Been here only a week and a half and my cat Keno caught a baby bunny (didn't hurt her). She was just scared, there is so much wildlife around here. My parents did good, by sheer luck but still. I got to hold the baby bunny then obeyed what te wildlife people told me and tried to find her nest. She is doing good. And we have 3 hawks, coopers hawks. Two are mates the other is their baby, it is fun to watch them fly into my yard. Just looking for work now, trying to get my life back together. Not to sure if my relationship is going well, I think I might just stay single and be with my cats, cats are good. Anywho peeps, stay strong and peace love and napalm

So my parents sold our house, they think we might get a loan for a new one (Notice how I said THINK and not KNOW) SO we are stuck camping at my uncles house in BFE. No internet or TV or much of anything, going crazy lol. Unless in my cousins room, I get some net there. But yea, if my folks don't get this house I am taking my tent and leaving with my cats. Sick of them making poor decisions and forcing all of us to suffer for it. I need to get my ass working and instead I am an hour away from people lmao. Only good part is more art is getting done, and Angel may be pregnant... Which I would be ok with, she will be a good mommy and AY I WILL BE A GRANDMA! I love fur babies. They keep me sane. Other than all the crap which I would love to rant about things are ok, saw a tarantula in the garage... We killed it, it was a very poisonous one. Scared the poo out of me. Anywho peeps, sta strong. Peace love and Napalm

HoriAkita is doing badges for funds, buy her stuff! It is 15$ for bust and 20$ for full, she laminates and puts a convenient hole in for a clippy. She does amazing work people, and she is an amazing person so help her out! http://www.furaffinity.net/user/horiakita/ Here she is, check her out.

Talked to my mom, voiced my concerns, and things have gotten a little better. Been drawing out the pain lately, which helps a lot. Still waiting to hear if I got the job, it will mean so much to Chris and me. We will finally be able to have date night and take my sister and her boyfriend out for double dates, though us together might explode peoples faces from our awesome amazingness. Still, I miss her badly. Angel, the kitten I saved, has been amazing. She is 5 months old now, got her at 3 weeks, and sits on my shoulder all day or my lap. She loves to jump on my chest and gives me hugs all the time. My fur babies are becoming a huge role in my life. But anyways, just felt like telling everyone I am not madly depressed right now, and things have gotten better. Miss my main lady HoriAkita. Hope she is doing awesome. Peace Love and Napalm

Found an epic tablet, the techie said it should be able to run Artweaver so I am sooper excited. And I have two awesome kittehs, who are great therapy cats. Angel, 14 weeks old, can already sense and help me through my panic attacks, amazing for a cat so young with no training. I think Keno helped her, he is trained. But anyways, getting Chris (the bf) some legos. Got him the Guardians of Middle earth game on xbox, he won't get off it lol. But anywho, I got a sleeping fur baby on my lap who hates when I type over her. Going to do some gift art for Horrible, my awesome Akita BFF. I loves her. I loves her so much. I loves you too, don't worry. TAKE CARE AND GET READY FOR ARTS

Sick of the shit at my house. Mom and dad are dicked to me but praise and treat my druggy brother like the damn golden child. I try so hard to make them happy, give them money and clean all teh time, I can't work right now because I have a severe back injury my dad says I am faking. I have 6 bulging disc, scoliosis and arthritis. All on a MRi and he still says I am faking it. They told me to do schooling for data entry, a office job, which I said yes to, so hopefully can start that soon to gt them to leave me the fuck alone. Just sick of the crap, Chris and my cats can only help so much, mom and dad get defensive when I try to talk and it just ends in screaming so I just end up bottling everything like usual, I feel like I need ot be a drug addict just to get positive attention but then again they would probably just kick my ass out. Sorry for the rant, hopefully no one reads my stuff anymore... Just hoping to scrap up enough money and get a tablet for the holidays. That might make me feel a little better... Peace love and napalm, happy hllidays everyone

So my lovely Sissy died at the age of 12. She had a major stroke and passed... About eight months later I got a text from a friend saying she found kittens in her garage that the mom abandoned. I asked the folks and they said yes, and a three week old kitten came to my house. I bottle fed her, we named her Angel, and then found out she is anything but.... But we love her. She is insane, loves Keno, loves the pugs, and loves to eat anything I eat and drink, especially tea... I lost my job due to being injured there. My back has five bulging disc, scoliosis and arthritis. But my medication ensures I can manage through the day :) But yea. Been an insane year, loves. Peace love and napalm

To sum this year up, it sucked. But thats ok. I dropped the first 70lbs, need another 70lbs to go, thats right, I was alot at the start of the year. Things that went right, I have a job, I have a boyfriend, and I have my best friend, my cat lived through his surgery, I think only one person died that I knew well, we got an awesome rainy season, my art imoproved 1000 times, I wrote my first book, so yea, pretty nice shit happened, I wont list the bad because there is no reason. The need to do in 2011, see a doctor, badly, lose more wieight, keep my job, save up money, go to MCR concert and Tonopah, finish 2 more books and the second draft of the first, hang out with mah bestie friend, and make a better life for the people I love. I think those are some realistic goals I can meet. So wish me luck, enjoy the night, enjoy your new year, and peace love and napalm, get ready world because Neko is not slowing down.

How shitty I feel right now. One guy has made me so upset I have panic attacks, am depressed, screwwed up bad on something, and finally cried. He tells me I fail every chance he gets, people say otherwise but for me its hard to not get upset by this since its constant put downs and guilt trips. I want to cut him from my life but am scared to do that becuase I am not a angry person and cant figure out how too, but this has gotten me so worked up its not funny. I am not on my meds right now and I need to be, I am alot worse this week than last and I know if he found otu I wasnt on meds right now because of the pharmacy's mistake I would still be the failure. I hate being so upset like this, and I know he knows what he is doing, but he does it because I wont get with him or whatever. I have already gone off the deep end, and I am bitter at him for making me like that. the worst part is he is friends with so many of my friends if he wanted to he could make them all hate me, he could destroy me more than he has, so I just get to deal with feeling like shit. If it wasnt for Kimiko, Domino, Josh, and mainly Squee, I probably woul djust freak the hell out, which never ends well. They are the only ones who give me positive emotions, and it hurts because I cant always be so happy for them due to the asshat. I'm going to stop ranting now, i have to go to work... To think, today is my birthday too, and one of the main things running through my head is his smug face when he left my portch today.
Sorry I am being so whiny.
Peace love and napalm,
Devilyn

I sold my soul to wally world, but am happy bout it, I work deli! And of course, talking to this awesome, sweet, and totally sexy guy that showed me some awesome bands and hilarious videos. He just rocks epic socks naturally <3. Working on book number 2, Insanity with a Smile, the first in the vampires that dont sparkle series. Instead, she kills innocents and talks to a stuffed one eyed cat doll she named Izzy. It talks back but only to her, and her sorta friend Derek hates it, it creeps him out massivley. I am so babbling about people who dont exsist lol. Excited to put together both costumes for halloween and general scaring the public. I even have a wooden luise ville slugger baseball bat for my vamp chick. So anywho, gonna do some more writting, drawing, and maybe talking to the sweet sexah guy if I am up that late. Oh yessums, and since I have a tablet, drawing Devi up, she is rather hard for me, not the best at drawing her yet lol, but Neko is up.
Peace love and napalm
Devi

So once again my epic burglar skills came in handy when my family locked me out of the house again! To bad I can break in easily! I'm like Freeman, cept I dont use a crowbar. Dead serious though, I do this 1-2 times every month, IDK why they do it, but I do know I am getting yelled at for the screen... OH WELL. I need to draw more stuff that isnt dead people. Finished my first draft of my first book the other week. Turning 21 next monday, go me. Have an equal amount of good and shit going on in my life, but I really dont feel like bitching about it, no one really needs to know. My kitty is all healed though, he gained like, 5 lbs and sleeps half the day, he misses his balls....
Peace Love and Napalm

PS Oh, and Squee, 'I HEARD that Curtis!'

Is home safely now sleeping. The flesh on his jaw was torn to the bone, bnut they fixed him up and now he is chilling with me in my room, purring and enjoying being home. I love that cat so much, he rocks socks.

Keno bug, my kitty, is in the vet hospital with a torn jaw, and needs surgery. I am broke. I need to raise 500$ by tomorrow, and am slowly on my way. So I am doing this, if you want art, I will draw you whatever for a small fee, if you live localy in San Diego CA, or know how to wire money, seeing as I need it tomorrow. If you want to, just message me. My baby boy will be better soon, i will ensure it, just any help will be really appreciated and gets you some nice art :) Peace, love and napalm,
Devi

Got to go to my first meetup, I loved it, people were so nice and awesome. trying to stay warm with the insane weather we have been having, I love the wind so much, it has really been helping me calm down as of late. Keno, my baby boy, brought me the spoils of his hunt the other day. I have been drawing a bit, writing stories as well, once i find work, Devilyn will be made. Cant wait for that. well, gonna go off and find something to amuse me.

Its almost my most favorite day of the year. I cant wait, and my sister drew a wicked awesome pic for Devilyn, which I love. I have to keep my kitties inside for halloween, as I have already dealt with kids hurting my baby boy, Keno. Burned his whiskers off, then took a lit cigarette to his ear. So yea, kitties will be inside. I cant wait though, Halloween is my favorite day. I will be home this year, with no famly, as they are going on a desert trip. I voted to stay behind, cant miss being with my good friends. Hope everyone has a good day! Peace love and Napalm