I finally figured out my gender stuff. ^^;
Posted 9 years ago Well actually I did a few weeks ago but I am a lazy bear.
But yes, I finally know that I am... Whatever is needed.
No really, my gender identity shifts seamlessly to fit what whoever I am talking with wants me to be, assumes I am, or wants to see me as... It feel weird when not everyone in a room sees me as the same thing but also kind of cool.
Also is there by any chance a name for this? I wouldn't even know how to word a search for this.
^^;
Update: I would be OK with calling this optogender if that is OK with all of you.
How do you get so many people asking you for yiff?
Posted 9 years ago I... Am not 100% sure actually... It just kind of happened... Here is what I do on F-List though, maybe it will work for you too.
First look around and find someone you think looks interesting. After reading their profile all the way threw to make sure you actually have a chance, (Making sure their orientation is compatible with your gender and theirs with yours and that they do not have anything deal braking for you as a hard no.) try saying hello then and finding a few nonyiffy nice things to say to people when you first meat them them, keeping in mind what they like.
So like this:
Oh look, a cute pudgy Raccoon.
Or this:
Hello fuzzy micro bunny.
Maybe even this:
Daawwww, a cute voreish otter.
Not like this:
Hello.
Or this:
Hi sexy.
For sure not this:
Want to yiff?
And if you do this people will want to kill you:
Hi u, want 2 RP?
Next be direct but not to blunt. Bring up 1-3 things you are both into and ask if they way want to do them with you in a way that tells them 1-2 (3-4 if you are feeling daring and can word it in a way that flows well.) of your better points.
Like this:
Would you like a buff well hung lion to feed you some nice wiggily prey and play with your feet?
Or this:
How would you feel if some shy fuzzy otter asked you to to pump her belly full of air and use her as a bed?
Or maybe even this:
How do you feel about the idea of stuffing a super dominant Jackal till he can barely stand before letting him stuff you in his own way?
But not like this:
I'm a 23 year old male dragon. Want to unbirth me?
Or this:
Can I lick your feet and cum all over them?
For sure not this:
*Before you stands the [wall of text about every part of your sona.] looking at him you know you will be taking it the butt, the only question is how much will you like it.*
And if you do this people will want to kill you:
asl?
If they like the idea move on to th next step.
If they don't just ask nicely if they have anything they would like to do, if they don't ask them if they would like some others ideas. If they say yes and like anything you have to offer move to the next step, if you go threw 2 or 3 more ideas and still can get anything tell them they may poke you if they come up with anything and thank them for their time. If they say no to hearing ideas just thank them for their time and leave them alone.
If they say no and tell you that something about you bugs them ask what, it may be something that you don't mind changing for the RP. But if you or they are not willing to go for it just thank them for their time and move on.
Once that is done build on what you had at the start.
Something like this:
Maybe you like the idea of your best friend teaching you about vore only for you to find have always been prey?
Or this:
Would you like to have our RP set in a world where girls are just better than boys and you just take me home and make me feed you well telling you how cute you look?
Or even this:
How about having your sona as my teacher who uses her wide rump to punish students who don't behave?
If they like your idea idea then keep building on it well asking them if they have anything they want to add. If thy don't like the idea then ask them if they have any other ideas. If not try looking at their page and trying 2-3 more ideas. If you at any point in this get an idea they like then move to the next step, if not tell them they can poke you if they get any ideas.
And once that is done, RP with them. If you want help with that I made a thingy for it here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7539480/
Request queue
Posted 9 years ago Just what it says in the title hun.
ralafe98
Phase_Duskclaw And a guys who's FA I still need.
One story with weight gain, vore, digestion, diaper use, and a dramatic reading of said story.
Anon
2ed person story with forced babying, weight gain, and brain washing that describes body parts and genders but worded so the descriptions of the protagonist and antagonist can edited with a search and replace tool to match the readers needs.
How gifts and requests with little panda. (Starting now.)
Posted 9 years ago No, I am not mad, just feel like writing down rules.
(Really, this is fun for me.)
Gifts:
If you are my friend you chose one of the following each year on your birthday (Please remind me as I will forget.):
-One hypnosis session as your sona with one simple fetish.
-A short story with up to 2 fetishs.
-A simple line art drawing 1 fetish and 1 character.
-A colored sketch with 1 or 2 fetishs and 1 character.
-A dramatic reading of any short story you own.
If you have no ideas I can always offer you some based on what you like.
If you want art that is OK but you must be available for a call or stream as I get detracted if not watched, and you will have to watch the whole thing which takes about 1 hour though i can work with you to set up a time that works for you.
If you are not sure if we are friends you can just ask me. The worst I can do is say no.
Requests:
Go on, request anything you like. Doesn't mean I will say yes but you can always ask.
You are more likely to get what you want if 1 or more of these applies:
-The request let's me try out or fain tune any new tricks I have come up with.
-The request let's forces me to come up with 1 or more new tricks. (And I manage to figure out how to do it.)
-The request is for something I have been meaning to do.
-Your idea is clever and/or original.
-You are my mother or one of my children/pets/slaves/masters/etc.
-You happen to be one of my mates. (If that is the case you will for sure get what you want as long as I am able to make it. ^^;)
Also just like with the birthday gifts I can't keep my mind on what I am doing with my art unless I am watched.
And I am back.
Posted 9 years ago Sorry about that. Sometines I just feel the need to drop off of the face of the earth for a bit.
Sadly there is a good chance I shall do the same tomorrow and the day after that.
And maybe one more day still, but after that I will be back.
Why am I so atractive to you?
Posted 9 years ago No really, I want to know so I can make a thingy about how to attract a mate so all the lonely hornballs will leave me alone.
I will be sure to credit you if you give me anything useful.
>_<
I don't owe you anything. [Rant thingy.]
Posted 9 years ago I really do like you guys, but please stop acting like I owe you things OK?
I'm not mad at anyone, (Not even you, you know who you are. I can see you would think this is about you but really, I have been meaning to say his for some time and you just reminded me.) but really, I don't have to give you anything OK?
I get that bad things happen that are not your fault and you need some money to fix it, but I am in no way rich. Like, not even close.
I get that you need place to stay, but I can't help. I still live with my mom.
I get that you want art and it's OK to ask. But I do not have to draw for you.
I get that you have no Paypal and no way to get one but that doesn't mean everything becomes free.
I get that you need commissions but I am cheep. With the way things have always been for me I have to know how to find and take the best deals if I ever want to have anything nice.
I get that you want art with me and it would be cheaper if we got it together but that doesn't mean I have to spend money.
I get that you love me, but that doesn't mean that I will magically fall for you too.
I get that you are lonely and/or horny, but that doesn't mean I have to yiff you or be your mate.
I get that I have to turn someone down every other week or so well nobody seems to give you a chance. But yelling at me will not help.
I get that your fetish is rare and I am known for having a lot of kinks. But that doesn't mean I have to RP with you. There are things i do not like RPing that much and some people aren't as good at RPing as others. (I can try to help you get better but you have put in work too.)
I get that you want to go places with me but that doesn't mean I have to go, even if I could.
I get that I am known for being kind and caring, but that doesn't mean I am OK with you just bitching to me about how bad things are for you well you ignore all my advice.
I get that everyone has left you, but that doesn't mean I am not allowed too. Aver think maybe they left because you hurt them? That is why they normally go.
And finally, I get that we are friends, but that doesn't mean I have to, or even should treat you better than everyone else at every turn. If you mess up, you messed up. If you are wrong, then you are wrong. i will try to help you fix things like i would with anyone else, but I will not stand with you well you make messes, hurt others, and/or make a general ass of yourself just because of this.
Sorry if this is a bit harsh but I just really needed to say it.
>_<
New hypnossis demo soon [Poll]
Posted 9 years ago So ya, just that.
Vote here if you like.
http://www.easypolls.net/poll.html?.....b0c842da360fe7
Commission proses test 1. (Free hypno file.)
Posted 9 years ago Hey guys, I am trying to make a commission form for my hypno sessions and find it easier to fix my work after testing it.
If one of you would be willing to fill this out and post it in the comments I would be willing to give you a session as you described it in the form.
(Just one free slot for now but I will have more later.)
Sona ref and any details: (IE, furr texture and anything you want changed for the dream.) (Leave this blanke )
NPC(s) ref and any details:
Setting:
Plot details on order:
Additional notes:
Chance for free hypno files coming soon.
Posted 9 years ago I am posting this now because my files have failed to work on about 5% of the people I have given them to so far, so I just wanted to say; try one of the demos first.
I have no problem with people I can't hypnotize but it seems a little pointless to give you things that won't work for you. ^^;
Also I will make that demo later tonight when my family is sleeping.
Second acount for cub things.
Posted 9 years ago So ya, if you like the idea of the normal content here (Gifts and commissions of myself, my lame art, silghtly less lame stories, and apparently good hypnosis.) but with cubs, diapers, and adult baby stuff added in go here:
ThatPaddedPandaCub
And if you don't like that stay far away form that page.
^^;
First demo ready.
Posted 9 years ago It is about 2mb to big to upload to FA so I had to post it on Google docs.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....XJnT20wUFNCamM
For best results listen to it in a calm place well sitting or laying down but still awake. If all goes well you should have a dream of inflating your belly with an air tank.
And though I said this would be as male I realized it was easier to just not mention gender at all as only the belly is made to grow in this.
Have fun and let me know how it goes for you.
The votes are in.
Posted 9 years ago Tied in first place we have Vaginal Sex (Receiving) (As male) and Anal Sex (Receiving) (As male) each with 22%
And in second we have Inflation (As male) with 14%
So ya, I will do 3 instead, lucky you guys.
I will have the demos out later tonight.
On a note of that last journal.
Posted 9 years agoI forgot to tell you. I will be making some demos.
Two in fact, and you all get to vote on what they will be about.
http://www.easypolls.net/poll.html?.....b0b54c9183f9cb
Two in fact, and you all get to vote on what they will be about.
http://www.easypolls.net/poll.html?.....b0b54c9183f9cb
What if I told you I could let you live out your fetishes?
Posted 9 years ago So ya... I just learned hypnosis and can use it to give people vivid dreams about anything I like, kind of like VR.
And ya, I know not everyone thinks this is real but that's OK.
Though for those of you who do think it's real, would you ever pay to have a session where I would have you live out some imposable fetish? It takes about 15 minutes and I could give you an MP3 so you could relive it anytime you like.
If you would like proof I could make a sample file and post it here if you like, I would jut need to know what sort of things you would like to see.
RP tutorial. [Plus general tips.]
Posted 9 years agoSo ya... Some of you seem a bit lost on how to RP. Hopefully this can help. Also let me know if you would like me to make more of these.
(And yes, I know there are other ways to RP. How would I not know that? I will just be going with my way as it's the way I know best. You are free to make your own tutorials if you like.)
Getting started.
Step 1:
Find someone who is into your fetish, but do not poke them just yet. (Try F-List if you don't have any on line who wants to play.)
Step 2:
Come up with a plot. This is actually quite easy. Just think about the partner you have picked. What are things they like? Maybe they like th idea of a pred sweet talking their pray before devouring them, or siblings making weight gain into a competitive sport.
There are many ways to do this too, try it and see what you can come up with.
Step 3:
Add more things. RPs get really really dull if you always have them center on just one aspect. Think of other things your partner likes that can fit well.
I'll include a list of what "side fetishes" go well with what.
Step 4:
Will there be sex? You need to know ahead of time if you and your partner will be yiffing each other at some point in this RP or you may just set yourself up for disappointment.
Step 5:
What is the setting? You partner may be OK with just saying "Where we are isn't important." but depending on what you are doing, having the RP set in the right place and time can make things way more interesting.
Step 6:
What is the story? Now that you have all the other things worked out you just need to string them together. Don't worry if it sounds silly, most people don' seem to mind sillyness as long as the story is OK.
Step 7:
Talk it over. Tell them your idea and ask if they like and if they would like to make any changes.
Playing.
The first post you make tends to b the most impotent as it establishes who you are, what you are doing, and what is going on. Always take your time with this.
After this posts tend to get shorter, but that doesn't mean you can just start giving one word replies. Which isn't to say it's never OK, just that it should be avoided when it can. As a rule RPs tend to be, at their core, about the interaction between you and your partner.
At some point, everything will likely start to slow down as you find it harder and harder to come up with anything else well at the same time the story seems to have reached a satisfactory end. Once this happens it's best to ask your parter if they want to end it there or if they have any ideas they want to try.
Details.
Now I know we can't all make 5 detailed pages worth of text for each post, but it's nice to knew what is going on.
Personally I like to describe any new things added and any changes made, telling all that is important but not so much so that the post is tidies. A good way to get this effect is to decide what to do, then find anything in it that could be a key moment and use that as a center piece for that post.
For example, in a vore RP you could simply say:
*Swallows you.*
But if you think about it, there are a few key moments that reading may make your parter feel more engaged. In this case, I would argue that th key moments are, pulling thew first part of their body into your maw, working said paw over all their favorite body parts, the the point where your belly starts to bulge, (If your pray is large enough.) and the moment where you actually swallow them.
Keeping that in mind we can easily make the old post into this (Assuming your partner likes their tail for this example.):
*Licks my lips as I cup my paws around your head, pulling your muzzle into my warm maw. Slowly I work my way down, your body sliding farther and farther into my damp insides, your solders pulling my cheeks wide as I reach the wider parts of your body. By the time I get down to your hips your head has already entered my stomach making a small lump in my gut and as I pull you deeper in you are made to curl up which only makes my gut swell farther. I can feel your tail wagging about as i work my down to it, that fuzzy appendage getting constrained by the tightness of my flesh around it. In no time at all I have pushed your feet into my hungry maw and gave one last swallow, sending you fully into my now much larger belly which has pulled tightly around you, making it possible to make out some of the shapes of your body through my flesh.*
It may seem overwhelming but if you work at it you will get better.
Side fetishes.
As I said before, RPs can get really boring if only one fetish is used, so here are a few things that tend to work well with some of the major fetishes. (Look them up if you don't know what they are.)
Weight gain: Voyeurism, exhibitionism, getting stuck, out growing cloths, room filling.
Vore: Romance, pred/pray politics (Trust me, it's more fun than you think with the right people.), slave play.
Inflation: Out growing cloths, room filling, things other than air.
Ya, I know there isn't much listed but I hope it gives you a bit of an idea.
Stuff I hear way to much.
Why won't [they] have sex with me?
Because they don't want too. Maybe they are just not into you. Maybe they don't go for your gender. Maybe they are taken and see it as cheating. Regardless, they don't have to have sex with you.
How can [they] not like [x]
Not everyone likes what you like. That is just how life is. You can ask then nicely but don't push it.
Why won't [they] play with me anymore.
They likely said yes at first, not knowing how you RPed and found it just wasn't fun for them. Now thy see you are not up to their standards. Work on your RP for a while then ask if they will give you another chance. Also do not ask them to soon, improving takes time.
I hope this helps you or at least amuses you. Let me know if you still want to know anything or just want to play.
(And yes, I know there are other ways to RP. How would I not know that? I will just be going with my way as it's the way I know best. You are free to make your own tutorials if you like.)
Getting started.
Step 1:
Find someone who is into your fetish, but do not poke them just yet. (Try F-List if you don't have any on line who wants to play.)
Step 2:
Come up with a plot. This is actually quite easy. Just think about the partner you have picked. What are things they like? Maybe they like th idea of a pred sweet talking their pray before devouring them, or siblings making weight gain into a competitive sport.
There are many ways to do this too, try it and see what you can come up with.
Step 3:
Add more things. RPs get really really dull if you always have them center on just one aspect. Think of other things your partner likes that can fit well.
I'll include a list of what "side fetishes" go well with what.
Step 4:
Will there be sex? You need to know ahead of time if you and your partner will be yiffing each other at some point in this RP or you may just set yourself up for disappointment.
Step 5:
What is the setting? You partner may be OK with just saying "Where we are isn't important." but depending on what you are doing, having the RP set in the right place and time can make things way more interesting.
Step 6:
What is the story? Now that you have all the other things worked out you just need to string them together. Don't worry if it sounds silly, most people don' seem to mind sillyness as long as the story is OK.
Step 7:
Talk it over. Tell them your idea and ask if they like and if they would like to make any changes.
Playing.
The first post you make tends to b the most impotent as it establishes who you are, what you are doing, and what is going on. Always take your time with this.
After this posts tend to get shorter, but that doesn't mean you can just start giving one word replies. Which isn't to say it's never OK, just that it should be avoided when it can. As a rule RPs tend to be, at their core, about the interaction between you and your partner.
At some point, everything will likely start to slow down as you find it harder and harder to come up with anything else well at the same time the story seems to have reached a satisfactory end. Once this happens it's best to ask your parter if they want to end it there or if they have any ideas they want to try.
Details.
Now I know we can't all make 5 detailed pages worth of text for each post, but it's nice to knew what is going on.
Personally I like to describe any new things added and any changes made, telling all that is important but not so much so that the post is tidies. A good way to get this effect is to decide what to do, then find anything in it that could be a key moment and use that as a center piece for that post.
For example, in a vore RP you could simply say:
*Swallows you.*
But if you think about it, there are a few key moments that reading may make your parter feel more engaged. In this case, I would argue that th key moments are, pulling thew first part of their body into your maw, working said paw over all their favorite body parts, the the point where your belly starts to bulge, (If your pray is large enough.) and the moment where you actually swallow them.
Keeping that in mind we can easily make the old post into this (Assuming your partner likes their tail for this example.):
*Licks my lips as I cup my paws around your head, pulling your muzzle into my warm maw. Slowly I work my way down, your body sliding farther and farther into my damp insides, your solders pulling my cheeks wide as I reach the wider parts of your body. By the time I get down to your hips your head has already entered my stomach making a small lump in my gut and as I pull you deeper in you are made to curl up which only makes my gut swell farther. I can feel your tail wagging about as i work my down to it, that fuzzy appendage getting constrained by the tightness of my flesh around it. In no time at all I have pushed your feet into my hungry maw and gave one last swallow, sending you fully into my now much larger belly which has pulled tightly around you, making it possible to make out some of the shapes of your body through my flesh.*
It may seem overwhelming but if you work at it you will get better.
Side fetishes.
As I said before, RPs can get really boring if only one fetish is used, so here are a few things that tend to work well with some of the major fetishes. (Look them up if you don't know what they are.)
Weight gain: Voyeurism, exhibitionism, getting stuck, out growing cloths, room filling.
Vore: Romance, pred/pray politics (Trust me, it's more fun than you think with the right people.), slave play.
Inflation: Out growing cloths, room filling, things other than air.
Ya, I know there isn't much listed but I hope it gives you a bit of an idea.
Stuff I hear way to much.
Why won't [they] have sex with me?
Because they don't want too. Maybe they are just not into you. Maybe they don't go for your gender. Maybe they are taken and see it as cheating. Regardless, they don't have to have sex with you.
How can [they] not like [x]
Not everyone likes what you like. That is just how life is. You can ask then nicely but don't push it.
Why won't [they] play with me anymore.
They likely said yes at first, not knowing how you RPed and found it just wasn't fun for them. Now thy see you are not up to their standards. Work on your RP for a while then ask if they will give you another chance. Also do not ask them to soon, improving takes time.
I hope this helps you or at least amuses you. Let me know if you still want to know anything or just want to play.
My dark apathy.
Posted 9 years ago Now is as good a time to say this seeing as what happened to day.
Celebrities die.
Fame doesn't make them immortal.
They do not live on thought their work or their fans.
And I do not care.
At all.
Please stop coming to me when people you don't know at all bit the dust OK?
Be ad at me fro this if you like, I don care about that either.
My thoughts on 4/20. (And most holidays.)
Posted 9 years ago Yes, I know about the weed.
Yes, i know why it's on this date.
Yes, I know Hitler was born on this day.
And yet...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sh7an-Y5D0c
On my not being here as much. [I'm fine.]
Posted 9 years ago No really, I am. I just thought I should tell you in case you where wondering.
So anyway, I am very introverted, kind of anti social, and have had a lot of interaction lately which makes me feel a bit overwhelmed and makes it hard to talk to people. Which can be a real drag when talking to the people I like.
That isn't anyones fault (Yes, not even yours. (And really really not yours
movler so don't even try to say it is.)) but I just need sometime to myself.
Maybe in some post apocalyptic world where problems can be solved with guns if you know what I mean.
So tl;dr, I just need a few days to myself well playing FallOut 4 and nothing to worry about, just me being me... I do not know how to end this.
PS: No, you can't help. Thank you for worrying but making a big fuss will just overwhelm me more. Just go about things as normal and I will be better soon.
I keep fprgetting to tell you this. D:
Posted 9 years ago I do in fact have a PSN account, and it's the only way to reach me when I am playing video games.
It's Jinx Adnix just as you would expect from me.
So ya, you can add me if you like, maybe we can even play FarCry together. I am good at picking people off with my bow.
^_^
Toons and elderich have a few things in commen. @_@
Posted 9 years ago No really, we are both under different rules form mortals that let us do things that you can't do.
For example, an elderich like me could take one step and somehow end up 10,000KM away well a toon can paint a picture of a tunnel onto a wall then go through it.
And now I can of want to spar with a toon just to see what will happen.
@_@
I am bord, ask me things. [SFW/NSFW]
Posted 9 years ago Board panda is board and needs questions.
So ask me anything you like.
Yes, even that.
New icon again. [F5]
Posted 9 years ago This one made by
Dragoan for only $3.
Seems he gets few commissions.
How odd.
Oh? You want to help me? [Not mad.]
Posted 9 years ago Oh OK then.
@_@
First of all, I get headaches at times.
They just happen, the only thing you can do to help is to stop telling me to take an aspirin. I am immune to these and all simmer drugs. They just don work. I have no idea why, all I know is they never help me at all.
Next, I am willing to (And have.) helped people, even if thinking about someone having such things happening may make some people feel uncomfortable. (Like that argument I had with a friend a few weeks ago.) It would be really nice if you could do the same for me. It would be nice to feel heard for once, even if all you do is pat me on the back and tell me that I am right to think it sucks.
And finally, as much as I like to joke that I have all the fetishes, there are some that bore me. If I tell you I don want to RP a fetish it means I don't like that fetish. Yes, I know we did it many times over, I have trouble saying I am not into these things. And yes, I know I seemed to like it before, I was faking. I am a very good actor.
Ya, that is all. Sorry I have been so bent out of shape these last few weeks, things got really bad, (Someone I know nearly died.) but things are batter now if not for my headache.
>_>
You may as well hear it form me.
Posted 9 years ago Some will tell you that I gave up on someone and told them they should kill themself.
Ya, just about.
I didn't do it for fun though if that makes it any better.
Her, this is my story, judge me as you see fit;
м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×, [01.03.16 17:01]
[Forwarded from м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×]
Piggy was born to an abusive family and as such was always depressed. Seeing this and taking pitty on him a librarian took pitty on him and gave him a book form her own colection. Not poppular book. This book and others by the ame man where very detaid but what was going on and how. To such a point that they where very nearly howtos. She told him to read the books and master a way of thnking described in the books known a Null-A. A bit like Zen if it where made by Vulcens. A big part of Null-A is to "not feel" but as humans are unable to really do this thoe who try thi are simply running form their feelings. Piggy did this for years till one day he couldn't. Litteraly couldn't. All the feelings he had had, (Mosty bad ones.) came crashing back to him. Since then he has been depressed and talking abotu wanting to go back to his Null-A. Even though I told him these will happen, only harder and he won be able to keep it up as long.
м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×, [01.03.16 17:01]
[Forwarded from м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×]
His IQ is 20 points above mine, and yet he's so dumb.
м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×, [01.03.16 17:01]
[Forwarded from м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×]
I have tried everything, warning, loveing him, arguing with him.
м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×, [01.03.16 17:01]
[Forwarded from м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×]
There is nothign I can do anyome.
м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×, [01.03.16 17:01]
[Forwarded from м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×]
Even I only have so many tricks.
If you have any new ideas I would be happy to hear.
If you hate me now I won't stop you.
If you want to try to help him do so.
It's not that I want him to die, just that I have nothing left I can do.