You shouldn't read this. [No really.]
Posted 9 years ago Very well, just don't say i didn't warn you.
What the hell is with you? No Furries, no no. Everyone. What? You thought this would all be a game? All of you are so dumb in so many ways. You are all loyal to your friends? So what? You liking them somehow means they are always going to turn out to be good people? And your family. They may be good, they may be bad. But they are just people, get over it. Your DNA being similar doesn't make them any more trust worthy nor does it mean you have to like them. Parents abuse their children, siblings stab each other in the back. I get that that isn't always the case but it happens in this world. Get over your prejudice and see people for who they are. If your friends and family are bad people teach them a lesion or ditch them. And stop assuming that just because you have something unimportant with someone like both being Furries doesn't mean someone will like you. We are all just people. We can try all we like to deny it, walking under meaningless banners, for love, for pride, for country, but we will always be people and we need to see that and work with it. Find your place and fall in, play to your strengths, fix what weakness you can, then make deals to get others to cover those weakness you can't fix. If you change don't just stubbornly stay where you are, find a better place. And would you please, please try to look at things objectively. Stop waiting things that can be saved and try to understand you are not the only one here. Stop looking at just what happened and understand why it happened. That way we can stop or encourage it properly. If you make a mistake, learn form it and clean up your mess well your at it. If you have something to say say it rather than just let people walk all over you, even me. Learn when to take things to hart and when to take them with a gain of salt. If you never let anything get to you, you will never learn, and if you let everything get under your skin you will have a rotten life. And one more thing. For the love of who/what ever you see as sacred; stop with the hype. Let's actually take a look at it and see if it's any good. Go in thinking it will be nothing but the best every flaw it has (And there will be some.) will seem that much worse. That and you are all giving me a headache. Don't run form the darkness of the world like a little baby, face it and actually try to fix problems. Ya, i know your memories hurt. That means they are working. What? You would rather forget everything that goes wrong? Why? So you can do it all over again and again? Honestly, you wonder why i see myself as better than you. It's because you make it so easy to do so. Really not hard to tower over others when they insist on laying on the floor all the time. Following anyone is stupid unless you know just what you are getting into, or do you need to retake your WWII history? Ya, I like helping you, it makes me feel good about myself and your problems are like puzzles and I am good at these puzzles. But I am sick of some of these. Does baby need mommy to tell then the round peg goes in the round hole? Did it ever one dawn on you I actually know just what i going on and how to fix it. That if I wanted to I could just tell you the answer and be does in about 2 seconds. o why do it the way I do it? Simple. I want you to be able to do it too! Ya, i like solving problems but look around you. There are people everywhere. And they all have problems, you think I can fox them all? You think I want to? ya, i know I said I like it, but I also like mystery novels. But do you think I want to read every single one ever published? You think I would do that even if I had time? And a little thanks would be nice once in a while. I don expect those I help to shower me in gifts, "Thanks Jinx, I don't know why I couldn't see that glaringly obvious solution till you told showed me the root of the problem." would do just fine really.
I know I flew off there, but I won't say sorry as I meant every word of it.
As a few of you will feel this is your fault. It may well be in part, each time you did any of these things and I found out you contributed to this. There are other things too I bet but I don't feel like making a conclusive list at this hour. And anyway I forgive you. (Unless you are one of the few I don't forgive in which case you will know as I would have already told you way before I made this.)
And some of you will want to make me feel better, but really I feel better now that I posted this where it can be seen. All I needed was this.
If you are confused you can ask me things, but as my last act of rage I will simply ignore any questions as I see as stupid on this journal and leave them there for everyone to see what an idiot you are.
Anyway, it's late so I will go to bed. See you all later.
F5 unless you want to have a bad time.
Posted 9 years ago i want to make a joke here, but my well has run dry.
bone dry.
I am bord... Ask me things.
Posted 9 years ago IC or OOC, SFW or NSFW. I will do my best to reply.
May even draw a few. (Don't count on it please.)
A thing about Undertail and WATCH_DOGS. [Spoilers for both.]
Posted 9 years ago At the true end of both games you are handed the root of evil on a silver plater and have to chose wether or not to kill them.
In WATCH_DOGS they are just a human who is much to cared to risk seeing you again, so you can spare them without having to fear.
In Undertail they tell you point blank that they will soon return to their evil ways and run as far from others as they can.
No tell me, what sounds more logical, WATCH_DOGS getting something right well Undertail messes up and leaves a loss end, or Toby Fox making a sequel to a highly successful game.
Fremdschämen!
Posted 9 years agoYa, that will do.
"To cut in there…it actually simply “fremdschämen”, no German would say “Fremdscham” or “Ich schäme mich fremd.” That’s because it’s a fairly new word, coined during one of the seasons of the German version of the Idol Franchise (named “Deutschland sucht den Superstar”), which expressed the feeling of the jury about the performance of some of the people who tried to participate. It actually descripes the feeling someone gets when someone acts so idiotic, that it stops being funny to watch him fail and you instead feel uncomfortable."
If you are the one who upset me you know who you are and I am not mad. I just really needed to find and use a word like that.
"To cut in there…it actually simply “fremdschämen”, no German would say “Fremdscham” or “Ich schäme mich fremd.” That’s because it’s a fairly new word, coined during one of the seasons of the German version of the Idol Franchise (named “Deutschland sucht den Superstar”), which expressed the feeling of the jury about the performance of some of the people who tried to participate. It actually descripes the feeling someone gets when someone acts so idiotic, that it stops being funny to watch him fail and you instead feel uncomfortable."
If you are the one who upset me you know who you are and I am not mad. I just really needed to find and use a word like that.
Oh Furries, here is where we can really help.
Posted 9 years ago http://gifts.worldwildlife.org/gift.....Adoptions.aspx
Go, adopt all the things!
$1 fetish art anyone?
Posted 9 years ago So ya, like the title says. I am willing to do my normal dearpy chibi art for $1.
I have 5 lot open and once they are all full I will live stream all art getting done. (Payments made in advance.)
What you get:
One B&W chibi drawing like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18728696/
You may select one OC you own and one of any of these fetishes (Simple props may be added.):
Weight gain
Vore
Pregnancy (Mpreg is cool too.)
Inflation (Your chose of content, even cum.)
Hyper
Cub/Adult baby
Cross dressing
Please not that though I can try to do them, I am not good at drawing creatures with extra limbs or large horns, avians, or ferals.
Notes or comments to reserve your slot, please make your payment to my paypal silverwerwolf13[at]gmail.com after the details are agreed on.
Slots:



I made something, but I can't post it here.
Posted 9 years ago In fact I can't even link it here.
@_@
But if you poke around a bit you will find it.
Note: I am not responsible for what others do. If they pot links to it please don't ban me.
>_>
Little panda is back.
Posted 10 years agoAnd with a much better computer.
Still setting up but once I have things set up though so I may be a bit slow for now.
WIll be bissy the next few dayes.
Posted 10 years ago Well like the title says. I have a small party tomorrow, then me and my siblings will get gifts on Christmas.
Among other things I will be getting a much better computer, which means I will have install Gentoo, (Yes, you can make the joke.) and set up everything.
This is a very complex thing that may well take me a few days to get everything just the way i want it.
Then I will be giving my old laptop to my sister which means I will have to set that up for her as there is no way she will want Gentoo as she's not a geek like me.
Good news for those who like what I do here.
Posted 10 years agoFirst please forgive my spelling as I am typing this on my phone well on a moving buss.
But that aside, the pakage I was waiting on came today so I can finaly start drawing again and even plan to livestream it tonight.
Also as having peole watch well I work makes me feel more motivated I think I may finally be able too work on my stories after the stream.
Taiyohhhhhhhh! [F5]
Posted 10 years agoHahaha, nobody knows who this icon is! Nobody!
Sorry I have been a bit slow and silent. (Everything is OK.)
Posted 10 years agoSo like I just said, I am fine. I have just been playing a game.
I played these games as a cub, and as corny as it sounds they taught me never to give up.
I thought I would revisit them all and it turns our they hold up well for me.
I will still get all the stuff done but playing these games that acount for one of about five or so things that I actually like about my cubhod has made me so happy, so I will be a bit slow till then.
I should be back 100% some time early next month I think.
Oh ya, the games are called Megaman Battle Network if you want to try them.
Anyone want a free story?
Posted 10 years agoI have started doing story commissions but don't have much work to show off what I can do. In order to fix thisI willbe giving away a few free 500 word stories. I'll start off with just one per customer but if I need more spots I will let you all know. (Wow that sounds pretentious. @_@)
Rules:
-SFW only. (NSFW will be done in round two. It will help me keep things simple, trust me.)
-One per customer. (I want everyone to get a chance.)
-One fetish per story. (I need to be able to show people without them having to look at stuff they don't like.)
-One OC per story.
-If the story needs more than one OC you will be pared with Jinx. (Your chose of dom or sub.)
-First come first serve. (I will do the requests in the order I got them.)
-Fill out the form, it will helpme keepthis sorted.
-These stories willbe made to showcase my talent to potentel commissioners, I reserve all rights to use them as such without roialty. Understand that they will be used for such. (tl;dr, I will use these to advertise and you won't get paid, just a free story.)
Form:
OC name:
Ref (Optional):
Description: (If no ref. Include all relivent info.)
Fetish:
Faving and reposting isn't required but it appreciateed.
Note: As there are so many kinds and people are very selective about them, I will count all forms of vore separately.
Rules:
-SFW only. (NSFW will be done in round two. It will help me keep things simple, trust me.)
-One per customer. (I want everyone to get a chance.)
-One fetish per story. (I need to be able to show people without them having to look at stuff they don't like.)
-One OC per story.
-If the story needs more than one OC you will be pared with Jinx. (Your chose of dom or sub.)
-First come first serve. (I will do the requests in the order I got them.)
-Fill out the form, it will helpme keepthis sorted.
-These stories willbe made to showcase my talent to potentel commissioners, I reserve all rights to use them as such without roialty. Understand that they will be used for such. (tl;dr, I will use these to advertise and you won't get paid, just a free story.)
Form:
OC name:
Ref (Optional):
Description: (If no ref. Include all relivent info.)
Fetish:
Faving and reposting isn't required but it appreciateed.
Note: As there are so many kinds and people are very selective about them, I will count all forms of vore separately.
Here you may find this funny.
Posted 10 years ago https://www.fanfiction.net/s/115363.....rtal-DX-Remake
I have no idea what I am doing with my life.
@_@
On bith/hatch/spawn/whatever-day gifts.
Posted 10 years agoI have a funny feeling I may get asked so I will tell you here.
If you are a friend of mine you may have a 1,000 word story to calibrate your entry to this world.
You can have any fetish(es) you want in it, SFW or NSFW is all up to you, and any fetish(s) you like.
I can include anyone you like so long as they consent to it. (And as some will ask, yes. You can have me but we won't do sex. You can paw or do someoen else with me there so long as i don't get any cum on me.)
To get this all you need to do is contact me one week before your birthday with a list of all the fetish(es) and characters you want included.
So something like this:
Date of birth:
Fetish(es):
Character(s):
There you go, if you whateverday is close you can tell me now.
Who wants to see a DX remake of My Immortal?
Posted 10 years agoI have already done the first chapter, should I post it?
Would anyone read such a thing?
@_@
OK... This is a thing with me now. X3
Posted 10 years agoSeems I will always have one fetish that is way stronger than the rest.
What it is changes form time to time, but now it is like this;
Being made into a cub. (Doesn't mater if I am actually made into a cub or just dressed and treated like one.)
With me liking it all the more if I am male, made into a sisy, fed form a bottle or breasts, diapered, given baby toys, and/or am told/shown what a helpless baby I am.
How smart do you think I am anyway?
Posted 10 years agoI always act all bubbly which can make me seem dumber than I am.
Not that I'm mad or need to change anything. I was just wondering how smart you think I am.
Like if you had to guess my IQ what would you say?
OK, I feel a bit better.
Posted 10 years agoYa... Everyone seems to tell me I did no wrong but... Eh... I don't know...
(No I am not looking for more people to tell me the same. Just wanted to let people know not to freak out.)
Oh god... My depreshon... I feel it comeing back... Help me?
Posted 10 years agoSo ya... I got depreshon back when I was just a cub do to they way my dad abused me and my family and the fact I was unable to do anything to stop him.
Now anytime I see problems like that I have to fix them, or my depression comes flooding back.
More so if I am the one who made those problems... I don't know what to do...
My mom is no help with these things... I just don't know what to do.
How I handle drama.
Posted 10 years ago
tl;dr, ya, things are messed up, bad things happen, and this world is far from perfect.
But I use what I have to do what I can to make it better, and if we all do the same we could make something worth living for.
So,you are new to the fandome?
Posted 10 years agoI am sleepy and board, that normally makes for a fun trainwreck so lets see what I can do.
1) The tags for changing things are listed here:
http://help.furaffinity.net/article.....and-Codes.html
Do not make a journal showing them all off, we have plenty. And don't open them, they all lag do to to many tags being used.
2) If you take someone's art people will know.
No really, some of us have nothing better to do with our time but rain on your parade and will follow you for months, looking over your shoulder.
3) There are a few ways to becomes a popfur;
a) Draw in the top 0.1% or so of art. (Takes 10+ years.)
b) Draw all the porn with at least average skill. Kinks help but cub porn is baned here. (Takes all of 10 seconds.)
c) Make all the drama. (Takes 2-3 weeks, and everyone will hate you.)
d) Get really really good at helping people with computers and drama then do it every chance you get. (Takes 2-3 years, you will loss sleep and won't get payed for it.)
e) Become an admin. (Only those who know Neer IRL will ever get this job. Give up.)
4) There is one and only one original Fox sona. I made it but I sold it to
DarkenJay.
5) If you want an original sona, try a Snake, Bear, Fish, or Bat. Hardly anyone takes those.
6) Furry hate is alive, but so are the people in the ICU. Sorry if you live in on of the few places where it is a thing.
7) There are fetishes here. Don't like it? To bad.
8) Someone (Likely me.) will call you cute. Deal with it.
9) Most people are not impressed what your sona can do unless it's in the bedroom.
10) Someone wants to draw it, you just need to find them.
11) The popfurrs are not happy, everyone keeps bugging them.
*Flops.* My plan failed. I am cute.
Posted 10 years agoYes,it was all mu master plan to make
Dragoan admit being cute.
And now you see how far I will go. *Hides a stash of stranger plans.*
^-^
OK, I am not cute.>_>
Posted 10 years ago
Dragoan said I am not cute, and neither is he.
So it must be true as I have to trust the 3ed best artist on FA.
^^;