taking requests once again. if you wish to request follow my rules on my fa pages and send me a note. thanks for watching.

right now i'm gathering quite a few requests now, here are those I'm working on.

AnAdmirer
billythefox

i'd like to thank those who are interested in my drawings. because of some new programs i've been downloading i'll be practicing wether or not i can try my talent at color works as well. if i'm to expand my skills and get more watches i must improve. so thank you to those who watch and those who request. i'm still taking requests for anyone who wishes me to draw something of theirs. same rules apply.

if theres one thing i wish to do in life is to become a concept artist for games. i don't have the brain power or logistic skills to become a programmer but i am a faily decent artist and one who can come up with great concepts. sadly though theres not much use for me if i don't have money to get the college funds for that. i always wanted to go to full sail or get my degree online, but because i'm swamped in bills i may never know if i may achieve my dream. but then i wonder was it really a dream if i accomplished it?

i've finally gotten my scanner to work again. so hit me with some ideas and challenge my artistic skills. i've been itching to make some new drawings and showing my new chars to my readers and watchers. thanks for watching cause now i'm gonna restart my requests. So hit me with'em! however here are what i do and don't do

do
macro/micro
fat
inflation
adult within reason
and ect

don't
scat
blood
death
or anything disgusting

thanks and hope to hear some good ones, submit all requests in private messages please.

as most of you know i'm an in closet about my sexuality to my family, slowly however it's been dawning on them about who i really am. well my mom found out by looking through one of my journals that i was going to send out in the mail to a buddy of mine. in the journal i had drawn tons of my chars yiffing and other kinds of situations. You can only imagine my embarrassment when she came into my room and quietly talked to me about it. she wasn't mad or anything but she did try not to freak out about it. she told me we could keep it between us until i was ready to say anything. afterwards i didn't feel as embarrassed as i thought as i felt. i think i was more afraid about the way she might see me if she find out. though technically i haven't fully explained my nature to her or the family, but maybe after this i'll come one step closer to who i want everyone to se me as in real life. who knows

for those who read my stories and those waiting for the newest chapter i apologize. allot has been happening in our family and it's sidetracked me from my tasks at hand. i'm still trying to write the new chapter but with all the tension in my house right now it's hard to do so. my older sister tried to commit suicide for the third time in years. and i'm still learning to deal with it all over again. once the calm comes i'll get back to work on my chapters some of you have been waiting for. i apologize once again for delays "squishy hugs for all"

i was wondering if i wasn't the only one this has happened to. have you ever had such a deep dream that when you woke up you forgot who you were? It happened to me a week ago on a tuesday. i woke up from a very intence dream and then i forgot why i was sleeping in the room i woke up in. it was as if everything i was was gone for a moment. but then after a few minutes of being in a waking daze i remembered everything slowly but fast at the same time. it was kinda scary, but ...whats the word... clear at the same time. well there is another word but i can't think of it? has this hapened to anyone else before?

today i turn 24 years old. nothing much happened for my birthday since were all strapped for cash these days. however i'm trying to save up for the psp dissidia pack when it comes out so i'll put in a pre-order for it tomorrow. these days seem to hav there ups and downs, bills got me down, but my imagination seems to be active lately. i'm writing more often and my grandparents will be celebrating their 56th wedding aniversary. they amaze me sometimes. i can't celebrate with them since their in Florida but i'll call them and try to send them a present if i save up a bit. also once i fix the scanner i'll try to take requests again. anyway i hope this year is a good one, thanks for listening.

i'm so bored these days. it seems as though these days my creative nature is in a standstill. i tried writing the next chapter to the latest post and i tried continuing my AI story, but my head is blocked. i either need to play a new videogame or find some musing music. sorry to dump on whoevers reading this. i'm stuck inside this house with no money at all. thankfully my b-day is coming up but i have no idea what is going to happen. so here is what i need, maybe if i take requests again i might get the wheels turning. however if you request something remember i may not get it online for a bit, i'm still trying to see if i can post stuff through this laptop. anyway, any requests must be submitted in PMs. be specific. no scat or disgusting disemboweling. i won't do it, if it's adult be specific.

help me get creative again or give me suggestions. i'm desperate...

it's so good to be back after so long. as soon i figure it out i should be able to start posting again. my time away has given me time to think of some new story ideas. can't wait to start posting them again. oh and i've restarted my ICQ account again, so anyone i need to contact again send me a note and i'll send you my number. hope to chat with allot of you again, once i get my situation set up again i'll start taking requests again. anyway great to be back, i missed this place so much.

As the year 2008 comes to a close and begins anew with the year 2009 I often wonder if this truly is the last year for our beloved Playstation 2. I still cringe with the notion that one day will come where the final nail in the coffin will lay down the sytem that has been going past the expiration date and contending with it's newer model (which half of us can't afford). But fear not my PS2 gamers. For Atlus, the company that loves it's fans has brought us one of the greatest RPG's of 2008 or perhaps a contender as one of the top ten RPG's of the system itself, I review Shin Megami Tensei Persona 4 for the PS2...

First Impression: When I start the game I can't wait to get into the action and allow the game to sweep me off my feet. However that dosen't occur in most RPGs. The introduction is a bit long, but nessasary I beleive. The opening is slow but informative as to the world around the protagonist.
He is taken to the ever so darkly Velvet Room, where the host of all Persona's reside, Igor. He tells me that I must take responsibility for the coming events and for my desiscions. Afterwards I am greeted by family and start my school day.
However in an unconventional twist on the first day of school a body is found hanging from an antannae in the residential district. Not a good sign. The initial start of the game feels like the opening to a horror movie rather than saving the world, which is a pace i've become sucked into, a story that pique's my interest and wonders, who's next?

Playing the game: After all is said and done and me and my newfound friends have made a promise to capture the culprit. Playing the game feels less spastic and out of control than Persona 3 did overall. The game makes me feel like I have more control over the whole expeirence, but still gives me some rules as to how long I can enjoy it before another victim is decided through the Midnight Channel.
Rather than a Tower from P3, we get actual dungeons! Thank you Atlus! The dungeons are still randomly generated, but they are created according to the victim's hidden personality as you try to rescue them. Which is a great aspect of the dungeons.
The fighting in this game has improved greatly compared to P3. You know have the option to tell your characters what to do or let them make their own descisions during battle. The AI is smarter and thank God I can control them during Boss battles, cuz let me tell you never let your AI run wild during a boss fight.
Daily life has also improved in terms of the social link and overall activity of the days you don't spend trying to catch a killer. Social Links are actually the links you create with your fellow detectives, rather than many other people outside of the circle. For each bond you strengthen your teammate may take a killing blow for you or slap you out of confusion. Daily life includes some mini games such as fishing or trying to get a prize out of a vending machine. Part time jobs are also available and are another way of boosting you funds for weapons and such. And rather than quests be given form the Velvet Room, they are given to you by total strangers, the prizes are good, but some quests aren't apart of the story and are sometimes unnessasry.

Lasting Impression: The characters and the story have to be one of the best in the Persona series. This is a series that has proven to us that each entry has gotten better than the previous gem. Persona 4 shines with it's characters. Not to mention we anthro's will love Teddie, the mascot Bear who makes slightly funny bear puns. In my opinion Jack Frost, should be shaking in his boots cuz I think Teddie should be the new Atlus mascot.
Instead of the normal high school stereotypes we normally see, Atlus has given us fresh original types that even I have seen in my high school days.
The funniest character has to be Kanji due to the other characters questioning his sexuality in nearly ever skit involving both sexes.

Overall Verdict: Buy this game immediatly and get the soundtrack with it if you didn't reserve it. One of the best RPGs for the PS2. And one of my favorite games of all time. Jack Frost, eat your heart out, Teddie is my new Mascot for Atlus!

I've already recived some requests but i want you my watchers to challenge my imagination. I want to draw something that'll make me quiver with anticipation to draw. These days my imagination needs a jump start due to my poorness and my inability to buy new games. So free me form this slump and get me creative!

I've waited for a long time to see the sequel to one of my favorite furry films from DreamWorks Animation. And since I work in the theatre I also get to screen it for free. Anyway if I had to compare the first movie to this one I'll say this, Madagascar times twice the funny equals Madagascar 2.

Unlike the first movie the sequel dives into the past of Alex the lion to uncover some hidden secrets about his past and his relation to the continent of Afrika. A compelling story and a funny one at that. However the real difference between the first and the sequel is that each character is given a complete story of their own rather than focus on Alex the Lion and Marty the Zebra.

Coming to Africa means that Melman and Gloria also has issues of their own when confronted with new settings and new environments when finally surrounded by their own kind. A new make hippo character MotoMoto is interested in Gloria and Melman may be challenged by his own phobias and delusions.

And once again the Malitian group of Penguins are back once again to cause mayhem and madness where ever they go despite their good intentions. Wether it's stealing car parts or negotiating with Monkeys that have formed a union.

King Julian and his servants Morice and his most loyal servant Mort are tagging along the way as King Julian leaves Madgascar in search of new lands to conquer. Always a riot on screen and always a pleasure to watch.

And finally a great addition to the main cast is a minor character we saw in one scene at Grand Central Station giving Alex the smackdown and a christmas special on the dvd. Thats right Grannys back and she's got some new moves for those "Bad Kitties".

The jokes are funnier and the laughs come in ever scene, except when their is an emotional part. You'll laugh, you may cry, but overall this film is a must see and I also recommend it for any furries who love to see "Lion Muscle Expansion"

So any fur worth his fur must see this movie packed with hilarity at every turn and a heart warming scenes that'll get ruined by the penguins somehow.

Rating: MUST SEE!!!

Today I tried all day to try and start a conversation with each of my family memebers when generally they were doing nothing and were otherwise not occupied by something. On all attempts I was given a brush off, ignored and told they don't have the time.

However when I am pre-occupied or in the middle of something they either ask for my help or try to start a conversation about what they want to talk about or how they're day is going. And it's become rather annoying how each of them has made it a point that I can't complain about anything seeing is how I don't have the same hardships that they do.

On one level I will agree with them , I don't share the same hardships as them. But for the record, I don't have the same hardships as them. For years I have been telling people that I try to understand things form another's perspective on their life or even what could be happening to them. However, I have yet to meet another person offline or sometimes online who has yet to listen to my problems and sympathize with me without making me feel guilty.

Sometimes If I am talking about how hard my day was, sometimes the other person will interupt when they think I am done talking and then believe they have to top my problems with something worse. I have no problem listening to another's problem, but it becomes an annoyance when they insinuate my problem compared to theirs is less then unmentionable.

So I ask if anyone has had such a similiar problem within family or friends. And I wonder what will it take for those we truly listen to to truly listen to us without conversation toppers, stoppers, or feigning ignorance to our problems existence in comparrison.

Some of you know me for my exceptional stories that i write. and now i'm wondering what will be next after Daniel and Sosbe have told their tale. Should I try for another one of my chars stories? Should I continue the story of Leo and Kevin? Or should I explain how Biggs the Chef got so big? Well as my readers I would like you to throw me suggestions on where I should explore next. Your opinion matters since your my readers. I hope for positive feedback, and even story suggestions about your own chars are welcome, provided I know what you want. I hope to recive positive suggestions ans support. "hugs for everyone"

To this day I wonder what my parents really want for me in life. My family said they want me to go to college, yet I'm not in college, my family said I should try to buy a car, yet I don't have a good credit score and I'm terrified to drive. Finally my family wants me to get a full time job, but were in a recession. What the fuck do they want from me?!

If theres one thing I've learned in life is that it's this. The mistakes of your siblings reflect on your parents descision for your actions. My sisters took out loans for college, and went to Owens Community College, I said no because I wasn't ready to go yet. Then when I say I want to go to Full Sail University in Florida, they said okay then make a plan and tell us about it. So I researched everything first, I looked up rent rates for apartments and I looks up all the tuitions and looked up any scholorships and called the school for anything i could qualify for. Then halfway through my research and planning my parents say.

" We don't think you could survive in Florida by yourself, take online courses."

A little pissed off I decided to comply for now to see what could happen, I apply to two diffrent online colleges and once again hallway through the research and application they fucking say

" Oh those colleges are scams, just go to Owens"

What the fuck is with my parents or anyone's parents for that matter, they won't let me make my own descision, and if i do, they freak about the fact that I made a descision by myself. I mean christ, my sisters went to college, why can't I? Not only that but when I tried to fill out the applications again, mom got worried I'd need a co-signer for my forms, and she said .

" Well I'm not paying for your college like I did your sisters"

FUCK!!!!!

What the fuck is with my parents?!?!?!?

It's like they're purposely discouraging me inot staying the dependant on my parents and they're waiting for me to ask for their advice and be their fucking plan for my life. I don't get them! Just because my sisters are screwed up dosen't mean I will in the first month.

By the way older sister is barely doing well in classes, and younger sister dropped form college and owes lots and lots of fees. Their mistakes are now a reflection on what I might screw up. So if you have siblings, i pray your luck isn't as bad as mine.

So like in the title

How much does Independence Cost?

Cause I'm sick of my family and always depending on them, when they couldn't give a damn about who I am or what I do.

when i first read the article i was happy, then i realized it was just Re: Chain of Memories. Apparently Square-Enix dosen't love it's American fans that much. For $30 we get RECOM, we just don't get Final Mix + in the equation. what part of this dosen't make sense? Does SE figure the fans won't be upset about this? I played it once on GBA, and low and behold Persona 4 comes out around the December release date the RECOM. Persona 4 comes with in the extra form a game disc, a music CD track, art book and a number of goodies for $50 bucks. Atlus seems to be the company that shows love to it's fans. They even brought us Persona 3 FES for $30. Two games for $30. SE seems to think just one game that can only be maybe 20 hours at the most is worth the $30 price tag.

So i ask you. Who loves their fans? For me, when Hironobu Sakaguchi left SE the magic dissapered and the quality of their products do not amaze me like the good old days. If SE wants the true love of fandom they need to take a cue from Atlus.

most of you know my rules now. send me a private message to my FA account explainign in detail what you want. i can't do color right now but only sketch work. looking forward to more ideas. plus i'm also interested in art trades as well. i do Fat,thin,vore,muscles,adult etc. i like to experiment

lately i've only been getting favorites or views on my artwork. please, it would help allot if i get some comments if people like something about my art. yes this is the starving for attention moment but tats an artist right there. so please comment if you like it.

On a side note, i'll be taking requests again or art trades. I do Fat, Inflation, Muscle, Macro, or any kind you can think of, i'm always one to experiment and stretch my creative skills and outlooks. I also do Adult drawings as well, and like aways you will have first say if i draw your characters wether or not you wish to have me display them on my FA account.

Ever have one of those days, where every plan you tried to make for yourself turns to shit, all your luck goes out the window, and everyone you love becomes a stranger in an instant. One of those days. I feel so guarded these days, I often wonder what life would be like if I came out of the closet to my family. My mom would probaly fret but accept me, my dad would probably never speak to me again (in my case a good thing), and my sisters would finally have a gay friend to ask what looks good on them. My friend Mark would probavbly never speak to me again since he's so homophobic. Why am I denying myself this honest freedom? It's not anything good will come of it, and it's not like the world will change for the better for me. And I often wonder why every plan i try for college fails. Because my family gives their 2 cents and ruins it. my father wants me to learn about videogames through free programming but i don't have the processing power to do it. Bills are way past due and my shifts at work are being cut. So much for year 23 of my life. Maybe the worst has yet to come. Lets see...

As most of you know, i debuted with Rounded Love. Some of you have asked when I'll be making anohter chapter, well i'm sorry to say that Leo and Kevin's story will be put on hold a bit longer. I feel i need to explore anothr story now. This one is entitled A.I. Fat Fur Obsession.

In the hustle and bustle of the city a new kind of Articial Intelligent Machine called the Assistant. A new machine all the animals are saving and buying. Created to look like any animal/human these models are bought for various tasks. Cheap labor, an office assistant, or even a lover. All their needs are met with this new Animalian huminoid robot. However the needs of one wolf named Daniel Schnelker are about to be met head on and then some. What happens when your new robot starts getting more interested in how you'd look with a bit more weight on your sides? Or what happens when your robot wants to be more of your personal or just al of it? Daniel is about to find out when he's putting on weight only his robot Micheal knows about. In A.I. Fat Fur Obsession.

coming soon...

I'm very sorry to those who were promised requests. i lost some of my pages on my request forms. if you like please re-submit your request in a private mesage and i'll get to work on your request. Once again I apologize for not getting to this sooner, it's been busy around here. So i'll be taking requests but those who had requests before i'll put you as top priority.

I find myself asking a question I ask myself when another remake of a movie or a worn out concept is brought back from the dead in gaming. Is Originality Dying in America? Heres what I think. Originality was once bright youthful and full of spirit in America. In the film industry it boomed with business during the twenties and fifties. But now in the 2000 era Originality is in the hospital hooked up to life support, with it's evil cousins Remake, Re-release and Continuation lingering around it's bed waiting to kick the bucket and inherit a dying past glory forever spiraling down into a culture wasteland America will one day become.

Remake theses days likes to take japanese horror films about dead girls and bring them to America promising more victims and candy to snack on. The japanese girls never see the candy but they do get the American victims who can't speak a word of Japanese, but the Japanese have a better English dialect than most teenage wannabe actresses screaming for a paycheck and doing dumb things because their hairdo represents their IQ in the film and determines their life expectansy when pitted against a dead person.

Re-release likes to take classic films and improve their filming quality slightly to profit from old Star wars fans and tell children that the force is with them as long as they buy the DVDs and relive a series that should have died when George Lucas thought it was a good idea to take us in depth inot the childhood of Jedi killer Darth Vader. We all know he's the greatest villain of all time, but that dosen't mean we need to see why he got so fucked up in the head in the first place and inadvertantly killed his wife.

Continuation is really popular these days, word has it that were bringing back the park that refuses to face extinction. Jurassic park is getting another installment with characters who thought it would be a good idea to explore an island filled with carnivorous dinosaurs and things that will make them go SQUISH! Not only that but Americas favorite fictional torture films are being milked for all their worth. Saw 5 coming to theatres to prove that the eighties are back and milking horroe movies to the last drop are what America is about right now.

However there is hope for Originality. Videogames seem to be one of the only original things left in this world aside from good books. However Originality will one day have to face it's demise when it realizes that Americans want to see the same damn thing over and over again until their eating popcorn and holding mutiple choice questions during a movie to see how the next blonde bimbo is going to die and at the same time reveal if her breasts are real or silicon.

So tell me people, does Originality still have a chance in this country? Prove me wrong for God sakes!

To all those I've taken requests form I apologize for the delay of posing. I'll be able to post them hopefully once the weekend is done after i get some time with the scanner my sisters have taken from me. So anyway I'm still taking requests and hopefully I can start posting them on Monday. Thank you all for your patience.

Okay then, turns out we paid the bill early and we get to stay, and for anyone who's on my request list i'll be finishing your requests soon and posted

For anyone else interested I'm still taking requests for the time being. I can do PG to Adult now if you wish, just give me the specifics and i can do it.