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General | Posted 8 years agoGo and watch 
HeyImTeedo ! For your Teemo and Yordle Goodness!
Honestly though, great person! Looking forward to their gallery filling up!
HeyImTeedo ! For your Teemo and Yordle Goodness!Honestly though, great person! Looking forward to their gallery filling up!
Rest In Peace Lucky...
General | Posted 9 years agoIt was when I had lost another loved one recently that I happened to stumble upon you. Sulking deep in the corner of that cage with another whose legs were paralyzed.
When I reached out to pet her, you growled at me and got between her and me. You were protecting her from those who you felt would hurt her.
Bit by bit I got to know you better, you and I were more alike than I had thought.
Both outcasts, both traumatized, both feared. I bonded with you over the days as I still continued to search for the one who I lost.
It soon came to pass that we became bound like brothers, and I was able to take you back home, hoping to heal your wounds, and to give you back a family.
I still remember your eyes shining with joy, looking out the taxi window as you waved goodbye to the pound you once held as home.
At home, you met your best friend Yuki, who you played and enjoyed accompanying. Although you were afraid of the other humans that lived with us, you were slowly adapting, poking your cute nose at them as curious as you were.
You always protected me, even to the silly points that you would block the door of where I am and bark at anyone who dared try to get near.
You were my knight in ebon fur, protecting me and keeping me safe all the time, and I loved you so much for it.
When Yuki passed away and you ran to his spot, I could only feel heartbreak as you whimpered and layed down there waiting for him.
Only for me to panic as you were then inflicted with a terrible disease days later.
I scrunched up every money I could find, and did everything I could to help you recover.
They told me it was hopeless and that you would be gone, but I didn't want that, I didn't want that at all.
Nothing mattered, costs, time, anything. I just wanted you to be okay again. So I fought alongside you, hoping you would return home safe and sound.
When you returned home and regained your energy, I was so happy and thrilled. I couldn't help but give you a tight hug and you responded your usual way of pressing your nose against my cheek.
Days, weeks and months had passed since then, and I continued to enjoy life with you, despite all the hardships that we had to endure.
I had just gotten my new job and I was so thrilled to tell you the good news...
But when I returned home and I was told that you were missing, my heart stopped. I looked for you all night until you came back.
You felt so lost, You felt so scared I bet. Of the dogs and the people that hurt you as you were trying to find your way back in.
When I took you back home, I was happy as you sat down on your usual spot. But that happiness was short lived, for the first time in your playarounds with Bill, you drew blood.
I was horrified, but I still believed in you either way. I couldn't help but wonder what had happened. It continued on for another day, you had become more aggressive, and I was beginning to get scared.
On our last night together, as I sat down at the back door with you and just held you in my arms, you continued to keep close to me and keep me company. When I cried, you drew your face near to me and gave my cheek a lick. You looked at me with those concerned eyes of yours. You didn't want me sad again did you?
I was scared, but I had you, that felt enough for me. But still, something was wrong. You were scared of everyone else besides me, and you would jump aggressively at them should you feel that they were threatening you or me. You weren't your quiet calm self anymore. Something was wrong.
Like a parallel to how we met, we had our last night together with you in my arms, and I gave you a nice bath and we ate together.
I can't tell you how horrible I feel of what you had to go through when we arrived at the vet. I was so scared that I couldn't help but hold on to you. But in the end, you just wanted to protect me and yourself didn't you?
You didn't want anyone to hurt us, even if it meant that you'd have to be a monster. I know that feeling... I know that feeling so much...
Even now, it still hurts, knowing you're no longer here.
When I visited you yesterday, you were still very energetic and you still recognized me, and you expressed your desire to come home with me so badly... But I told you and myself, that we had to be strong, that we had to be patient. That you and I would live through this. I put all my hopes on that.
But when I woke up a few hours ago to the message that they asked me to retrieve the other half of your body. I couldn't help but feel the deepest darkest despair.
You were gone.
So even up to now, I'm still here crying, apologizing to you wherever you are now.
I'm sorry Lucky... I'm sorry that I failed you...
I'm sorry that I couldn't be there with you during the time that you needed me most...
I'm sorry that your sendoff had to be one filled with fear...
I'm sorry Lucky...
I can't ever forgive myself...
But please remember Lucky... to me you were the most loyal and wonderful dog a person could ever had. You deserved to live a happier and more joyful life. You deserved to fall to rest with the people you love.
Rest now my dark knight
Rest now my brother
Rest now Lucky
I love you
When I reached out to pet her, you growled at me and got between her and me. You were protecting her from those who you felt would hurt her.
Bit by bit I got to know you better, you and I were more alike than I had thought.
Both outcasts, both traumatized, both feared. I bonded with you over the days as I still continued to search for the one who I lost.
It soon came to pass that we became bound like brothers, and I was able to take you back home, hoping to heal your wounds, and to give you back a family.
I still remember your eyes shining with joy, looking out the taxi window as you waved goodbye to the pound you once held as home.
At home, you met your best friend Yuki, who you played and enjoyed accompanying. Although you were afraid of the other humans that lived with us, you were slowly adapting, poking your cute nose at them as curious as you were.
You always protected me, even to the silly points that you would block the door of where I am and bark at anyone who dared try to get near.
You were my knight in ebon fur, protecting me and keeping me safe all the time, and I loved you so much for it.
When Yuki passed away and you ran to his spot, I could only feel heartbreak as you whimpered and layed down there waiting for him.
Only for me to panic as you were then inflicted with a terrible disease days later.
I scrunched up every money I could find, and did everything I could to help you recover.
They told me it was hopeless and that you would be gone, but I didn't want that, I didn't want that at all.
Nothing mattered, costs, time, anything. I just wanted you to be okay again. So I fought alongside you, hoping you would return home safe and sound.
When you returned home and regained your energy, I was so happy and thrilled. I couldn't help but give you a tight hug and you responded your usual way of pressing your nose against my cheek.
Days, weeks and months had passed since then, and I continued to enjoy life with you, despite all the hardships that we had to endure.
I had just gotten my new job and I was so thrilled to tell you the good news...
But when I returned home and I was told that you were missing, my heart stopped. I looked for you all night until you came back.
You felt so lost, You felt so scared I bet. Of the dogs and the people that hurt you as you were trying to find your way back in.
When I took you back home, I was happy as you sat down on your usual spot. But that happiness was short lived, for the first time in your playarounds with Bill, you drew blood.
I was horrified, but I still believed in you either way. I couldn't help but wonder what had happened. It continued on for another day, you had become more aggressive, and I was beginning to get scared.
On our last night together, as I sat down at the back door with you and just held you in my arms, you continued to keep close to me and keep me company. When I cried, you drew your face near to me and gave my cheek a lick. You looked at me with those concerned eyes of yours. You didn't want me sad again did you?
I was scared, but I had you, that felt enough for me. But still, something was wrong. You were scared of everyone else besides me, and you would jump aggressively at them should you feel that they were threatening you or me. You weren't your quiet calm self anymore. Something was wrong.
Like a parallel to how we met, we had our last night together with you in my arms, and I gave you a nice bath and we ate together.
I can't tell you how horrible I feel of what you had to go through when we arrived at the vet. I was so scared that I couldn't help but hold on to you. But in the end, you just wanted to protect me and yourself didn't you?
You didn't want anyone to hurt us, even if it meant that you'd have to be a monster. I know that feeling... I know that feeling so much...
Even now, it still hurts, knowing you're no longer here.
When I visited you yesterday, you were still very energetic and you still recognized me, and you expressed your desire to come home with me so badly... But I told you and myself, that we had to be strong, that we had to be patient. That you and I would live through this. I put all my hopes on that.
But when I woke up a few hours ago to the message that they asked me to retrieve the other half of your body. I couldn't help but feel the deepest darkest despair.
You were gone.
So even up to now, I'm still here crying, apologizing to you wherever you are now.
I'm sorry Lucky... I'm sorry that I failed you...
I'm sorry that I couldn't be there with you during the time that you needed me most...
I'm sorry that your sendoff had to be one filled with fear...
I'm sorry Lucky...
I can't ever forgive myself...
But please remember Lucky... to me you were the most loyal and wonderful dog a person could ever had. You deserved to live a happier and more joyful life. You deserved to fall to rest with the people you love.
Rest now my dark knight
Rest now my brother
Rest now Lucky
I love you
Update on Lucky
General | Posted 10 years agoLucky's now here at home, we had to sign a waiver since the Doctor was against Lucky being taken from the hospital. We did our best, but I guess I couldn't make enough fast enough to help keep Lucky there. So I'm taking care of him here at home, with the medicine and supplements that the doc gave. I still take him every other day for his follow up CBC tests. The latest one didn't look so good, but I'm still gonna keep on trying.
Thanks again to everyone who extended a hand to helping Lucky. I'll do my best to make him better and to thank you guys who helped.
Thanks again to everyone who extended a hand to helping Lucky. I'll do my best to make him better and to thank you guys who helped.
Day 5
General | Posted 10 years agoLucky's still at the hospital, but we're getting him back tomorrow. He's still far from a complete recovery, but we did what we could.
A special thanks and shout out to:
Buwaya
DozySlumbers
For taking slots in the commissions to help support Lucky.
A special thanks and shout out to:
Buwaya
DozySlumbersFor taking slots in the commissions to help support Lucky.
Lucky's 2nd Day at the Hospital
General | Posted 10 years agoI visited Lucky today at the hospital, his condition's a bit better, as he was able to respond to my calls, and the handler mentioned how he was walking about early in the morning. He's still stuck on the Force Feeding rule as he isn't eating at all, but he does chew and swallow what's being fed to him.
His tail was wagging, so I hope that's a good sign.
Buwaya met up with me to give come visit Lucky and also donate to Lucky's well being.
So I'm currently working on a commission piece for him as thanks.
Thank you guys for the ongoing support. I'm hoping Lucky will get well soon. I want to take him home soon.
His tail was wagging, so I hope that's a good sign.
Buwaya met up with me to give come visit Lucky and also donate to Lucky's well being.So I'm currently working on a commission piece for him as thanks.
Thank you guys for the ongoing support. I'm hoping Lucky will get well soon. I want to take him home soon.
Emergency Commission
General | Posted 10 years agoWanted to name the journal "The 40$ Help my dog Lucky stay 1 more day in the hospital Commission"
Pics of my dog Lucky:
http://imgur.com/a/NPQgI
Anyhow, I won't candy up the words and just get to the point.
My dog Lucky, who I adopted from the pound a year ago, is currently in the hospital due to Severe Anemia. This is my first time having to bring my dog to a vet, rather my family's first time, and it would seem that it costs plenty. My mother and father are quite hesitant about paying for his stay, but I want him to survive. No matter how low the chance, I want him to get that chance to live!
So that's why, I want to open this Emergency Commission, to help Lucky stay another night in the hospital.
Yeah, people can judge me all they want for this, but I just want my dog to live.
I need to raise $40 everyday to help pay for his hospital bills.
I want to bet on his survival, and I want to bet on people's kindness.
So throw me a PM, I got my tablet and pen at the ready.
It doesn't matter how small you want to Donate, I'll draw for it.
SAMPLES:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19055085/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18749099/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18533283/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18391087/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18131394/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17518548/
SLOTS TAKEN:
1. Buwaya
Pics of my dog Lucky:
http://imgur.com/a/NPQgI
Anyhow, I won't candy up the words and just get to the point.
My dog Lucky, who I adopted from the pound a year ago, is currently in the hospital due to Severe Anemia. This is my first time having to bring my dog to a vet, rather my family's first time, and it would seem that it costs plenty. My mother and father are quite hesitant about paying for his stay, but I want him to survive. No matter how low the chance, I want him to get that chance to live!
So that's why, I want to open this Emergency Commission, to help Lucky stay another night in the hospital.
Yeah, people can judge me all they want for this, but I just want my dog to live.
I need to raise $40 everyday to help pay for his hospital bills.
I want to bet on his survival, and I want to bet on people's kindness.
So throw me a PM, I got my tablet and pen at the ready.
It doesn't matter how small you want to Donate, I'll draw for it.
SAMPLES:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19055085/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18749099/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18533283/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18391087/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18131394/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17518548/
SLOTS TAKEN:
1.
BuwayaGetting back to art
General | Posted 10 years agoIt's been quite a while since I've drawn and so I'm hoping to slowly get back into it.
Will be filling up my gallery as much as I can over the coming weeks.
Will be filling up my gallery as much as I can over the coming weeks.
A little issue with a small update
General | Posted 10 years agoThat +Block button feels badly placed and designed, as it can be confused with the +Watch button to those who don't notice it immediately.
December Daddies 2 YCH Is Up!
General | Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
>:OD THIS TIME FOR THE BARASSSSSS!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18561441/
>:OD THIS TIME FOR THE BARASSSSSS!!!!
Trying My Hand At A YCH Again
General | Posted 10 years agoNew Bara-Fight, I mean, BuddyFight Opening
General | Posted 10 years agoI Need Everyone's Honest Opinion
General | Posted 10 years agoShould I separate this account into two?
One for SFW art and one for NSFW art?
One for SFW art and one for NSFW art?
[Quest]Help A Girl In Need
General | Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6974183/
If anyone can help, do what you feel you can.
That's all, Thank you.
If anyone can help, do what you feel you can.
That's all, Thank you.
I think I have a tumblr now~
General | Posted 10 years agohttp://keresboar.tumblr.com/
.w. I'm still new to this tumblr thingy... *bows* Please go easy on me.
EDIT: EEEEP!!! I'm sorry but the tumblr may control content that are NSFW
I'll be creating a second one that will be pure SFW when I figure out how tumblr works...
.w. I'm still new to this tumblr thingy... *bows* Please go easy on me.
EDIT: EEEEP!!! I'm sorry but the tumblr may control content that are NSFW
I'll be creating a second one that will be pure SFW when I figure out how tumblr works...
Still Alive, But Still Held
General | Posted 11 years agoStill working on my programming guys. I'll try to sneak in some sketches every now and then. Wish me luck!
Programming Job, Commissions Closed
General | Posted 11 years agoI recently got a client that wants me to create a website for a company and so until the end of May, I will be mostly focusing on this small job. So for now commissions will be closed until this job is finished.
Thank you for understanding~!
Thank you for understanding~!
Rethinking
General | Posted 11 years agoRethinking my approach towards art.
Limited Commissions Now Open~!
General | Posted 11 years agoHey guys, I'm opening up for commissions once more, as I have some time to work on a limited amount at least~!
Please refer to the following link for the Full Details of My Commission Pricing:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14911016/
Here are some samples of my work:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14859211/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14859211/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14859999/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14395324/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14265031/
I will be opening up 4 Slots, however if I still have enough time left, I might be able to sneak open a 5th slot.
If you have any inquiries or if you're interested in reservations, feel free to ask me questions in this journal.
You may also drop me a note if you are interested in taking up a commission slot or if you have any inquiries.
I can only accept payments via paypal
Thank you very much for your interest~!
Commission Slots Available
1.)
2.)
3.)
4.)
Please refer to the following link for the Full Details of My Commission Pricing:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14911016/
Here are some samples of my work:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14859211/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14859211/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14859999/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14395324/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14265031/
I will be opening up 4 Slots, however if I still have enough time left, I might be able to sneak open a 5th slot.
If you have any inquiries or if you're interested in reservations, feel free to ask me questions in this journal.
You may also drop me a note if you are interested in taking up a commission slot or if you have any inquiries.
I can only accept payments via paypal
Thank you very much for your interest~!
Commission Slots Available
1.)
2.)
3.)
4.)
My first YCH
General | Posted 11 years agoSo I just put up my first YCH. I'm a complete newbie to YCHs, but I just figured I'd give it a try.
*bows* Thank you.
*bows* Thank you.
Slowly getting back there
General | Posted 12 years agoDrawing again lately these days. I'm kind of thrilled and happy that I'm able to pick up the pencil again.
Sex Meme thing? o_O
General | Posted 12 years agoWas tagged by my significant other 
Kis_Kisaryu so I have no choice but to comply
Stole this from geekifap geekifap
hehe -blsuhed- lets go!
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Afternoon, because the time after that is a real good time to relax and just snuggle up and just spend time together.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right Side
4. Do you masturbate?
Yeah
5. How often? Lately?
Almost daily. It's my way to pass off stress.
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Just my shirt, some friends were betting I had hair on my back. I don't.
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yeah
9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
Yes, with my mate.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Not all of them.
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love. Without a doubt.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Bondage, Nipple Play, Puppy Play
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes, I was raped.
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
At a beach resort on me and my mate's time alone.
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
A restroom in the Mall's movie theatre.
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yes
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No. But I'm curious. For a male strip club.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
NO
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope, never been to one.
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Of course.
24. What's your sexual preference?
I'm 100% Gay
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Kinda
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yes
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Kinda? Then again I own my own workplace. So does it really count?
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
We don't have any "adult" stores here.
29. Bought something from an adult store?
We bought something online.
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes. Yes I do.
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
2, I'll leave it to your imagination.
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Uhh... y-yeah... my mate and some of my exes have them.
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
I do it jokingly to tease my mate.
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yes
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yes
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
I guess?
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Missionary, the gay version. Actually, any position that lets me see my love's face.
38. What's your favorite sex act?
Kissing, snuggling.
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Umm... I guess?
40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
I don't know anyone who has any guts for breakfast.
Kis_Kisaryu so I have no choice but to complyStole this from geekifap geekifap
hehe -blsuhed- lets go!
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Afternoon, because the time after that is a real good time to relax and just snuggle up and just spend time together.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right Side
4. Do you masturbate?
Yeah
5. How often? Lately?
Almost daily. It's my way to pass off stress.
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Just my shirt, some friends were betting I had hair on my back. I don't.
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yeah
9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
Yes, with my mate.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Not all of them.
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love. Without a doubt.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Bondage, Nipple Play, Puppy Play
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes, I was raped.
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
At a beach resort on me and my mate's time alone.
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
A restroom in the Mall's movie theatre.
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yes
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No. But I'm curious. For a male strip club.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
NO
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope, never been to one.
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Of course.
24. What's your sexual preference?
I'm 100% Gay
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Kinda
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yes
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Kinda? Then again I own my own workplace. So does it really count?
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
We don't have any "adult" stores here.
29. Bought something from an adult store?
We bought something online.
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes. Yes I do.
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
2, I'll leave it to your imagination.
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Uhh... y-yeah... my mate and some of my exes have them.
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
I do it jokingly to tease my mate.
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yes
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yes
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
I guess?
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Missionary, the gay version. Actually, any position that lets me see my love's face.
38. What's your favorite sex act?
Kissing, snuggling.
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Umm... I guess?
40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
I don't know anyone who has any guts for breakfast.
I have this weird feeling
General | Posted 12 years agoThat I'm being watched o-o
Rehabilitation and Recovery
General | Posted 13 years agoSorry for the lack of any productive activity guys. I've just been undergoing a lot of stress lately due to real world complications and am still recovering from a severe seizure attack.
I'll get back to drawing soon, but for now I'll just be practicing my writing.
I'll get back to drawing soon, but for now I'll just be practicing my writing.
Need help recuperating
General | Posted 13 years agoIt's been so long since I've drawn anything that my hand (or rather me entirely) 'forgot' how to draw.
Can anyone give me some suggestions on exercises or practices that can help me recuperate my muse?
Can anyone give me some suggestions on exercises or practices that can help me recuperate my muse?
I just don't know anymore!
General | Posted 13 years agoHow the hell am I supposed to deal with him!?
