Whoever posts here with a link (to photobucket or tinypic or ant image hosting site) to an un-cropped screen shot with the 4000k page view, will get their choice of 1 thing from the following list.


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realistic eye icon (static)

Running icon

digital full color bust

full body sketch

or

if you only pay shipping you can get:

a Feather of Leather (with either metal clip in the back or a wire wrap top loop to wear on a necklace.)

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sorry im not offering a yarn tail for this, I'm still finishing up the last ones.. they take FOREVER since i upped the length from 7" to 15" -.-

http://savederpy.com/


Some people actually got offended about 'Derpy Hooves' originally named Ditzy Doo so now she had her named changed and might no longer be in future episodes. :[

http://sterlingpony.deviantart.com/.....erpy-287023603

"Dear Princess Celestia,

Today I learnt that ponies who could possibly been seen as having a disability, no matter how loved, are not good enough and should be hidden away or changed.

Your faithful Student,
Sterling"



sigh.. in other news, im still 30$ short for my uncles urn.. his ashes arrived yesterday and we have nothing to put them in.. and a box with a plastic bag is not what we want him to rest in. :[

im still open for yarn tails and i still plan on putting up an auction for getting a tail and ear set of your choice for 40$

I want to make this tail http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7555457


I can do veriations of the pattern if you wish, I can even turn it into a longer cat tail (thin cat or fluffy wide cat)

and custom Ears with a similar patter that i will have a sketch for later tonight. The ears are custom whatever size you wish. and i was thinking about using a lace border for the ears and to outline the diamond shapes in the tail.. I'll also have a sketch for what i mean by that..

I just really need to make the last bit of money for my uncles urn, and since no one has commissioned me yet, I will have to try an auction of this tail.


Would anyone be interested at all? It would start at 35$ which is HALF the price of actually geting a custom tail from me. so you would be getting a great deal from this auction. Just please dont re-sell it. unless you sell it for LESS than you paid for it. and dont claim that you made it yourself.

Again there would be an ear set as well, either smaller dimands but same pattern, or bigger dimands... examples coming later. just want to see if anyone is interested.

If you would rather get your own custom tail: here are my prices

Normal tails are 2.50$ per inch,
Thin tails are 1.50$ per inch,
wide tails are 3.20$ per inch.

Up to 3 colors (Two Main, One accent) Any extra colors are 3$ each
any extra add-ons are discussed on a case by case basis. so talk to me for a quote. :]

Unbrushed and brushed tails are the same price.

25" Unbrushed example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7535083/

15" Brushed tail: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7190148/

37" brushed tail with addons, example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7236942/ This tail was not flat ironed straight to give it a more 'natural' look. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7246341/



Price chart Image: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7378782/ (its crappy i know T.T I will ty to make a better looking one when i can install a drawing program on this computer. bleh.)

Open for yarn tails. Still trying to make the last 30$ for my Uncles Urn.

Normal tails are 2.50$ per inch,
Thin tails are 1.50$ per inch,
wide tails are 3.20$ per inch.

Up to 3 colors (Two Main, One accent) Any extra colors are 3$ each
any extra add-ons are discussed on a case by case basis. so talk to me for a quote. :]

Unbrushed and brushed tails are the same price.

25" Unbrushed example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7535083/

15" Brushed tail: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7190148/

37" brushed tail with addons, example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7236942/ This tail was not flat ironed straight to give it a more 'natural' look. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7246341/



Price chart Image: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7378782/ (its crappy i know T.T I will ty to make a better looking one when i can install a drawing program on this computer. bleh.)

I've never lost anyone close to me before..


My Great Uncle Tom passed away this morning at 3:35am. He helped raise me and was pretty much my second father.. I'm going to need a few days.. -.- im sorry.

I was not ready to say goodbye..
I'm still not ready, I only cry
but no one is looking while they streak down
It's just too hard to not frown

Trying to figure out how to heal
Trying to understand how to feel
So many questions left unasked
So many years with you have passed

Its just not fair to have to let go
Its so unreal, time is so slow
For as long as I can remember you were always there
So many firsts of mine, you & my father share

You were really like a second dad to me
I really wish I could of told you that in person, you see..
But this all happened much too fast
Why couldn't we stop the die that was cast?

I wish you were not so stubborn sometimes
But your actions seem to remind me of mine
I miss you already but I still have this fear
I don't want to believe that you are really not here

I wish you could be there to watch me get married
To know that i always had love for you that i carried
I didn't say it enough and i regret that now
But I know that the words will get to you somehow

I am still not ready to say goodbye,
And although no one is around to see me cry,
I know that you are watching me, so I'm not alone
But without you the house is not a home.

I love you. I miss you. My Greatest Great Uncle Tom R Griffith
8-20-1961 ~ 2-25-2012

None of you really know me that well but i wanted to let you know what has been going on lately with my family and then my schedule for the next week. -.-

My great uncle is still in the hospital, They had to have an emergency surgery on him yesterday and they didn't think he would last through the night. He is on a breathing machine currently and we wont know more until Thursday. :[ He had a hole in his intestines, his hernia ruptured, and part of his pancreas had to be removed. his blood sugar when they admitted him was over 800 and has now gotten back down to normal.

My Great Uncle Tom is pretty much my second father.. he helped my dad raise me and i have known him all of my life, i've only gone a max of 2 months in my life without seeing him, so to have something like this happening to a close family member its really strange and i don't really know how to feel about it all.. I've never lost anyone close to me... I'm trying really hard to be optimistic because i ALWAYS look on the bright side and i've never really let myself get upset over things.. but this isn't just a thing.. this is one of the most important people in my life. I just don't know how to handle it..

My mother (who is not with my father) is coming to pick me up in AZ and drive me to Texas for HER mothers birthday on Thursday, If she had not already bought me a flight back to AZ from Texas on Saturday night, then i would not want to leave with my uncle in his condition..

but the flight is non-refundable and i've never been with my grandmother, on my mom's side, for her birthday, so i owe it to her. I did't know my mom's parents that well as they always lived in Texas and I grew up in California with my dad and his parents, and his uncle (my great uncle Tom) so, I was not really that upset when my moms father passed away because i did not have a relationship with him. however.. both of my fathers parents are getting to the point to where I might lose them soon.. its really quite upsetting when my great uncle who is only a few years older than my father, might be the first one to go.. My grandfather, is probably going to sink into depression with his little brother passing before he does..

I am really trying to keep my head up.. -.- I will be working on the 2 yarn tail raffle winners while I'm gone. I'll update when i get back, probably late Saturday night.

Thanks for reading -.-

I find out from my Aunt that one of my cousins passed away a week and a half ago... No one contacted me when it happened.. I had to get a random link to a funeral home and was asked to sign the guest book for his memorial.. :/ We were not close but he was Family.. i called my mom to ask her why she didn't call me, her response was, "Oh I figured you wouldn't care because you only met him once and I didn't want to bother you." Ok, My mom is one of 13.. the youngest of my uncles passed away in 2000 at age 21 with no kids, but all of her other siblings have at LEAST 3 kids. My mom is the only one who has ONE child, Me. The last count was that i have over 200 First Cousins due to multiple marriages and half/step cousins. so yes I don't know all of them. But they are still family and it's my right to be informed when one of them passes away. :/

So then i get a Text from my father yesterday that my Great uncle Has been admitted into the ICU. He needs surgery on his intestines due to a ruptured hernia... On top of that he has extremely high blood sugar level and his kidneys are failing. My great uncle the the primary caregiver for my Grandparents and he takes care of the house as well as the 3 dogs. If something happens to him I really don't think my father will be able to take care of my grandparents on his own especially since he is the only one with a job that has him leave the house. My uncle was on disability so he was able to take care of everything. He usually cooks as well. Now that my grandparents are getting worse mental health wise, i don't know what we are going to do. I might have to break my lease and move back into my grandparents house just to help out. In which case i would ONLY have my commissions to make money. -.-

i'm so stressed out right now not knowing whats going to happen. I'm not religious, and I've never asked this before, But send good vibes my families way. -.- Both sides are hurting right now. I'm only one of 5 grandchildren on my dads side, and i am the oldest. I feel like its my responsibly to figure out what to do...

All of this on top of me still having people i owe money back to for my rent that i was overdue on, as well as more bills coming up. :[ drowning my thoughts back in the tail i owe right now and the two raffle winners tails after so that i have more examples of them and so people will see the quality that goes into them and hopefully more people will want one.


Thanks for reading.. -.- I really don't have many people to talk to about this so sorry to force it onto you. I just needed to get it out. :/

i still have not made the rest i needed for rent, so i had to ask some friends for loans to barely cover the rent.. and then i go to pay it today and they tell me i owe them another 145$ for late fees... my boss had told me that i had til the 5th to pay rent. so i thought i did. apperently here its late after the 3rd. -.- fuck. now i have to find 145$ to pay it today, and it goes up another 10$ everyday til they give me a 5 day notice. :( all because my stupid boss didnt want to move the office here until the bedroom is steam cleaned, which i cant afford. What happened to karma? i help so many people all the time and i just keep getting used and put down. :(

I'm still 140$ short on rent.


please take a look at my commission sheet:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2682776/


Or feel free to donate now and i'll make a note to give you credits to use on anything i can commission. :]

Donate by clicking or copy/paste this link: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=XJPHAVZKZDNKS

you can even use your debit/credit card without having a paypal.

Please spread the word! Thank you!

First winner :


Number 17
who love's to roll around in Apples.
 aerospacerocks840


Second winner:


Number 12
who love's to roll around in bananas.
 FlyingAaronBombs



CONGRATS and NOTE me your character sheet, or the chracter sheet of whomever you want the mini tail of. :D

THANK YOU both for reading the entire journal and following the rules.

I was very sad to see a lot of people didn't read the whole thing but said that they did. :[ better luck next time!

you could get free art :]

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3141487/

deadline to enter the raffle is 11:59pm Az time!

Make sure you follow the rules and read the whole journal.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3120819/

Good luck!


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In Other news.. I am still 140$ short on rent, so be sure to take a look at my commissions page for cheap awesome things. Digital art, Sculptures, Traditional art and badges, Yarn tails, Partials (heads, hands, feet, tails) or just ears! Everything is 1$-60$!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2682776/

Anything helps! Even spreading the word. <3

...rents coming up. -.-

i only have 60$ to my name and only a week and a half to make the other 350$ for rent, 86$ for electric due on the 3rd. i hate my 'job' as it keeps me 6-9 hours 4 days a week, but only pays me maybe 50$ a week, its commission only. the job allows me to work on art commissions in my down time, but i dont have any :\ all the trades i owe are sculptures that i dont have sculpey for. I'm stressing out because this time it's my boss screwing me over. he was supposed to make my 1 bedroom into an office (since Cody & I live in the living room) but he wont pay half the rent until i can repleace the carpet since he is allergic to cats and the current renters have a cat. which i have to pay to replace the carpet after i explain it to the apt complex. :\ i'm not supposed to have pets here so i really shoul of thought out that situation. -.- i'm too nice and it sucks that i always seem to put myself into these situations. thankfully i just got accepted for food assistance, so at least everything i make can just go towards rent. cant get on cash assistance because im not a parent. anyway... anything helps, i have a crapton of commission options from 1$-60$ so please take a look at my commission prices journal.


TL;DR
I Need commissions to help pay rent. Tons of options, everything 1$-60$ please help. -.-

EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T FOLLOW DIRECTIONS, YOU WILL GET A NUMBER, BUT IF THAT NUMBER IS CHOSEN AND YOU DIDN'T FOLLOW DIRECTIONS YOU WILL NOT BE ELIGIBLE FOR THE TAIL.

I've just finished designing a new (faster and more efficient) way to make my yarn tails, so i would like to make some mini yarn tails as more examples of my work so i can get real commissions and actually finish other sculpted art i owe but cant make because i don't have any money to buy sculpey with. -.- anyway, I use very high quality soft yarn (caron 'simply soft' 100% acrylic) that IS brushed out so its super fluffy and soft. Be sure to end the phrase in rule number 4 with your favorite color just so i know you read the whole thing.

RULES:
1. Must be watching this account
2. Read the whole journal, please. :]
3. Pimp this journal, please :]
4. Comment this journal with the link to the pimped journal and then type "I love to roll around in _____"

Please do not post a ref of whatever character you want the tail for, I want it to be a surprise for me. :D

I will assign numbers and then use a random number generator to pick 2 people to get the mini tails (I'll pay shipping if you are in the US. if you are outside the US then you will have to pay for shipping or i'll even accept a trade of the same value of the shipping fee. paypal preferred. if you like the look and feel of your mini tail (Or just decide that you want a full size one) then i will take 25$ of the price of the large one (again only if you win a little one)

the mini tail will be 15 inches long, any color/pattern no color limit. :]

please spread the word. I'm really enjoying these yarn tails. they are SO SOFT.

If i do get actual commissions from this then ALL proceeds go to Rent and Food first and THEN Sculpey so i can finish overdue trades and raffle sculpture winners. Then i can start saving for a new computer since mine died, but hopefully over the next few weeks and months i'll have a lineup of tails and stuff for people so i can eventually get back to some digital art and listening to music while i work.

If you would just like to order a key chain or a long yarn tail then you will get a FREE laminated tail badge with or without your name :] the badges will be about 5 inches long and normally cost 10$ including shipping that you would get for free. Oh and actually end rule number 4 with your favorite fruit instead of color to make sure you are still reading along.

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here are the prices for my tails if you would rather just buy one
Yarn tail prices; Non-Fluffy/Fluffy:

short (under 15 inches): 25$ / 40$
long (15-25 inches): 40$ / 60$
extra long (over 25 inches): 60$ + 1.00 every 2 inches over 25 inches.

My tails normally come with a bundled wire core within a material cover that allows easy posing for the yarn tail if desired (great for huskies or longer tails you want curved at the end or curled up over your shoulder just for fun! It is also easily removable so you can have it floppy whenever you want, and the core can be folded and put in a pocket or bag. :]

extra details like adding scales, fins, or feathers are only an extra 5$

You pay shipping after tail is done and you recieve pictures throughout the making so that you are satisfied with the outcome of your tail. :]


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again make sure you READ THE WHOLE THING.
Everyone will be getting a number, but if that number is chosen and you didn't follow directions then you will not be eligible for the free tail and another number will be chosen. :[
ok im off to bed. Raffle ends Monday Jan 30th at 11:59 Arizona time. Good luck! :D
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nevermind. doggy is getting picked up tonight by one of her friends to be watched til the owners move.

*with Purchase of any Yarn Tail commission! now til Feb 1st! (normal laminated tail badges are 10$ including shipping in the US)

I've just finished designing a new (faster and more efficient) way to make my yarn tails, so i would like to make some yarn tail key chains. Would prefer only doing key chains since those wont take as long as normal ones but if you would rather a full size one then just know that it takes a while to make, but i can send you progress pictures. I use very high quality soft yarn (caron 'simply soft' 100% acrylic) that IS brushed out so its super fluffy and soft. keychains will start at 20$ including shipping if you are in the US. if you are outside the US then you will have to pay for shipping or i'll even accept a trade of the same value of the shipping fee. paypal prefered, you may send concealed cash or a moneygram/western union. if you like the look and feel of your keychain and decide you want a full size one then i will take 25$ of the price of the large one (again only if you bought a little one, simply because i would already know how to make the patterns right and you are helping me out right now.

keychains are going to be 7 inches long. any color/pattern no color limit. :]

please spread the word. I'm really enjoying these yarn tails. they are SO SOFT.


anyway, please repost.. i'm lost without my computer and music to play while i'm working on stuff :[

and if you order now, you will get a FREE laminated tail badge with or without your name :] the badges will be about 5 inches long.


normal yarn tail prices; fluffy/non fluffy:

short keychain (4 inches): 15$ / 20$
long keychain (7inches): 20$ / 25$ (only 20$ for fluffy til feb 1st)
short (under 15 inches): 25$ / 40$
long (15-25 inches): 40$ / 60$
extra long (over 25 inches): 60$ + 1.00 every 2 inches over 25 inches.

extra details like adding scales, fins, or feathers are only an extra 5$

You pay shipping after tail is done and you recieve pictures that you are satisfied with the outcome of your tail.

My harddrive wont start up :[ very sucky. unsure if i am going to be able to get anything off it. :[ sigh. so i'm wanting to take on some commissions. I've just finished designing a new way to make my yarn tails, so i would like to make some yarn tail keychains. only keychains since those wont take as long as normal ones but you can see from thw keychian if you would later want a full size one. I use very high quality soft yarn (caron 'simly soft' 100% acrylic), keychains will start at 20$ including shipping if you are in the US. if you are outside the US then you will have to pay for shipping or i'll even accept a trade of the same value of the shipping fee. paypal prefered, you may send concealed cash or a moneygram/western union. if you like the look and feel of your keychain and decide you want a full size one then i will take 25$ of the price of the large one.

keychains are going to be 7 inches long. any color/pattern no color limit. :]

please spread the word. I'm really enjoying these yarn tails. they are SO SOFT.


If you are at FC you can find a little tail i made for Aprice, its a pink, cream, light & dark brown
calico lynx tail and ear set all of yarn. :] pics in my gallery.

anyway, please repost.. i'm lost without my computer and music to play while i'm working on stuff :[

and the guy is pretty cute too XD

info: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7105686/

close enough any way XD





The part with the light swaying makes me laugh so hard XD

I want to start doing a web comic. But i need some 'friends' anyone interested in making a cameo at some point or that wants to be a main character? :]

I'm already the comic relief and my character will do plenty of stupid things. XD So i need either a partner in silly crime to do dumb things with.. and then i'll need 1 or 2 'normal' characters to pop in, and 1 very inteligent almost elitist character who everyone looks up to but at the same time that person pretends not to care about anyone but him/her-self but really they care deeply about everyone and just have that wall put up.

If others are interested to be side characters then i would love to include you :] So please dont be shy and if your character or characters suit the situation then i will contact you with the script and get your reatcion so that it fits with your character for the mini comic strips. :]

Keep in mind these will be 5-10 frame comics. just little cute things XD

yeah.. :]

my first Snow icon :D tehe Thought i would cycle My Character Kiwi for a change :]

Snow Icons 3$



:}


Kiwi © me
Jakarta species ©

Yeah. i guess i can doodle somestuff.. maybe do some freebie headshots or something.. keep in mind i really suck doing things on the fly XD but i wont get better if i don't try. :] and if you have any tips or anything PLEASE speak up :D I'm still learning :]


join.me link is: https://join.me/476-244-308

..still trying configure everything and get it to work.. then i can finish working on my 'tea party' gift for

I've NEVER done a livestream before.. and im just curious to see how many of you would actually be interested in watching me improve my 'leet skillz'.. lol I might take some free eye sketches or something to continue learning how to make it look realish and all. Also i would be working on coloring some lineart, and or changing some changable line art.

I also need to work on my crux design XD hehe.. soo.. would anyone want ot watch this derp? if so, when or what days /nights would be better for you?

Note: i'm at home a lot so i could stream a lot and often if it doesn't get in the way of other streams that i like to watch XD

Oh and just so you all know, there will be no music in my livestream. I might be listening to music but it wont be audible to viewers. lol i will have a mic though so i can keep the typing to a minimum, but if you don't have sound on anyway, just let me know so if you ask me something in chat i can respond :]

Edit: How many of you would not be interested if there was no music? I figure it would be better so you can listen to your own music.. but then again I guess i could find some subtle music.. or even my own created music.. lol Oooo i could live stream me making music too... x.x That would be pretty interesting.. lol XD music is a form of art.. that would work.. lol

Oh also Which do you all purfer, Livestream, or Join.me?

TL;DR : Would you watch me stream making art and/or making music? y/n?