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Posted 2 years agoMade a bsky for those interested! I feel the place has a lot of promise so far!
https://bsky.app/profile/daxzor.bsky.social
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A last journal for 2022, on to 2023!
Posted 2 years agoThis year was, very mentally taxing. Though a lot of good things still happened. I feel like I've grown more this year than I have in the past...8? Spent a ton of time doing self-care, that's for sure. I don't think I'll be done with that anytime soon. For those who missed it, I've been in a relationship for little over a year since 2021. I felt I struck gold with her and it's been a while since I've felt the way I did then. But sadly it wasn't built to last, as -long story short- our lifestyles clashed a little too much in the end. The breakup was the hardest part, once again I went through a period where I had a hard time eating, sleeping. And I had to really find things to distract myself, which was very hard. My art wasn't doing it for me either. It's been a few months since then, we're still on good terms, but I still struggle sometimes. At this moment I feel like I'm kinda done with relationships rn. I'm not looking anymore, and I'd rather focus on my own things for now. I've had the experience, and that's good enough for me. For now.
I visited cons and events again thanks to covid (sorta) dwindling down, got my drivers license as well. And best of all; I got to see France, where I met and visited Tabuley! (Guy's an excellent animator, but also, a mad good cook) Disneyland Paris was on my bucketlist, which I most certainly do not regret. I wish I could go again. In a few years perhaps! Some past experience has given me lots of anxiety meeting people, but my trip has shown me I can still do this without fuss. And it's made me feel like I'm actually not as socially incompetent as I thought I was. And for a bit I've felt like my "old self" again. (I feel like I used to be more spontanious, happier, and that's coming back bit by bit as time goes on)
Art is a whole other thing. When I was with my ex I put a lot of time in her. Including all the family things that came with it. Feels weird how that was all for null now. After that I've kinda gotten used to just...not doing art very much at all. At least, not as regular as I used to, especially NSFW. I don't understand how people can manage all these things and still have time for their hobbies. I hope to pick art up properly again, or at least more often. Redesigning old characters like I mentioned before on twitter is a good start. I'd like to do more fanart too, other people's OC's I like, some popular characters. I've always enjoyed doing that. I should be able to draw as many Lola's, Renamons, Krystals or Rouges as I want. I shouldn't care that it feels like pandering.
Anyway, I hope all that actually read this have a good newyears. Best wishes from me, and Dax. All versions of them. :)
If you've been in a bind, hoping the next year will treat you better. Positive energy!
I visited cons and events again thanks to covid (sorta) dwindling down, got my drivers license as well. And best of all; I got to see France, where I met and visited Tabuley! (Guy's an excellent animator, but also, a mad good cook) Disneyland Paris was on my bucketlist, which I most certainly do not regret. I wish I could go again. In a few years perhaps! Some past experience has given me lots of anxiety meeting people, but my trip has shown me I can still do this without fuss. And it's made me feel like I'm actually not as socially incompetent as I thought I was. And for a bit I've felt like my "old self" again. (I feel like I used to be more spontanious, happier, and that's coming back bit by bit as time goes on)
Art is a whole other thing. When I was with my ex I put a lot of time in her. Including all the family things that came with it. Feels weird how that was all for null now. After that I've kinda gotten used to just...not doing art very much at all. At least, not as regular as I used to, especially NSFW. I don't understand how people can manage all these things and still have time for their hobbies. I hope to pick art up properly again, or at least more often. Redesigning old characters like I mentioned before on twitter is a good start. I'd like to do more fanart too, other people's OC's I like, some popular characters. I've always enjoyed doing that. I should be able to draw as many Lola's, Renamons, Krystals or Rouges as I want. I shouldn't care that it feels like pandering.
Anyway, I hope all that actually read this have a good newyears. Best wishes from me, and Dax. All versions of them. :)
If you've been in a bind, hoping the next year will treat you better. Positive energy!
Journal Update 08-10-2020
Posted 5 years agoHey all, been a while since the last update again. Sorry for that, but again (and it bears repeating) I just never really have very much to say, I'd rather just show art when I can. :)
That said I feel it's about time again (hint hint) so here we are. First off, I closed down my Patreon a while ago together with my public discord. As Patreon itself became intrusive in people's private spaces they should have no control over, just to appease their PayPal gods. At least...I think that's what the reason was, they generally aren't fond of porn/nsfw and are incredibly unsupportive of sexwork(ers) in general. It didn't happen to me, but it wasn't the first time Patreon started being fishy. It was the last drop in an already overflowing bucket, and as art wasn't my main income anyway I just saw fit to close it all down. To those supporting me on there at the time, I appreciate you, and the fact you had the patience to stick around since my work was (and is still) kinda sporadic. And to those I supported myself on there, I'm sorry for leaving, but i don't think I'll be making use of Patreon anytime soon again.
With the closure of Patreon came the closure of my public discord. My intention for it was, specifically, to run my patreon content through it (also so people couldn't easily get to my work that way in case it'd end up on that yiff-dot-party website *groan*) but I turned it public and it grew kinda fast. With it came a lot of complications in terms of moderating etc. And let's face it, I don't make a good mod, and I don't really care about moderating anything anyway. :^) Over time the channel started losing traction, it grew a lot quieter, and to me, it just felt like an enourmous burden. It just didn't really turn out the way I hoped it would, and it was creating some certain subconscious moments of stress I think. On one hand I didn't really want to close down a channel with 500+ members, but on the other, again, apart from Patreon, what was the point of it really? It wasn't for me, so I closed it down quietly. No public announcement, just a week's notice to my patrons. I'm glad I did this in the end, it's a huge weight off my shoulders. I just didn't care enough I guess, and I probably won't be doing a public thing like this again.
Meanwhile, real-life is rather dull. My job (finally) took proper precautions for the Corona situation as most people weren't really sanitizing or wearing masks properly before. And as my country approaches yet another wave, It's pretty clear people in my area treat this willy nilly, and they generally don't seem to care until it happens to them personally. (I'm kinda cynical so I'm just; "this is just how people be lol") They seem to be more frustrated by new rules/restrictions laid upon them. And while in some cases it's understandable, this makes conspiracy theories rise again too. I'm...so tired. This makes me happy that I've grown accostumed to being a bit of a hermit, the same people that kinda made fun and forced me to be social are now slowly losing their minds. And ngl, I'm enjoying every minute of it. :)
Hope you all are well too, I'll be adding another journal in a little bit about Crash 4, since I'd really like to talk about that game. :)
That said I feel it's about time again (hint hint) so here we are. First off, I closed down my Patreon a while ago together with my public discord. As Patreon itself became intrusive in people's private spaces they should have no control over, just to appease their PayPal gods. At least...I think that's what the reason was, they generally aren't fond of porn/nsfw and are incredibly unsupportive of sexwork(ers) in general. It didn't happen to me, but it wasn't the first time Patreon started being fishy. It was the last drop in an already overflowing bucket, and as art wasn't my main income anyway I just saw fit to close it all down. To those supporting me on there at the time, I appreciate you, and the fact you had the patience to stick around since my work was (and is still) kinda sporadic. And to those I supported myself on there, I'm sorry for leaving, but i don't think I'll be making use of Patreon anytime soon again.
With the closure of Patreon came the closure of my public discord. My intention for it was, specifically, to run my patreon content through it (also so people couldn't easily get to my work that way in case it'd end up on that yiff-dot-party website *groan*) but I turned it public and it grew kinda fast. With it came a lot of complications in terms of moderating etc. And let's face it, I don't make a good mod, and I don't really care about moderating anything anyway. :^) Over time the channel started losing traction, it grew a lot quieter, and to me, it just felt like an enourmous burden. It just didn't really turn out the way I hoped it would, and it was creating some certain subconscious moments of stress I think. On one hand I didn't really want to close down a channel with 500+ members, but on the other, again, apart from Patreon, what was the point of it really? It wasn't for me, so I closed it down quietly. No public announcement, just a week's notice to my patrons. I'm glad I did this in the end, it's a huge weight off my shoulders. I just didn't care enough I guess, and I probably won't be doing a public thing like this again.
Meanwhile, real-life is rather dull. My job (finally) took proper precautions for the Corona situation as most people weren't really sanitizing or wearing masks properly before. And as my country approaches yet another wave, It's pretty clear people in my area treat this willy nilly, and they generally don't seem to care until it happens to them personally. (I'm kinda cynical so I'm just; "this is just how people be lol") They seem to be more frustrated by new rules/restrictions laid upon them. And while in some cases it's understandable, this makes conspiracy theories rise again too. I'm...so tired. This makes me happy that I've grown accostumed to being a bit of a hermit, the same people that kinda made fun and forced me to be social are now slowly losing their minds. And ngl, I'm enjoying every minute of it. :)
Hope you all are well too, I'll be adding another journal in a little bit about Crash 4, since I'd really like to talk about that game. :)
Journal Update 14-11-2019
Posted 6 years agoSince the last journal I wrote was over 2 years old, I figured I should update it a bit. Honestly, I wouldn't mind writing a bit more, but I just never really know what to talk about.
I guess I can bring up a few things for this one. Starting off; Patreon.
Been at it for a while, and even though I update slowly I do feel it's been doing alright overall. It's kinda tough to get more support on it but I very much appreciate all the folks who are already in. I kinda wish I could update my art more regularly still, but life just simply doesn't really let me. I spend a lot of my time at work, and the time I have left I do not always feel like drawing. I'll admit that art has gotten less relaxing for me over the years, I don't want it to turn into an obligation. I currently feel good where I'm at right now, which is all I could ask for.
I'm not really interested in sharing a lot of rl stuff. But this month it's been one year since my gran passed. We haven't had a close family death in nearly 18 years. So all of this came out of nowhere, and it left me and the fam in a bit of a shock. It made it hard to enjoy Christmas and Newyears as she was always there with us. My mom and her sis did patch up things again because of all this, they had a huge falling out years ago. So I'm happy to see them visit more and more the past year, I hope that keeps up. Despite some issues I still feel lucky with the family I still got (compared to some of my close friends anyway, who either lost most or have none.) In short; Keep your loved ones close, and don't underestimate the time you get to spend with them when they are older. You might come to regret not seeing them enough...
Lastly. I love the Sonic redesign for the movie, bless Tyson Hesse. I'm super excited to be able to play Halo: Reach on PC after so many years. And I can't wait to put more (lewd) art ideas on paper, I hope you will like what I have in my backlog.
Anyway, how are you guys?
PATREON - TWITTER
I guess I can bring up a few things for this one. Starting off; Patreon.
Been at it for a while, and even though I update slowly I do feel it's been doing alright overall. It's kinda tough to get more support on it but I very much appreciate all the folks who are already in. I kinda wish I could update my art more regularly still, but life just simply doesn't really let me. I spend a lot of my time at work, and the time I have left I do not always feel like drawing. I'll admit that art has gotten less relaxing for me over the years, I don't want it to turn into an obligation. I currently feel good where I'm at right now, which is all I could ask for.
I'm not really interested in sharing a lot of rl stuff. But this month it's been one year since my gran passed. We haven't had a close family death in nearly 18 years. So all of this came out of nowhere, and it left me and the fam in a bit of a shock. It made it hard to enjoy Christmas and Newyears as she was always there with us. My mom and her sis did patch up things again because of all this, they had a huge falling out years ago. So I'm happy to see them visit more and more the past year, I hope that keeps up. Despite some issues I still feel lucky with the family I still got (compared to some of my close friends anyway, who either lost most or have none.) In short; Keep your loved ones close, and don't underestimate the time you get to spend with them when they are older. You might come to regret not seeing them enough...
Lastly. I love the Sonic redesign for the movie, bless Tyson Hesse. I'm super excited to be able to play Halo: Reach on PC after so many years. And I can't wait to put more (lewd) art ideas on paper, I hope you will like what I have in my backlog.
Anyway, how are you guys?
PATREON - TWITTER
PUBLIC DISCORD, PATREON PREPARATIONS
Posted 8 years agoI made a public Discord for those interested. I'm preparing a few things for it considering future work and patreon when I get to it.
https://discordapp.com/invite/QEwJAF8
Hope to see ya here
https://discordapp.com/invite/QEwJAF8
Hope to see ya here
Today I hit 27
Posted 8 years agoReally, It's like it doesn't matter how old you get, you'll never feel mature enough for the age you actually are. I won't be celebrating it much, but since I'm usually not so vocal about it I figured a journal would be in order.
Taking it easy the last few weeks while trying to de-stress my mind a lot. Some new draws underway, stay tuned.
Been out of the loop.
Posted 9 years agoI apologize for my absence here and for not posting much.
To those who don't know; I'm dealing with a lot of study-related project work (which I still stream btw) in the meantime, that is holding me back from creating any content for my NSFW end. I've also been dealing with a lot of personal stuff that has been adding copious amounts of stress and sometimes even anxiety for most of the time. And I don't have much, or even the time, to distract myself from it. I'm hoping the Last Guardian might when it's out.
My hands are craving to draw some tits n dicks, I can't wait to be over all this. I need a breather, a break.So where am I exactly?
Posted 10 years agoIn case this page were ever to dissapear somehow, or you found an account somewhere that has my art but of which you aren’t sure if it’s the same guy or not. Here’s a little list of all the accounts and profiles that are actually made by me:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/DaXzOr
Picarto: https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....RocketRaptorTV
Tumblr: http://rocketraptor.tumblr.com/
Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~daxzor
FurryNetwork: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/daxzor/
Sinnergate: http://sinnergate.com/rocketraptor/
AD Twitter: https://twitter.com/d_d_dax?lang=en
Pixiv: http://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=1532196
SL: https://my.secondlife.com/daxzor
F-list: https://www.f-list.net/c/daxzor/
Last.fm: http://www.last.fm/user/DaXzOr
SoFurry (Daxzor, but the page is disabled)
These are in order of how active I am on them. Twitter being updated daily ofc!
I know my main tumblr page shows a few links, so does FA, but I wanted to establish them a bit in this post. Just know that if you find me active anywhere else. (Happened a lot on F-list, I found like 2 imposter accounts, not counting the ones that actually give credit. Also SL.) It’s not me! Thank you~
Twitter: https://twitter.com/DaXzOr
Picarto: https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....RocketRaptorTV
Tumblr: http://rocketraptor.tumblr.com/
Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~daxzor
FurryNetwork: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/daxzor/
Sinnergate: http://sinnergate.com/rocketraptor/
AD Twitter: https://twitter.com/d_d_dax?lang=en
Pixiv: http://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=1532196
SL: https://my.secondlife.com/daxzor
F-list: https://www.f-list.net/c/daxzor/
Last.fm: http://www.last.fm/user/DaXzOr
SoFurry (Daxzor, but the page is disabled)
These are in order of how active I am on them. Twitter being updated daily ofc!
I know my main tumblr page shows a few links, so does FA, but I wanted to establish them a bit in this post. Just know that if you find me active anywhere else. (Happened a lot on F-list, I found like 2 imposter accounts, not counting the ones that actually give credit. Also SL.) It’s not me! Thank you~
YCH action end! Next YCH opening info.
Posted 10 years agoBidding is now closed on the auction, and 
is the winner with $200!
Congrats! Give me your e-mail adress and I´ll e-mail you with the details!
Next auction I'll be starting wil go up at the end of august, and it will be a two character picture! Considering putting Dax in as a second, or to leave it open for the bidder. What would you like to see?
YCH REMINDER - 5 days left!
Posted 10 years agoThere are 5 days left before my YCH ends! The highest bid right now is at 200 by !
Just a heads up to those who might still bid, or to those who missed it!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17142652/
Sorry for the short stream!
Posted 10 years agoPicarto has been fucking up tonight, and the chat kept disconnecting/crashing. When finally my stream itself gave in according to OBS, I bailed.
I will be streaming more however, I'm going to try to sketch and draw in a more consecutive tempo the upcoming month.
I also hope you guys won't mind some casual study sessions during my streams. I want the get off the entire pinup trend I have going for my art, and I have plans to work on more perspective and character interaction. Also a bigger variation on expressions would be nice!
Hope to see you in my next stream you buncha lovely people!Apologies
Posted 10 years agoI'd like to say sorry for the lack of art, and actually fully fledged finished pieces. I'm going through some busy times and I don't get to spend as much time on my personal shenanigans as I used to. After my internship is over, hopefully I can get back into it! NOW OFFICIALLY 25
Posted 10 years agoI'm now officially mature enough...I think.
Friends and booze tonight!
YCH auction end - WINNER
Posted 10 years ago
I'm a little late.
The winner of this first auction is 
with $200 as the final bid! Check your notes!
I'll do another YCH soon, the bidding time on that one will be shorter however. So keep an eye out!
Other places to find me + more activity.
Posted 11 years ago
I'm not really much on FA anymore, and with recent on-goings on (that aren't my business) I think it'd be a good idea to alert you guys on where else I am. You'll mostly find me on these two places...
http://rocketraptor.tumblr.com (ESPECIALLY TUMBLR)
http://www.weasyl.com/~daxzor
And two more that I still use but I'm not as active with
https://inkbunny.net/DaXzOr
http://www.last.fm/user/DaXzOr
And that's that!
