I ate something that did not agree with my stomach… I am going back and forth to the bathroom… why must this happen?! ÒwÓ

I’m torn… I want to get the Nintendo Switch 2, but I am also unhappy about the greed Nintendo is showing… so what to do? Buy or don’t buy? I dunno!

I was depressed for a while... I was actually hospitalized for a while thanks to it, but im back now... I'm sorry for my absence...

I forgot my password for my Barnaby the bee account... So I am going to try again with making an alternate account. This time with a password I will most likely not forget. The new OC is a Moogle. I will be commenting on this journal with the finished account.

I will be going to sleep now... some how I developed a headache...

I'm reworking some things. I may need some extra time before I reveal the reindeer. the reworking is of my art style.

First update: I have been seeing my counselor twice a month, and it's helping a lot more than before. I will be changing my attitude and try to be a bit more positive than I was. I will be using different calming tactics to assist me with this.

Second update: I have broken my iPad by accident... I sat on it... oops... But I'm now going to learn android! I have a backup tablet that runs on android.

Third update: I'm going to study more art skills. I feel it may be essential on my art journey. I may have come a great distance, but i still need more skill.

Fourth update: I have a new oc planned for the holidays! Well... Actually 3, but only 1 is holiday related! (I published this before it was completed... Curse my big fingers!) the holiday oc is obviously going to be a reindeer. the other two are a walrus and a Borzoi

that is all!

I want to tell you that I am making an alternate account! My current characters will remain intact! But I wanna try doing an oc of an animal that I am actually allergic to… I will comment with my new account! My main OC on the alternative account is a bumblebee!

duncanthedalmation left a request for Freddy to delete his accounts. He did, but he left his roblox account open. So if you see my deceased friend online on roblox, it's actually Freddy using the account. He says that he wants to keep part of him alive in some way.

Arthur and I got into a car accident… I’m recovered mostly… Arthur is still hospitalized… he’s recovering slowly… just updating you on where we were…

I was thinking all night about what I can draw for a birthday gift. The birthday gift is for  EccentricCreature34

I won’t say what I thought of because it’s a surprise!

After that, I might do either personal ideas, or maybe get some sleep… I didn’t sleep at all last night…

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10916349/

I’m sorry, but this needs said… MY FRIEND IS NOT A SLAVE! Four users in particular have been pestering him for a billion years worth of requests! I’m sure there is more, but he only mentioned four of the big pests… now… have those users ever thought that, oh… I don’t know… FOX PRINCE HAS IDEAS OF HIS OWN HE WANTS TO DO!? To say I’m mad at these four users is an understatement! When a friend is emotionally hurt enough to feel like a slave, THEN I HAVE TO STEP IN! YOU CANNOT TORTURE SOMEONE LIKE THIS! HE WAS KIND ENOUGH TO GIVE THEM A FEW REQUESTS, BUT NOOOOOOOOO! THEY WANT MORE! BUT HERE IS THE THING! I GENUINELY CARE FOR FOX PRINCE! AND SEEING THIS IS NOT ONLY DEVASTATING, BUT IT PISSES ME OFF KNOWING THAT THOSE PEOPLE PUSHED HIM TO THE BREAKING POINT!

Fox Prince… you’re not a slave… you never should feel that way… you’re a wonderful friend… and the users you mentioned… are they really your friends? In my opinion, they are using you… I think that your mental health is very important… and I hope that they can open their eyes and see what they have done to you… 💔

 theroundanteater and I are having an OC wedding! why oc only? Blame our families... let's just say "they don't like the LGBTQ+ community" so he and I are odd to them... so we are tying the knot in secret via our characters! Im glad to have made it this far in a relationship! I am even happier to have  theroundanteater as my husband!

Why would Arthur bully me? Why would he do it incognito? I found out it was Arthur when the bully had a slip of the tongue and revealed himself... I request that you give him no trouble! If i find out you attacked him, there will be issues...

I have an announcement! I might soon be in a relationship! the lucky guy im talking to is  theroundanteater

i was bullied by someone i didn't even know... I don't know how, but they got my phone number... i blocked the number they contacted me from... im now going to try to heal.

Did everyone lie to me about being my friend?

I’ve been through hell with my family… it should have been stopping there… but no… First was fallout between me and Freddy! He’s so demanding! I had to “give him my 2 weeks notice” via an exchange of words… next I’m feeling left out… this feeling is driving me insane… I was not informed of artfight starting until I found out myself… so it’s kinda too late… I missed out on a lot while I was away… guess it doesn’t matter what I feel though… you all have more popular friends than me to keep you company…

a quick journal to thank theratboy2001 for some art lessons! I would love to do something to thank you, but i'll wait for you to return to see what you would like.

I can't seem to think of anything... I hope that this will soon solve itself and I get an idea...

I had a rough hiatus… it’s mainly personal matters… matters I won’t be discussing… but there is a decision that I made while I was away! I’m going back to my mutant nerd form. Gus will remain a reptile of sorts, but I’ll decide what he will be at a later date. Possibly a raptor. I’m also back during Pride month! Would you imagine that? I dunno how to celebrate though…

Zay is gone again… I feel like I did something wrong…

My friend/manager  FreddyTheTurtle is coming back! He wants to apologize for the hiatus due to life getting complicated.

Arthur has decided to not participate in the series… this is due to an argument with Freddy… I have no knowledge about what caused the fight, but I do know that I need to replace him… I need to think about what animal aside from a bear would make a good plushie.

Things are not going to well with my devices... Isn't technology fun?! qwq