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Hello All,
I'm not entirely sure what to say.
Yesterday around noon, my fiancé got a call and found out one of his close friends passed away.
It hit us pretty hard. I will spare details, but will say she had depression.


Anyway, we want to attend her funeral for some closure, but we need a bit of gas money-our friend is being transported to New Mexico for Funeral arrangements.

So I'm offering $5 cheeb doodles-I will post the examples shortly!
These will be pencil drawings-although, for another $5, I will make them digital-lining them and adding flat colors.

[U/]Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32446974/ [/u]

I will only accept 10 of these since I can do them pretty quickly and while we drive the 10 hours.

I will be doing the traditional cheebs on the drive, but digitalizing them after we return home.


Thank you for your support and reading!

You can comment here or on the submission I'll upload shortly! These simple cheebs can wear simplified outfits~



I hope if you or any of your loved ones have been down or suffering from Depression, that you rely on people more. Spend that extra few minutes with them. Be kind. Recognize when someone needs help or realize it's ok to not be ok, but you are loved.

Join soon~

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31665063/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31665063/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31665063/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31665063/

Yesterday,  Arkvoodle , my significant other of nearly 8 years (and the father of my child and future children) , proposed to me! Of course I said yes!

He had the day planned out and made a date with me at the Aquarium here in AZ~ his sister was with us, as well as our friends as a double date/triple date thing xD....I didn't see it coming and had quite the potty mouth when I saw him on one knee...It was hilarious and a very great day.

So yeah, we're officially engaged! We don't have a date picked out yet~ but we're thinking of waiting a while to be able to save for a large party for friends and family to celebrate with us~

Hey! Please read  MadamMorgan's journal here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9142117/

They're going through identity theft that froze their funds account! While on vacation! So, they're basically stranded and in need if commissions!
If you or someone you know would like a commission ~please check out their journal!♡♡♡♡


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9142117/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9142117/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9142117/


Thank you for reading!♡♡♡

The last 3 days have been very slow with progress due to unforeseen PMS pain. I'm using the nexplanon arm insert, and weirdly, this is my third "period" on it. I'm not bleeding, except for minuscule amounts in my urine that I cant even see (an urgent care lady mentioned it).
Anyway, I've been having intense back and tummy pain on the left side of my body. It's made me near bedridden in pain. Deep breaths hurt, I've got period headaches, which I've never had in my life before now xD
I get chills, and I've been so hot.
I was using a heating pad...but I'm dumb and was on it too long-it wonderfully, although temporarily, numbed my back pain...but then I discovered today, that I have some heat blisters and mild burns, lol they itch ^^" So taking a break from the heating pad
I'm hoping tomorrow or within the next 3 days that my period will be over so I can jump back into my queue!
Thank you for reading and hopefully understanding! If I feel well enough, I'll definitely be working on that queue!


In other news! Took my last final for my last class this semester and I'm already signed up for Fall~♡

Hello All!

Just thought I'd update on how my pregnancy and delivery went for those who are curious how it turned out xD

I went in for my weekly check-up for week 37 and my OB didnt like how my blood pressure kept rising each visit. Because it was on the verge of high, my doctor sent me to the hospital he delivers at, for a week of close watching. As soon as I get to triage, my blood pressure is severely high, so my Doctor comes in and tells me we should induce before complications start. Small pills were inserted into my cervix every four hours-so it did start some contractions (none of them painful), but my cervix was refusing to dilate lol....I had so many hands inside me-super painful btw-no one with small hands. None of the nurses could feel my cervix-it wasnt "dropping" for labor...so my dr. Suggested ballooning(which is where two balloons are inserted on either side of the cervix and then blown up to expand and stretch the cervix to dialate). Hoping this would send me into active labor, I had the epidural put it.

The epidural was gross. I had to sit up over the bed side table, lean forward and held onto my boyfriend's arms as the dr. Inserted the needle and tubing. Pinched and then felt DISGUSTING. I could feel it in my spine and feel hot blood running down my back lol. My bf wasnt good at comforting since he tended up and gripped onto me as he watched everything lol
After the epidural I was "ballooned" I made the joke to my dr. That I could tell people I had balloons inside me. I find everything funny and I'm a very sarcastic person xD ~Humor is life~
Anyway, after being ballooned, they inserted another hormone pill to further induce. I only dialated to 6cm with the balloons and pills....it had been over a day, maybe even two-I was drugged up the whole time to control my blood pressure..they gave me magnesium and had to put safety cushions on the bed rails in case of seizures.
(I had developed Preeclampsia btw lol which is just a pregnancy condition with high blood pressure but it endangers mom and baby and can even in rare occasions result in death. )
Anyway, my whole body was retaining fluid, which is normal for pregnancies, but like...I was severely swole lol my skin has been numb in certain spots since...Because it had been so long with so little progression, we had to do an emergency c-section. I was taken to the auditorium/operating room, and was in a haze...the second they transferred me to the table I was screaming in excruciating pain...my back felt like the skin and muscles were being torn from my bones. I screamed for someone to make it stop-and theeeeennn nothing. I dont remember anything lol. Apparently they gave me powerful meds and I was in a trance. My boyfriend said he could hear me screaming then nothing (he had been changing/putting the required stuff on to keep the operating room sanitary or whatever. When my boyfriend came in I was strapped to the table with my arms out like on a crucifix lol and I was just spacing off. He sat by my head while the cut into me. My boyfriend said he was disgusted when literally my doctor and and assistant got on either side of my abdomen and pulled full force...we later learned that they have to literally rip the muscles because it heals better this way rather then cutting through. My boyfriend said I made a loud gasps and then fell asleep when my doctor pushed my abdomen to push the uterus out lol.

I awake hours later alone and still loopy from drugs. A nurse came and said my bf went with baby and then was sleeping in our room. I was rolled to the NICU where I got to see my baby for the first time.

It's so weird to be awake one second, very pregnant, and then suddenly not, and taken and shown a baby you didnt get to see taken out of you. Was very weird to me...but I could tell she was mine because she looked just like her daddy ♡

Unfortunately because I was asleep I didnt get to bond right away...and the nurses had fed my baby formula. Right away, after arriving to my room, the baby was brought in. I had no time to really relax or heal. Also, almost all my nurses were rude and pushy....and a few made me feel like a shitty parent already....it was terrible. I like my OB doctor though-but he's not there the whole time to care for me-just for the delivery and major decisions...
We got transferred to the recovery rooms, which were creepy because this hospital is very old.
And haunted.
Lol I believe in spirits and such-and ugh. So terrible. Did I mention I hadn't slept for 3 days straight? I was so uncomfortable and shit...and this haunted room didnt help, not the drugs. I was loopy, but ugh. At night with the lights off...the bathroom door would open and close on its own. No breeze or weird drafts, just...eww lol was dark and I was so uncomfortable and cold. I held my baby close to me to keep her "safe" lol. The bathroom paper dispenser also would go off randomly...Didnt sleep and it all stopped when daylight came. My boyfriend didng believe me...the nurses had to drug me to force me to get sleep....I made him promise to keep the lights on.
He turned the lights off later. I was knocked out, but as soon as it was dark, he said the paper towel dispenser would go off and there was pou doing on the walls-even from outside the building. Lol he was pretty freaked out xD
Anyway, there was no where we would have rather been than in our own home...took forever to convince anyone to set me free lol I was emotional and so upset. I felt like a prisoner....after. being in the hospital an entire week, we finally got home. The first week as a new mom was very tough on me. Ive had depression my whole life. My parents didnt put me on meds when I was a toddler because they didnt want to alter my brain or personality, but I ho early wish they had. Ad a kid I would write note and leave then everywhere wishing I were dead and that I hated myself. My while teenage life, too, was nothing but the blues and death wishes....I never knew who I was, how to act. What it was life for my brain to be naturally balanced enough to enjoy everything and be who I wanted to be...I only recently learned. In the past 5 years, how much I missed out on and how great I COULD feel had I been given the right meds and doses....
So naturally, with all the preggo hormones, I was unstable a bit...but I bonded with my baby finally after that week. I love her so much♡ I cant wait to grow with her!♡♡♡

And yeah. That was my delivery experience lol xD

I would have updated everyone sooner, and I tried, but I typed everything up and accidentally deleted it....out of frustration I put it off a while ×w×; hehee

If anyone is curious about anything or has questions, feel free to ask ^0^♡

I'll be up in the Mountains in the morning tomorrow until Sunday! Commissions will continue the second I get back!
This is my last time camping on my own (before more responsibility), before baby arrives! Just going to escape the heat a few days!
Also! Ordered my new tablet and it arrived today! Not going to open it until I get back Sunday~♡♡♡

Hello All!
As some of you know, I'm pregnant and nearing my third trimester! I'm also signed up for school that starts up on the 18th~
SO!
I will be accepting ychs and commissions for the next two weeks, but then I'll be closing them~! As long as you request/I accept the ych/commission within the next to weeks, yer good~ That way, I can focus on finishing the artwork, nesting (Setting up my nursery), starting my classes, and focusing on my third trimester needs!<3
After the next two weeks, until 8/16, I'l then be closed for an unknown amount of time! Until Baby is born, classes have ended, and I have a hand on baby and balancing time!<3

Thank you for reading!

I decided I want to try a different brand besides Wacom...
I mean, Wacom is all I've know~
But that price man... I mean, I could afford it with my FASFA for next semester...but I could also save a few hundred bucks which could come in handy for car repairs and baby things I don't receive at my babyshower...

So, I use to use the Wacom Cintiqe 12wx...The colors were never the greatest, and it would get hot after some use.
Anyway, an accident happened between my cats and boyfriend and water got spilt on my converter box, so I've been using a small wacom intuos I borrowed from my cousin.

The two tabets I've been looking at are the Artisul D16 and the GAOMON PD1560
I've been looking at reviews for a few weeks...I'm so stuck TToTT Does anyone else have some experience with these tablets by chance?

Some reviews find that the GAOMON tablet has wiggly express keys, and the stand that comes with it is heavy duty- it needs to be screwed on though-so if I ever travel, I'll need to unscrew the stand lol...but I'm not sure how often I would travel with it anyway....maybe for some classes eventually? The pen is also a rechargable. I don't think it woud really bother me...it lasts about 800 hours on each charge...and I can work while charging it....it does not have an eraser end...which kind of bums me, but I'm currently not using one lol, so it wouldn't be a big deal-I'd obviously manage XD This tablet also has 10 customizable keys and menu buttons are located on the side of the tablet. I also heard their customer service is outstanding.

The Artisul D16 on the other hand, has 7 customizable keys-including a swivel pad thingy...the buttons are firmer and look better....the stand is a 360 swivel stand...but most reviews say the stand can't handle too much force again it or it slides. (I DRAW WITH THE TABLET IN MY LAP). The Pen for this tablet looks fancy-it's aesthetically pleasing to me. Has that thin soft rubber-looking material (Like a bullet/silky vibrator, haha!) This pen is also a battery free one. It also does not have an eraser end lol. This tablet also includes a small attachment that holds your pen to the tablet, which is cool. Like many, I'm always loosing my pen xD

Here are some specs for the tablets:

GAOMON PD1560:
Pressure Sensitivity: 8192
Response Rate: 25ms
Color gamut: 72% NITSC (couldn't find in Adobe%)
Resolution: 1920 x 1080
Weight: 3.483 lb
Display area 344.16 × 193.59mm
Dimensions: 452.4 (L) x 252 (W) x 19.5mm (H)
Brightness: 250cd/m2
Does not support pen tilt

Artisul D16
Pressure Sensitivity: 8192
Response Rate: 19ms
Color gamut: 94% Adobe RGB
Resolution: 1920 x 1080
Weight: 3.42 lb
Display area 344.16 × 193.59mm
Dimensions: 424.2mm (L) x 262mm (W) x 16.5mm (H)
Brightness: 300cd/m2
Does not support pen tilt


I don't think I've ever really used pen tilt before so I don't think it'l be an issue...
Just some reviews go over the strokes and I really can't decide between the two....Ugh lol

Any input is welcome~<3

Hello dear watchers!<3 Just wanted to let you all know I will be raising my commission prices a bit~ Price changes will begin February!
Also wanted to remind everyone, now that I'm in control of my depression n social anxiety, I begin my first semester of college next week~ So I'm not sure how busy I'll become or How if will affect my commission times~


Prices:

CHIBI:

Full shaded Chibi: $25
Flat colored Chibi: $20
Color Sketch Chibi: $15

FULLBODY:

Fully Shaded Single Character: $30
Flat colored Single Character: $25
Colored Sketch Single Character: $20

BUST:

Shaded one character Bust: $20
Flat Colored Bust: $15
Colored Sketch Bust: $10

BACKGROUND: +$10
-Have a look through my gallery for examples, I need more practice~ haha!

For anything not listed, Feel free to ask on pricing!

What I Will/Will Not Draw:

I honestly will draw more than What I won't draw xD So if something isn't listed, feel free to ask!

I WON'T DRAW:
SCAT
SNUFF
.....And Stuff...? xD

WILL DRAW:
Watersports
Hyper
Vore
BDSM themes
Pokephillia
Beast-y Themes
(Drawing a blank, will add more later, but as always, you can ask me anything!)


Am I the only one who actually really enjoys this show? xD It's cute and silly~ Was suppose to be silly background noise while working on commissions, dammit! xD
On Part/Season 2

Hope you all have a wonderful day! Full of yummy foods and good company!♡

I wish the Tamale-God upon you all!♡


The only time of year I get them delicious bundles of joy!

Ugh. I paid extra for 3 day shipping on Wednesday....and my nibs still haven't shipped! My receipt says To expect them next Wednesday so....Ughhh....I was worried that if I did standard shipping I wouldn't get then for like 10 days or something-the max~ lol xD
So hopefully they get here early Wednesday so I can dive back into commissions! I find myself staring at my queue often....and my laptop hasn't been off this long, straight, in months xD

Minor set back! My kitten has chewed up my tablet pen, so I'll have to wait for a new pen to be shipped to meeee!! I'm so sorry for this set back! Hard to be mad at such a cutie kitten though ;w; <3 I'll dive back into work as soon as my new pen arrives!!!

Just wanted to apologize again, for being so slow with commission progress....I've been sleeping sooo much. Went to my doctor and got bloodwork done~ Got my results back and found my Thyroid is still under-working, I've been on meds for Hypothyroidism for a few years now, so this is making me sleepy and less motivated than usual...It's probably also making my Anti-depressants not as effective since my thyroid can also make me feel down. There was a slight mix up with up-ing my med dose for my Thyroid, but luckily I called and got that sorted out. Hopefully witjin a week or so of taking the med, I will be more awake and motivated to work quicker and get more done!<3 Thank you all for your patience!<3

Commissions, anyone?
I need like, $15 and I hate asking and all~ So Anyone want
a $25 one character fully shaded? Or
I'm taking $15 Flat Chibi (Any outfit or costume)
$20 Shaded Chibi (Any outfit or costume)

Current Open YCHs:

$20 Pumpkin chibi (Any outfit or costume and pose can be changed-Has a simple background):
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25096344/

$50 Sexy Pumpkin Witch(Costume can be changed):
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25095645/

$50 Lifted(Clothes optional and of your choice):
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25020365/

Hey all! I'm doing another Breedimg session with Mia!
ALL FUNDS GOING TOWARDS A KITTEN AND A VET APPOINTMENT.
My friend witnessed a kitten get grazed/hit by a car-literally flipping the poor thing. Its mouth was bloody but otherwise seems fine. I took the kitten in since my friend was unable to and so many of our shelters are full and turned it away. After a day of cuddling he/she seems ok-playful and in need of kitten toys and more kitten food!
Yew can see pics of the kitten(Ignore my dumb faces-I'm kitten smitten!) Here:
https://imgur.com/a/PdmC7

He just has a bruised lip now, but I wanna make sure everything is ok....


If unable to bid, please help me spread the word around, maybe? I wanna take this lil bab to a vet. Tis about 6-8 weeks old....super tiny~
Breed Me Please?


Go here to bid: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/
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I Will NOT be drawing any birthing scene!

LINKS MAY CONTAIN NSFW

This Auction will be featuring my fursona, Mia~<3 (Character above)

Ref Sheet: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23894479/
Mia is a squishy feline with rounded ears~ She's easily embarrassed, and is definitely a sub. She's bratty at times, but never dominate.

F-List: https://www.f-list.net/c/donber

For this Auction, you'll be bidding for two different images, a third being unlocked if AB'd

The two first images are going to be the following:
1.An image featuring my fursona, Mia, having intercourse with the bidder's character of choice, (with an internal sperm eggy pic thing. ) The sexual act can be of your choice position/pose. I have linked her F-List so you can get an idea of Mia's sexual interests.

2. The pregnancy. My fursona, Mia, with a pregnant belly (As far along as you prefer, or I can choose) and Your character either doing more dirty things-doesn't have to be intercourse, or doesn't have to be sexual at all-can be a casual or tender moment.

(If AB'd)
**If AB'd, I'll draw the pair with a cub mixed of the characters ,you will get to keep the baby, I can even make a small mini ref for you.



Character must have a penis. (I can gender-bend your character)
Full color.
Have proper refs or multiple pictures.

Ends: TBA

Starting Price $100 USD
Autobuy: $165
HB:

RULES
-Minimal increase is $5
-Please only bid if you can pay the amount you are bidding
- If I catch you bidding and then backing out/hiding bids, you will be blacklisted from bidding on any further auctions held by me.
-Please reply to the previous bidder so they know they've been outbid
-I accept paypal only
-NO HOLDS
-The winner can repost the finished piece
-payment must be received within 24 hours of end date
-NO REFUNDS.

Go here to bid:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24878057/

This last week I've been rather slow, I apologize~ ;w; I've been fighting a cold, and my sleep schedule is nonexistent. I stay up at all crazy hours of the night/ morning/ day and sleep randomly.... I've also started to apply to college (Finally, after a 6 year break, yikes!) I'm just waiting for acceptance to a local college I applied to, and then I'll get everything settled as soon as I can~ I've been distracted from art with applying for as many Scholarships as I can! *Huff huff* I've also been trying to plan out Doctor appointments~ I need a few checkups owo <3

I'll still be working on commissions! Just had a temporary distraction(s)? I'll still need to do some practicing/studying for the placement test, blah, and I wanna do as best I can to avoid classes I might not need~


Thank you for reading and understanding~! <3

The very awesome and sweet Needs our help! Their house had some flooding that's ruined their flooring and has led to mold! Please check out their gofundme and perhaps spread the word around? :\\-\\; I wish I could do more right now! </3
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