Good evening everyone! Long time no see for many of you who still watch me for whatever reason! As I'm sure all of you have seen, I recently commissioned a picture of Chemic:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43920348/

People still seemed amazed to see her (even though I have had a few semi-recent pics!) Never-the-less, I had been pondering a comeback of sorts! As some of you know I do have a Chemic page over on InkBunny:

https://inkbunny.net/Chemic

... and eventually planned to mirror that over here. While that hasn't come to fruition, I'm obviously still around, kicking, and would like more artwork! So here's my thought...

I'm going to start a pot for Chemic commissions. Lets say $50 a month. I'm up for both pose ideas and artists to draw said picture. At a certain point (end of the month?) I'll somehow pick a suggestion and artist (probably randomly or perhaps voting???) I donno, I want to hear suggestions from people out there! So spread the word. Maybe we can actually begin to see new pictures of Chemic regularly ^^

I do also want to say if this doesn't work, I'll generally try and commission more artists for pics of Chemic. So even if this doesn't become a monthly deal, I may find a way to make a "suggestion box" for picture ideas!

Just a quick little post before I run off to do more holiday things! I hope everyone has had a wonderful Christmas :3

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I'll post some stuff again *^^* Even if its reposts of commissions I get :P

Giving twitter a try now... I figure FA kind of frown on posting photos so maybe a can tweet some of my day to day rambles... If anyone is interested in following me, I'll probably lean more towards technology and stuff :P

https://twitter.com/DarrenCax

Hi everyone... Maybe I can slowly become more active once again. However, things have been quite insane since the moves... See...I purchased my parents house and my brother is moving in for a few weeks. Soooo my parents are slowing moving stuff out as my brother is slowly moving stuff in. This weekend has probably been one of the most active times in terms of moving everything. That and with my dad refusing to rent a trailer or moving service, there's been a lot of manual labor! Oh well, good exercise. But yes, a nice house with much more room than this bachelor needs ^^;

Besides the crazyness prior to the move and what's been going on locally, things have been quite uneventful. Sleep, Work, Supper, Repeat. I will say I'm loving living about 10-minutes from the office. I also have my own office as well as a cubicle...I feel so special x3 Oh, and having the other techs scold me for knowing too much is a good thing, right?

So what else to say...assuming people haven't just stopped reading already... I do really want to get more into furries again. I feel I've unwillingly drifted away so much. I do want to meet some new people both online and in person. I hope to set money aside and perhaps commission a few more people. I hope to attend more cons and generally become more active and even more known within the community.

If anyone is wondering, I do have an account there...
http://darrencax.tumblr.com/

And perhaps more pertinent to people's interests...
http://preg-chemic.tumblr.com/

I will continue to post things on the Chemic blog but don't expect much activity elsewhere. Unless someone can provide a solution, I can not STAND the suggested blogs. Besides not caring for the whole social networking/suggested searches/etc, the damn thing gives me the same blogs over and over again! I am familiar with plugins to automatically remove these posts, but I've yet to see anything which is that interesting there. Most people are on FA or similar sites :P

Fellow furries! Have any of you gone to FAU. I'd seen the banner now and then but didn't think too much about it. However, now that I am back in NC, this con is only about 5.5 hours from me (probably less with my driving >.>). I believe things will have calmed down here by then and (assuming there's even a room left...) I could probably make the trip.

So... With that being a possibly, anyone going or know people who are going? >.>

Since Telegram seems to be taking off so much, I decided to try my hand at a group chat. Hopefully it'll take off ^^;

https://telegram.me/joinchat/Bv2SJA.....E-_rconSXCSLrA

And for anyone interested in chatting with me, you can find me at DarrenCax :3 Just a heads up though, Telegram is still kind of finicky for me. Something about me using a number through Google Voice tends to trigger some spam deal. Basically it makes it nearly impossible to chat with people unless you are already on my contact list!

Wow... Not a whole year between updates. Well, a much more drastic one here.

Cutting right to the chase, Chai broke off the engagement so we're no longer a couple. That being said, we're selling the house, recouping what we can and going our separate ways. Me, I'm planning on heading back to North Carolina. While the weather doesn't bother me too much up here, the corruption and insane living expenses do. Couple that with every aspect of the state reminding me of what I've lost, I don't feel I could stay here. Oh, and lets not forget my family still lives in NC, so I'd be all but alone here...

So, with that all being said, I wanted to warn my watchers of whats happening here... Recently I have been reevaluating myself and perhaps even more-so with this massive change in my life. I have other interests besides pregnancy I might become vested in. I might become more social around the community as a whole. Who knows, I might even attend additional cons (or none...who knows). I guess I just want people to know if they watch me solely for pregnancy related items or because I was with Chai that those times are gone. I have no issues if people stop watching me. Don't worry, I will not hunt you down and demand to know why :P

Now back to piecing what's left of my life together and try to figure out where it takes me.