easily what will happen next. And it has a few plot holes. But it was a good idea. I never seen the first one but i like to now.

Source code: Meh...its good and has some nice twist in it...but the whole go back in time thing and try try try again has already been done before by another recent movie and very similuar to da ja vu...perhaps it could have been sequal to it in a way. Just a good movie with an idea thats already been done before sort of. If it wasn't for the nice twists in it, i would have been disappointed

I just heard a few minutes ago that my grand dad passed away. I am truly devastated right now beyond all things. I hate myself too, I thought I had more time, I should have gone with my mother once but I let work and school get in my way and now I will never see him again. I never got to see his face again…I never got to tell him how grateful I was to have him as a grandfather…I never got to tell him good bye… I thought I had more time, I was ready to go down at the end of august, just drop everything and go…and I was too late. My grandfather was like a father to me and I probably wouldn’t be where I was without him. I love him so…
This is too all of you who read this. Family always comes first, don’t ever hesitate or make up excuses to not see them, because it may be the last time you ever talk to them.

If I seem to be untalkitive or grumpy or anything of that sort, this is the reason why and I apologize for it in advance.

This is a weird question i'm sure i could find on the internet but thought it would be more intresting to do a journal on it. When is it considered to be micro/macro?

Does one being have to be only a few feet taller? Or do they have to be the size of a house or sky scraper. Or does the other being have to be as small as a bug or a pencil?

These are all just my opinion so sorry if i upset anyone...

1, Request journals: I'm talking about those stupid advertisement journal where some one writes a journal that links to some one elses journal for advertisement. You know, the ones where you see "Go here if you want a free pic, all you got to do is put this journal entry in your own journal." Next thing i see is about dozen other people putting this entry in there journal too...kind of annoying. Not to mention that usally so many people do it that its a gigantic list in the end for the person doing the request.

2. Live stream journals: These i don't mind too much except when you do it nearly every day and advertise it in any way, like putting a picture up in your submissions and putting it in your msn message thingy. Its REALLY annoying when theres like already 20 people there in the chatroom. Do you really need more people going if you have 20 people there? (note, i can't go to livestream any more so this is another reason why i dislike it due to my dial up. But its still annoying to go and watch some one draw random things from there head.) I'm probaly going to get flak for this opinion.

3, Journals that say nothing: This one again i don't mind too much, unless you think its smart to just do it over and over. Nothing of real value or information really. Like just saying "Whats up?" or some silly phrase. Thats good and ok once and a while to me but when you do it over and over and over, it makes me want to look at your journals less and less.

just my opinions on journals. People can use them however they want since its there journals, these are the one that tend to annoy me really. (Usally they have to do it in mass quantity in order to really get under my skin)

Yes it is true, there is a new star of orion coming. However it is not the same star of orion you all might have read about a year ago, this newer one will be a lot diffrent with a bit more characters and new ideas.

Theme: In this newer star of orion, loreit meets another dragontaur that goes by the name of Juna. She claims that she knows the location of the rest of their clan is. As much as loreit is hope full and exited about finding her lost people, she is suspicious about this strange new dragontaur.

Setting: The world is still set in Laven. However the Beastlings have weapons that are nearly 50 years ahead of human technology. They have developed multiple black powder weapons and many other advancements, making King Daniels army and H.A.H. (human alliance army) to the near brink of defeat.

New Characters (And changes):
Juna The Dragontaur
Wipeout: now is a male
Tom: Is a knight now
Bana: Jackal BeastWizard
*maybe irean the beast wizard as well*

Original fetured characters
Cobaris: naga archologest
Loreit the dragontaur

i hope you are excited about this new idea and will enjoy reading it.

Sorry for not replying to any one in the journal in Themes In Vore but thats mainly because i didn't write it correctly and people were misunderstanding what i was saying. I know lots of writers put themes in there vore works, but i was talking about pictures XP See a theme in vore pictures has become nearly rare...though i shouldn't say anything cause i keep asking for a fat loreit or post vore pic of zegar all the time XD

Stress...we all get it. A few days ago i alerted everyone that my head was in very bad pain. Its gone now with only a nusance tingle. I feel that it was stress causing these abnomalities in my body. though my head is better, stress is afecting my thought patterns and my body as well (I can tell my breathing being erregular and my heart rate increasting and decreasing.) Due to this stress as well, its affecting my "Artsy" side of me. I can't concentrate enough to work on any pics or continue any stories, so it may be a small while till something new and good comes along.

I ask every one to please have pacients with me if i seem to act inapporate or any other insulting way. If i feel much better and is still doing such behavor THEN you can yell at me :P

I know some of you are telling me just to relax but...THERES NO TIME TO RELAX! at least not during the middle of the week.

Any ways thank you all for being pacient with me