So a few months ago I finally converted over my Twitter account to match up with this one.

I mainly just post a bunch of random Care Bears stuff, though I may post some of my babyfur stuff as well. But if you’d like to check it out, it’s:

https://mobile.twitter.com/DigiBurr

So there's a new version of the Care Bears that's about to come out, and they just uploaded the first episode.

https://watch.boomerang.com/watch/228/1

I think it's pretty good! It's not as good as the awesome Nelvana episodes, but I like it better than all of the bad ones. Plus, I think it's better than the most recent two iterations of the Care Bears, so that's great!


I really like the voices for Grumpy and Good Luck Bear. The only two voices I don't like are Tenderheart and Bedtime...too adultish for my tastes.


But as a whole I enjoyed it quite a bit and am looking forward to more episodes!

I remember talking about this topic in the past on some old forums I used to go to, and it still interests me.


I still remember back when I was younger, especially before I found out there were other babyfurs in the world, I always had a really hard time saying the word “diaper”. I think this is true for the vast majority of babyfurs. I guess it was down to the fact that you know that for most people it’s just an everyday thing, but you as a babyfur, it’s extremely special...but that you can’t tell anyone that and that it’s pretty shameful/embarrassing.


But, becaus eofr most babyfurs diapers are the most essential aspect of it....when you get into the babyfur community, it starts becoming...saturated. It’s like when you eat too much of your favorite food or play your favorite game for too long....you used to it or desensitized to it. When EVERYONE loves diapers so much, while it is extremely comforting, it also starts feeling much more normal.


And I have to admit, there are times when that makes them feel less special. Even though I felt horrible as a kid for my babyfur feelings, part of me kind of felt special and unique because I remember feeling that diapers were MY thing. I felt like I had this secret connection to them that no one else did.


I think that’s why I like having non-babyfur characters in pics sometimes...it still makes you feel special for liking baby stuff, especially diapers. It’s also why it’s fun for there to be some playful teasing about diapers.


As an adult now, it’s much easier for me to say the word “diaper” in my normal life, since I’ve gotten used to separating my babyfur life so much that I’ve made it more normal in my mind. But, if I hear it unexpectedly or if I feel the need to say it, there still is that special embarrassing tingly feeling. And I hope I never completely lose that.


So I was curious how all of you babyfurs feel about the topic!

So after describing my two ends of the spectrum of my babyfur desires (the cuddly side and the forced side), I now want to work to find a way to find peace between them, and to somehow fit them together. I know there are some loose connections between them, but they still feel vastly different.

The first way is fairly conventional, and that’s the idea of using rp. This would entail a bunch of characters/people being the loving, respectful great friends as equals choosing to adopt the dominant role so that I could live out my forced desires.

The issue with this is that they would have to be VERY good a taking on that role. They’d really have to be so good at acting that they convince me that they’re another character, pretty much just like a movie. They’d have to be an expert in switching back and forth between the role. And when in the role, they’d have to be relentless in pursuing that role’s interests...my mind would have to be fully tricked that they are that character.

Otherwise, we’re back to square one...it’s just me feeling like they’re babying me to serve my interests instead of their interests. That’s not to say that the person filling the role doesn’t have get enjoyment out of taking on that role. However, that kind of enjoyment would need to be kept separate from our other interactions.

I actually kind of like this idea for giving me peace of mind with commissions. I haven’t really thought about that before because the art is already imaginary anyway. However, I might feel better to have characters like Michelle and Sonia filling that dominant role if I can clearly point out they are acting and that the act is separate from their actual characters.

Another mechanism that I like is using tropes or cliches to make it clear that what’s happening is separate. For example, my old comics about Digitz dreaming he’s being forcibly babied, or when his wishes go awry. I really liked how those went because it was clear that it wasn’t really happening...it made it feel less dirty to me.



The second big idea is for me to focus on finding a happy medium between the two ends of the spectrum. I’ve already done this a lot, but I want to investigate and organize it a little more.


So starting on the cuddly end of the spectrum:

The first idea has actually happened in my real life. And that has been telling non-AB/babyfurs about me sleeping with my teddy bear. I have told a few female friends in the past, and they thought it was really cute. That feeling felt really good to me inside.

While it’s not really power, in some ways it feels that way because they’re getting enjoyment out of the idea that I’m like a baby in some way. They found it cute and somewhat amusing, but in an endearing way. I even showed them a picture of me sucking my thumb while snuggling my teddy (I told them I was posing), and the enjoyed that as well.

The tricky thing about this one (and really all of these happy mediums) is that that first level of respect can’t go away. It needs to be clear that I’m still respected and valued as an equal, as a part of a team when the context of the babyish act isn’t there. It’s not like it’s something that is thrown out at any moment to diminish who I am as a person.

However, that does not mean it can’t be used in playful teasing. As long as it’s clear that I haven’t lost any respect and value in important sitautions, I like the idea of it being brought up at any point. It’s almost like any other quirk that anyone else could have. I like the idea that they can always view me as cute and enjoy the aspect that I do it while they don’t.

This can be extended a little further to other cute babyish acts, namely thumb sucking or cuddling a blankie.



So the second is basically just my character as an adult who does any babyish thing and other characters ENJOY treating him like a baby....but there really isn’t any full embarrassment. They just find his babyfur activities to be cute and endearing, and they think it’s great taking care of him. But once again, they enjoy playful teasing him because THEY DON’T have those same babyfur desires. That’s where there’s an element of power.

In this case, it’s voluntary...he is engaging in babyish acts, but’s he’s choosing to do so. He still feels some embarrassment about it, but they don’t push it too much and he still actively chooses to be a part of everything.



The next step takes it a little higher...now they are the ones instigating it. Instead of him telling them he wants to be treated like a baby, they tell him they want to treat him like one. He still enjoys it, but now he’s more embarrassed and he’s not making as many choices. For example, maybe he’s not fully comfortable being diapered...but they nudge him into doing it and he goes along with it.


I think the next step is the same thing, but more public. They dress him up as a baby, maybe for a comedic purpose to make it more realistic and embarrassing, and now it’s a lot of them seeing him that way, and once again playfully teasing him.

I like to use this one a lot in ideas, and again, I think it’s because it’s more realistic because you see it in a lot of comedy shows. Dressing up a character like a baby for some gag is funny to people. It is missing some of that nurturing element, but I still think that can be mixed in.


I think the final step is kind of the same thing...but there’s more embarrassment and less concern for his feelings in the moment. I think th best example opis a bunch of young girls forcing a little brother to being a baby when playing house. They want it so much that they’ll push him into it...but it’s still separate from other usual interactions. It’s different from RP because they do have the real desire to baby him, they’re not acting. But again, it misses that nurturing aspect.



I really like all five of these. And what’s great is that I think all five can be done WITHOUT him losing any standing f or respect from them...he’s still a part of the team, and outside of the babying context they view him jus as normally as in any other.



There are also some other details that can be changed that tame the excitement a little...makes it feel more cuddly and less embarrassing.

Th first is to have multiple characters being babied at the same time. That makes it somewhat less embarrassing because you’re in it together with someone.

The other for me is changing genders. I don’t know what it is, but when it’s a male doing the babying or a female being babied, it just doesn’t feel quite as intense to me...both with the good parts and the bad parts.

I guess male on male can be, especially if the dominant male is particularly strong or intimidating. But even then, it’s always felt to me more like he’s enjoying embarrassing the other just for the sake of embarrassment...it wouldn’t have to be baby related. Females tend of more naturally have that innate maternal instinct as well as an overall deeper knowledge and experience with taking care of babies.

I know that plays into gender roles, which outside of the babyfur context I d9 whatever I can to resist. But in this context, I can’t change how it makes me feel.





So all together, these four journals kind of outline my biggest interests in the babyfur community. The sense of belonging/value the cuddliness or being an actual cub, the excitement/embarrassment of being forced into being treated like a baby, and the happy medium of being babied ass an adult in at tamer and more innocent way.


It makes me feel really good typing this out and sharing it, especially if I can refer back to it when I get future commissions. Hopefully it explains to others all of my tastes and how they fit together. I feel better now having this all organized and it makes me feel less bothered by it...I’m more at peace.



To help me flesh out these feelings even more, I think I’m going to be getting a story from  horatiohusky I think it will involve the Care Bears and hopefully all four elements that I’ve discussed in these four journals. So hopefully that will be something very nice to look forward to!

So after diagraming my cuter and cubbier babyfur feelings, now I wanted to grapple with my “dark side” of being a babyfur.

I know that a ton of babyfurs, and probably most furries in general, have sides like this. I also know that tons of furries have interests that are MUCH more extreme than mine, and that mine look very tame compared to most.


And yet, I still always feel embarrassed and “dirty” sometimes when I think about this side. I think it’s because it’s so different than the Uber happy and positive world that my cozier side has. There are definitely psychological connections, to be sure...but for the most part, emotionally they don’t relate.

So I think it will help me by writing this journal and explaining my interests. Then I think I’ll be making a fourth journal finding a way to find a happy way to bring them together and maybe find a little mental peace with them.


So for my “dark side”...since I try to keep everything on my page as clean as I can, I’ll basically say that it “excites” me. I think everyone can infer all they need to from that. But I will add that in the strongest form, it gets my heart pumping. In a very few extreme cases in my life, there have been been moments where it has even gotten my stomach churning to where I felt slightly sick/woozy.


I’m getting s commission that has some of these elements in them. As much as I LOVE it...it’s just so different than the cuddly Care Bear ones I’ve been getting.


So for me, my “dark side” centers around forced infantilism and humiliation. Those are the two big key features.

There are certain things that I really have no interest in at all, and in some cases even shut everything down for me. These main topics are anything violent, excessive wetting/messing, actual bondage, sissification, and anything sexual.


The interesting thing is there are small elements of each of those that are fine for me, which I may get into later. But the key thing is any of those simply support my main stronger feelings...I don’t get a whole lot out of any of those in themselves.



So for me, what excites me the most is the idea of an adult male character being forced to be dressed as and treated like a baby/cub against his will in an embarrassing fashion. What makes it the strongest is when this is done by a group of others, particularly when they are female.


Now, by doing some reading over the years, I’ve been able to find some general explanations for how this relates to other babyfur feelings. I think they key thing is that the idea of being babied against your will re-emphasizes helplessness, which is what real babies actually are.


So I guess what makes it so strong is that the idea of being babied against your will is the CLOSEST you can get to feeling what it’s like to be an actual baby/cub...which is what makes it so exciting, even if it doesn’t have emotional appeal. It’s like it’s on a deeper level.

However, I think the other piece that makes it so strong is that it 100% confirms the idea that the other people WANT to treat you like a bay/cub.

What’s always killed some of my babyfur fantasies in the past has been the idea that the other person is just treating me like a cub to humor me or make me happy. To me, that feels false and disingenuous. It makes me feel selfish and like I’m making the other one do something they don’t want to do. It doesn’t feel like real love.


And that’s what’s so fascinating to me...the idea that being humiliated by someone actually has a deep connection to the feeling of being loved by them.


I think it’s always blown me away how people enjoy taking care of babies. Mothers get a huge surge of emotion by taking care of their children as babies. But even young girls and teenage girls often have that natural maternal desire that I know I can’t relate to.


I think that’s why the idea of a male character being babied by female characters is always the strongest to me. It makes it more believable in my mind...it feels like their feelings of WANTING to do it so much stronger.



So that’s why for me, the most intense excitement comes from the idea of a group of females taking control. They have to choose a male who DOESN’T want to be babied and is mortified by it, but they want it. I think what makes it more real is when they have legit feelings about it that seem realistic...they can either think it’s funny, think it’s cute, or just enjoy the feeliing of power.


And it goes back to that feeling of helplessness for me. It’s the feeling that the females are in absolute control and get to do whatever they want to the male.


I think that’s why in these situations, the “classic” baby attire is so strong. It’s the way the females exert their power. To me, the bonnet is the best example. While most baby clothes (diapers, onesies, sleepers) serve some practical purpose, the bonnet is simply for decoration. It just makes the babied character loom cuter. It’s the ultimate power play by the females...they chose that bonnet to make the male look babyish in the way they wanted him to.

But I also like diapers and being powdered in a strong way because of the actual practical need. In those cases, it’s more of a matter of the baby being oblivious to needing a diaper. This is strong because it emphasizes the idea that the females know what they’re doing/talking about, and the babied one doesn’t...so just like a real baby, they ignore his feelings.


And that right there is a powerful feeling to me...I don’t like the idea that the females have truly malicious intent. I don’t like the idea that they WANT to make the male feel bad. Instead, I like the idea that either (a) they’re convinced that they’re right about him being a baby and nothing he does/says convinces them otherwise, or (b) they enjoy their feeling of POWER over him...that’s why they enjoy seeing him embarrassed, because it re-emphasizes the idea that they can do whatever they want to him.


So what’s funny is in these moments I tend to have their minds kind of go back and forth...I like the idea that they know what’s going on...they know he’s embarrassed and enjoy it because it shows he’s helpless. But they also know much more about babies and taking care of them than he does...so they can convince themselves that he’s just a baby and that they “know best”.


So it really is so much about power to me. The idea that they’re in control.


But of course, it has to be done open the baby context...because it’s all about tapping into the mindset of what it’s like to be a helpless baby.


So with all that said, I wanted to go through a few details that excite me and how they connect to these feelings.


-Cloth diapers: I really like this because it emphasizes that they know what’s going on and he doesn’t. Since most people don’t know how to put on/pin cloth diapers, I like the idea that they know how to put it on him, and he doesn’t...so not only does he not know how to take it off, but as they’re putting it on him, he doesn’t even understand how they’re doing it...just like a real baby.

Of course, he knows what a diaper IS and that by wearing one he’s becoming a baby. It’s just enough information to embarrass him, but not enough for him to be able to stop it.

-I like the verb “diaper”. To me, this seems to only be a word that people who’ll know a lot about babies use. The use of it re-emphasizes the idea that this baby realm is THEIRS...they chose it, not him. They are forcing on to him...he doesn’t want to be a part of it. He normally doesn’t think about it or know about it...they are dragging him into the world that they want.

-Bonnets, booties, Bibs, pacifiers, cute clothes: I already talked about this earlier, but it’s mainly just the idea that THEY are in charge of dressing him how THEY want.

However, the sissy idea kind of ruins this a little because to me it has to be a female babying a male. I feel like if he’s turned into a female, they aren’t loving him for being a male. Most people with my interests tend to be into the sissy idea, but for me, I guess it boils down to feeling that a boy needs to be loved for being a boy.


-Struggling: Obviously this is related to bondage. But for me, bondage gets a little too malicious and “adult”. I think it takes away from the idea that they’re treating him like a baby/cub. This is why I prefer the idea of them holding him and grabbing him instead...because people can do that with real babies.

I also think it adds onto the idea of teasing him. Letting him struggle some, but then re-exerting their power when they need to. I think this is why the idea of telling him to “hold still!” does a lot for me...it shows he’s struggling, but that they have the power to stop him...they’re actively choosing to.


-Being babied by a group: this is extremely powerful to me because it emphasizes three things: helplessness, embarrassment and attention. The group really makes it clear hoe helpless he is, but it also makes the situation that much more embarrassing. It’s like what’s happening can’t be hidden. But it’s also like they’re on the same team. Which leads to the idea of being the center of attention. Like a real baby, this connects to the idea that he’s getting all the love...it really magnifies the power of it all. This is about what they’re doing to him, and how they’re unified in doing so.


Being powdered/having the diaper put on: this has always been the most exciting thing to me. I think the reason why is that it’s the perfect transition from his “normal life” (where’s in control and isn’t even thinking about baby stuff) to the world of being forced to be a baby.

Obviously being naked is embarrassing, but then to have your naked parts being powdered really ratchets that up. On top of that, it also goes back to the feeling of “We know what’s best...we need to keep you clean, smelling nice, and not having a rash. We can ignore your fighting because you’re a a baby, you don’t know you need to be powedered”.

And putting on the diaper is the most powerful part. It’s like now he’s realizing that he’s being forced into their world. Apart from the “We know what’s best” that I described....the idea of needing a diaper is the most embarrassing thing about being a baby. So the fact that he’s FIGHTING against this so hard, that he DOESN’T want the diaper...but they DO want him to wear it and are actively putting it on him...it kind of wraps up everything all together.


Their knowledge of his embarrassment: it’s still hard for me to quite wrap my head around this. Again, I don’t like them having malicious intent to want to enjoy making him feel bad. I also like the idea of them ignoring his pleas and feelings because he’s a baby and they know best. But I also like the idea that they know he’s embarrassed and enjoy seeing him that way, and I can’t quite quantify that. I guess it just reasserts the idea that they’re in power and they KNOW it...kind of like an actual parent.

They know he’s not a real baby because they chose to treat this normal male adult like one. They know he doesn’t like it...they chose to do it to him, they’re not doing it to make him happy in any way. I guess they also think it’s cute how he wants to fight but can’t stop him.

So that’s the hardest part for me to focus on.



Anyway, it felt good to type all of that out, and hopefully it explains all of my feelings about this side of me and where it comes from.

So in part 1 I described my recent interest in Care Bear commissions and what they mean to me, particularly in the non-babyfur context.


So part 2 is the easy part..this is the first aspect of my babyfur feelings. This is the cute, cuddly, cozy part of it that I think a large number of babyfurs relate to.


For me the nice thing about this aspect of being a babyfur is that it's one that others in the furry community can at least view somewhat normally. Baby animals in cartoon form are cute to everyone. Even regular fursuits are often so cartoony that there's a "cute" aspect to them...so taking it to another level doesn't seem that drastic. I think you can even kind of make a character into a cub with an adult personality, which almost makes them more of a cartoon character.


Where babyfurs tend to make people more uncomfortable tends to be when adult characters are in cub clothes/situations, or when people picture actual adults doing these baby acts.


For me...what I value most about the cute/cozy cub aspect of being a babyfur is just how warm, ocmfortable and loving the whole thing is. You can almost start with things that aren't as abnormal...snuggling stuffed animals or wearing footed sleepers, for example. While there is still some taboo and weirdness associated with adults, particularly adult males, engaging in those activities, society has become open enough that even these "kiddie" aspects don't seem all that weird in normal society. So I"ve noticed that at cons, some of these kinds of behaviors have become much more normalized in the furry community.


This even feels like it's extended to multiple aspects of babyfurdom. Being a babyfur doesn't feel nearly as looked down upon at cons as it used to me, at least from my perspective.


Where things get tougher for people is when we get into the real "baby" aspects of it. Obviously the centerpiece is diapers, so I'll start there.


For me, the reason why diapers aren't as big of a deal is...unlike the vast majority of babyfurs, I don't really get much out of wetting/messing. That's why I don't think I've ever gotten a messing commission, and very few that involve wetting. To me, it actually TAKES AWAY from my cuddly and cozy babyfur feelings.


However, diapers are still the best part of being a babyfur to me. For me, though, I think it's that the softness and thickness really contribute to that cozy feeling. I also think that they represent the innocence of babyhood really strongly.

I think the IDEA of diapers is also really strong for me. I like the helplessness of the idea that you cant' control part of your body, and that you need someone else to perform even basic functions for you...like cleaning you and changing you.

But the actual wetting/messing part actually turns me off a bit. Dont' get me wrong, it's completely cool with me when others like it. It just doesn't do anything for me personally. I honestly kind of view it more as actual water being in the diaper....to me, that feels much nicer.


But ultimately, the whole thing still comes back to being loved. There are a lot of babyish activities that don't really do much for me....anything messy, really. I don't like a lot of feeding stuff because it feels too goopy.

However, anything that's really CUTE is the best for me. Snuggling together, pacifier/thumb sucking, plushies, cribs, and bottlefeeding are all great to me because they really look so cute. I also have always liked the word "blankie" a lot for those same reasons.


The reason why the cuteness is so powerful to me is that feeling of being loved. When you're viewed as cute, it makes you feel like you're loved just for being who you are...you feel innocent and protected. That's why the idaa of people viewing me cute in an endearing way (not a patronizing or diminishing way) is really powerful to me. And that's why I have so many fantasies about being taken care of as a cub....you just feel so safe, warm and secure, like you're valued.



So for me, that's how the cute aspect of being a babyfur really relates to my Care Bear feelings in my first journal. To me, the two almost go hand in hand. That's why I've truly loved the cute pictures I"ve gotten from artists like Spiffy and WhiteHeart.




And this is why it's going to be tough for me to dive into my next journal, which talks about the opposite side of being a babyfur for me. It really kind of throws off my cute, wonderful cuddly babyfur fantasies. So that's why typing out these journals might help me kind of find some peace between those feelings and aspects of it.



But for now...I'm really happy to think about and focus on the cute, cuddly side of being a babyfur. It's something that I feel comfortable talking to people on FA about and it makes me so happy when I see all of these pictures that capture that same vibe.

So as some of you may have noticed, after getting almost no new art over the last few years, I've recently been inspired to get a lot again, largely due to my interest in the Care Bears.

But a few days ago I felt a sudden jolt to get another commission that is completely different than all of my Care Bear ones. It's on the opposite end of my babyfur desires. And...it's almost like I've felt torn in a weird way between these two extremes of my babyfur feelings. I've felt this conflict all throughout my entire babyfur experience, and I still don't know quite how to put the two together.

So I just wanted to get out some of my thoughts about how to reconcile them.



I think what it all boils down to is that...all of this stuff on FA is just pure FANTASY. That's what makes it so magical...it represents those super deep desires that are beyond what you can actually attain in life.


Now, don't get me wrong...I have a great life. I am a very fortunate, lucky, blessed individual. I have s steady job, wonderful family, great friends, and as many daily creature comforts you could ask for. I know a ton of people would KILL for what I have in life.

I also understand the importance of keeping fantasy in its place. As Dumbledore told Harry in the first Harry Potter book when he saw the Mirror of Erised: "It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live." I know that you can't spend all your time thinking about a fantasy world that you can never achieve. I know it's important to be grateful for what you have and to find the happiness in all of the awesome things this life has to offer.



But...what makes FA so special is that it gives you a chance to completely dive in to some of your deepest fantasies. I think that's what makes getting art so special to me...all of these fantastic, incredibly talented artists are able to make my fantasies REAL.


So I wanted to kind of type out different parts of why these fantasies mean so much to me. Maybe that will make my varying babyfur interests fit together better and not feel as weird.



So this journal will focus on part 1, my interest in Care Bears...the non-babyfur aspect.


The thing is that I have awesome friends. But I never feel like I am COMPLETELY myself with any of my friends. I'm sure this is true for everyone...this is what makes us unique. I connect with some friends in some ways, and others in other ways. But I don't think I open up my total soft cuddly side to ANY of my friends. There's only one that I've told my Care Bear interest. I've told him I still sleep with a teddy bear (he does too, actually). But I haven't gone any deeper than that.


So I have great MOMENTS with friends, where everything is perfect. Where we connect on something deeply, or tell each other great jokes that make us laugh hard, or just show each other huge support.



But I still don't feel like I've ever opened up 100% and been completely supported and accepted for it. I don't know if I've ever felt like I'm completely 100% loved for every single little bit about me.



So what I've always loved about the Care Bears is the feeling that they DO love me inside out. So it's fun to fantasize about being one of them in Care A Lot. Like you're part of a family who accepts every little bit about you, inside and out. It makes you feel like you can laugh and joke together, have fun playing games, share all of your emotions...just do whatever you want whenever you want. It's nice knowing that they'll always be there to hug and cuddle you at any time

And what's so cool about them is how strong, confident and all knowing they feel too. It feels so great to think that someone that powerful and that COOL would accept you and love you as family too.



So I think this is why I've really enjoyed getting all of these Care Bear pics, without even touching on the babyfur aspect.




That's part 1. In part 2 I'm going to focus on some of my super cuddly babyfur feelings. And then in part 3 I'll touch on my...racier interests, to hopefully better put together all of my recent feelings.

So in the midst of my recent Care Bear art rampage...

I was looking back on things, and I just realized something today.

 marshallfox.1971 has created a whopping THIRTY-THREE paintings for me since I arrived at FA.


Out of all of those, he did it every single time WITHOUT ME ASKING HIM. Every single time he put in the time and energy to create them for me out of the pure kindness of his heart, out of his own generosity, and never asking for a single thing in return.


I realized in my laziness today that I never posted 9 of them, many throughout the last year. So I wanted to fix that today and post all of the ones that I had forgotten too.


I also organized them into folders so I can keep them straight going forward.


Marshall is one of the kindest and most friendly people I've met here on FA. He's been nothing but a wonderful friend over the years that I've known him. So I hope all of you are watching him and fave any pics of his that you like!


Thanks Marshall!!!! *Hugs

So it was kind of funny....I was just scrolling through my facebook feed and I did a bit of a double-take because I saw this meme pop up:


https://pics.me.me/when-guys-says-t.....d-27341551.png



What I couldn't tell is if someone drew the picture specifically for the meme, or if this was an actual AB cartoon pic that was drawn at some point and someone somehow ran across it and decided to make a meme out of it.


Either way, I don't like the way the woman looks, but I do like the look on the face of the guy and it's kind of a funny/neat little pic that I just felt like sharing.

Here's another silly video I found. I don't know anything about the show or what's going on in this scene, but I like seeing a super buff guy in a baby costume, and the diaper looks super poofy and fluffy!



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTWbt8s2Deo

I know all I do is post weird little ABish type videos any more, but it's always fun to share them when I run across things like this. This one is really silly, but I found parts of it pretty funny. I had never seen it until just now. It's basically just a goofy song about a few guys who are acting like babies (even wearing sleepers and diapers) to the tune of Justin Bieber's "Baby".



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NiLpqLImbjE

I know I haven't posted much in a long time, but I ran across this weird little clip from a TV movie I had never heard of:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqRT2zXS4zE


It's a strange little clip about a genie granting a boy his wish...and the genie ends up turning him into a baby! Like I said, it's kind of weird, and the movie seems really weird...but I thought it was neat! No diaper, but it does have a bonnet and a pram!

Yay, birthday burr today! 33 years ago I wore a diaper for the first time. But it certainly wasn't the last. Here's celebrating 33 years of being a cute baby burr!

I always remembered enjoying this commercial when I was a kid...and if you watch til the end, I'm sure you'll understand why. ;)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MGnB-Noy7KU

I always like it when I run across fun cartoon or show videos on youtube that remind me of the babyfur type stuff that I like.


The first one is an episode of Arthur I had never seen before. I had seen the one where Arthur imagines the machine in the library is dressing him like a baby.


But in this one, Arthur has an older cousin who one time in the past decided to dress him up like a baby and show him to people, just for fun (although Arthur doesn't find it to be fun!).


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv-g.....Gs&t=2m47s

(the good part is done at 3:05)


It reminds me of this pic I got featuring Digitz and Sonia:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14964669/






The second one is actually a very old one that I've known about for years. It's from the show You Can't Do That on Television. That show had tons of comedy skits involving kids wearing diapers or being dressed up like babies for different gags. The sketches were usually only about 30 seconds, so even though the episodes are all over youtube, it's hard to find the particular sketches.

But, someone posted a link to this one that only has the baby sketch. Similar to the first one, it has a girl who dresses up a boy like a baby, under the premise that it's what her babysitting manual tells her she's supposed to do:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcKX_GjjiKA





So maybe a few of you will enjoy those. :)

So I'm very very happy with all of the positive feedback I got on my first story that I posted. Even though it's my personal favorite, it wasn't as popular compared to some of my other stories, so I wasn't sure how people would react here on FA. But it seems like people enjoyed it, so I'm gonna keep on posting some more.


Before I do, though, thank you very much to everyone who read, favorited, and especially commented on my first story. It makes me feel so good to have something I wrote be enjoyed by others. So I greatly appreciate it!



So on to my next story. This was my second most popular one back when I posted all of my stories years ago, so I'm really hoping you guys will enjoy it too. It's much longer than the last one I posted...that's why I'm going to space out the posting a little bit more. I'll post the first four chapters tonight, then I'll post a few more tomorrow, and the plan is to have the whole thing posted by Sunday.


This story is pretty simple in the aspect that there's not a whole lot of crazy stuff that happens in the plot. But I think it's my best story that I have in terms of capturing emotions related to the whole babyfur experience.


It does take a little while to get going, but believe me, there will be tons of cubby fun in this story. The first few chapters really build up the emotions, and then later the cubby stuff starts flowing in. So I hope everyone will be a little patient with it.


I based this story on a lot of my own personal feelings of love I had for someone. Even though the person I loved was male, I changed the "crush" in this story to a female...partly because at the time I wasn't fully comfortable with my homosexuality, and partly because I still get tons of joy out of females being the caretaker. That's why the story's called "The Girl of My Dreams".


So because of that, I decided to make the main character a bear. He pretty much represents me and how I felt at the time...but with a whole lot more cubby stuff!




So I hope you guys enjoy the first four chapters I post tonight and that it makes you want to read some more later!

So now that I've finalized all of my edits on my first story, I'm just about to post it. I decided to break it up into ten chapters so I'll post them separately in my gallery. I've titled it "What Allison Always Needed".




But there's a lot I wanted to say about this story, so I decided to make a journal all about that so I can link back to it in the first story file. I think this is my personal favorite story out of all of the ones that I've written (which is why I'm starting with it), but it was actually one of my least popular ones. So if you don't like it, bear in mind that a lot of my other stories are quite different than this one.




1. Originally this was actually a mini-story that was meant to be part of a series of ten mini-stories that all tied together. I think it worked better like that because it worked well with the other mini-stories...some of them were funny, some were more about forced baby stuff, and some were more emotional like this one. But since this one was always my favorite story out of all of the ones I've ever written, even though it was a mini-story....so I decided I wanted to flesh it out some more to make it more like a full story. But keep in mind, there's not a whole lot to the story because it was originally meant to be much simpler.



2. There's not tons and tons of cubby/diaper stuff in this one. Like I said, it was originally a mini-story, so then it was shorter and it moved on to the other mini-stories that had tons of diaper stuff in them. Most of my stories have way more cubby/diaper stuff in them than this one does. I do think the cubby stuff in this one is pretty important, though the story could probably exist pretty well even without it. But rest assured, if you love diaper stuff, all of my other stories have much more of that in it...this one's kind of the exception.



3. This is one of my few stories that's about a female main character. Almost all of my other stories feature male main characters. I know that I personally prefer male main characters, so if you do too, keep in mine that this one is an outlier in that regard. I wanted to try something different. In addition, at the time I wrote it I wasn't very comfortable with my own homosexuality, so I didn't feel comfortable writing a gay story. If you like male characters, you can kind of imagine that Allison is a male character instead, and part of me even wants to go back and convert this story into a gay one where Allison is male. But for now, I'm leaving it as is.



4. Some people told me that part of the reason why they only thought this story was ok is that for most of it, it just feels like a usual baby girl/daddy type of story. And I understand that for most of it, it does. But I personally feel that the best part of the story is the ending, with the last three chapters...so if you start to get bored with it, I hope you will at least stick it out to Chapter 8. Rememer, originally this was meant to be much shorter...I made all of the dialogue in the first 7 chapters much longer than it originally was to make this a full story to post on FA. That's why there's not a whole lot that happens in the first 7 chapters. But I think the ending really makes up for it.



5. That being said, be prepared...there is a lot of sadness in the ending. I did make some edits in this new version to make it happier, but I always like people to be prepared for the sadness. Not all of my stories are like that, but if you don't think you can handle some sadness, be careful about the last three chapters. Chapter 9 has actually even made me cry some as I've written it an re-read it....but that's part of why this is my favorite story.



So I know that's quite a bit, but I wanted to get all of that out first. I'll be uploading all ten chapters in just a bit, so I hope you enjoy!

So after seeing that there's at least some interest, I've decided two things: 1. I will be posting some of my old stories, and 2. I will be re-writing them as furry stories.



This does mean that it'll probably take me longer to post them, because instead of just keeping them as they are, I'm going to have to go back and convert them all into furry versions. But I think that'll be kind of fun, because it'll make them feel fresh to me.


But I don't know how often I'll be posting them, then. Maybe once a week, maybe not quite that often.


Also, I'll kind of gauge the interest that people show in them to determine how many I'll post. A few of them were quite popular before, others not so much. So I'll probably post some of the more popular ones first, and if those go well, maybe I'll post some of the others.


I'm not sure right now if I'll post them in chapters or not. The thing is that a lot of them are pretty long, but I haven't split them up into chapters. But I used to post those in increments before, so I think it might be kind of fun to do it that way.



I think I'm going to start with one that's pretty short, though, so I think I'll post it all at once. It actually was originally a mini-story rather than a full one. But I think it's my own personal favorite of all of the ones I ever wrote, even though it wasn't very popular. But since it's so short, I think I want to take some time to flesh it out a little bit in addition to turning it into a furry story.



I'm not sure, but I may try to finish changing it tonight, so I'm going to try to post it tomorrow so it can be up before the long weekend is over. I can't promise anything, but I'm going to try....I really like this one a lot.


Finally, I think I might make a journal entry every time I start posting a new story, just so everyone will be aware of it. If I do multiple chapters, I don't think I'll bother making a journal every time I do, since that would be a lot...but at least that way, people would be more likely to be aware when I start posting a whole new story.



I'm looking forward to this. I hope people will enjoy the stories. Hopefully I'll have the first one up by tomorrow!

A while back I used to do a lot of writing. I haven't written anything in about eight years, but I used to do quite a bit of it and I enjoyed it a lot. I don't think I was ever fantastic, but I used to post a lot of the stories I wrote on some AB/TB forums and a number of people enjoyed them and thought they were quite good.



Recently someone started talking to me about some of them and it got me thinking about them again. I don't know if I've even thought about them in years, so I went back and read a few and it reminded me of how much I liked them. Ever since I started working full time about eight years ago, I just lost the energy and passion for writing.


But it got me thinking...maybe I could post them here on FA.


The only main issue right now is that they're all AB/TB stories involving humans, not furries. But I figured one of two things: Either I could just post them and people could still enjoy just the baby/diaper aspects of them, or I could go back and edit them to where they were about furries instead of humans. I don't think it would take that much extra work, since I don't do a lot of physical descriptions in my writing anyway...I focus much more on emotions.



So two questions for everyone:

1. I want to know about how many people would be interested in reading my stories. If I feel like there's a pretty good amount of interest, I'll post a few to see how it goes. So first off, if you're interested at all, I'd appreciate it if you left a comment.



2. For those who are interested, do you think I should turn them into furry versions before posting? Would it increase your interest in reading them if they were about furries?




I'd like to know because I like the idea of posting them, but if no one cared to read them, I don't think it would be worth the effort. I've been going back and reading my favorite one, and I've already seen all kinds of edits and improvements I can make on it, even apart from the furry edits.


So if there's some genuine interest, I think I'll feel like polishing up my some of my stories and posting them. If not, I don't think I'll pursue it.





So I'd really appreciate it if everyone who's interested would let me know with a comment!

This story about a rescued baby kangaroo who hugs a teddy bear is awesome.


http://www.cbsnews.com/news/orphane.....-like-a-human/

So going back a long time ago, while listening to songs I liked, I developed a mental habit of coming up with my own lyrics involving teddy bears that go with the tune of the song. It's kind of like how Weird Al comes up with parodies of songs, except mine are just silly little versions always involving my teddy bear or teddy bears in general.

It hasn't happened much recently, though. There was a Brandon Flowers song I liked in the spring that I teddified, but it was only ok.


But, I finally have one that I think fits very well. It's to Tove Lo's song "Talking Body". Yes, I know it's quite an old song, it's been popular for at least 6 months. But I only started really getting into it recently.


The teddified version really only fits the chorus so, here it is:


Now if we're talkin' teddy

I've got a perfect one

And he is cuddly

Swear he can do no wrong

When he hugs me ri-ii-ight

We snug for li-ii-ife

On and on and on...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AzRyxGBGiAE




I know I'm silly, but little things like this always make me happy. :)

So I recently ran across this song/video by Owl City and Hanson and I really like it:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTWaiwb5QnE


I've always liked Owl City because the music is calming and happy and makes me think of kiddie things anyway. I also really liked Hanson when they came out. So it makes me very happy to see them come together to make a song about nostalgic things from my childhood...this song makes me very happy.

For a while now it's seemed like  airwolf1987 (Ali) has been filling up commission spots pretty quickly, but this summer it looks like he'll be in need of a lot of commissions, so right now he's looking pretty hard to get some.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6790495/


Ali's on of my favorite artists on FA. I think his style is pretty unique when it comes to babyfur art. I also think he has great prices and he's always extremely nice and fun to work with. He's a great artist and a great friend, so I hope you'll consider getting a commission from him.

So if any of you guys hasn't seen it yet,  airwolf1987 is offering a YCH, but he's not doing it just to get money...he's taking most of the money he takes in from it and donating it to Nepal. He's only holding it until tomorrow, so check it out and see if you can bid on it if you're interested.


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16533241/


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6731369/

I saw someone post this:

http://distractify.com/pinar/suitsy/


Not quite a footed sleeper because it doesn't have feet, but it is a one-piece zip up set of pajamas (that the public often calls "onesies") that looks pretty much just like a business suit minus the tie. They call them "suitsies". I thought it was kind of funny.