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Posted 10 months agoHi everyone,
It's been a dang while since I refreshed this page. I can tell ya a lot has happened since. lol
Well, one thing I'm trying to do now is to get around and upload artwork I've commission over the past year or so.
I have a few more to post eventuallly I'll get there. Anyway, I hope you guys like it all. See ya around!
It's been a dang while since I refreshed this page. I can tell ya a lot has happened since. lol
Well, one thing I'm trying to do now is to get around and upload artwork I've commission over the past year or so.
I have a few more to post eventuallly I'll get there. Anyway, I hope you guys like it all. See ya around!
Gallery uploads
Posted 3 years agoI've had several commissions throughout the year but never got around to uploading them.
I had a free night and thought to upload them Lol
Crazy how time flies. I did not realize I had that many saved.
So there it is, contributing to the community by sharing some ideas and also putting out the artist name. :)
I hope everyone has been well. Stay safe!
I had a free night and thought to upload them Lol
Crazy how time flies. I did not realize I had that many saved.
So there it is, contributing to the community by sharing some ideas and also putting out the artist name. :)
I hope everyone has been well. Stay safe!
2021
Posted 4 years agoWelcome to the year 2021. $#@! XD
It's been so long since I last posted anything. Damn 4 years ago? lol
I've always been active here but mostly for fav'ing or commenting.
Here's to a new year in trying to at least be a bit more social considering how much the world has changed. I don't anticipate for there to be cons anytime soon sadly.. but in time they will.
For the time being, I'm around. You'll probably see more commissions being posted. I need to make this my year and find my joys/amusement where I can. :]
Anyhow, let's see what this year brings.
It's been so long since I last posted anything. Damn 4 years ago? lol
I've always been active here but mostly for fav'ing or commenting.
Here's to a new year in trying to at least be a bit more social considering how much the world has changed. I don't anticipate for there to be cons anytime soon sadly.. but in time they will.
For the time being, I'm around. You'll probably see more commissions being posted. I need to make this my year and find my joys/amusement where I can. :]
Anyhow, let's see what this year brings.
FN
Posted 9 years agoMy Furst Biggest Littlest Fur Con
Posted 9 years agoWhere are you staying?
At this Casino, somewhere in Reno, probably the police station
What day are you getting there?
Threesday
How are you traveling?
I'd fly but.. my claws are.. kinda beg.. so... it looks like I'll be fall over there
Who will you be rooming with?
Why, with the cleaning lady, I'll be her son for the weekend
How is the best way to find you?
Pfffff, you don't!
Haaahahahh!
...
Welll, if you must, my contact info is
>
Are there any panels you might be attending?
There's panels? If there's a drinking and gambling one, ...suurrreeee!
What do you look like?
Just some other Mexican, what did you want me to look like? ;P
Will you be suiting?
I already have my Tuxedo in the dry cleaners, picking it up TODAY! HURRAYYY!!
Do you do free art?
If I'm drunk enough, anything is possible
Do you do trades?
Actually, I'd seriously be down for trades. x)
Do you do badges?
If I wanted to
What is your gender?
Dragon
How tall are you?
5'8"
Can I talk to you?
Sure, but you gotta talk too. :3
Can I touch you?
Maybe, I'm okay with belly rubs ^.=.^
Can I visit your room?
Be cool, don't
Can I buy you a drink?
Alllright.. just this once, if I keep taking drinks from everyone I'll be SMASHING!
Do you accept gifts?
Nahhh... it's a trap!
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I don't know the difference but OK!
Are you nice?
If you haven't noticed... XD
Do you have an artist table?
One day
Will you be going to parties?
If I feel like it
Will you be performing?
Ain't got time for that
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Tap me on the shoulder, duhh, I go by Rawr
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Let's see... 'Whever the wind blows...' which iisss.. RIGHT BY THE BUFFETT!!! WOOO!!!
What/where will you be eating?
Probably try out an eating challenge or two :o
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends if I like you or not :B
Can I look in your sketchbook?
...neh
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
No
Can I take your picture?
Sure, if you're cool
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Make sure those I hold dear have the time of their lives :3
Until then, see ya arounnddd!
At this Casino, somewhere in Reno, probably the police station
What day are you getting there?
Threesday
How are you traveling?
I'd fly but.. my claws are.. kinda beg.. so... it looks like I'll be fall over there
Who will you be rooming with?
Why, with the cleaning lady, I'll be her son for the weekend
How is the best way to find you?
Pfffff, you don't!
Haaahahahh!
...
Welll, if you must, my contact info is
>
Are there any panels you might be attending?
There's panels? If there's a drinking and gambling one, ...suurrreeee!
What do you look like?
Just some other Mexican, what did you want me to look like? ;P
Will you be suiting?
I already have my Tuxedo in the dry cleaners, picking it up TODAY! HURRAYYY!!
Do you do free art?
If I'm drunk enough, anything is possible
Do you do trades?
Actually, I'd seriously be down for trades. x)
Do you do badges?
If I wanted to
What is your gender?
Dragon
How tall are you?
5'8"
Can I talk to you?
Sure, but you gotta talk too. :3
Can I touch you?
Maybe, I'm okay with belly rubs ^.=.^
Can I visit your room?
Be cool, don't
Can I buy you a drink?
Alllright.. just this once, if I keep taking drinks from everyone I'll be SMASHING!
Do you accept gifts?
Nahhh... it's a trap!
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I don't know the difference but OK!
Are you nice?
If you haven't noticed... XD
Do you have an artist table?
One day
Will you be going to parties?
If I feel like it
Will you be performing?
Ain't got time for that
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Tap me on the shoulder, duhh, I go by Rawr
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Let's see... 'Whever the wind blows...' which iisss.. RIGHT BY THE BUFFETT!!! WOOO!!!
What/where will you be eating?
Probably try out an eating challenge or two :o
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends if I like you or not :B
Can I look in your sketchbook?
...neh
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
No
Can I take your picture?
Sure, if you're cool
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Make sure those I hold dear have the time of their lives :3
Until then, see ya arounnddd!
How goes it?
Posted 10 years agoFigure I'd update this journal, and also point out that I updated my icon. XD
Something a made years ago.
So anyway, trying to reach the old and the new, how goes it? :3
Something a made years ago.
So anyway, trying to reach the old and the new, how goes it? :3
Elliot's CaliFur Spring Gathering
Posted 10 years agoIt was actually a lot of fun~ That's it! A perfect excuse to update my journal. :]
What? I'm not telling you what I did there. Bwahah!
What? I'm not telling you what I did there. Bwahah!
Monster Hunter 4
Posted 10 years agoI just picked up a copy yesterday and I'm curious, who plays? XD
Outro
Posted 10 years agoHello everyone!
I figure I should make a journal about FC and beyond. I owe it to my bros that I don't often see these days. This is a lot so, feel free to delete this journal. If you're curious, read up.
FC was a blast, I've simply had SO much fun being surrounded by loving friends. The peak was when we all had lunch together. I think I have an idea what it feels like when there are family gatherings. What it means to bring people together. It made me so happy. I felt alive, guys. I cared for each and every individual and I know they also cared for me too. Days go by and before you know it, it was that time to say goodbye.
Because you know the next time you see them, they'll grow to be a different person the next time around. I already know there would be changes in my life once I got home. So I really didn't feel any PCD like I used to. Maybe because I've gotten used to it. Like.. I feel that no matter the distance, no matter the time, love is that one thing that connects and binds.
Connects and binds..
no.
matter.
what.
The drive home was rather pleasant, seeing beautiful lands and mountains, having everyone laugh. I wish life could be like this all the time. Having a sense of belonging, feeling right at home.
Home, right.
Eventually I was dropped off, I made it to my place. The first things I hear were rather hurtful. So sad to be told that things were better off when I was away. My parents angry. Neighbors shouting at their kids. Furniture breaking. Getting yelled at. What happened? Suddenly it's like.. I'm aware of my surrounding, the toxicity which poisons my mind. Why am I still here? Why are these people my family?
Well.. just when I thought to cook food the stove was taken away. It had to be sold so we can pay for the deposit and first months rent. Can you imagine the frustration I had to face? How was I suppose to cook food now? I called it quits, I laid in bed, wondering why is my life the way it is? Shouldn't a family be caring and providing? Eventually I fell asleep. I didn't want all these emotions to punch me. Instead a few hours later I'm told that we had three days to leave and four days to survive out on the streets.
My family and I were forced to leave our home earlier than expected. It's a rather complicated reason that I don't even understand to this day.
The day comes when I had to go, and I was sitting in my car. It was surreal, it doesn't quite hit you until you're wondering what do you do? What is there to do when you don't have a home? I haven't quite figured that out. I was determined to sleep in my car, home is where the heart is, that's what I kept telling myself.
Luckily a relative decided to help us out. She was sort of hard to deal with at first. I have a bit of history with her, she was the one who told me my depression wasn't real at the time and never bothered to talk to me. So I have a grudge. She isn't a bad person, she has a family of her own to look after, it's just.. I felt like a stranger to her. My whole furry life, dragons and things? I suppose that's the trade off, when you don't know how to tell your family of your lifestyle. Some say furry is a hobby thing. Good for you, for me, that's not the case. This amazing fandom is where I met my friends, where I found love, where I became myself and worked towards freeing myself! A community where we can just express ideas and mingle so easily without any judgement. Do any of you understand how much time, how many lives it costs to have this opportunity? I know it's not for everyone and that's okay, but to explain the furry fandom to a conservative family, it's a different universe to them. Their reality has been wired and so for them, I'm just crazy. I realize, I don't care if I'm crazy. We're all crazy, crazy not to see what's important.
But the thing is.. they do care for me, just not in the ideal way I'd like it to be. And that's okay! This is where my life journey continues!
Life goes on, we stayed at their home for four days. Packing and unpacking, wrapping and unwrapping, lifting,pushing, pulling. Then it's work again, lifting, pushing, pulling, stocking, and cleaning. Even after all this is coming down on me, I kept it quiet. I told those I had to tell because it would directly affect them. I even had to stop volunteering for a little awhile.
That said, I was left in the negatives. I OWED money to the bank. I had to live with this until pay day. That whole time, struggling to get by, I thought about all my friends, what some of you guys are doing. I may not speak to you directly, but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you. It saddens me when some of you guys think I don't care, a lot of times I don't know what to say, and quite frankly, I had this mess to deal with so I wasn't quite in a sound emotional state of mind to be supportive when I had to tend to my own fires.
The hardest part of living through this process was getting up at midnight and not coming home until mid afternoon. Unable to afford gas to drive to work, or unable to buy food when I was starving and only eaten once. We didn't even have much food at home either so every day was a challenge. The idea of working so hard, only to be rock bottom. It broke my heart, honestly. Are we not taught that if we worked hard, we should prosper from what we've earned? It made me think.. how much am I worth in this society? What is my worth? My W-2 says $9,900. My job tells me $9.60/hr. My bank told me -$. It made the days longer however sleeping made it shorter.
But you know, the best part was experiencing first hand just how many of you out there are awesome.
Some of you fed me, supported me, sheltered me, asked "how was I doing?", held me, and began to realize, you all care for me in your own loving ways. You don't understand just how much of a difference you've made. How beautiful to see that there are amazing people out there. Suddenly I realize.. maybe I'm worth more than $9k. That the time I spend with friends per hour? Beyond the $9.60 mark. That the time spent together is priceless.
My biggest flaw is I don't know when to ask for help anymore because for so many years I did, and I was always ignored. I learned that I should only count on myself to get things done. Prioritize my living. However, I realized how wrong I am that I would have been ignored though. It caught me off guard.
Instead, I didn't want to ask for help or tell anyone what was going on, because I didn't want to see any of you worry about me. I didn't want anyone to be sad because of my troubled situation. I know I'm not the only one that is facing troubled times so it would be quite a huge burden for me to put this on your plate.
I bring it up now because, well, things are finally settling down. I'm doing better. Quite the crazy weeks, yeah. lol
If you read all that, well, by all means, *hugs* Thanks for taking the time to read.
I figure I should make a journal about FC and beyond. I owe it to my bros that I don't often see these days. This is a lot so, feel free to delete this journal. If you're curious, read up.
FC was a blast, I've simply had SO much fun being surrounded by loving friends. The peak was when we all had lunch together. I think I have an idea what it feels like when there are family gatherings. What it means to bring people together. It made me so happy. I felt alive, guys. I cared for each and every individual and I know they also cared for me too. Days go by and before you know it, it was that time to say goodbye.
Because you know the next time you see them, they'll grow to be a different person the next time around. I already know there would be changes in my life once I got home. So I really didn't feel any PCD like I used to. Maybe because I've gotten used to it. Like.. I feel that no matter the distance, no matter the time, love is that one thing that connects and binds.
Connects and binds..
no.
matter.
what.
The drive home was rather pleasant, seeing beautiful lands and mountains, having everyone laugh. I wish life could be like this all the time. Having a sense of belonging, feeling right at home.
Home, right.
Eventually I was dropped off, I made it to my place. The first things I hear were rather hurtful. So sad to be told that things were better off when I was away. My parents angry. Neighbors shouting at their kids. Furniture breaking. Getting yelled at. What happened? Suddenly it's like.. I'm aware of my surrounding, the toxicity which poisons my mind. Why am I still here? Why are these people my family?
Well.. just when I thought to cook food the stove was taken away. It had to be sold so we can pay for the deposit and first months rent. Can you imagine the frustration I had to face? How was I suppose to cook food now? I called it quits, I laid in bed, wondering why is my life the way it is? Shouldn't a family be caring and providing? Eventually I fell asleep. I didn't want all these emotions to punch me. Instead a few hours later I'm told that we had three days to leave and four days to survive out on the streets.
My family and I were forced to leave our home earlier than expected. It's a rather complicated reason that I don't even understand to this day.
The day comes when I had to go, and I was sitting in my car. It was surreal, it doesn't quite hit you until you're wondering what do you do? What is there to do when you don't have a home? I haven't quite figured that out. I was determined to sleep in my car, home is where the heart is, that's what I kept telling myself.
Luckily a relative decided to help us out. She was sort of hard to deal with at first. I have a bit of history with her, she was the one who told me my depression wasn't real at the time and never bothered to talk to me. So I have a grudge. She isn't a bad person, she has a family of her own to look after, it's just.. I felt like a stranger to her. My whole furry life, dragons and things? I suppose that's the trade off, when you don't know how to tell your family of your lifestyle. Some say furry is a hobby thing. Good for you, for me, that's not the case. This amazing fandom is where I met my friends, where I found love, where I became myself and worked towards freeing myself! A community where we can just express ideas and mingle so easily without any judgement. Do any of you understand how much time, how many lives it costs to have this opportunity? I know it's not for everyone and that's okay, but to explain the furry fandom to a conservative family, it's a different universe to them. Their reality has been wired and so for them, I'm just crazy. I realize, I don't care if I'm crazy. We're all crazy, crazy not to see what's important.
But the thing is.. they do care for me, just not in the ideal way I'd like it to be. And that's okay! This is where my life journey continues!
Life goes on, we stayed at their home for four days. Packing and unpacking, wrapping and unwrapping, lifting,pushing, pulling. Then it's work again, lifting, pushing, pulling, stocking, and cleaning. Even after all this is coming down on me, I kept it quiet. I told those I had to tell because it would directly affect them. I even had to stop volunteering for a little awhile.
That said, I was left in the negatives. I OWED money to the bank. I had to live with this until pay day. That whole time, struggling to get by, I thought about all my friends, what some of you guys are doing. I may not speak to you directly, but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you. It saddens me when some of you guys think I don't care, a lot of times I don't know what to say, and quite frankly, I had this mess to deal with so I wasn't quite in a sound emotional state of mind to be supportive when I had to tend to my own fires.
The hardest part of living through this process was getting up at midnight and not coming home until mid afternoon. Unable to afford gas to drive to work, or unable to buy food when I was starving and only eaten once. We didn't even have much food at home either so every day was a challenge. The idea of working so hard, only to be rock bottom. It broke my heart, honestly. Are we not taught that if we worked hard, we should prosper from what we've earned? It made me think.. how much am I worth in this society? What is my worth? My W-2 says $9,900. My job tells me $9.60/hr. My bank told me -$. It made the days longer however sleeping made it shorter.
But you know, the best part was experiencing first hand just how many of you out there are awesome.
Some of you fed me, supported me, sheltered me, asked "how was I doing?", held me, and began to realize, you all care for me in your own loving ways. You don't understand just how much of a difference you've made. How beautiful to see that there are amazing people out there. Suddenly I realize.. maybe I'm worth more than $9k. That the time I spend with friends per hour? Beyond the $9.60 mark. That the time spent together is priceless.
My biggest flaw is I don't know when to ask for help anymore because for so many years I did, and I was always ignored. I learned that I should only count on myself to get things done. Prioritize my living. However, I realized how wrong I am that I would have been ignored though. It caught me off guard.
Instead, I didn't want to ask for help or tell anyone what was going on, because I didn't want to see any of you worry about me. I didn't want anyone to be sad because of my troubled situation. I know I'm not the only one that is facing troubled times so it would be quite a huge burden for me to put this on your plate.
I bring it up now because, well, things are finally settling down. I'm doing better. Quite the crazy weeks, yeah. lol
If you read all that, well, by all means, *hugs* Thanks for taking the time to read.
FC MEME
Posted 10 years agoWassup mah peeps. Going to be at it again, hitting up the EPH-SEAS! Gonna splurge and live up that thuggin' lyfestyle.
Days staying:
Thursdee until Monolodo day.
Staying at:
Hillary Hilton Hotellin' Motel
DONT YOU BE BREAKIN' HER HELLEVATORS!! *shakes fists*
How are you traveling?
I'd totally fly because I'm fly like that, but you know, I forgot I'm fat so this time I'll be squeezin' into a car. I'm on a budget, son. Did you know that airlines now tax dragons to get on planes? Whaaaaat? Haha
Who are you rooming with?
A Stray Cat.
I don't even remember his FA, he's too cool for that anyway. I bet he won't even see this. ...! lol
Who will you be with?
All my fuzzy furrrriends!
Where will you be?
Shit, I don't know. In somebody's room or at some food place.
Follow my giggles.
How is the best way to find you?
I haven't the slightest idea. You do or you don't. XD
Look for RawrDragon or FlamingWars, Rawr, on my badge.
How can I get ahold of you?
You got mah twitter rawrdragon777 or through my phone.
What do you look like?
Big Mexican Dragon, you can't miss me.
What is your gender?
rawr
How old are you?
27
Are you mated/in a relationship?
Nope, and not looking. Don't even. :P
How tall are you?
5' 8" = 10000ft tall *stomps*
Can I talk to you?
Do we have to? I guess.. lol
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
I'm okay with hugs, snuggles.. I dunno. Unless I'm just drunk lol :P
Are you nice?
NOPE! Fuck off. ;]
Are you cliquey?
I am, I'll admit that. I like to feel safe knowing who I'm talking to and know where we're going. The place is like Vegas, anything can happen.
Are you fursuiting?
I wish! One day.
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
None. ;w;
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
We could just walk on by, I don't take it the wrong way. If you really want my attention and really want to talk, you can just come up to me and remind me who you are. :3 If I know you well, I'll most likely come to you.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Sure? I don't really carry a sketchbook these days but if you're really up for it, holla!
Can we hang out?
Perhaps, I do have plans already in mind, so it's hard to say what will go. @w@ Depends on what's happenin'. :3
Can I talk to you?
Yeah, I guesss. XD Just don't be THAT guy or gal.
Where will you be eating?
EVERYWHERE!! #FCFOODCON
Can I come to dinner with you?
Maybe, depends on the situation. Most likely, no, unless I know you well. See? Goes back to being cliquish. ;] No offense.
Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
I'll take free food. xD
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I don't know how to dance, lol unless you show me I guess. Haha
Can I buy you drinks?
Sure. :O You'll have my attention then.
Do you attend parties?
Guilty as charged. Part of the con experience, to me, is to party it up. Indulging and whatnot. Haha
Can I take your picture?
Of this beautiful fuzz on my muzz? Sure, haha
May I kidnap you to my room?
I want to say no, but who knows, hmm, maybe. ;]
Attending any events?
I want to attend those costume-related panels. ADP and shizz. I dunno. XD Anything goes.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Well have fun, meet new folks, and become closer to my friends/family. Reconnect with old faces and just live life man.
You
only
live
once
!
Days staying:
Thursdee until Monolodo day.
Staying at:
Hillary Hilton Hotellin' Motel
DONT YOU BE BREAKIN' HER HELLEVATORS!! *shakes fists*
How are you traveling?
I'd totally fly because I'm fly like that, but you know, I forgot I'm fat so this time I'll be squeezin' into a car. I'm on a budget, son. Did you know that airlines now tax dragons to get on planes? Whaaaaat? Haha
Who are you rooming with?
A Stray Cat.
I don't even remember his FA, he's too cool for that anyway. I bet he won't even see this. ...! lol
Who will you be with?
All my fuzzy furrrriends!
Where will you be?
Shit, I don't know. In somebody's room or at some food place.
Follow my giggles.
How is the best way to find you?
I haven't the slightest idea. You do or you don't. XD
Look for RawrDragon or FlamingWars, Rawr, on my badge.
How can I get ahold of you?
You got mah twitter rawrdragon777 or through my phone.
What do you look like?
Big Mexican Dragon, you can't miss me.
What is your gender?
rawr
How old are you?
27
Are you mated/in a relationship?
Nope, and not looking. Don't even. :P
How tall are you?
5' 8" = 10000ft tall *stomps*
Can I talk to you?
Do we have to? I guess.. lol
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
I'm okay with hugs, snuggles.. I dunno. Unless I'm just drunk lol :P
Are you nice?
NOPE! Fuck off. ;]
Are you cliquey?
I am, I'll admit that. I like to feel safe knowing who I'm talking to and know where we're going. The place is like Vegas, anything can happen.
Are you fursuiting?
I wish! One day.
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
None. ;w;
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
We could just walk on by, I don't take it the wrong way. If you really want my attention and really want to talk, you can just come up to me and remind me who you are. :3 If I know you well, I'll most likely come to you.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Sure? I don't really carry a sketchbook these days but if you're really up for it, holla!
Can we hang out?
Perhaps, I do have plans already in mind, so it's hard to say what will go. @w@ Depends on what's happenin'. :3
Can I talk to you?
Yeah, I guesss. XD Just don't be THAT guy or gal.
Where will you be eating?
EVERYWHERE!! #FCFOODCON
Can I come to dinner with you?
Maybe, depends on the situation. Most likely, no, unless I know you well. See? Goes back to being cliquish. ;] No offense.
Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
I'll take free food. xD
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I don't know how to dance, lol unless you show me I guess. Haha
Can I buy you drinks?
Sure. :O You'll have my attention then.
Do you attend parties?
Guilty as charged. Part of the con experience, to me, is to party it up. Indulging and whatnot. Haha
Can I take your picture?
Of this beautiful fuzz on my muzz? Sure, haha
May I kidnap you to my room?
I want to say no, but who knows, hmm, maybe. ;]
Attending any events?
I want to attend those costume-related panels. ADP and shizz. I dunno. XD Anything goes.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Well have fun, meet new folks, and become closer to my friends/family. Reconnect with old faces and just live life man.
You
only
live
once
!
So furry
Posted 11 years agoOn the 15th, I've turned 27.
I made a sofurry.com account: http://rawrdragon.sofurry.com
I plan to favorite stories there. This horn dragon loves to read all sorts of writings. Haha
Still doing college/work thing.
Going to meets, hanging out when I can.
That's pretty much the jist of it.
I made a sofurry.com account: http://rawrdragon.sofurry.com
I plan to favorite stories there. This horn dragon loves to read all sorts of writings. Haha
Still doing college/work thing.
Going to meets, hanging out when I can.
That's pretty much the jist of it.
[Signal Boostin']Help a friend?
Posted 11 years agoI have a great friend here who is facing some financial hardships.
While I know we're all struggling during these crazy times we have to remember to help out those we hold dear.
Check out his gallery if you're interested in his art, or watch one of his streams where he loves to do some gaming! Perhaps you just want to help out a dragon, just because dragons are awesome. ;D Haha
Whatever the case may be I appreciate the time taken to looking into all this.
You can find out more about his situation and how you can help Degyn.
degynsefer
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6167918/
While I know we're all struggling during these crazy times we have to remember to help out those we hold dear.
Check out his gallery if you're interested in his art, or watch one of his streams where he loves to do some gaming! Perhaps you just want to help out a dragon, just because dragons are awesome. ;D Haha
Whatever the case may be I appreciate the time taken to looking into all this.
You can find out more about his situation and how you can help Degyn.
degynsefer http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6167918/
[Signal boostin']AZ Furcon room space?
Posted 11 years agoMy good friend, 
bobbycorwin needs a vacay to remember. I know some of you are probably goin', so hook it up!
Would you have room space for this guy? I'll vouch for him if it comes to that. :]
If so, contact here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6140865/
bobbycorwin needs a vacay to remember. I know some of you are probably goin', so hook it up!Would you have room space for this guy? I'll vouch for him if it comes to that. :]
If so, contact here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6140865/
Dog Days of Summer
Posted 11 years agoSummer is here in the South Bay.
It's been here for some time anyway. However I think the days are going to start to truly get warmer. Juuust a little ittsy-bittsy. Before you know it, it'll be Fall.
Such beauty in the changes in seasons. Hmm...
... !
Oh.. Right.
I don't mean to bore you here, as my mind wanders about, Haha. I simply wanted to freshen up my status on here.
I certainly hope that life has been serving you well, visitor. I shall leave it to you to wander among these confined spaces for any objects of interest.
It's been here for some time anyway. However I think the days are going to start to truly get warmer. Juuust a little ittsy-bittsy. Before you know it, it'll be Fall.
Such beauty in the changes in seasons. Hmm...
... !
Oh.. Right.
I don't mean to bore you here, as my mind wanders about, Haha. I simply wanted to freshen up my status on here.
I certainly hope that life has been serving you well, visitor. I shall leave it to you to wander among these confined spaces for any objects of interest.
i as in imaginary
Posted 11 years agoWords.
The things that illustrate ideas. Ideas in which the essences of existence lies between each letter. So important, that letter is. Today, I think the letter "i" being something I find most interesting.
Imagination.
The thing that we all see within our minds, the worlds that we share among ourselves. How else do we share our soul which is bound to flesh like a kite on a string? To soar among the gracious skies, become closer to the sun or the moon, and the clouds.
Ahh. It's been awhile since I wrote anything. My thoughts scattered.
Anyway.
I am alive, friends!
Not that I have disappeared, I've been around. I've been meaning to write something here, but, never got around to.
I hope that everyone is doing well! ^_^
The things that illustrate ideas. Ideas in which the essences of existence lies between each letter. So important, that letter is. Today, I think the letter "i" being something I find most interesting.
Imagination.
The thing that we all see within our minds, the worlds that we share among ourselves. How else do we share our soul which is bound to flesh like a kite on a string? To soar among the gracious skies, become closer to the sun or the moon, and the clouds.
Ahh. It's been awhile since I wrote anything. My thoughts scattered.
Anyway.
I am alive, friends!
Not that I have disappeared, I've been around. I've been meaning to write something here, but, never got around to.
I hope that everyone is doing well! ^_^
FC
Posted 11 years agoWell, it's that time again.
I'd figured that I'd tell everybody that I shall be attending once again!
I'm not one to usually hand over my number, however, if you want, send a note. I just wanted to take a moment to point over to my twitter account and say that's the best place to get a hold of me for the upcoming con.
https://twitter.com/RawrDragon777
Once I get a good look at the schedule, I plan to attend to some panels out there and enjoy myself.
I have a feeling this is gonna be one awesome con!! :3 Even more so since HempCon is right there, so it'll bring in some interesting participants. Haha
Anyhow, peace and love, hope to see some of the familiar faces out there!! :D
I'd figured that I'd tell everybody that I shall be attending once again!
I'm not one to usually hand over my number, however, if you want, send a note. I just wanted to take a moment to point over to my twitter account and say that's the best place to get a hold of me for the upcoming con.
https://twitter.com/RawrDragon777
Once I get a good look at the schedule, I plan to attend to some panels out there and enjoy myself.
I have a feeling this is gonna be one awesome con!! :3 Even more so since HempCon is right there, so it'll bring in some interesting participants. Haha
Anyhow, peace and love, hope to see some of the familiar faces out there!! :D
Happy New Years!!
Posted 11 years agoNew Years is here.
So much has happened, much life has been lived. Many of that which is terrible, yet plenty that has been reasoned to be well enough. Being the author, it's rather difficult to distinguish the two when lots has been lost, moments after discovered moments.
Yet the found days are here and then gone like any other year. Doing what can be done, after all my time is now, unknowing and flowing like the winds that breezes on by.
My burden soul still burning brightly, infected with desires to flourish.
***
Much to say, perhaps I'll wait it out slowly.
Feeling good, in high spirits and all.
Wish you all to have a great evening!
Cheers!
So much has happened, much life has been lived. Many of that which is terrible, yet plenty that has been reasoned to be well enough. Being the author, it's rather difficult to distinguish the two when lots has been lost, moments after discovered moments.
Yet the found days are here and then gone like any other year. Doing what can be done, after all my time is now, unknowing and flowing like the winds that breezes on by.
My burden soul still burning brightly, infected with desires to flourish.
***
Much to say, perhaps I'll wait it out slowly.
Feeling good, in high spirits and all.
Wish you all to have a great evening!
Cheers!
26
Posted 12 years agoWassupp!!
Yeahhh!!! I figured I ought to freshen up my journal and post that it's my birthday! :3
I'm 26 now.
Wooo!
Yeahhh!!! I figured I ought to freshen up my journal and post that it's my birthday! :3
I'm 26 now.
Wooo!
3DS + Animal Crossing
Posted 12 years agoPretty much picked up a 3DS XL yesterday and finally got it all setup, and pretty much I need to add some friends up in this gadget!
So far, I have Animal Crossing at hand and been playing that a lot here and there so here's my
3DS Friend Code: 3093-7307-9130
I'm not sure if it changed since before or what but if you wanna play sometime, lemme know! I can't wait to get into the handheld gaming genre. Really, I'm just looking forward to Super Smash Brothers for the DS! Oh gosh.
Anyway, give me a heads up like you guys do so I can add ya back! :3
So far, I have Animal Crossing at hand and been playing that a lot here and there so here's my
3DS Friend Code: 3093-7307-9130
I'm not sure if it changed since before or what but if you wanna play sometime, lemme know! I can't wait to get into the handheld gaming genre. Really, I'm just looking forward to Super Smash Brothers for the DS! Oh gosh.
Anyway, give me a heads up like you guys do so I can add ya back! :3
Cons
Posted 12 years agoOh man, cons. Times certainly has gone by since the last time I've been to a con. I figure I ought to give heads up to some folks for those probably wondering and to help others remember my con plans. :)
AC is a no-go. I have my reasons, so perhaps next year I can make it.
CaliFur, I want to go but I'm really put off at not having a way to get there, or having a room. I don't have a car still, and booking a room is too expensive. I could roomshare but I'd rather room with someone I trust. :T Eh, that's okay though, I'm not really financially prepared to go anyways considering the things that life has thrown at me these days.
MFF may be a possibility, I dunno. Since it's closer to the fall/winter season, I may have a chance. Otherwise, I don't have any other plans as far as con goes this year.
I'm bummed I won't be able to see some familiar friendly faces at cons. :s Miss n' love you guys.
You all have a good time, and enjoy yourselves!
Peace be with you.
AC is a no-go. I have my reasons, so perhaps next year I can make it.
CaliFur, I want to go but I'm really put off at not having a way to get there, or having a room. I don't have a car still, and booking a room is too expensive. I could roomshare but I'd rather room with someone I trust. :T Eh, that's okay though, I'm not really financially prepared to go anyways considering the things that life has thrown at me these days.
MFF may be a possibility, I dunno. Since it's closer to the fall/winter season, I may have a chance. Otherwise, I don't have any other plans as far as con goes this year.
I'm bummed I won't be able to see some familiar friendly faces at cons. :s Miss n' love you guys.
You all have a good time, and enjoy yourselves!
Peace be with you.
101 Qs
Posted 12 years agoStealing this thing, figured it'd be interesting.
1. Had sex? Nope. :I
2. Bought Condoms? Nah, haven't gotten that far.
3. Gotten somebody Pregnant? No.
4. Failed A Class? Yeah, sometimes I don't know when to give up.
5. Kissed A Boy? Noo, not really the affectionate one.
6. Kissed A Girl? Noope.
7. Used A Little Paper Bag for Lunch? Pfff, no, last time it was probably sometime back in Elementary school.
8. Had A Job? Plenty but I'm still with my first job. I've grown too attach to these people to move elsewhere.
9. Slipped On Ice? Yeah, totally slipped and rolled down an icy slope on my way to Tahoe Lake.
10. Missed The School Bus? I'm pretty sure I have back in the days. I really wanted to watch Pokemon/Captain Planet during those times. lol
11. Fucked a girl? No, I don't have much interest in thems. :|
12. Bullied Someone On The Internet? No, I'm a believer that everybody is a good person, but somehow society corrupted them so I can only KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON.
13. Sexted? Fuck yeah, but it's not like I'm gonna be doing it during inappropriate times. xD
14. Sex In Public? Nope.
15. Played On A Sports Team? Yeah, played some Little League. Plus a of a Chess team. :B
16. Smoked Weed? I can never get high everytime I've tried. :p Too much of me not enough of them herbs.
17. Smoked Cigarettes? Never. I've always hated it, and besides, I've told myself that I'm already straining my body with fat, I don't need another drug to make it worse. :p
18. Smoked A Cigar? Err, once, when I was a kid. >~> Just tryin' to be cool..
19. Drank Alcohol? I do, but not as much as I used to. Ever since *that* year of AC, I don't wanna fuck up my liver.
20. Watched porn? I'm assuming videos, that would be a no. I just have no interest in it, *shrugs* :V
21. Skipped class? Always during my HS years, just some sad times, no one to relate to. :\
22. Gotten Arrested? No, I'm scared to death of being arrested. I have too much to lose, I feel that my family cannot function without me giving the orders/management.
23. Done meth? No.
24. Been To A Wedding? No, not really. Although I'm sure in time I will be involved with weddings and such.
25. Fell in love with a best friend? Hrmm, sure. I can certainly relate to that as I was growing up. Never ended well with the ladies.
26. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Sure, back in the days. I've always been playing WoW and such. Pretty much how I gained weight. :P I had no one offline, and I was merely a fool. Nowadays, only when I actually have time like that to burn. xD
27. Watched TV For 5 Hours Straight? Yeah, but now I don't really watch TV as much. D: I can't sit still, I always make it a habit of learning/doing something new each day.
28. Been Late For Work? Plenty, my work don't care. As long as I show up, and stay longer when needed that's all they want.
29. Been Late For School? Yeah, I could tell stories about that. I definitely had moments found in the Breakfast Club.
30. Kissed In The Rain? No, but that sounds romantic.
31. Showered With Someone Else? No, not really.
32. Failed My Drivers Test? Passed it on my first try when I was 19.
33. Cheated on a ex? No. I'm rather traditional with my beliefs.
34. Been Outside My Home Country? Mexico from time to time. That's about it. I can't really stand being there. I've seen mothers, begging for money on the streets with their babies in their hand. Heartbreaking stuff. :(
35. Been On A Road Trip Longer Than 5 Hours? Probably to San Francisco, but that's it.
36. Had Lice? No, that's groossss.
37. Gotten My Heart Broken? Plenty of times, but I've managed and moved on.
38. Had A Credit Card? I have some, and working on closing all but one >~> I've been paying with debit or cash nowadays so I'm making progress.
39. Been To A Professional Sports Game? Just once, my uncle had tix to the LA Dodgers on 4th of July. About it, really.
40. Broken A Bone? Never. I used to drink a lot of milk as a kid. I used to believe that I was a little tiger growing up. n.n Tigger was my favorite character, and so were tigers, my favorite animal during those times. So I must have strong bones! :o
41. Am I BI/Gay/Lesbian? I'm mostly gay, I guess. However, I've had my moments where I simply just found a handful of women, attractive in my lifetime. Still trying to learn how to deal with it, but I suppose that simply falls under learning about self.
42. Won A Trophy? Yeah, I used to have Chess trophies, but that's it really.
43. Cut Myself Unintentionally? Yeah, work has a way of doing that.
44. Had An STD? Nope!
45. Got Engaged? No.
46. Done ecstasy? Nah man.
47. Tried Out To Be On A TV Show? No, but that would be interesting though. I feel like I can manipulate my feelings enough to be dramatic if I wanted to.
48. Rode In A Taxi? Yep! Plenty of times~
49. Been To Prom? Nahh, just was never into school activities for varies reasons.
50. Played A Drinking Game? Too many to count xD Even did a Psychology research paper on it.
51. Stayed Up For 24 Hours Or More? I cannot stay up longer than 24 hours, my body will just shut down on me and I will pass out without even realizing it.
52. Been To A Concert? Nope! But I wanna.
53. Had A Three-Some? Nope!
54. Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Duh! :P
55. Been In A Car Accident? Yes, and in one case, I've cracked and nearly broken an entire windshield with my forehead as a kid. Perhaps that's why I gots the duuummbbss! XD lol
56. Had Braces? Naw, my teeth have grown just fine.
57. Learned Another Language? Yes, it has cost me my education since I was considered mentally disabled for some time due to the mix up of English and Spanish. I was lost between languages, so if I can't hear or don't understand, it's not that I didn't hear, I have. It just didn't register in my brain.
58. Killed An Animal? No, I've always loved and cared for animals. But I have witness some fucked up shit. :P
59. Been At A Yard Sale? Always, and even crashed those Thrift shops for some clothes.
60. Been To A Japanese Steakhouse? I think so, I'd obviously would love it.
61. Wore Make Up? Nope. :P
62. Talked To Someone Via Webcam? Raarreellyyy.
63. Lost My Virginity Before I Was 16? Nope.
64. Had My Wisdom Teeth Taken Out? No, but I do need to have those taken care of. >~>
65. Kissed Someone A Different Race Than Myself? Nah.
66. Snuck Out Of The House? Err, not really.. To sneak out implies that your not allowed to go out. For me, my parents didn't care. :x
67. Bought Porn? Not really~ Maybe furry pr0nz, and who knows, maybe something more. :X
68. Had A Virus On My Computer? That's like asking, have you ever been sick in yo entire lyyfee!
69. Had Oral Sex? No, but rather interested. :P
70. Dyed My Hair? Once, to brown. lol Though I may get some highlights or something, I dunno yet.
71. Gone Skinny Dipping? No
72. Graduated From College? Not quite, and probably won't for sometime due to my struggles in life of helping my family make ends meet. :I
73. Wore Someone Else’s Clothes? No, everyone else's clothes are too small :I I'm too fat.
74. Voted In A Presidential Election? Yeah, doin' somethin' than nothing. Absentee voter hurr.
75. Rode In An Ambulance? Yes!
76. Rode In A Helicopter? No.
77. Caught The Stove On Fire? Nope!
78. Got In A Verbal Fight? Yeah, but I'd end up crying ;~; I'm not quick-witted enough to say anything vulgar.
79. Met Someone Famous? No, could care less.
80. Been On Vacation? Yup!
82. Been On A Boat? Hah, the only boat ride I've ever been on would be anything from Disneyland.
81. Been On An Airplane? Yup, I love to fly. Flying away to another place has always made me super happy.
83. Broken Something Expensive? No, I tend to take care of my stuff. D: Though, events out of my control do happen.
84. Had Surgery? No, I'd be pretty scared to get one though.
85. Beat A Video Game? The last game I probably beat was Max Payne 3. lol
86. Found Something Valuable On The Ground? Probably some money.
87. Made A Survey? No.
88. Stalked Someone On A Social Network? No.
89. Prank Called Someone? Yes.
90. Been To A Library Outside Of School? When the internet didn't exist, yes I did.
91. Spent Over $100 Shopping In One Day? Yeah, inflation is a bitch :I But it's not like I do it everyday.
92. Cut My Hair And Hated It? I've never cut my own hair, too afraid D: Been traumatized when my mother tried a whirl at it.
93. Peed Outside? Yeah, fuck that.
94. Went Fishing? No
95. Helped With Charity? Yeah, I've done my share by either donating blood or volunteering. I'm a believer that more work can be done actually helping out somewhere rather than throwing money to fix the problem.
96. Taken A Pregnancy Test? No lol
97. Been Rejected By A Crush? Yeah, I have. Oh well, better to get your feelings out and sorted than to regret and wonder when older.
98. Been Suspended From School? Once for being late to school too many times lol It was really stupid.
99. Broken a mirror? I guess I have, on accident at some point.
100. Thrown up on someone? No, but I have been thrown up ON. :P Hahah
101. Lied to your parents? I suppose, white lies though. I have no reason to lie other than my personal life. Stuff that's not really their business to know. >->
1. Had sex? Nope. :I
2. Bought Condoms? Nah, haven't gotten that far.
3. Gotten somebody Pregnant? No.
4. Failed A Class? Yeah, sometimes I don't know when to give up.
5. Kissed A Boy? Noo, not really the affectionate one.
6. Kissed A Girl? Noope.
7. Used A Little Paper Bag for Lunch? Pfff, no, last time it was probably sometime back in Elementary school.
8. Had A Job? Plenty but I'm still with my first job. I've grown too attach to these people to move elsewhere.
9. Slipped On Ice? Yeah, totally slipped and rolled down an icy slope on my way to Tahoe Lake.
10. Missed The School Bus? I'm pretty sure I have back in the days. I really wanted to watch Pokemon/Captain Planet during those times. lol
11. Fucked a girl? No, I don't have much interest in thems. :|
12. Bullied Someone On The Internet? No, I'm a believer that everybody is a good person, but somehow society corrupted them so I can only KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON.
13. Sexted? Fuck yeah, but it's not like I'm gonna be doing it during inappropriate times. xD
14. Sex In Public? Nope.
15. Played On A Sports Team? Yeah, played some Little League. Plus a of a Chess team. :B
16. Smoked Weed? I can never get high everytime I've tried. :p Too much of me not enough of them herbs.
17. Smoked Cigarettes? Never. I've always hated it, and besides, I've told myself that I'm already straining my body with fat, I don't need another drug to make it worse. :p
18. Smoked A Cigar? Err, once, when I was a kid. >~> Just tryin' to be cool..
19. Drank Alcohol? I do, but not as much as I used to. Ever since *that* year of AC, I don't wanna fuck up my liver.
20. Watched porn? I'm assuming videos, that would be a no. I just have no interest in it, *shrugs* :V
21. Skipped class? Always during my HS years, just some sad times, no one to relate to. :\
22. Gotten Arrested? No, I'm scared to death of being arrested. I have too much to lose, I feel that my family cannot function without me giving the orders/management.
23. Done meth? No.
24. Been To A Wedding? No, not really. Although I'm sure in time I will be involved with weddings and such.
25. Fell in love with a best friend? Hrmm, sure. I can certainly relate to that as I was growing up. Never ended well with the ladies.
26. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Sure, back in the days. I've always been playing WoW and such. Pretty much how I gained weight. :P I had no one offline, and I was merely a fool. Nowadays, only when I actually have time like that to burn. xD
27. Watched TV For 5 Hours Straight? Yeah, but now I don't really watch TV as much. D: I can't sit still, I always make it a habit of learning/doing something new each day.
28. Been Late For Work? Plenty, my work don't care. As long as I show up, and stay longer when needed that's all they want.
29. Been Late For School? Yeah, I could tell stories about that. I definitely had moments found in the Breakfast Club.
30. Kissed In The Rain? No, but that sounds romantic.
31. Showered With Someone Else? No, not really.
32. Failed My Drivers Test? Passed it on my first try when I was 19.
33. Cheated on a ex? No. I'm rather traditional with my beliefs.
34. Been Outside My Home Country? Mexico from time to time. That's about it. I can't really stand being there. I've seen mothers, begging for money on the streets with their babies in their hand. Heartbreaking stuff. :(
35. Been On A Road Trip Longer Than 5 Hours? Probably to San Francisco, but that's it.
36. Had Lice? No, that's groossss.
37. Gotten My Heart Broken? Plenty of times, but I've managed and moved on.
38. Had A Credit Card? I have some, and working on closing all but one >~> I've been paying with debit or cash nowadays so I'm making progress.
39. Been To A Professional Sports Game? Just once, my uncle had tix to the LA Dodgers on 4th of July. About it, really.
40. Broken A Bone? Never. I used to drink a lot of milk as a kid. I used to believe that I was a little tiger growing up. n.n Tigger was my favorite character, and so were tigers, my favorite animal during those times. So I must have strong bones! :o
41. Am I BI/Gay/Lesbian? I'm mostly gay, I guess. However, I've had my moments where I simply just found a handful of women, attractive in my lifetime. Still trying to learn how to deal with it, but I suppose that simply falls under learning about self.
42. Won A Trophy? Yeah, I used to have Chess trophies, but that's it really.
43. Cut Myself Unintentionally? Yeah, work has a way of doing that.
44. Had An STD? Nope!
45. Got Engaged? No.
46. Done ecstasy? Nah man.
47. Tried Out To Be On A TV Show? No, but that would be interesting though. I feel like I can manipulate my feelings enough to be dramatic if I wanted to.
48. Rode In A Taxi? Yep! Plenty of times~
49. Been To Prom? Nahh, just was never into school activities for varies reasons.
50. Played A Drinking Game? Too many to count xD Even did a Psychology research paper on it.
51. Stayed Up For 24 Hours Or More? I cannot stay up longer than 24 hours, my body will just shut down on me and I will pass out without even realizing it.
52. Been To A Concert? Nope! But I wanna.
53. Had A Three-Some? Nope!
54. Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Duh! :P
55. Been In A Car Accident? Yes, and in one case, I've cracked and nearly broken an entire windshield with my forehead as a kid. Perhaps that's why I gots the duuummbbss! XD lol
56. Had Braces? Naw, my teeth have grown just fine.
57. Learned Another Language? Yes, it has cost me my education since I was considered mentally disabled for some time due to the mix up of English and Spanish. I was lost between languages, so if I can't hear or don't understand, it's not that I didn't hear, I have. It just didn't register in my brain.
58. Killed An Animal? No, I've always loved and cared for animals. But I have witness some fucked up shit. :P
59. Been At A Yard Sale? Always, and even crashed those Thrift shops for some clothes.
60. Been To A Japanese Steakhouse? I think so, I'd obviously would love it.
61. Wore Make Up? Nope. :P
62. Talked To Someone Via Webcam? Raarreellyyy.
63. Lost My Virginity Before I Was 16? Nope.
64. Had My Wisdom Teeth Taken Out? No, but I do need to have those taken care of. >~>
65. Kissed Someone A Different Race Than Myself? Nah.
66. Snuck Out Of The House? Err, not really.. To sneak out implies that your not allowed to go out. For me, my parents didn't care. :x
67. Bought Porn? Not really~ Maybe furry pr0nz, and who knows, maybe something more. :X
68. Had A Virus On My Computer? That's like asking, have you ever been sick in yo entire lyyfee!
69. Had Oral Sex? No, but rather interested. :P
70. Dyed My Hair? Once, to brown. lol Though I may get some highlights or something, I dunno yet.
71. Gone Skinny Dipping? No
72. Graduated From College? Not quite, and probably won't for sometime due to my struggles in life of helping my family make ends meet. :I
73. Wore Someone Else’s Clothes? No, everyone else's clothes are too small :I I'm too fat.
74. Voted In A Presidential Election? Yeah, doin' somethin' than nothing. Absentee voter hurr.
75. Rode In An Ambulance? Yes!
76. Rode In A Helicopter? No.
77. Caught The Stove On Fire? Nope!
78. Got In A Verbal Fight? Yeah, but I'd end up crying ;~; I'm not quick-witted enough to say anything vulgar.
79. Met Someone Famous? No, could care less.
80. Been On Vacation? Yup!
82. Been On A Boat? Hah, the only boat ride I've ever been on would be anything from Disneyland.
81. Been On An Airplane? Yup, I love to fly. Flying away to another place has always made me super happy.
83. Broken Something Expensive? No, I tend to take care of my stuff. D: Though, events out of my control do happen.
84. Had Surgery? No, I'd be pretty scared to get one though.
85. Beat A Video Game? The last game I probably beat was Max Payne 3. lol
86. Found Something Valuable On The Ground? Probably some money.
87. Made A Survey? No.
88. Stalked Someone On A Social Network? No.
89. Prank Called Someone? Yes.
90. Been To A Library Outside Of School? When the internet didn't exist, yes I did.
91. Spent Over $100 Shopping In One Day? Yeah, inflation is a bitch :I But it's not like I do it everyday.
92. Cut My Hair And Hated It? I've never cut my own hair, too afraid D: Been traumatized when my mother tried a whirl at it.
93. Peed Outside? Yeah, fuck that.
94. Went Fishing? No
95. Helped With Charity? Yeah, I've done my share by either donating blood or volunteering. I'm a believer that more work can be done actually helping out somewhere rather than throwing money to fix the problem.
96. Taken A Pregnancy Test? No lol
97. Been Rejected By A Crush? Yeah, I have. Oh well, better to get your feelings out and sorted than to regret and wonder when older.
98. Been Suspended From School? Once for being late to school too many times lol It was really stupid.
99. Broken a mirror? I guess I have, on accident at some point.
100. Thrown up on someone? No, but I have been thrown up ON. :P Hahah
101. Lied to your parents? I suppose, white lies though. I have no reason to lie other than my personal life. Stuff that's not really their business to know. >->
Foward Thinking
Posted 12 years agoI write to you, simply because.
I wanted to write to you about journeys throughout my life but I think I should talk of life within recent times. As you know, I'm still attending college, trying to find my way in this world. I'm always a believer that education would show me the way to a happier, more fulfilling life. I attend college, religiously.
I haven't quite earned my Associate's Degree which is suppose to be a two year certification, an embarrassment of mine. Although from what I've gathered throughout all these years, there isn't really a race to these things, time seems to be irrelevant. Only that, in that within us all lies a spirit of will and over time and time again does it surface among us all.
I admit, I've felt defeated from time to time, giving in to my shattered dreams, but for some reason I seem to have an eye for shattered dreams. Piecing them up together again much like a mosaic glass, always reconfiguring them into something more refined, something more beautiful than before. I imagine that eventually it will all turn to sand, and that must be returned to the Earth from which we came from but while this sand is mine, while I still have grasp of what I can make out of it, I feel that in this moment that I would like to simply give you bits of sand, time, love, or whatever you want to call it to show you on a level that there is hope, for.. well.. anything.
I'm so close, I can just feel being close to making my life-term goal, well, at least a step closer to it anyway. Truly, a B.A. or a Master's and even PHD would be ideal but I'm many years away and I don't quite want to fall prey to loans/debt/etc.
Moving on, I wanted to bring up about my family. My family that I've been wanting to run away from all these years. I can't quite explain what has been happening throughout the past months or weeks, but there's been a huge shift, a change I never thought I saw before. Perhaps my investment in my family is actually paying off. I can't tell you the heartache I've been through with them but in the end, I've managed to be a lot closer with my parents. As I've been telling them of my struggles and fears, of being lied and deceived, and even robbed of. After time of telling them the amount of damage they're doing to myself and siblings, they've finally opened up! I suppose that after many days and many nights, they see that I've come through on them, despite how much I have lost.
I've learned a lot, a lot of anger has been express but I find that as long as you're able to talk, resolve, forgive and forget then the possibilities are endless. I have moved on and I only found love and respect everywhere that I go. And I only wish that I can share of this brotherly love and hope so that you, too, can be inspired and continue onward in finding your way among these parts of the universe.
I think it's easy to say that work has been the root of where a lot of changing has been taking place. For the better and worse, I can say I'm quite happy here. It doesn't pay much, nor do I plan to make a career out of it, but I certainly can't complain about it whenever I compare my place with other workers. I think what has really made it pay off are the people I have met that I probably would have never come across in this life. So I always tend to get all sorts of views and perspective in all walks of life. I truly just love how well respected and the silly humorous that goes on.
Sometimes I just feel that I'm not really on the same page with some people as I thought I would be. I realize that I can't really be friends with whoever I want to be, it just simply happens, and whether or not I'm worthy is something that is out of my control. Such is life, I've always been misunderstood, and I'm okay with that. I think I can finally understand and accept this.
Anyhow, I see that I am living right now, this is my life, while I can't do everything that I want, I'm learning to be happy with what I got. Of course I dream a better tomorrow, but the day isn't over yet, and I still have plenty of time to get to my destination. Worse case scenario, I tried, right? ;]
Welp, take care everybody, best wishes to you all!
~FW.FR.RD
F(W.R.)R.D.
Foward.
I wanted to write to you about journeys throughout my life but I think I should talk of life within recent times. As you know, I'm still attending college, trying to find my way in this world. I'm always a believer that education would show me the way to a happier, more fulfilling life. I attend college, religiously.
I haven't quite earned my Associate's Degree which is suppose to be a two year certification, an embarrassment of mine. Although from what I've gathered throughout all these years, there isn't really a race to these things, time seems to be irrelevant. Only that, in that within us all lies a spirit of will and over time and time again does it surface among us all.
I admit, I've felt defeated from time to time, giving in to my shattered dreams, but for some reason I seem to have an eye for shattered dreams. Piecing them up together again much like a mosaic glass, always reconfiguring them into something more refined, something more beautiful than before. I imagine that eventually it will all turn to sand, and that must be returned to the Earth from which we came from but while this sand is mine, while I still have grasp of what I can make out of it, I feel that in this moment that I would like to simply give you bits of sand, time, love, or whatever you want to call it to show you on a level that there is hope, for.. well.. anything.
I'm so close, I can just feel being close to making my life-term goal, well, at least a step closer to it anyway. Truly, a B.A. or a Master's and even PHD would be ideal but I'm many years away and I don't quite want to fall prey to loans/debt/etc.
Moving on, I wanted to bring up about my family. My family that I've been wanting to run away from all these years. I can't quite explain what has been happening throughout the past months or weeks, but there's been a huge shift, a change I never thought I saw before. Perhaps my investment in my family is actually paying off. I can't tell you the heartache I've been through with them but in the end, I've managed to be a lot closer with my parents. As I've been telling them of my struggles and fears, of being lied and deceived, and even robbed of. After time of telling them the amount of damage they're doing to myself and siblings, they've finally opened up! I suppose that after many days and many nights, they see that I've come through on them, despite how much I have lost.
I've learned a lot, a lot of anger has been express but I find that as long as you're able to talk, resolve, forgive and forget then the possibilities are endless. I have moved on and I only found love and respect everywhere that I go. And I only wish that I can share of this brotherly love and hope so that you, too, can be inspired and continue onward in finding your way among these parts of the universe.
I think it's easy to say that work has been the root of where a lot of changing has been taking place. For the better and worse, I can say I'm quite happy here. It doesn't pay much, nor do I plan to make a career out of it, but I certainly can't complain about it whenever I compare my place with other workers. I think what has really made it pay off are the people I have met that I probably would have never come across in this life. So I always tend to get all sorts of views and perspective in all walks of life. I truly just love how well respected and the silly humorous that goes on.
Sometimes I just feel that I'm not really on the same page with some people as I thought I would be. I realize that I can't really be friends with whoever I want to be, it just simply happens, and whether or not I'm worthy is something that is out of my control. Such is life, I've always been misunderstood, and I'm okay with that. I think I can finally understand and accept this.
Anyhow, I see that I am living right now, this is my life, while I can't do everything that I want, I'm learning to be happy with what I got. Of course I dream a better tomorrow, but the day isn't over yet, and I still have plenty of time to get to my destination. Worse case scenario, I tried, right? ;]
Welp, take care everybody, best wishes to you all!
~FW.FR.RD
F(W.R.)R.D.
Foward.
Getting by
Posted 12 years agoWassup FA?
Been awhile since I've said somethin'.
So here's a brief summary about what's been going down.
Work is work, a bit of drama going on but whatever. Not apart of it. xD So much for getting a management position but that's cool, more time to focus on college.
College has been keeping me busy! I've been working hard on my homework, studies, and such.
Really, just the same-ol thing with the ultimate goal of earning a degree of some sort. :P I'm so close to earning an Associates. Hopefully I can earn two or three when I cash in on my credits. I have too many... lol
I've been trying new things, and had some ideas on others but majorly, I have my eyes set on fursuits.
Ideally, it'd be nice to build some kind of fursuit, a partial one or something. I think I got what it takes, the only hard part would be the head piece. :x
And also, I want to make a cosplay costume of this guy:
Lieutenant Amodar from Final Fantasy XIII:
http://finalfantasy.wikia.com/wiki/Amodar
I'm convinced that I look a lot like this guy, perhaps I'm a bit bigger but still! What fun would it be to play off as this guy. xD
We'll see how this all works out. Perhaps I can get started once my tax return comes in.
Anyhow, I hope everyone has enjoyed their recent holidays.
Stay awesome!
Been awhile since I've said somethin'.
So here's a brief summary about what's been going down.
Work is work, a bit of drama going on but whatever. Not apart of it. xD So much for getting a management position but that's cool, more time to focus on college.
College has been keeping me busy! I've been working hard on my homework, studies, and such.
Really, just the same-ol thing with the ultimate goal of earning a degree of some sort. :P I'm so close to earning an Associates. Hopefully I can earn two or three when I cash in on my credits. I have too many... lol
I've been trying new things, and had some ideas on others but majorly, I have my eyes set on fursuits.
Ideally, it'd be nice to build some kind of fursuit, a partial one or something. I think I got what it takes, the only hard part would be the head piece. :x
And also, I want to make a cosplay costume of this guy:
Lieutenant Amodar from Final Fantasy XIII:
http://finalfantasy.wikia.com/wiki/Amodar
I'm convinced that I look a lot like this guy, perhaps I'm a bit bigger but still! What fun would it be to play off as this guy. xD
We'll see how this all works out. Perhaps I can get started once my tax return comes in.
Anyhow, I hope everyone has enjoyed their recent holidays.
Stay awesome!
Adventure in Time
Posted 12 years agoMan, the past week or so has been to cray to say.
I don't even know where to say my journey has begun or where it has ended because neither of these things happened.
I've certainly had the time of my life getting to visit my best friends, and then going to FC and seeing all sorts of friends, new and old. I shared so many laughs and cheers, I hope that the next con I go to can be just as adventurous and be bold to say that it will even be better than before.
I don't know if it's possible, but I think I wanna say I have the opposite of PCD. I've just been more true to myself, and living it up. Perhaps it takes time to truly feel it or I dunno. I feel like I'm more closer with family and friends than ever before. I feel like I've been eating some rare candies and done some leveling up. I know what I have to do to improve. It's like, I'm actually flying again. :3
So, Whoop!
Although, soon enough I'm gonna back to the grind. Working already, and college starts up in the next week or so and who knows how that's going to work out. Right now, my job is offering full-time status, and it's one of those things I gotta think carefully about. If I take it, I'd probably hafta leave college for a semester to get my scheduling sorted. But then it's like, I'd be stuck here in LA, which I'm learning to love now anyway. Just a lot to think about. I could really change my life if I took the position, but I'd set back in school. A catch 22 :x
Aside from that, I've been more interested in playing old NES/SNES games and watching Game Grumps. So if I'm not on Steam you can find me on Skype, which you can find that info over there on my contacts.
Otherwise, not much more to say really. I'm just barely beginning to open my heart to the world and I'm sure only great things will come out from that.
Hope everyone else is doing well. I'll admit I'm not great at keeping tabs with everyone and such, but I do beseech you all that I am indeed thinking of many of you and your stories. It is your stories, your words, and our memories that influence who I am today and possible future.
See all of y'alls around!
I don't even know where to say my journey has begun or where it has ended because neither of these things happened.
I've certainly had the time of my life getting to visit my best friends, and then going to FC and seeing all sorts of friends, new and old. I shared so many laughs and cheers, I hope that the next con I go to can be just as adventurous and be bold to say that it will even be better than before.
I don't know if it's possible, but I think I wanna say I have the opposite of PCD. I've just been more true to myself, and living it up. Perhaps it takes time to truly feel it or I dunno. I feel like I'm more closer with family and friends than ever before. I feel like I've been eating some rare candies and done some leveling up. I know what I have to do to improve. It's like, I'm actually flying again. :3
So, Whoop!
Although, soon enough I'm gonna back to the grind. Working already, and college starts up in the next week or so and who knows how that's going to work out. Right now, my job is offering full-time status, and it's one of those things I gotta think carefully about. If I take it, I'd probably hafta leave college for a semester to get my scheduling sorted. But then it's like, I'd be stuck here in LA, which I'm learning to love now anyway. Just a lot to think about. I could really change my life if I took the position, but I'd set back in school. A catch 22 :x
Aside from that, I've been more interested in playing old NES/SNES games and watching Game Grumps. So if I'm not on Steam you can find me on Skype, which you can find that info over there on my contacts.
Otherwise, not much more to say really. I'm just barely beginning to open my heart to the world and I'm sure only great things will come out from that.
Hope everyone else is doing well. I'll admit I'm not great at keeping tabs with everyone and such, but I do beseech you all that I am indeed thinking of many of you and your stories. It is your stories, your words, and our memories that influence who I am today and possible future.
See all of y'alls around!
FC
Posted 12 years agoYeeuh!
