I've been here for a whole year and a half now, and I only have 100 watchers...? I thought I was better than that... Does anyone actually care about me anymore? I push to work on art so I have more to post here, but I only ever get one or two favorites from people... Why though? I go through soo much trouble of favoriting everyone else's art, sharing contest journals... But what's the point? I feel soo slighted... Not just that, but only a select few people ever talk or want to hang out with me but apparently get soo close to other people, hanging with them constantly. Why can't anyone make that effort for me? What kind of friends are they if they don't try to do the same for me? I wanna become good friends with people... I sacrifice soo much for the people I know in real life, I talk to them, get someone if they're not feeling good, even tell them I wanna hang out sometime... But I ALWAYS seem to get forgotten... Why do I try soo hard? I don't do this for the sole purpose to collect dust... I already know the select few that ever talk to me here will say "They're not true friends" or "I'm here! What about me?"... Believe me, i'm thankful for the fact that you care, but I wish more people would... I don't ask for much, I barely ask at all because I feel like a huge pest. Whenever I do, there's always some excuse as to why they can't hang out. I felt slighted here on FA on my birthday too. Why only 2-3 people saying happy birthday...? I feel like a pest even typing this journal, I know a majority of the people who will see this will probably ignore me once again...

I'm just soo hurt... Sick and tired of trying again and again with the same old damn result... Holding back tears because my family will wonder why, then call me immature for crying over it and tell me to grow up and get a job... I'm getting tired of soo much... All I want is for everyone, in real life and on here, to appreciate me more. Talk to me more, hang out with me more... I love Jimmi and all, but I need to hang out with other people too... I wanna hear people at the Haunted Mansion this fall to say they wanna hang out, and actually keep that offer. Not just to have all that fun until midnight every weekend, then sit there and wait until the next weekend and so forth until Halloween and wait the whole year to see people again. No... I'm through with being the lonely one, seeing status after status of how much they bond with everyone else except me. I wanna see a change this year, wanna have something to talk about when a family member calls and asks if anything is new. PLEASE, dear god PLEASE don't forget me anymore! T^T

I put an effort into typing up this journal, people put an effort for me too...

I was wondering if my good people out there could help spread my page around and get me more watchers? I'd greatly appreciate it! <3

Ohh my gosh! As some may already know, Tesla got here yesterday! Funny thing is that she showed up on Nikola Tesla's 157th birthday! As LC said via message on Facebook, "It was meant to be." I'm extremely happy with her, fits like a glove! Was soo comfortable wearing her, I almost fell asleep! I can't wait to wear her more. <3

Strangely woke up at 9, when I usually wake up at 12. O-o Anyways, watching Mulan until Jimmi gets here. Then at 3, everyone else will be here! Keeping everything crossed in hopes that this'll be better than the past 2 years! Wish me the best! Love you all! <3

I'm gonna be 22 on July 7th! I'm hoping this year would be better than the past 2 years, I really wanna enjoy myself instead of people pissing me off and getting me crying afterwards.

Also, I have New Leaf! My friend code is: 2020-0799-9901.

Please do give me your friend codes if you have New Leaf! :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4662455/
There are ponies out there who need your help, so donate if you can! <3

I'm currently on my boyfriend's laptop at the moment, since my computer screen derped really bad and is barely usable. I haven't been able to post stuff until now, so I apologize for this.

Also, my birthday's coming up in a couple months, so i'm wondering how it'll be this year... Kinda wish money wasn't such a huge issue for me or anybody because I would have a fursuit by now. :| I'd make my own too if I had the ability and materials to do so... I'd definitely make Flaire.

Is there anyone out there who takes requests?

is having a raffle for a free pony drawing (MLP). Go here for more info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4502023/

I've had one for quite some time, but never figured out how I can receive money on it. I really wanna start doing commissions for people on here, but I need some assistance. D:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4362109/

These pjs look cozy and adorable! I'd probably get a Flareon one. :3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4323336/

Please find my head design and vote for me! I would greatly appreciate it! Thanks to whoever does! X3

You were one of the greatest fuzzybutts ever... You helped me through some of the worst rough patches in my life, and I have never been more thankful... I can honestly call you my baby boy, and I bet you call me your mom. It was especially rough for us both these couple of weeks because of your eye getting soo badly infected and I couldn't hold you... I felt soo horrible because you were suffering, but you were soo hyper and I felt hopeful that was a good sign that you would be ok. But then I woke up one morning and realized your other eye got infected too and you were acting soo much worse... I can at least say i'm glad you're no longer suffering and you're comfortable now, but I can't help but feel upset knowing that I can't cuddle with you anymore... I love you soo much, you'll always be the best. I'll miss you everyday... ♥

I haven't been very active lately because of him... His eye got soo bad and I had spent $85 to make sure he'd be ok. We fought the fight as strongly as we could until he couldn't push himself onward any further... My heart aches even more for him now that i'm typing this out to everyone... He was worth every penny... I miss him way too much right now...

I'd definitely take advantage of a chance like this! X3
http://fursuitsupplies.com

Skahlly's journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4262455/

Bir's Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4264389/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9602400/

*keeps fingers crossed*

art for street art sticker trade, sketched out

1/3 pieces for art trade for a tail, part one complete, waiting for next drawing idea

Art trade

art for badge trade

My friend Raul's fursona: Blue ferret, sketched out

Also, if there's anyone out there who is willing to do an art trade for paws or a badge, note me!

Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4164419/

Epic Example of what you could get: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9398052/