Merry Christmas everyone, hoping the next year is heaps better than this was.

Happy Thanksgiving all, hope you all have a good day.

It wasn’t a great evening by a lot, but ive calmed down though i still feel like crap. I dont want to dump or vent openly about it but today was probably the closest ive gotten to doing something id not get to see to regret.

It was a bad evening made worse by someone who couldn’t care less who says what they always do when they are disappointed. “Youre always tired or dont feel good when we want you to do something” roughly translating to “you didnt bend to our every whim at the given moment and you disgust us”. This evening that hit in just the right way and the following arguement and being threatened with potentially being kicked out was enough i was willing to consider just ‘signing off’ so i was never a problem again and didnt have to deal with the treatment going forwards.

Im alive, as well as i can be, didnt do anything. Just doing what i normally do to cope. Games, music, and muse transformation ideas. No friends were really available to openly vent to that didnt try to make light of things or ‘thats rough buddy’ me or send a hug emote. Not that anyone could really do much in the way of consoling me or otherwise anyhow.

Take it easy all,

-FireFoxZero

You can find me on Bluesky as TheFireHyena. Given the idiot at twitters helm is hellbent to enable stalkers and the like the site will eventually probably go belly up if he keeps going so just letting folks know where you can find me on twitters replacement.

Survived Helene, finally got power back. Thanks to all those that were concerned ❤️

Saw something about removing Age Regression pictures cause ‘fa is targeting anyone with them in their gallery and banning them even for sfw regressions’. Only had 3 posted so went ahead and removed them. Can always reupload if FA pulls its head out of its ass, which i dont expect will be the case. Period.

Heres hoping whomever is pushing this issue stubs their toe and has a really inconvenient day.

Thank you all for the birthday wishes, be it here, discord or wherever you wished me a happy birthday. I really appreciate it.

Nother birthday, at least its already better than last year’s due to no hurricane and us not having lost power and me dancing with heatstroke and dehydration.

Happy Birthday, nother 5 years and itll be the big 40.

Dont think ive ever spoken to them but it is sad to hear of their passing. My condolenses.Thank you for having made a place for everyone to come together.

Anyone else just randomly being logged out of FA?

Kinda annoying to have to constantly sign back in.

Good friend  Dustyerror could really use some help due to the weather right now in Texas, its gotten really cold. Please, anything can help even if all you can do is signal boost. They’ve been hit with bills and are presently without heat due to the winter storms.

Here are links to their post and gofundme:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55166203/
https://gofund.me/2495a71e

Hopefully things are going well for everyone, despite drama on my end its been okay.

Birthday was end of August, during a hurricane where we spent the majority of a week without power sweating to death. Not the greatest birthday by far but who knows i might live to see a worse one some day.

So yup. 34. Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday and the continued survival during the hurricanes aftermath. No bday cake, not really any presents, definitely no gift art (haha, what am I popufur or something?), but hey made it around the sun another year and survived a hurricane only moderately dehydrated.

Thank you to all that cared and showed it and even those who care and dont show it.

I keep meaning to post commissions ive gotten but given its a minefield at times with fas rules hard to know what is or isnt gonna trigger a mod or something. Will just have to see as i go i guess.

Thats about it. Belated birthday yeen that got a little too dried out.

Hope everyone is well

-FireFoxZero/TheFireHyena

Extra good day to get turned into elephants! Let the elephant tfs and tftgs begin!

Also birthday end or the month. Woo I guess xD

May need to start looking for a new place to post art, the smooth brains behind fa are competing with elon for dumbest decisions ever made.

Not to sound like a echo chamber or anything based on journals ive seen about the new policy but from where i stand it really just seems like an attack on peeps who have Pokemon or Digimon ocs who are and/or arent humanoid/anthropomorphic but thats just me and how its interpreting out to me. Maybe enough stink is raised and they better word it or just flat walk it back cause its just a really ambiguous policy. Some folks draw Pokemon and Digimon a certain way, unless it’s outright harmful then why even police it at all? Guess we will just see if decisions lead to what for folks on the site. Maybe this wont lead to something thats off the wall stupid.


Also not dead, just gotten to the point i dont do journals much anymore cause theres rarely anything worth saying, just wanted to throw my two cent in. Maybe im reading the policy wrong or maybe it actually is ambiguous af and we’ll see admins/mods abusing it based on their own potentially skewed moral compasses and agendas. We’ll just have to see. If a less wack place to post art comes up im sure folks will flock to it, hopefully it doesnt turn into some sort of animal farm of sorts where good intentions lead to some screwed up results. Hopefully the same doesnt happen here as the goal post of what is acceptable is moved more and more.

Rolled over to a higher number, woo!

Just got watched by a bot account that apparently reports anything i post to telegram. That feels…incredibly stalkery. Any idea how to get it to not watch me? Also why have a bot that reports who posts what and when? Are people that lazy? Just feels like a really indifferent/uninterested way of following someone. Guess it’s another point of wishing FA’s block feature worked like twitters block feature so i could make the sketchy watchers just watch a ‘you are blocked’ page.

Maybe im being irrational, idk. Got a toothache and Stalkerbots just is pushing a wrong button for me during this toothache.

Be sure to hug your hyenas.

Hope it goes well for everyone! Seems fa had a ui update, dont like it so back to classic because its less out of place looking.

Sorry for lack of journals or submissions of commissioned art of 3d models. I have a very hard time being productive in the program so i do little more than tinker here and there woth models in sketchup. Dont have the means to pick up a new program and learn it as well as i did sketchup so no idea if i ever will make new models.


Again, Happy New Year everyone!

~FireFoxZero

So birthday was a couple days ago and only just thought to update my age in my profile. Apparently ive failed to think to do that for several past birthdays. Im definitely not 26 anymore. ...time flies.

Merry Christmas everyone. Been a year and while i was caught up in my own thoughts i thought back on friends ive made, friends ive tried to make, friends who didnt work out and so on. I appreciate all of you, youve brought me joy, and times that werent so joyous but despite how happy or unhappy each of you have made me I appreciate having gotten to know each of you and hope you all have a Merry Christmas and happy new year.


I apologize for lack of my old 3d model content, my ability to produce it is a bit hampered by new computers and lack of ability to get the file i need to install the program again due to terrible internet. Aside from that ive not been super talkative to some folks and I apologize if it seems like I’m ignoring you or forgotten you, sometimes i just feel like a bother to everyone and just go quiet for weeks or months in some of my social circles and it’s usually because im just dealing with my own demons and sometimes they get the better of me. There are times i wonder why i just haven’t faded away yet or why some people even like me or talk to me and its hard to put a finger on what exactly is what make people stick around me. Maybe its just that so many share in the love of transformation and gender bending. I thank you all for sticking for whatever reason it is you have. =)

Merry Christmas everyone

A old friends friend is in need of help, their house has burnt down and are in need of help due to being in a tough spot, if anyone can offer anything to them be if donations for food or to help them out monetarily please dont be afraid to help them out.


https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8863349/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8863349/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8863349/

My personal feelings regarding the old friend is redundant if someone in need is in dire need. Please see if you can help them in any way.

Yup, in the next few hours another level up in terms of age. Gonna be 29, seems like every year this time a mood strikes me and i just kind of want to drift off and vanish from servers and chatrooms but i push myself to stick around because i crave interaction with the people whom i call friends and e-family.

To be honest the majority of this month has been me wrestling with myself about if i should just show myself out of some servers on discord since i do little else but lurk and breath up their good chatroom air. I cant seem to make myself be productive in these servers short of just taking up space and pondering my own things in my little corner. Im not entirely sure whats wrong with me or if whatever it is can be considered ‘wrong’ to just feel despondent and socially lethargic. Just keep telling myself I’m just missing the mojo I used to have that drove myself in various interests but now in those places all i can manage are opinions and the like. I wont say im depressed, though I could be given how ive felt the past few weeks seeming to sink a bit lower every other day.

Honestly i dont even know myself, just worry at times im just a nuisance to everyone. Not trying to hold a pity party, I apologize if thats what it seems like. Anyhow, just the ramblings of a soon to be birthday hyena. Best i can manage for myself and others is to just keep smiling as long as i can.

Wish everyone the best,

-FireFoxZero/TheFireHyena

Needing one to two anthro female kitsune drawn but not sure on who. Been trying to dig around for a adopt artist who has any out but havent had any luck. Looking for this kitsune female to be drawn quite busty and have brightish colors or ones that are a mix of gem and metal like colors such as Steel and Sapphire or a likewise mix of complimenting colors.

If anyone knows an artist that fits the bill or currently has a kitsune female up for adoption please let me know.


-FireFoxZero