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Posted 2 months agoNow where's the cake? XD
YCH?
Posted 2 months agoWhat if I did a YCH? Anyone interested?
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Vanilla wave incoming!
Posted 2 years agoPrepare yourself >:D
Should mention I'm on Bluesky
Posted 2 years agoNow, I am 26 (Update)
Posted 2 years agoLookin to have a good day ^^
(Thank you all for the birthday wishes!)
(Thank you all for the birthday wishes!)
Expanded onto Itaku
Posted 2 years agoIm on Itaku as well now!
Gotta make sure my stuff is out there lest a site just collapses on itself yknow
https://itaku.ee/profile/general_godzilla
https://itaku.ee/profile/general_godzilla
https://itaku.ee/profile/general_godzilla
Gotta make sure my stuff is out there lest a site just collapses on itself yknow
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Posted 3 years agoBeen incredibly frustrated in my lacking art skills latel...
Posted 3 years agoWhether it be making the same mistakes that bigger artists have pointed out, making my pictures and the time I put into then laughable; or that not only am I slow but can't do detail or that I feel like such a fucking amateur who isn't worthy of being called good...
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I am now 25 (Update: THANK YOU)
Posted 3 years agoHoorah
Update: Thank you all for the wellwishes!
Update: Thank you all for the wellwishes!
Bad news (Update)
Posted 3 years agoHey...
So I got hit with some awful news.
My Nan passed, peacefully today at the hospital. I'm gonna need time to process this, how I lost 2 Grandparents in the space of 2 months.
Christ man...
(Thank you all for the comments. It really means a lot. Its gonna be so weird and empty-feeling now that shes gone)
So I got hit with some awful news.
My Nan passed, peacefully today at the hospital. I'm gonna need time to process this, how I lost 2 Grandparents in the space of 2 months.
Christ man...
(Thank you all for the comments. It really means a lot. Its gonna be so weird and empty-feeling now that shes gone)
Important update
Posted 3 years agoMy mum's been discharged and is safely back home. Let's just say it could've been a lot worse. Almost was in fact. Now my job is to help help make sure it doesn't get that bad for the foreseeable future.
Thank you all for the wellwishes
Thank you all for the wellwishes
Important update - Family emergency
Posted 3 years agoSo I wont go too much into detail but my mother's health taken a fall and right now, its up to me to take care of my younger brother while she's undergoing treatment. The sudden turn of recent events with my family just kept spiraling and now its gotten to this point where I'm in constant fear for my Mum's life, my younger brother and my own future if things take a turn for the worse.
Art is low priority while I try and make sense of all this back home though I will try to work on new pieces when I can.
Thank you for understanding
Art is low priority while I try and make sense of all this back home though I will try to work on new pieces when I can.
Thank you for understanding
Test stream
Posted 3 years agoHAPPY NEW YEAR
Posted 4 years agoAND THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!
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Posted 4 years agoSketch: £15 ($20)
Lineart: £25 ($34)
Flat Colour: £35 ($48)
Black and White with Shading: £42 ($57)
Full Colour: £50 ($68)
Full lineless colour: £55 ($75)
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Lineart: £25 ($34)
Flat Colour: £35 ($48)
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Full lineless colour: £55 ($75)
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NeoGeno450 (Complete)I got feedback regarding the last post (Verse Tales)
Posted 4 years agoIt looks like its something that would be liked so lets try it out. Expect to see more lore posts under the tag "Verse Tales" to see if it does work out
Question Regarding story lore in my art
Posted 4 years agoHow would you all feel if I did more lore posts concerning my work?
Turned 24! (EDIT)
Posted 4 years agoWoop!
EDIT: Thank you all for the birthday wishes! I had a great day watching THE Suicide Squad with my bro!
EDIT: Thank you all for the birthday wishes! I had a great day watching THE Suicide Squad with my bro!
WE PASSED 1400 WATCHERS!
Posted 4 years agoTHANK YOU!!!!
New tablet arrived today
Posted 4 years agoWell thank god that crisis was short. Its even better and cheaper than my og tablet!
Tablet crapped out on me (Update)
Posted 4 years agoUnfortunately this is a model that's discontinued too so I'm in a spot of trouble
Update: I found a new one. It's my old tablet...but better and cheaper too XD
Update: I found a new one. It's my old tablet...but better and cheaper too XD
In a rather bad place mentally
Posted 4 years agoI ask for those waiting on comms and/or future projects if they could wait a little longer while I try and recover. I'll try to work on as much as I'm able in the meantime.
Thank you.
Thank you.
New series! Mega Moms!
Posted 4 years agoI'm planning a new series of pictures depicting mothers from across the Sonic series as the large and in charge beauties that they are! With their children in tow to boot!
It's been a while since I did a series of pictures, the last being Impending Doom. I thought that the idea of Mega Moms was an interesting way for huge, intimate interactions with their offspring while highlighting favourites to those desperately in need of more macro material, to those who you wouldn't even know about.
I hope you forward to it!
It's been a while since I did a series of pictures, the last being Impending Doom. I thought that the idea of Mega Moms was an interesting way for huge, intimate interactions with their offspring while highlighting favourites to those desperately in need of more macro material, to those who you wouldn't even know about.
I hope you forward to it!
End of the year review (Vent warning)
Posted 4 years agoWell....2020 was a thing. Obviously, the year sucked but I'm here to to give a personal review on 2020. Indulge me if you will.
I can say one of the immediate positives is my art. Despite the depression, the constant comparisons and doubts, I stuck with it and improved. My anatomy is better, the posing is stronger, my pictures are more confident in ideas. I can say I'm proud of my progress. Here's hoping that I climb even higher on the skill level of drawing. (And that this thumb injury fucking heals already)
Another positive was that we got some really good games. Despite being mid-tier budget, Trials of Mana was incredible, an improvement over the original, crappy voice acting aside. That's how you do a remake. The new difficulty options recent;y added (which I didnt see coming) completely eroded my biggest issue with the remake, that it was rather easy, minus the bosses. Also great to see Belladonna resonated in the furry community. Of course I had to make her huge. She shrinks you in-game. Thank you devs!
FF7R, man that was fucking incredible. They made the characters even better. Barret being the emotional preacher with a foul mouth was just a joy to see in this gen. Tifa felt like a real fucking person which was insane. The remembered Cloud was a dork who wanted to be seen as cool! And they remembered Aerith was a bright slum girl and not the embodiment of Jesus Christ! AVALANCHE got more character, many of the memorable scenes were enhanced, honey bee in especially; the music, my god the music!
The combat most of all was incredibly fun and a great evolution of the series. What ffxv should've been. Only issues was with some padding and I wonder what they'll do next...
Xenoblade Chronicles: DE + Future Connected. Made my favourite game look and run even better with a great new epilogue story to boot. Man I love this game so much.
Others I fucking loved was DOOOOOOOOOOOM Eternal (glitches aside). Bloodstained COTM 2 was a great time though got a bit too repetitive with its episodes, good god. Immortals Fenyx Rising was the least Ubisoft game since Mario and Rabbids, meaning it's very, very good and there were a lot o other older titles I finally played and beaten.
Alright that's all the positives....
Sigh
I'm surprised I'm still here honestly. My depression, anxiety, my constant self-doubts have just increase in severity where I've just had no energy to do anything and just lie there, unable to move. I feel incredibly weak and alone, unable to find any solace or keep any form of happiness. I can't talk about my issues with close others because it always leads to some fucking argument one way or another or just "well that sucks" and that's it. Every day I brace myself for some life-threatening condition to hit me or kill me which just piles on stress, It's terrifying man. It's fucking terrifying.
My search for people who understood my likes for themes listed in previous journals and could discuss deep scenarios with ended in failure. It either didn't click or the other person just disappeared.The very few that really clicked especially slowly disappeared for near good. I even very recently, unfortunately lost a good friend in relation to this and I wish I knew why. If something ism't working out, I'd rather be told and say it than just have it kept from me because we can just leave it at that and move on. It sucks but that's life yknow? But alas, it's just back to square fucking one and searching is getting too much to deal with. It's a lose-lose situation.
Alongside the constant arguments I've had with friends, my stupid mistakes, my luck being absolutely rotten for some ungodly reason and my thumb injury still to this day impeding my drawing and daily life, especially gaming.....It's too much to deal with and again I just....shutdown. Hell, even the question of ending it comes up but I'm waaay too life-happy to even attempt such a thing so I guess that's a plus?
It's been a miserable year for me. I hope it wasn't for you, even with the political bullshit and lockdowns.
I can say one of the immediate positives is my art. Despite the depression, the constant comparisons and doubts, I stuck with it and improved. My anatomy is better, the posing is stronger, my pictures are more confident in ideas. I can say I'm proud of my progress. Here's hoping that I climb even higher on the skill level of drawing. (And that this thumb injury fucking heals already)
Another positive was that we got some really good games. Despite being mid-tier budget, Trials of Mana was incredible, an improvement over the original, crappy voice acting aside. That's how you do a remake. The new difficulty options recent;y added (which I didnt see coming) completely eroded my biggest issue with the remake, that it was rather easy, minus the bosses. Also great to see Belladonna resonated in the furry community. Of course I had to make her huge. She shrinks you in-game. Thank you devs!
FF7R, man that was fucking incredible. They made the characters even better. Barret being the emotional preacher with a foul mouth was just a joy to see in this gen. Tifa felt like a real fucking person which was insane. The remembered Cloud was a dork who wanted to be seen as cool! And they remembered Aerith was a bright slum girl and not the embodiment of Jesus Christ! AVALANCHE got more character, many of the memorable scenes were enhanced, honey bee in especially; the music, my god the music!
The combat most of all was incredibly fun and a great evolution of the series. What ffxv should've been. Only issues was with some padding and I wonder what they'll do next...
Xenoblade Chronicles: DE + Future Connected. Made my favourite game look and run even better with a great new epilogue story to boot. Man I love this game so much.
Others I fucking loved was DOOOOOOOOOOOM Eternal (glitches aside). Bloodstained COTM 2 was a great time though got a bit too repetitive with its episodes, good god. Immortals Fenyx Rising was the least Ubisoft game since Mario and Rabbids, meaning it's very, very good and there were a lot o other older titles I finally played and beaten.
Alright that's all the positives....
Sigh
I'm surprised I'm still here honestly. My depression, anxiety, my constant self-doubts have just increase in severity where I've just had no energy to do anything and just lie there, unable to move. I feel incredibly weak and alone, unable to find any solace or keep any form of happiness. I can't talk about my issues with close others because it always leads to some fucking argument one way or another or just "well that sucks" and that's it. Every day I brace myself for some life-threatening condition to hit me or kill me which just piles on stress, It's terrifying man. It's fucking terrifying.
My search for people who understood my likes for themes listed in previous journals and could discuss deep scenarios with ended in failure. It either didn't click or the other person just disappeared.The very few that really clicked especially slowly disappeared for near good. I even very recently, unfortunately lost a good friend in relation to this and I wish I knew why. If something ism't working out, I'd rather be told and say it than just have it kept from me because we can just leave it at that and move on. It sucks but that's life yknow? But alas, it's just back to square fucking one and searching is getting too much to deal with. It's a lose-lose situation.
Alongside the constant arguments I've had with friends, my stupid mistakes, my luck being absolutely rotten for some ungodly reason and my thumb injury still to this day impeding my drawing and daily life, especially gaming.....It's too much to deal with and again I just....shutdown. Hell, even the question of ending it comes up but I'm waaay too life-happy to even attempt such a thing so I guess that's a plus?
It's been a miserable year for me. I hope it wasn't for you, even with the political bullshit and lockdowns.
