yup,

A new video I just filmed. Used my old suit as a partial ^.^ As it turns out I'm really out of practice and it was pretty rough to do.

I'm going to edit it tomorrow and post it on xtube. I'll post the link when ready.

----[Edit]----

Ok, fuck it. I couldn't sleep so I went ahead and edited the video. If you've been paying attention you'll see quite a few..changes made since my last video....Hopefully for the better.

When it gets finished saving in movie format I will start the upload to xtube tonight. When I get the weblink, I'll post that in a new journal.

Ok, so I have a few new movies planned...

And I would really like some music in them. However, I'm hesitant to use the music I currently have, cause last thing I want is copyright violations I didn't know about lol. XD

So, my question is: Does anyone know a band, prefurably furry, who could and is willing play some generic instrumental (or lyrical either or really) classic funk music? Heavy base, wonky electric guitar disco dropping beats? Either that or cheesy 60's elevator music? Nifty house music at a reasonable pace? Generally funny nerd humor music (like John Freeman)?

Anything really :P Even if it's nothing but a guy and a synth, as long as it's something with substance, I don't know. Sadly, I don't know many musical furries in general, and i'm not sure who to ask about making music for fursuit porn XD But yeah, my ideas, I'm sure you'll all like...when they come around.

I'll tell ya what,

FA just isn't the same without it's awesome Link of the Days :(

So there was a math error from my adviser. I sort of figured it out in the back of my head, but I didn't want to believe it. She told me I had about 3 semesters left....when actually...I have 75 credit hours left..aka...5 semesters... And that's if I go for psychology as a major (which is the shortest distance between two points)...which I think is what I want, because I find it fascinating. Hehe, BRAINS!

Had another argument with the pupzone.com people. Started out about me asking about the term they use, which is called "suspension", and how it should be something more permanent sounding, else they should give me a time when I can come back (which is of course never). It's come to my attention over these arguments that the admin is well...a little slow, quite abit bull headed, and doesn't quite have a grip on reality (or rather apparently can't tell the difference between real life and fictional stories). That shouldn't have surprised me, as when I stated a profile on the website in 2005, I got perma banned for using the word "furry" in my profile page. All in all, I should have expected the childish unreasonable attitude. So I left him with kind of a "good bye" email filled with lots of snark.... I'm...good at snark when the mood strikes me.

I'm giving fet-life a try....and my first impressions is that it's well...rather....dead. Not that pupzone was very active either, save for the usual "I live here, anyone wanna fuck me there?" forum posts, but I will miss that direct access of "who's going to anthrocon, or x convention?". Lucky for me, alot of the furries who are pup slaves also go on the website rubberzone.com, which has the same layout but thank god different admins.

I keep getting asked if i'm going to certain cons this year...more questions from more people than usual, which I'm kind of flattered about. Only problem is....I'm more then dead broke. So pretty much all of the money that would usually be focused on cons or anything of the sort, is going to be funneled into my various life bills and paying off my fursuit bill... Crazy expensive suit....$1700 left to pay *face palms*

I'm going to auction off a bondage mask that I've had kicking around for a while, but never use. It isn't bad, it isn't ugly, it's just simply not my aesthetic style. It's made by a rubber working fetish shop from the UK (http://prettypervy.com/) and apparently they are closed...and have been for about a year or so now O.o. The muzzle is simply a puppy muzzle with huge floppy ears. The floppy ears were my favorite part of the muzzle..but everything else sorta...fell short of my expectations..which were...probably impossibly high. It's made out of thick industrial rubber with adjustable buckles (one size fits all) and huge rivets for personality. The ears and muzzle come off with heavy duty snaps (you could buy a couple different styles and mix and match when the store was open, or take off pieces to go more traditional bdsm rather than puppy play, so it's very versatile). I'll post pictures some where when I figure out where I want to auction it off at... I'm thinking of starting bidding at $250 since I paid about $300 for it at the time. But I'm not dead set on that price, so far, it's just an idea kicking around in my head.

Also, something a friend pointed out to me. The body, is what is broken in the adult suit. o.o I can still use it as a partial on occasion. So maybe some more movies with the old head and feetpaws in clothings ahead....Just wish I had a better selection of fetish ware, 1 or 2 different skirt styles (I only have that one skirt), some more stockings, and maybe some sorta top thing... I don't know. Wish my arm-warmers didn't rip apart at the last party I went to a few months back :/ oh well.

So that's sorta what's going around my world....

So I've been thinking. I haven't been fully down with my fursona's actual name for a while and been wanting to change it. Not to worry, The fuzzyroo is still there, but "Lucus Rocket" just isn't resonating with me like it used to....I'm also having trouble thinking of something new....

Any suggestions?

Need: First and Last Name. (possibly a middle name)
No numbers
No blatantly obvious surnames
No colors
no mention of species
Need something witty

What I'm probably going to do is look at what people suggest and use it to fire up my brain and come up with some good fitting stuffs.

Thanks to everyone who chucks an idea my way ^.^

So yeah,

First game review on my new Video Game review blog:

http://digital-noms.blogspot.com/20.....hatch-day.html

So yeah, I got 4th place http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1577821 and will receive my goal of flux drinkies ^.^

um, something I've been thinking about at AC 2010. It's something that happens at cons, unfortunate but does.

I paid for a badge. about $10. It is a kaneye shutter shade badge, of your character, in the shutter shades, with a derp face and a speech bubble saying "I'mma gonna let you finish..."

Sadly the artist wasn't in the artist alley nor the zoo on the last day. And I don't think of FA, as far as I could see. It bites, but it's something that happens.

So yeah, keep your eyes peeled like a potato encase anyone understands what they might find in my favor.

Anyways, that's sorta what I'm thinking about today.

Ok so my video is finished and well...to upload to youtube...er...155 min O.o So...I sit and I wait, I guess.

So yeah, me and my buddy Cien went out to KU campus to film "Life in a day"

I'm not sure if they will use any of the clips, but i submitted quite abit.

OK all you furries,

New rule:

All furries need to watch the movie "Hedwig and the Angry Inch".

So yeah,

my temp office is decent. Already have a new job, but it only lasts for 3 days, then laid off again.

www.pupzone.com stands firm in their nonsense, as I got an email from my inquire about my account and they are more then adamant about being retarded about things, so screw them (I've been milling around my head to give the website to /b/ on 4chan, and let the trolls have at it, but I don't think I'll be that evil. I prefer taking the moral high ground.) It did get me thinking though. I wish there was a better run networking website where the admins were not so....evil and irrational and mostly immature.

Anyone know of another fetish/dogslave networking site that is "good"? If I had the ability, I would just simply make one myself but I do not have the server or programming know how.

So yeah, that's the end of Zebra, my dogslave alter ego. I'll still be getting the gear, and looking for playmates, but sadly, I lost the ability and place to share my experiences.

On a side note. The story I got banned for posting in the forums must have been a knockout bad ass motha-fucking story to have generated that much nerdrage. I'll post a link: Not safe for work: http://www.sofurry.com/index.php?pid=95356 tags:rape, abduction, zoophilia, dogslave, medcial

And on top of everything, I just got laid off of my temporary job :/

So back to the temp office tomorrow. Hopefully they can find something for me to do crazy soon.

So once again, I am banned from pupzone.com. It's happened before, for about the same T.O.S. violations in different context and with different information.

The first ban was in 2004. I had on my profile that I was a furry. At that time, furries were not allowed on pupzone. That later got rebuked and I got a profile back, as well as alot of furries.

This time around, I decided I'd submit a story. I little bit ago, I had written a story I was rather happy with it. The story involved puppy play, but it also involved some zoophilia as well. Sure I knew zoophilia was against T.O.S. but the way they had it, from the last time I read it, was no zoo in real life pictures or drawings, I didn't know that that involved fictional fantasy stories as well. Sure you can have abduction forced amputee guro rape, but animals oooh noes!

So, sadly to say, without any warning or anything My account is not only "suspended" but it seems to have been completely erased without a moment's notice. No warning. no messages, nothing. Just deleted.

Now, If I had done something like posted live pictures of child porn, or heavy trolling or something like that, or hacked the network, or posted live pictures of anything illegal, I could understand a quick account suspension. But a story, copy pasted from one website and submitted to a forum where here is a button on that forum page that says "Edit". On that "Edit menu" is another button that "Delete Thread". 2 buttons. "click" and then "click" and the post is gone. You would think that the sensible thing to do for a first time violation, would be to send a note to the person to remove the story in a specified time frame, or remove it with an admin with a note explaining why and warning about further instances. But that's far too difficult and takes too much time and makes far too much rational sense. I guess a perma-ban and account deletion without any representation is the easiest way to remove forum posts.

Is it just me, or does this seem a little harsh? Or am I just blowing smoke?

far too many to post at 356 photos O.o

I'm going to post the myspace angles pics to here, but for now: enjoy

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?a.....zyroo?v=photos

Hey peeps,

those made of marshmallow and those not so much, just wanted to say that I went and had a great time. Thanks to ray, got some of my badges and a new one too. Paid for a badge from an artist in the alley creating Kanyey West badges, but I couldn't find her to pick it up Sunday :/

had a really wonderful time. my panel went well save for a couple of people who didn't like it for this reason or that. But can't please everyone all the time. oh well.

flights were uneventful, saw alot of people, hung out with more people, enjoyed furries, enjoyed art, drew stuff in the zoo, played a bored game too. Liked my roommates, got drunk a couple of times. nuzzled some roos, fursuited here and there, ate my favorite desert of all time from a pizza place.

Uncle Kage proves yet again to be unphotogetic in my camera. May have accidentally broke an expensive camera while fursuiting and nose bumping it. had a great time in the parade rough housing with livewire.

got great commissions, met new friends. bought a novel...tried to read it on the way home...turns out....was lots-o porn....had to put it down in chapter 2 *sly grins*. Got a little disappointed that the only things that the 3 publishing companies (sofa wolf, rabbit valley, fur planet) publish were all about dogs and cats (maybe an otter thrown in or two) but had no "creatively different" species (a scene with rhinos and polar bears and giraffes would be nice every once and awhile.)

got a furnando T-shirt cause they looked great this year. had a very disappointing meal 2 times in a row at Big Mamma's...the food was good..sure... but didn't excuse the 1-2hour wait on service.

saw Kage's story hour, was really funny. Missed 2 and jibba due to the above...dropped way too much dough then my budget allowed but I ate like a king ^.^ er...a very frugal king eating subs and pizza. Was a really great con.

Crap! At the airport and realized that I have forgotten my con badges *facepalm*

Tomarrow i get my haircut, so decided it was a good day for this:

Where are you staying?
- Westin, aww yeah

What day are you getting there?
- 10am Wed.......anyone already there wanna hang?...please?

Who will you be with?
-  Danruk and his buddies, that's who i'mma roomin with ^.^

Do you do free art?
-some but probably not at the con, unless handed paper and pencil

Do you do trades?
-YES, but probably not at the con

What is your gender?
- I HAS PENIS! Yay!

How old are you?
- 24

Can I talk to you?
-Oh hell yeah. I love meeting new and interesting people ^.^

Can I touch you?
-like an Iphone

Can I hang out with you?
-If you can keep up with me bouncing from here to there, yes. I have a bad habit of knowing where I'm headed and zooming head long to the destination. BEST place to catch and hang with me is if i'm looking for food. I love herding furries to places to eat so I can sit at a large table and talk to lots of new people ^.^

How can I find you?
-PINK AND BLEACH BLOND HAIR as I will post a pic tomorrow. that and my PG fursuit..er..yes the one in the panties on V-Day

Can I buy you drinks?
-For best results, Captain Morgan and Coke! I like some bears but i'm pretty picky on everything else. I'm not a heavy or hard drinker so vodkas, whiskeys, and such are out. OH WOODCHUCK! Love me some woodchuck! But I don't know if Woodchuck is a regional thing, If so, then Strongbow!

Can I give you lots of money?
-Sure, Donations for my fursuit replacement are always accepted since I have $1700 left to shell out for it :/ but on the bright side, once I get it, then new adult fursuit movies!

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
-hugs are always welcome, snuggle...If I really like you, then sure, though randomly...I do bite...not in a good way either...full of poison...

How tall are you?
- 5' 11"

Are you nice?
-Mostly yes. I can be a bit pissy here and there as i'm not a morning person, but that's not that often. I usually try to be kind and courteous to everyone...but the gloves are off if your disrespectful or a jerk to me in return.

Can I stalk you?
-Considering that in my 2 Sociology classes where we studded stalking cases and learned that 30% of all stalking cases reported to authorities resulted in a murder...no. But that doesn't mean you can't just come up and talk to me like any sensible person.

How long are you going?
- 10am wed to 7am Monday

Do you like parties?
-always! The more parties the better, pls invite me ^.^

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
- If i'm in fursuit, approach from the front. If not, talk to me, and if i seem to not see you, reach out, wave your arms, yell "fuzzyroo!" until my perception filter picks you up. I can be thick skulled and not even realize people are talking to me some times (rare but has happened one or two times) so make sure I have eye contact with you when you first start talking.

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
-The Westin hotel and David Lawrence Convention Center

What/where will you be eating?
-Fernandos atleast once or twice...other then that, couldn't tell ya

Can you track me down?
-To be honest, unless I already know you, probably not...However, If you email me, I might give you ways to catch my attention, though no guarantees as there are going to be 5k people there. (aka odds of finding any individual are 1:5,000)

Can I take your picture?
-OH YES, PLEASE! though write down and give me the url where you plan on posting them online so I can see them post-con!

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
-Not sleep through my panel and show up to it, get to the con and not miss my flight, and other then that, nothing but have a good time!

I am way up past my bedtime at 9pm for work at 7am.

I've been kind of sitting on this journal post for awhile, so might as well address it now.

It's not a bad thing, and it's not a good thing, it's just sort of moot. Like a moose drinking tea in a public setting some where. It just "exists" without any sort of impact, just maybe a little awkwardness (and hotness depending on what the moose looks like hehe)

but here's what's what.

I'm sorta..well, "single?" But a complicated kind of single. I've been mates with my non fur mate for over 5 years. And something late last year, early this year, sorta evolved. we went from having boyfriend relations to becoming something like crazy best friends. It's not a bad thing, and nothing really changes. Only change is, we are pretty much open to date whom ever.

that's it. we still live together, we even sleep in the same bed. Sex has been out of our relationship the first few months so there's really nothing there keeping us attached lol, so yeah.

and to be honest, only real reason i'm typing it out is just cause, well, I'm not sure. Think of this sorta like a 60's PSA. The roo's single and looking, and that's, well, pretty much it.

I'm gonna go and get some sleep before work in...er..6 hours :( suck, but yeah.

--edit--

This doesn't mean that i'm going to be super desperate omg need mate or death kind of deal. It's just an update on my current sitch, and what ever happens happens. Ya guys gotta remember that I'm not only super laid back..er.. mostly.. but also the key feature, i'm crazy LAZY.

So yeah I just spent the past hours painting my room.

I got tired of waiting on maintenance to come fix my roof so I went ahead and painted it. it's going to dry over night, and when I wake up, I'll finish the last bit (which is the sissy pink tree overlay). I can already see little white specks all over small patches on the walls for where the roller was retarded, but that's my fault for buying a 9 pack of roller heads for $0.60. On the other hand, i'm not too worried about it. the patches are small, and hard to see unless your looking for them. The wall will look flat and painted on webcam, so I guess that's all that counts lol.

I know i've been going overboard with the pink lately, but ya know, I've never really done anything major "RL" with the color, so why not use it a bit more now? And the best part about the pink paint I got, I splurged a little and got DISNEY paint O.o Yes, Disney™ Pretty Princess Pink Paint. Though I think the color is really called "Sleeping beauty pink" or something like that, but still.

Once again, i'm going to post some pics, cause yeah, it fits the "for me/by me" policy and isn't a myspace angle's pic, lol.


:P

So yeah, a bit of an update.

I'm about 98% there for anthrocon prep. everything is falling into place nicely and better then I would have ever seen it a few months ago.

My Ipod has been my only saving grace to the intrepid boredom of preping documents to scan for work :/ boxes and boxes of backlogged hr files for other companies, all need to be taken out, de-stapalized and sorted to be scanned into digital copies, hurray. I've sorted about 8 boxes so far and only gotten one 1/2 paper cut. You know, the ones that slice a layer of skin, but not deep enough to bleed. Hurts, but is only a minor annoyance.

I've been listening to some freaking awesome music and realized...I can share O.o Remember the rave I went to a few posts ago? Of course not, no one reads this in real life (j/k). Well, the 3 dj's that were there, Dj Dilusion, Dj Lars, and Dj Parle (I don't know the keyboard symbol for the "e" with the french accent squiggly on top) all gave my local student run radio station (KJHK who are freaking AWESOME) some free downloadable mix tapes. A few of them are really, really good, and on top of that, is a good sample of the type of music I like to rave too, as well as the amount of DJ skill in mixing and matching and dropping tracks (yes, I scoff at you, if your a DJ that just opens up Ituens, and you should feel bad and cry). DJ Lars and DJ Dilusion are from Chicago and DJ Parle is home grown in Lawrence.

http://www.kjhk.org/?q=node/19109

What else......hmm....I'm not sure....OH!

I have planned something amazing for Anthrocon. HAIRCUT TIME! This will be my first "non-traditional" haircut, and i'm very excited about it. You'll find me with short hair, bleached a lighter color of blond and highlighted bright bubble-gum pink! Oh yesh! It'll be bad ass-rockstar-goth-industrial.

and that's it for today...

Oh....and...er...well...since i got a job... I started up my Wow account again >.> Mainly cause I want to be in the Cataclysim beta and play the werewolves....they actually look freaking wicked....

Sooo yeah, I'm on server Garona 80 healadin/tankadin medullagada or 65 Deathka-ni-git aoedps Adicia, though I can make a character anywhar (will be a Death Knight only because it starts at 58 and not at 1 so i can sorta play with ya if you've been playing for a long time, i guess i don't know.)

ok, NOW that's it...

So yeah,

I'm employed.

How I obtain jobs is very weird. If I am to get a job, it WILL happen in the interview. If the job is not offered, It will not be mine. However, 100% of all jobs were literally "thanks for coming in for the interview, do you want to start tomorrow?", which is exactly what happened again today.

Usually this happens within 3 - 5 interviews, but sadly with the local economy of 5,000+applications:1 Job posting (average of actual statistics done by a study by my university, though I have rounded down for a more even number, and no this isn't exaggerated), I've been looking for work since last November.

And today, I had an interview with a local temp agency. And from there, I got 2 job offers durring the interview, one of the jobs even opened up literally while I was sitting right there. They both are temporary, one is 2 days to finish out this week, then there is a 3 monther starting monday. pay is weekly, 1 week behind, $8.00/hr or so. Only sucky thing about the jobs is that I have to wake up at 7am...which sucks cause i'm not a morning person...BUT...in a long stretch way, is a good thing, cause for my flight away from anthrocon I have to wake up before 7am :/

the 2 day job is custodial for one of the dorms. the longer job is scanning important government files from paper to computer. For $8/hr vs nothing, no complaints.

So yesh, extra cashola ^.^ I'm excited to get paid.

So, merging my old computer with my roommates computer, I've gotten "something" to work...for once. lol.

I took my graphics card(s) and put them in his computer and pretty much that's it.

his mother board is a down grade, sound card is down grade, and one of his graphic card ports on his mother board is burnt out (when i plugged a card in...lets just say it got so hot in a matter of minuets that it burnt my hand a little :/) so i pulled that out. So instead of SLI i've got the one 500mb card. Not bad, loads better then nothing, but still. I'm grateful, but in longing, ya know?

It's going to be a hell of a long time before I can get up to my new system with the cash to purchase a new one.... blargle.

It's going to be a little bit longer. I'm waiting on my portable hard drive to move things off my laptop back onto the pc and try to see if his optic drive can burn dvd's like mine, I don't know if we got the same one or not... *shrugs* who knows at this point. I'm still updating graphics drivers and trying to make sure it's stable for now.

Got an interview with a temp agency tomorrow, hopefully they can place me in a job quick so i can get a partial paycheck for AC, some extra money would be well appreciated.

and that's about it for tonight.

Erf! I hit enter instead of tab, so it's going to be blank until i finish typing. sorry.

So I've been busy with school, looking for a job, preparing for anthrocon, and all sorts of activities and really haven't had time to put together the 3 remaining dvd's I have and mail them out.

So that's what I'm doing today... as well as swinging by a couple temp agencies to see if they have anything for me..probably not, as per usual.

while scrolling through addresses...I think...I have not mailed out 1 or 2 on top of these 3....that...well.....yeah....really sucks right now as there is nothing I can do about.

However there is hope. I'm currently waiting on my roommate. See, he got a new computer.....probably the most monster computer I've ever seen...I'm kinda jealous...but the good news is, is that he's going to give me his old computer. Good news, is that it's from the same company as my old one, and I think houses most of the same components. I'm just waiting for him to transfur his old info to his new computer and hand me the empty husk.... I feel like Dr. Frankenstien the more i think of it. I'm hoping what i can do is just take his hard drives, slap them in my thing (maybe his ram too), plop down an ops system (I'm thinking about widows 7 and duel booting xp cause I hear that windows 7 isn't backwards compatible with xp programs...and that's why my dvd burning stuff is in....).

So hopefully this week I will be able to burn off the 2 other DVD's and ship them out.
If you read this journal, and you've paid for a DVD, and your addy is not:

Englewood CO 80113
Marys Ville, WA 98270
or
4528 Zuchwil, SO

then shoot me an email: Fuzzyroo[at]gmail[dot]com, And i'll keep ya posted.

I know it's kind of a crazy fucked up time for my DVD's right now *kicks the dead computer....kicks the hole in the roof that they STILL haven't fixed the inside part* oh, yeah, I can't paint my room cause they are almost refusing to fix the inside of my ceiling...but I think that's because my apartment has a daunting 50 maintenance requests in cause we need a serious overhaul...including tile replacement in the kitchen and entry way, 3 ceilings that need to be re-Sheetrocked, a tub that needs new caulking, plumbing work to be done on both upstairs bathrooms, and the list goes on and on. All I want right now, is my room ceiling to be redone so i can not have all my crap in a pile on the floor, and my walls to be painted all awesome with my interior design painting design inspired from what i remember from  slug 's place.

so yeah, I will be at anthrocon. I'm making sure of that. I'm not going to have much funding other then to just get there, be there, and have food, but that's ok. I'd like to sell a few more DVD's before the con, but I don't know if that's going to be a possibility. I need my computer up and I need to finish these backlogged orders. I'm really sorry it's become this long and the huge deal O.o but things are just out of my paws atm :/ oh well.

So I watch the Cleavland show. Aaaand on one of the newest episodes it was revealed that my favorite character "tim"'s parents were a black bear and a kangaroo.

I would love to see the brutal mating scene as the black bear overpowers and rapes the kangaroo :P I don't know, just me, just sounds hot, lol.

This is brought to you by little to no sleep express,

Staying up, and cooking insane things into the minds of prehistoric kangaroos since pre history.