After feeling v v rough last week and over the weekend my neighbour took me to A&E as I knew something was very very wrong.

Been admitted for investigations of potentual Ovarian cyst/gallstone/kidney stones due to the loss of appetite, sickness and pain.

Been awake 26 hrs and desperatly want to sleep but have my CT scan midday and then ultrasound later somepoint >.<;

After much thought (and badgering from lots of friends ) I will be planning a party when I get my licence back and the theme will be princes & princesses.

Reason being people want to see me wear a dress in real life as they want to see what I look like at my most girly ( wedding irrelevant and doesnt count!!) before I don the leathers again hehe.

For ONE night and ONE NIGHT ONLY I will have my hair done, make up done and be in a dress.... After that its back to scruffbag Cindy mode =P

I'll make more updates in due course so you guys may well commence the sniggering or laughing now to get it done and over with =P

Since Im not on the road for a while and in need of some cash so my 200 is up for sale.

Its a non runner ( been stored in my garage for 6 years was running prior to syoring but ex hub first lost my keys then when he moved out it miraculously reappeared so not sure if it'll run with new battery or not ) so being sold for spares or repairs.

Might make a good project for someone who wants something to amuse themselves with.

Collection from Kettering im looking for £150-£200 ( parts are not common and bikes rarer ).

If this may interest you then pm me, hate to see her go but i need the money and she needs a new home =,{

DVLA have revoked my licence for 6 months, just got the letter this morning.

Work been informed, Im at Addenbrookes anyway so will no doubt have some form of meeting to discuss if I can keep my job or not. Insurance comp aware and will sort out policy with underwriters on monday.

So my work and life fucked thanks to Police and DVLA.... Cunts just like my husband!

No surprise I find myself alone trying to sort things out but least I know I can rely on myself. Perhaps later in life I hope when shit hits the fan I'll have someone by my side and turn to but as a divorcee I know that aint going to happen so just me, myself and I to get through this.

Peace

Loopy

Havent done journal for wee while,

•Babby and Mynka are both ok
•Ive completed my 4 week phased return to work without any problems so back to my usual hours and duties now.
•Things with are ok albeit stressf as things are pretty tense atm due to starting the separation proceedings ( ex hub hasnt bothered so now Im going to have to now if I want the decree absolut in 2 years -sighs- ) so more expense and stress I could do without which is resulting in us fighting more but when i get the seperation statement things wil be easier ( wont feel like I "belong" or have to support tge ex hub anymore yaaay ) so for now my only release is my riding which leads me to my next point;

I've attended furmeets and cons but not really the rallies and bike meets Ive missed so much :( So Im going to focus more on getting to those rallies, bike shows and meets as they for me are a buzz I cant get from anything else!

With going to cons n meets it'll give me a wee break to go to those events and see my extended family ive missed out seeing so far this year =3

So on that note Im not in a mood with anyone, had a big arguement or fallen out with zuk or anyone but Ive had a shittonn load of crap ive had to deal with recently ( physically, psycologically and emotionally ) and I need some me time to do what I enjoy and start loving myself and what I do again <3

Much love hugs n respect

Loopy

Found out last night that can't come with me anymore to the Barrel Bikers custom bike and trike show on 4th anymore, so wondering who'd like to come with me? ( I was gutted Z couldnt come so having a buddy there would be nice .)

Its in Bradwell Abbey Milton Keynes. From 11-4 ( i think ), stalls with all sorts and entry is free.

Be cool to share the bike show with someone than go on my todd for another year •_•,

I'm looking to commission someone to do art/design a red rose, white lilly ( stargazer ) and white rose together in memory of my Dad.

Reason being I have no where to really remember him by no memorial or grave so I thought having that design and applying to Mynka's tank will at least give me something to remember him by whilst doing what I love best.

The red rose was for his love of rugby, the white Lilly when he gave me away at my wedding ( we were joking saying he should have wore england rugby top then we both be wearing white lol ) and the white rose to symbolise he's an angel now.

If anyone is interested or can recommend anyone PM me that be very helpful.

I know its not furry art but I do know there are talented peeps out there nevertheless.

Peace

Loopy

Well my trip to London allowed me to bring back a souveiner of my new bike!

She's a tanky brute compared to Babby and granted slow on acc but damn she gives me some presence on the road and its nice to have heads turn thinking im on something bigger than it is hehe


Thank you for driving me there and coming back, sorry if I scared you coming off on the diesel spill Bats dont bounce I've discovered hehe


Ok Im off to recover from my exciting day..peace out fur guys n gurls xx

I believe due to a change of plan I might be spending Sat day and or night with family or friends in London depending how I feel and whats happening, any you guys near the ace cafe area fancy meeting up?

With all the crap from work and feeling crap its just a pick me up idea think it be nice to have something to look forward too x

Im picking up my new bike from Francos motorcycles on harrowden road and wondering if any of you london furs could give me some tips or advice about road system there.

Going to be using A5 to get to MK so any advice or routes would be cool I know how tricky london roads can be and i'd like a nice problem free ride so hence my asking.

Loopy

Saw my GP and he's satified that I can start a phased return to work to resume my duties!!

The next 4 weeks I'll be eased back into my jobrole and start getting used to commuting etc

Very pleased that things will start to go back to normal, its been exactly a month today since the accident and by fick its like I been through hell and back!!

Biiig thank to my buds and big Z who have supported me through my recovery through good times abd bad, all Im left with now is just a stutter and thats it!

Maybe can start planning some pickmeup rallies or bike shows to go now hehehe!!

Back in kettering with the pets, Hastur came back with me and gave me some valuable riding pointers :)

Think it'll take a while to get used to being on my own and back to normal routine >.<

After such a lovely time it will be a steep curve but ill get more used to it as time goes on.

Going to miss all my wonderful friends and of course Zuki too!!

I'll just have to hope now the DVLA dont take my licence thats still one of the big weights on my mind :(

Made it back twas a brill ride home following a wonderful con.

Now going to get Babby some TLC and semi service while i go catch up on some much needed sleeps!!

Back to kettering tomorrow and to the flat with me as the only human lol

Decided to go from Cf to Tesco to grt supplies but a butch in a landrover decided was a good idea to rear end me, knickingme off thr bike and leving me as heap with bike on top not stopping at all!

Gen public in Hink were lovely and some guys got bike off me, others checked I was ok and despite a big shake up worsening my stuutering and a broken but bodged R indicator im ok.

Thank you to everyone who took the time at CF to take time abd care to make sure I was ok. Glad I have some good people there for me :)

Well looks like the DVLA could poss revoke my licence due to the accident!

Bc I cant remember whst happened , no witnesses came forward and alledgly no other vehicles involved i could be deemed unfit to hold a licence as whst hsppened could be classed as a blackout.

A&E dr tolf me CT scan was normal and doesnt show abnormality to suggest a blackout occurrd and my GP says from looking at my med history and fact i really whacked my head its more likely i lost consciencenous from the impact of hitting my head than a blackout having occurrd.

In turn he's cool with me riding so I have been and been feeling pretty good bout it.

I've filled in the p/work DVLA sent me so can inly hope they dont revoke my licence >.<

If i loose my licence i loose my job :,/

So im goinh to CF with the worry the DVLA may tske my licence off me

Goody

Brrn for wee ridr toddy first timr sincr thr freskput coming bsck from MK.

Grtting there thi fesr thr clutch maybr burning out >.<

Toddy was suppised ti br onr fillrd wiyh happtness as is or was a specisl anniversary.

Instrsd Im in my flst witg chinchillr cuddlunf mr aline ans sorrowfil.

Seens nithing giid wsnts ti hsppen fur me anymire spent weekd looking forwsrd ti tiddy ans its soured.

Happt anniversary to me thrn I gurss yay me :(

After tuedsy events i really can say in nit suprised its just anothr cruel reminder peoplr crave misery frim others pain -sighs-

Fonding in incresingly hard ti br trustinf atm do many trusts betrayrd and at s timr whrn i need thrm thr bacjs are turnrd and loyalty twistrd ti owm selfisg desired ans nrrds.

My speecg and spelling id crsp , my vision blurred fir ovr a week , my paintence and trust frsyed and i csnt ridr.

In nit whi i used yi be, and without suppirt from who I need I never will be.

Fruitliop ans Rebel csn br no more as I nit thr Cindy iusrd to br :,(

Thosr responsinle I hopr yiur satified a brokin persim is further shatterd!

I hsd so mucg to liik forwarf to ans no its all gine. Plans ruined and my future obscured byt i'll fdce it evrn if itd on mu own ad frim now thr only paeprints in thr sand will judt be mine I gurss witg a hesvy heart

so after adrenalin worn off with trying to get back on road and back to normal ive ended up develoing a rather annoying stuttering stammer. Went ti doc s who said it could be due to the accident, stress and accumilation of oter things.

She if you see me please bear with me while I try to get my words out.

Was cool to see Silver fox wolf I wolf, Lost and my bro Budpanda.

Its v frustrating that being so outgoing im constantly held back by this fucking ztammer. eally pissing me off!!

Hoping its only temporsy bc I been signed off fir anothe week and hope by time I do go to work, it'll be a pain in the arxse to work with!

My fuse is v short too Im getting increasingly irked at things all time which is sign of head trauma , so my paitence as well as speech has been affected.

I hope the van driver is pleased with his work, and god help them If I or my buddies see them he's taken so much from me in their stupid antic of rushing about, they couild have killed me and still drove off.

Cunt

Got my baby back today, bar dent in tank L inicator broke ( but been replaced now ) and R mirror needs replacing.

My balance on L side is wobbly but that prib due to impact if landing in my head at 30mph :(

As of yet no other witnesses have come forward about the accident so far and not being able to remember what happened it'll remain a mystery which is a real headache in both senses >.<

So me and Babby both battered bruised but made from tough stuff and pulled through ok.

Big thanks to who kindly helped me with getting Babby back, checking her over and giving her wee ride to check she rode ok. And to for looking after me so well administrating the cuddles huggs and snuggs to help this Batty get better <3 x

For those who dont know I had an accident on Babby this morning. I dont know what happened as I cant remember but nothing is broken my leathers and helmet did their job just have a very sore head from impact of landing on it at 30mph.

As for Babby again i dont know how bad she is I was unconscience when the police got her recovered so until i collect her from pound i kust hopeshes not too badly damaged >.<

came straight down when A&E called to say what happened and will be taking care and doing obs on me for next 24hrs.

So battered and bruised Ill be back on the saddle whenever I cam be :) mot been put off riding !!

Well after 3 years I'm finally home!! The ex Hub is out and now im reunited with my family, friends and pets :)

The commuting to work hasnt been too bad either so I am one uber happy bunny!!

Now as Im teetotal i'll be having a welcome back tea party to celebrate in due course.

So remember on the road checking twice could save a life, for now look after yourselves and each other <3

Peace,
Loopy

1. Where are you staying?

The main place of the shindig tho you'll more than likely find me in the triumph bar with a sleeping bag ;P

2. Who will you be with?

and my beloved bike Babby!

3. Do you do free art?

Well I used to do alot of art until my efforts were met with and attitude of a decomposing duodenum so no I don't bother any more.

I mainly just focus on airbrushing and custom paint jobs on petrol tanks and bike parts now when I have the time. ( Babby shows testimony of my flames work on her tank take a gander at motorfurs. )

4. Do you have any art in the art show?

Just my bike at motorfurs she a moving piece of art to me =3

5. Which suit(s) are you taking?

Fruitloop the bat and Rebel the velociraptor

6. Can I dance with you?

Depends how I feel at the time

7. What is your gender?

Female

8. What age will you be?

25 yrs

9. What height are you?

Im a short arse thats all you need to know lol

10. Are you in a relationship?

Yep I have a very loving giving parter, geezus everytime I mount them my goodnesss the smile couldnt be measured and my hair turns messy and I get all sweaty.. and.. and... MY BELOVED BABBY I LOOOOOVE YOU..

*cough* ooooh I get you now! Well that be '_'; oooops Im in trouble now ( he gets jealous about my dirty bit on the side hehe )

11. Can I touch you?

Cuddles, hair smooths, tummy rubs and ear scratches are cool =)

12. What If I groped you in fursuit?

Im not into that kinda thing...ermm thank you

13. Can I talk to you?

Sure you can extra company is always welcome ( esp when parties, comic shooting and RPG's are going on I'll be finding myself with more time on my wings so feel free to chatter and have a few at triumph bar lol )


14. Can I buy you lots of drinks?

Scrumpy please none of that fizzy cider crap!! Enough scrump and Im anyones bat hehe


15. Can I snuggle with you?

Normally thats reserved with either Babby or

16. Can I invite you to a room party?

Thats cool Gargbutt will be busy most time so shindigs is where I'll be =)

17. Can I hang out with you?

Sure a buddy to hang with is always appreciated =)

18. How will I recognise you?

Look for leather, frizz and yellow glasses XD


19. Do you drink or smoke?

Drink occasionally but non smoking.


20. Who do you hope to see the most?

because he's owed some uber cuddles and fuzzles from this wee battybat <3

Had security advise me to move babby offsite as some suspicious individuals were caught loitering hanging round various motorbikes around hospital site. Babby now residing at a colleagues place for until after i get back from london at weekend buf will have to consider a safer place for her for tine being until such a time its deemed safe to bring her back, all bikers in site have been advised this.

Needless to say none of us are impressed so we are keeping eye out on each others bikes so got our own staff bike watch going.

Least if we catch the fookers i work in right place for where they'll end up >:)

Wishing you all a hoptastic easter. I'll giving Babby some TLC and having a quite on this year so on that note you take care of yourselves and each other.

Loopy