if you have something to say to anyone, say it to there face, like a man. if you cant, because they live way too far. then write them a letter. if you cant write them a letter explaining all points of view, just drop it cause it has no meaning.any kind of short messaging system officially makes you a E thug. get it. got it, good. the reason i find myself writing this is because of a friend of mine decided to not be real enough and say something to my face.it does not matter what you said, or how you said it.. its that simple fact of what you said followed with the actions. first of all dont kick a fool while they are down, you look like a punk ass bitch. second, after being told to drop something, and you push on, that then leaves it all kinds of open to get touched in many different aspects. i never thought i would have to break on a fellow fur because fuzzies can be so kind. but now that i can actually type, and i cant sleep anymore... i figured i should type this all out.


if there is a few things i can not stand and will make little boys and girls cry over is being a weak, passive lil bitches. whatever made you so angry at me... wasnt just me. someone needs to sit and learn how to organize their mental stress. im sorry whatever i did made you snap, but you need to learn how to let shit go or let shit out when it happens. not my fault no body ever taught you how to properly let some shit out. i may be abrupt, and lil ridiculous, but never do i blow up on people while they are down, or take shit out on someone that has nothing to do with them. so now that i have this out in the open, i dont care who you think you are.....you are still a homo sapian sapian who has bad coping issues. you need a therapist or something yo, i aint that person. you can not pay me enough... and no matter how close you are to anyone...they are not legally held to keeping their mouth shut in all aspects except when having to report physical harm to one self, anyone else, or sexual abuse.

with all of this, i want you to know i still care about you. but you do owe me an apology for harassing me after i told you to leave me alone.if you can not see why you are in the wrong... ill tell you. it does not matter what you think is right or not applicable to you... no matter who you think you are.. laws are still applied to you, and all other citizens of california. i personally was not guilt tripping you, and you jumped to hella too many conclusions and assumed a bunch of nonsense.i literally let you corner me, even when i was down and out... no sleep..just got out of the ER, you should feel guilty... there is no guilt trip being built. you may wanna look at it in any way shape or form you want. but trying to joke in my state of being that i was in sounds like all seriousness. you are the only person who can react, and how you reacted was rude as shit. you put in on the internet for everyone to read, so i did too. and this is my last straw. if you really want to make bullshit into a mountain... i have no problems with that.but because i know i aint gonna see you for hella days, i figured ill type it out with no interruptions like a text message.

if you dont know leo or quietfire... well that sucks and too bad...

but if you do! we will be having a fun get together! come one, come all, its a big ol birthday celebration/fundraiser.there will be music, shmoke, and drank. we shall be celebrating all the april birthdays, and i will be fundraising so that i can attend school. yes this is kinda short notice, but hey, lets party anyways. I'll be serving jello shots. all different flavors, and $1.00 each. im pretty sure we can work out a deal if you buy a large amount. yes i will be bringing that many. its going to be held at leo's house. (he is so wonderful!). please, also i take all forms of money. so if you don't like using your spare change, and not planning to save it.. please, please, please donate it to my fund???... i want to become the actual miss. nail salon.


thank you so much and hope to see all of you there!!!!!


duckee!
huggles and kisses

i just need a place to vent.....



UGH! ARG REALLY!?????????


ok so if any of you havent heard, i no longer stay in the same place as kendoro...


i now live in benicia...

in the house at benicia live a bunch of incompetent, nasty ass bitch, smelly bitches.

the only up part that seems to exist here is my man, and the baby here....

well i guess im not aloud to use a dog as a conversation piece....

like i guess its wrong of me or some bullshit....


now any of my friends who are even just vet techs know that just because someone says its one type of breed, doesnt always mean that they dont have other types of dog breeds with in them.....

but im stupid, right??????

i know nothing.... correct? thats why i fostered for hella long, and did hella dog and cat sitting.... ughfa... i even did dog behavioral training. are you fuckin kidding me?
and this is the same stupid fuckin bitch that thinks its pollen on the counter top instead of a specific cats dried blood..... she feeds her dog sme nasty ass dog food... she wonders why her dogs skin is shit. seriously she is killing her dog and the cats slowly...but once again im fuckin stupid and i dont know anything....



the only thing that keeps me from bouncing out this bitch is my man....

thats it....

and if it even start to go south with him...im fuckin out dude...

and im calling cps, and animal control...

i went and cut out a dread lock out of one of the cats furr.... in that dread wasnt even dried blood but dead fleas, and flea eggs....


he also has a tick burrowed where his back right legs should be....

i hate being a animal lover, cause its stupid people like this bitch that seriously makes me want to smash peoples faces in....i could give a shit less about what they feed their animals.... but its all how they treat them.... like they actually might give a shit, but dont do all the right measures to make sure the animal are fine....


GRRRRR EFFIN SHITZ!

ugh nasty smelly stinky ass bitches dude.....