I did ill. I have a 37.6C and will be to help my health...

I either sleep too much or I'm busy. I woke up at 11 a.m., and at 10 p.m. I suddenly fell asleep. Sorry, I'm trying to draw at least slowly.

I do not know exactly what happened, but now I forget to take antidepressants. It's very hard to live, because when I sleep, I don't rest, I have disturbing dreams and nightmares every day. It's getting harder to run away from feelings and problems, but I can't solve them on my own, and there's no money for a psychologist. A psychiatrist is cheaper

Perhaps the fatigue arises from the large number of people, because Ku and I live with his parents, and guests come here every day, so it became impossible for me to even leave the room. Therefore, while I am temporarily resting, I will try to draw the adopts, or at least something for myself.
If someone already needs to finish commission, please, write me, I will try to continue it soon, please let me know about it..

Now I'm changing the old adopts, improving them and restarting them again, so maybe someone will be interested in them. I have a lot of old dusty adopts that no one has bought or noticed, so why aren't they being transformed? x)

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....ABLES-OPEN-NOW

And I created folder with pokemon arts and adopts!
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTS-AND-ARTS

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Hi! I to work with him very long, and I finished him! 🔮🐉
This Pokemon is very beautiful and shiny, with iridescences from cyanide to purple, with sparkles and smoke 🌌

❗️ Bids start from $30, have time to purchase if you liked it! ❗️

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50971338/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50971338/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50971338/


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I know, that once day Russia will block FA.
Time over.
Now I upload this site with a free vpn and I don't know how to live on
I afraid to buy VPN because Russia can to block my VPN

I am also afraid that one day a military shell will fly to us in Sochi.
I am sick of this scandal with world leaders, and I feel powerless because of it.
Now there is no peace anywhere, because in one place there is a war, in another - all kinds of terrorists, in third countries - totalitarianism, in fourth - natural disasters, and there is no peace anywhere

The good news is that I finally got citizenship! I fought for him for a year and a half. It remains to make a passport and redo the documents.

The bad news is that I'm sick. I do not know that it is probably another coronavirus, because there are a lot of sick people in this area right now. I don't believe the WHO news about 90% immunity to coronavirus, if such news exists at all.

I planned to finished all my commissions as soon as possible, but if the illness completely knocks me down, then, apparently, I will have to be detained again. I'm sorry for this...

When I draw some commissions, I will draw a set for selling adopts similar to the Halloween theme!!!

Wait!!
If it comes out, there will be two packages, one of which is budget.

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UPDATE 24.10.2022

I don't have time to create adopts, so, unfortunately, they will most likely be canceled. :c

You can to buy her here:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48898490/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48898490/

I and my love Ku have a virus, and don't can to become healthy, we need to eat for the body energy and fight with virus. Medicaments don't help us..
You can to help us to donate some money, any money will help us! Thank you!
https://boosty.to/exbesh/

Or you can to buy commission!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45338640/
You can to buy commission for discount 50% with promocode "journal"!

Or you can to buy adopt:

Universe wolf for a $35 USD!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48535213/

Hell horse for a $20 SB!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48749693/

Cute wildebeest for a $7 SB!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48896190/

And other here: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....ABLES-OPEN-NOW

Thank you!

ALL OPEN ADOPTS HERE:

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTABLES-OPEN
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTABLES-OPEN
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTABLES-OPEN
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTABLES-OPEN
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTABLES-OPEN
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....DOPTABLES-OPEN

I may argue from my side, but for me personally it is unthinkable.
Firstly, this will not solve the problem of frequent reminders, simply because it's not about their number, but the number of people themselves who came to the site.

Secondly, my sales will fall even lower, and I won't be to draw something new, I won't even be to draw old debts, I don't have the time and health for this, as such in general.

I think the best solution would be to allocate a separate gallery for reminders so that they are not lying around in the general gallery. This will be both a help for the hardworking, and the absence of importunity for citizens.

I have difficulties not only with finances, but also with housing. I can't pay for the apartment, and it will be difficult to discuss the terms with the landlady.

It is not a fact that she will agree to the payment from the deposit, and whether he will return, I do not know.

And it is also problematic to live with Ku's parents, because they have about 4-6 relatives temporarily living there, and it will be difficult for them to settle us there.

It is possible that orders will be postponed, but at the same time new adopts and Ych will appear. It is quite possible that nothing will appear at all in connection with leaving for a real job. The debts will still be paid.

I apologize in advance for the situation.

I'm really sorry that I didn't add everyone to the list I have to draw, I'll do it soon because most things are incredibly burdensome for me and I'm trying to get out of the artblock. I do not know why, but I have dramatically lost my skills and do not understand what is happening around me at all.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47983738/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47983738/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47983738/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47983738/

He draw a wonderful commissions!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47839998/

This magazine is just a cry of the soul, and nothing more. I just want to ease my soul by speaking out here.

The way the ruble collapsed is terrible. 1 dollar is equal to 54 rubles. It used to be 75, and that was acceptable. And now prices are rising rapidly, and the exchange rate is getting smaller and smaller. This is extremely unfair, it seems that it has become unrealistic to work at all.

The authorities promise to return the course to its former place, and I hope that this will happen, otherwise soon many people who depend on the course will simply not be able to work, and not only artists..

I look at the exchange rate, rising prices and a reduction in my own sales, and just sit there, as in a meme with the expression "how so??"...

It's getting a little more difficult for me and my love partner  Doctor_Ku . We began to get quite tired of easy trips to the store near the house. Shortness of breath seems to become more difficult. We are starting to worry about this.

Therefore, for the most part, we can't do anything normally, including work and draw for ourselves. We are doing something, but very slowly. The day is slipping through our fingers faster than with usually depression, and food is running out, but there is no new money, and we cannot work in life yet due to the lack of necessary documents. The documents have not been issued to us yet.

To be honest, we will be very happy to see even $1, simply because the money has completely run out. I do not insist on this in any way, but if you have the desire and opportunity to help, you can send it to boosty. Unfortunately, apart from boosty, there are no available options.

https://boosty.to/exbesh
or
https://boosty.to/doctor_ku

Thank you very much if you respond!

I already feel calmer thanks to the support of regular subscribers! Thank you all!
But I'm still sick a virus, and I try to lie down more or get up to eat or do something т-т
But then I will finally be able to afford to draw for myself when will I be cured

I have a big problems - I am and my love partner Doctor Ku don't have a money for
housing rent payment and eat
Therefore, I announce a huge discount to all adopts!

Promo code: LIVE
In comments for adopts or PM!


I will close promo a 31 May 20:59 GMT +0

Payment: Only Boosty! Actual information
P.S: Boosty often work with crash, and he can don't work few days, but he working now (at least I hope so)

All adopts: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....ABLES-OPEN-NOW

Stressed... stressed... migration in Russia, because in Russia live my love..
stressed.. tickets, money, PayPal, war...

Everything was fine before the outbreak of hostilities :с

Everything, now PayPal is dead.
I myself am from Uzbekistan, where there was no paypal, but I use the paypal of a loved one  Doctor_Ku for about six months or a year, and he is from Russia.

Accordingly, all sales are suspended!!!
Until I register in other systems.

I plan to register with Payoneer, Paysend, Payеer and the list from here where Uzbekistan or Russia will be registered in the system: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10145978/
I can guarantee a Payoneer, because he works in Uzbekistan, and while my country is not connected with sanctions, pah-pah.

My only job that I can pull, and then with difficulty, suddenly collapsed.

I really hope that you will use other payment systems!! I'm very upset by the situation...

ALL PAID COMMISSION WILL BE A DONE, ALL OKAY!

I can't be active normally and I make orders at the speed of a turtle, because I started suffering from insomnia...

herbal teas and Afobazol do not help, I'm lying as if I'm sleeping on the phone in parallel with the alarming situation in the world, because I still have to go to Russia as soon as I collect the necessary amount to apply for citizenship in the Russian Federation, although the situation is now becoming somewhat sad, but in my native Uzbekistan they are tightening the screws with religion, there are a lot of fanatics...
plus, my beloved person lives in Sochi, and it's very close, I'm afraid for him...

I am sitting on gunpowder, because if something happens to paypal or my money in the bank, I will have to urgently go to Russia and already by some miracle work in reality, I do not know how, to be honest... because I suffer from some kind of mental health problems and do not always work, I can just immerse myself in my experiences or lie in bed for a long time.

That's what I mean... sorry if I owe someone something very much, I remember that one of the clients has been waiting for 2 months, although I don't like to give something longer than 1.5 months, but I failed somewhere, sorry, but I will try to finish everything as soon as possible!

I found a reliable source of information that explains that there is no reason to panic about the blocking of PayPal yet.
But this can happen if PayPal itself refuses to cooperate with Russia. Therefore, I continue to accept commissions and sell adopts as usual!

PS: Honestly, I'm worried about the whole situation and very nervous, at the same time I don't want to incite hatred between anyone at all. In general, I am for world peace

I don't like to bring up controversial topics, but... Now the US is planning to block banking communication with Russia due to the outbreak of war in Ukraine. That is, it is possible that Paypal will also be blocked.

In the event of such an outcome, which payment system would you use instead of Paypal? Or would you waive commissions and adopts altogether?

Unless, of course, banking communications are completely blocked ...