So I need to get dog food, so I’m going to host a bogo deal. So you buy one adopt you can get another for free. Equal or lesser value. So buy a $15 dollar adopt you can get another $15 or less adopt. I hope you can find ones you like. And thank you for your time and consideration.

Bogo deal will last until the 5th of May

I decide to pick an extra winner since I never did my milestone raffle, so the 4 winners are!

 Xtradefini

 SharkD4ddy

 ultramagnus47

 CheesestickWendigo

Congrats to the winners! Please note me what adopt you would like! You may pick any adopt open, just not from the on hold folder

Thanks so much everyone for joining! I’ll be sure to try and host more in the future!

Reminder I’m hosting a raffle ends April 10th! Check it out if you haven’t already!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11322683

So I know I mentioned my tooth pain, well I got two teeth extracted last week. And literally the next day pain started on the other side, turns out my wisdom teeth said screw you. So now I’m waiting to see if the dentist there can remove it or if I need oral surgery. They also went over a treatment plan, and yikes the prices and amount of work I need. I need fillings, root canals, extractions, deep cleaning. So much stuff needs to be done. Not only cause I’m so scatter brained I forget to take care of it. But mostly due to my auto immune that messes with my teeth. Some of what needs to be done will be covered but half the treatment plan will not be covered. And I need a partial denture so I can eat. I’m going to be living off of soup jello yogurt and mashed potatoes I guess. Because I’m missing or have broken all my upper chewing teeth.

Ontop of all of that the government apparently ‘overpaid’ me and now I have to pay that back and to do that their docking my payments. And ontop of THAT they are lowering my monthly income to lower than it was last year. I’m so stressed, it’s really effecting my mental and physical health. I feel so run down and lethargic all the time.

My inspiration is lacking. So I want to color and make adopts, I just…feel like everything I put out is bad. So thank you to everyone who favorites or comments. And especially to those who purchase, I know there’s many things you can spend your hard earned money on, and that you choose to do so on an adopt I made means so much to me. Truly thank you to all of you, I never thought I’d get this many watchers, or people that care about what I do.

Going to be hosting a raffle thanks to Centaurus! So there will be 3 winners! How to enter?

1. Watch me!
2. Comment below I'll give you a number
3. Good luck!

What do you win? Any open adopt from my sales tab or open adopt folder. So any adopt not on hold or that hasn't been claimed already!

Ends April 10th!

Be sure to thank Centaurus!

Having terrible dental pain. I have an appointment today, I hope they can pull the tooth and get me some relief. I know a pulled tooth equals a vastly different type of pain. But this current pain has been coming and going for weeks. I’ve taken antibiotics for it. So something is wrong with the tooth for an infection to keep coming back. I’m terrified of dental work, I’ve had bad experiences. I’m going to a new place tomorrow, wish me luck. Just wanted to vent and update everyone.

Also reminder, sale is ongoing until the 20th! Anything posted from last year/older is 50% off so long as it’s above $5

So I was able to get my meds thanks to all of you helping me out, insurance paid for more then I thought it would. But you all helped me get the rest. Thank you all so much. I took my second dose yesterday.

I’m now unfortunately dealing with tooth pain. So I need a dentist visit this weekend, luckily my insurance should cover it. But I may be living off yogurt and protein shakes for the near future. I’ve been ‘chewing’ with broken nubs of teeth that are finally giving way and giving me trouble. So they need to be pulled, that will leave me with no teeth to chew with. So until I can get dentures, which I don’t know if my insurance will cover. I’ll be living off soft stuff. Life is rough man. Just one tough thing after another.

My sale is still going on! I’ll keep it going until the 20th. All adopts posted before this year are 50% off so long as they are above $5. Thank you everyone for all the help you’ve given me. I appreciate you all so much.

Check out this art chance! They are a lovely artist.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/64169186/

So I’ve been having issues with my weight, my doctors have been on me about loosing weight. But with out being able to work out it’s quite difficult. And to be honest dieting was very difficult for me. But I’m putting full effort into it this time. My doctors also suggested weight loss medication. My insurance finally approved it. But I’m still paying some. I’ve also been suffering from extremely swollen legs so the doctors put medication in for it, it’s either sodium intake, or my blood pressure medication causing the swelling. So she’s switching my medication and having me watch my sodium. Which is going to be difficult, I just bought things for my diet, protein frozen meals for when I can’t make things (which is honestly often) and of course those have higher sodium. I’m tired of things contradicting in my life. So I need those medications, my weightloss medication.

Im having a rough time as is, I'm flipping my life upside down basically. Ive cut out sodas almost entirely, and sodas are my biggest vice, if I had no soda, or no candy for like months and someone asked me, chocolate/candy, or soda. I’d pick soda so fast. I’m trying to eat less, so I’m constantly feeling hungry. Hopefully with the meds that will ease up. I need to start calorie counting. It’s going to be a long difficult process. But my pain levels are getting horrendous, worse than ever. I know my weight is contributing to it. So I have to take this seriously.

I’m not sure how much I’ll need. My gf is in school and not able to door dash because she has tests twice a week every week. She’s trying to focus on school. Her parents are helping us a ton. But I don’t want them to have to buy my medication if I can help it. I also need new glasses, hopefully I can find a cheaper place to get them next month. It was estimated at one place 400 for a pair. So got to shop around.

So all adopts are on sale!

All adopts from last year or before, and over 5 dollars are now 50% off!

So someone I followed shared this to their page. I thought I’d pass along their journal. It’s informative of what to not put on PayPal invoices or notes. As you know probably, never mark something as nsfw or 18+ etc. but apparently there are other ‘bad’ words that are flagging accounts. Flagged accounts can get frozen, or even deleted. So check out their journal for more information please.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11289946/

Well it’s that time again. I hope everyone has a good night to see off the year. We won’t be doing anything, which is very surreal. We’ve been spending new year with my family for a long time. But I’m too much of a mess to do so this year. Spending Xmas just the two of us was also surreal. But nothing to be done about it.

I hope this next year is more gentle and forgiving with me. I’ve had a very rough, painful, exhausting year. One issue after another. So I’m trying to be hopeful this year will be better. My gf starts school Monday, they changed her class stuff though. It was supposed to just be billing for at doctors offices, now she has to train to do medical assistant work. She’s nervous about that because she hates needles. But I believe in her, I just hope she can fight through her phobia.

So I hope everyone has a wonderful start to the year, thank you all to my watchers, supporters, likes and favs. Everything means a lot to me, and having here as a place for comfort and support has really helped me through this year. I can’t thank you all enough.

I hope everyone has a merry Christmas, happy holidays, anything and everything you may celebrate. This year it’s just me and the gf, her family came into town and she spent time with them this week, but have to leave today. My family went to my brothers in another city. It’s very odd begin alone.

Ontop of all my other issues, I’m now having Jaw pain, pain in the roof of my mouth, and sinus like pressure. All only on the right side. My gf is also apparently sick. Sneezing, watery eyes nose etc. poor thing.

So life is testing me that’s for sure, but I hope everyone has a good holiday season.

So for a while now I’ve been dealing with leg pain, well Black Friday they pain got worse then ever. Sunday I went to er because I can’t walk with out crying and yelling in pain. They said it was my back issue, gave me steroids, my pain doctor gave me an anti inflammatory. No help at all, I go to er again Thursday morning. They do a ct of my hip, no fracture, they say it’s sciatica. This is the WORSE pain I’ve ever felt, I’m literally crying and yelling in pain. Walking is absolutely agony. I get a break from pain if I lay down, but getting up it returns 10 fold. I sit up in my recliner, it’s a constant pain, less then walking but constant. My leg feels like it’s in a vise.

Er said pt and time. No pain medicine is helping the pain. I can’t go to the bathroom with out crying from walking. I don’t know how I’m going to do physical therapy. I’m tired of life man, just like…I need a break.

Hi, I had posted how customs were closed, but I think I’m well enough now to reopen them. I got shots in my elbows for what the doctor believes to be tennis elbow. I start physical therapy on the 25th, I was supposed to of already started but life got crazy and I kept having to reschedule.

So customs are open! Adopts are open, I will probably post another adopt sell soon, to recoup money from having to sadly put my cat down.

I had to put my cat Argus down today, that’s 4 pets in 3 years. It was most likely the same thing that took my other two cats. So I fear for the ones I have left. I’m terrified and heartbroken.

So the doctor says he believes it’s tennis elbow, I start pt on the 31st. He gave me shots in my elbow the pain has lessened. But life of course can’t let anything decent happen. Our power went out today due to construction and I think it killed my electric recliner I’ve been sleeping in due to extreme back pain. So we’re having to buy a new chair, my gf luckily got approved for pay overtime. But with her having no constant income this is a burden.

My insurance has been declining things. I need an mri to continue to get my pain medication. So I need to call the insurance but I keep sleeping too late, because I’m still not sleeping at night. I guess I need to stay up till call times open one day and deal with it then.

So overall, ALOT of stressors, ALOT ALOT of pain, my depression is just a tiny bit better but all this stress isn’t helping it.

So just a reminder about my sale it’s a BOGO sale.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11238064

So check out my open adopts please!

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery...../415568/Adopts

So I’m going to try something new this time, this idea has been floating around my head for a bit and I could use some funds. So BOGO sale is now active until November!

So basically if the term is unknown to you, it’s buy one get one. So say you buy a $20 adopt, you will then be able to choose another $20 or below adopt to get for free! Or a $15 = 15 or below free. Nsfw edits will still remain an added on $5.

So please look around and I hope you find some new friends!

Customs are currently on hold, I’ve been having extreme difficulty and pain with my wrists. I actually have an appointment with a doctor for it today. So here’s hoping I can maybe get some meds or tips on how to manage the pain.

Please check out my friend!  MedievalWerewolf He’s a wonderful artist, he’s open for commissios!

Here is his price sheet. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38013203/

He’s done multiple works for me!

My banner: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51659265/

I adopted Ly from him: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62103004/

My AMAZING anthro form of Wulfric: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60149529/

I got Kasun from him: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60104465/

This wonderful anthro form: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56685806/

And finally (I have others but I don’t want to overload. Just want to show examples!)

Astrit’s sfw: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53420081/

Today is my birthday. I’m celebrating it by begin home run down. I’ve sores again in my mouth so I can hardly eat or drink. So I won’t be going out to celebrate with family. So I’ll be home with my gf just the two of us.

The Bell’s palsy is no better. My biopsies from my scope showed nothing. So who knows why I have the issues I’m having lol. I have may procedures and appointments this month. It’s already exhausting and it’s only 5 days in!

I hope everyone is having a better time then me

Much love and appreciation

So you might see some uploads of characters I own. I’ve had all these for a long time, I just never got around to posting them. So as I find the energy to do so I’ll be uploading them.


Life update

Life is still quite hard, I’m still dealing with paralysis on the left side of my face, no improvement. I did a second round of steroids and they haven’t helped. The pain is better, but still hurts.

I had an upper scope done of my esophagus and such. They took 3 biopsies of stuff to check, waiting on results for that. But it left my throat hurting quite badly. So swallowing hurts bad, and it aches even with out that.

My gf is still with out a job, her parents have been a life saver in helping us out. (My father has been helping as he can.) but she’s decided that she will use this chance to go back to school and take classes for medical billing I think it was.

Speaking of my father. His health is not the best, so much so he got demoted at work. He has a doctors appointment coming up on the 11th. But I’m worried for him. I hope the worse it is is that he’s not been eating properly. He skips meals often. He’s obsessed with his weight and it’s very concerning.

My depression has been terrible, like kind of scary so if I’m begin honest. I thankfully have an appointment on the 11th (it was previously in January) I hope they can help me sort this out. But in addition my ADHD has been so terrible, and added along with the depression. I’ve been doing NOTHING. I try and play a game, I get maybe 5-10 minutes in, 20 tops. I try and watch a show, 5 minutes. I can’t even read a paragraph before I can’t focus on it anymore. So everyday I just sit there doing nothing, bored out of my mind. Which leads to my brain thinking bad thoughts. Which fuels my depression. So I’ve been having a REALLY rough mental time.

But in other news. We got a kitten. This was not planned at all, she was just like…dropped in our lap. She is so small and sweet. She’s coming into her personality still. We haven’t put her in with our other cats yet, because Trixie, our queen bee. Is not fond of her. So we need to do slow introductions. But I can’t do that alone, and my gf is on vacation with her family. But this gives Toki (the kitten) time to adjust to life inside and us. My cat strudel has met her, but he’s very mellow and indifferent. He might even like her due to the fact he can steal her kitten food lol. Toki is also a rare FEMALE orange!

So overall, life hasn’t been great. So adopt making has been slow going, or really non existent. Just no inspiration, or motivation. So I hope you all forgive me for that, and the fact I have not put up the raffle yet. I just don’t want to do the raffle then not be able to give the winner a quality item. (If I decide it’s a custom and not just a premade. The choice of which is still undecided)

But thank you all for your attention, you all mean so much to me. I hope you’re all doing wonderful

I'm currently sitting at the er with tightness and loss of proper use for the left side of my face. I was terrified I had a stroke. Er seems confident it's bells palsy instead. They just did a ct and did blood work. They said steroids and anti viral medicine and I should hopefully regain use of that side of my face.

I'm relieved it doesn't seem to be a stroke. I was so scared

Well Ent can’t say for sure what it is, but he’s giving me steroids and some meds to treat if it’s cold sore. Apparently if you get it for first time sometimes you can have extreme reactions to it. So I just hope it can go away soon. It’s so painful and I can’t eat, hardly drink. I’ve eaten less in a week and a half than someone should in a day. I’ve lost at least 20 pounds (I don’t know my exact weight before I got sick). So I’m just trying to survive, I nearly fell walking into the doctors office I felt so weak. I’ve been sleeping a lot, all I really can do. It hurts so bad.

I hope everyone else is doing better then me

I’ve been sick swelling pain etc. but turns out it’s worse than I thought. I have the most ulcers this er nurse has ever seen in my mouth. I’ve not been able to eat or drink. It’s been horrible. So I’m dehydrated, they aren’t sure what has caused them. They sent tests off to see if it could be certain things. So life is not going well :(

I’m alive, things haven’t really gotten better. Gf is door dashing all day almost every day to try and make ends meet. Thank goodness for that. I’m currently dealing with med issues. I’ve been off one for a while and my clinic has refused to refill it. Or was ignoring my pharmacy’s calls. So I’ve been with out. So I’ve been dealing with a lot of depression. I’m trying to make adopts. But the depression has me very uninspired.

If you have ideas for adopts you’d like to see maybe that would help inspire me some? I hope everyone is doing better than me.

I’ve reached my raffle number, I’ll try and put that together soon. Hope you all are well

My friend has open adopts and commission slots available ! If you’re interested in wonderful work check them out! They’ve done many things for me, including my profile banner! So please go check them out!

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/homolalk/