Well. This evening, I got an ambulance to the hospital because my kidneys decided to be dicks again.

After 2 hours on Entinox, Two Co-Codimol, Volterol, two hits of Morphine, and in a few minutes two Tramadol, I am back home.

They scanned me, and didn't find anything. Something to do with Spasming areas that mimicked the pain...which sounds stupid as hell, but hurts just as much.

I'm getting so fucking tired of these stones xwx; It's really ruining my education, and social life and such. Just...EUGH.

Fuck this, I'm going to get high.

Okay, I'm still hooked on Polar Bear Café, but thanks to Anuta and Taya, I'm hooked on the randomness that's Hatoful Boyfriend :I I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IS GOING ON HALF THE TIME, but I'm trying my hand at drawing some of the characters human portraits~

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I'm off on a well earned Holiday this weekend, so I won't have access to FA whilst away. I WILL however have access to my facebook and Twitter on my phone, mostly Twitter though. And those who have my number, you know it if you need/want me~ ^^

Be back Mondayish I think xD

<3 Vai <3

Just doing a bit of a daft relax stream tonight monging on P4, since we're off on Holiday tomorrow and cba to set the Xbox up xD

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CHAT TO UUUUUSSSS~

A very painful one ¬¬;

Since friday, I had a slight niggling sensation that usually means 'Good luck bro, the game is on again. Kidney stone, GO!' fortunately, it didn't get stuck on the way down as per usual this time and passed quite quick. Yesterday, I was fine. This morning...felt the 'annoying' feeling of it ready to come out. Guys, if you've ever had a kidney stone. You know, this is by far the most uncomfortable part, like, seriously.

So yeah, at about 11-30am this morning, I gave birth to a 4mm x 5mm stone. This bastard, in typical fashion gets a name. This one is called 'April' because it was born in April.

-sigh- So far, 'most' of them have been named. I've lost count of how many I've had, but I know they go something like this:

Spoglington Smartworthy
Boris
Matthew Patel
Lucas Lee
Todd Ingram
Roxanne Richter
Kyle Katayanagi
Ken Katayanagi
Gideon Graves
(I started to have so many, we began to name them after the Evil Exes from Scott Pilgrim)
Pea (don't ask, was hopped up on so much morphine)
Toby (this is the 'Wedding stone' xD, named after the 'Toby Carvery')

and there were some between Pea and Toby, but I can't remember what I called them.

EDIT:: Remembered another one, one was called 'Custard' because it's all I ate when I was in hospital.

and now there's April....hnngg ¬¬;; suggestions for the next one, I guess?

Well, for those who look at my journals and such, they might pay attention. If not, oh well.

My FA gallery has seemingly 'frozen' for now. Haven't uploaded anything in a while. Well, I've been uploading stuff to my dA recently. https://www.dbldsgang.deviantart.com

Now, the community is crap at leaving comments, but FA isn't much different. If it's not porn, then barely a glance, usually. dA however, most of my stuff is getting faves...annoyingly as per usualy, not the one I spent the most time on, but woe is me. I'll cry hard about it and emo out and it'll be the end of the fucking world.

The other reason I've been uploading stuff to my dA, is because, for the very reason of 'lack of commenting.' I've been drawing a fair bit of Mass Effect related art, and all I've seen on FA is people bitching and whining about it and such. I honestly, couldn't give two fucks about it. It's been blown WAAAAAAY out of proportion and it's just a game. Granted, an amazing series and such, but boo hoo, it didn't go how you wanted. So what? (BTW, any comments on your opinion will be removed. I honestly don't care about your opinion on the game any more. Good, or bad.)

But yes. Stuff on DA actually gets LOOKED at, whereas here. Nope. So, go over there and look if you really feel like it. If not, I won't cry.


TL;DR

I STILL DO ARTS BUT ITS MAINLY ON MY FA NAO.
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15 Minutes until my birthday! Whoop =D

Well, a few weeks ago, I sent my laptop off for repair, since over the christmas period, it failed again.

I was going to phone up the repair company today for a status update, since I hadn't heard any information on it, since the courier came to pick it up.

But instead of phoning them, I recieved a Cheque from the company, for a set amount.

I'm GUESSING now, they couldn't repair it, so decided to give me a cash refund on it.

This is not 'fair enough'. They did not inform me, the laptop was in such a state it was irrepairable. Also, the hard-drive was not the issue, and I specially requested, that they made the effort to salvage it and if the laptop was faulty, to send the hard-drive back to me. But know, odds are, the machine has now been scrapped because the stupid fucking thing kept nuking itself.

Granted, I still have my PC now, thanks to Tokala, but a laptop is much more useful being a student and all. My PC wasn't for studying, it was for gaming, which is why I put so much money into it. My Laptop was supposed to be for my studying. I could take it to Uni, or to a friends house to do work and such, but no.

On top of that, I have really bad insomnia. Haven't slept right in ages. Not good.

TL;DR

LAPTOP IS FUCKED, COMPANY IS RETARDED - PISSED OFF FOXBIRD.

So, after my all nighter incident last night playing Star Wars: The Old Republic, I managed to (and rather awake like, I might say) get to Uni and work in the labs all morning to come home, and sleep the afternoon and evening away.

I wake up, and rather unknowingly, recide to read up on my (and so very many other peoples) favorite Star Wars character, Revan, on the TOR wiki. I then see an image that made me double take. The grapics were too 'new' looking, and they were actually showing a face. Further reasearch showed to me, that Revan himself, is in Star Wars: The Old Republic, in a Flashpoint mission.

I have actually only once experienced a nerdgasm (and it wasn't that long ago, watching another ME3 trailer), but I really did feel my dick move a bit.

Now, I don't care if this is just a game or anything xD I enjoy it, and Bioware know how to tell stories. So, I can congratulate them once more~ x3

Just got back to my parents after going into hospital on Sunday morning. Ikari had to take me in as I was suffering from kidney stones. This time its a 5mm one on the right side. They sent me home with the usual tamsulosin and an anti inflammitory along with some form of ain killer that messes my head up in such a way that I guess I can say, gets me high owo

All should be good though. Will be heading back Bristol way sometime soon.

Well, It's Christmas Eve, and in the house, there wasn't a noise, even from a mouse (or however it goes), just the snores of a Hedgewuff as he sleeps upstairs, and the grumbles of a bird/fox from downstairs as he rages at the Playstation, and at his laptop.

I'm sure tomorrow will be a bit of a turn around. Today's been a bit shit. My laptop died, AGAIN. I'm getting really annoyed with it, and I can't wait to get my Desktop PC finally next month. My dad should be bringing a repair disk with him tomorrow, which is the last resort to fix it, before I have to reinstall the OS AGAIN...So, I've been a bit bored, and I've lost my games, music, films and art projects I was working on...again. The only things that personally mattered lots that I backed up, were my Mass Effect 1 and 2 save files, which are safe...hopefully, on a memory stick. All my rage if I've lost those again...so much effort went into them...and I don't have time to fit in another power session before March I don't think.

BUT YES. The parents are coming round tomorrow, and I'm spending the afternoon cooking, after a final tidy up of the place and a quick rearranging of the furniture once more.

Anyway. My laptop is out of service until I can get it sorted out. If the repair disk doesn't work, I'm going to fire up Ubuntu or something on it, just so I have a working laptop until I can find my build disks and such...I'm really getting fed up of this laptop crapping out on me. It's already had a full hard-drive transplant...I think it's not related to that any more....but seriously...fuck it xvx;;

Fox/Bird over and out....Merry Christmas to you too.

Finally been uploaded!

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Well, I think I've finally slightly recovered enough from all this being an Assassin for a little while, methinks.

Yesterday, was so difficult xD;; but I'll get to that in a moment, lets start from the beginning.


Birmingham...was so much fun xD Far too much 'messing around' to be serious, but we hid the shenanigans well~

Lydia made a little girl cry, just by waving at her, which was hilarious, as she's 5ft something small, and has the most innocent face in the world, in comparison to Ikari, who was in the full 'Doctor' gear from Multiplayer.

I became the 'Video Game Police' for an evening, which Ari will tell you, was very amusing. Basically, I had to stop any under 15's from playing the game. Harsh, I know, since they were the only ones who seemed to know how to play the damn game, but because it was a public place, and an organised event, it was the 'rule' really.

Got lots of free gear from it too, which I'm not complaining about!

Wednesday, was pretty damn funny xD First, I went to Uni, then had to bail halfway through to get a train to London. Met Lydia up there, and we powered across the city like a boss, then got lost looking for the hotel before finally finding it.

We felt SO OUT OF PLACE....this hotel, was apparently 5 stars...I would've given it 5 UNIVERSES....It was just breathtaking xD

Walked in, Desmond Hoodie, and torn jeans and trainers, lugging a suitcase behind me. A woman, dressed up all nicely, hair done up, comes up to us and says 'Can I help you~?' to which we reply we were there for an event in one of the upstairs rooms. She says 'Okay, bare with me for a few moments. Would you two like a drink~?'

UH OH, PANIC TIME xD We looked at eachother and gave a worried expression, not wanting to pay like, £50 for a glass of coke or something, so in the panic I glanced up and said 'Uh....T-Tap water~?' and I felt like such a commoner xD I didn't even NEED a drink, I needed to pee more than anything!

She gave a funny look and a man, all dressed up in a posh suit, came back with two glasses of water. It wasn't until then, we realised this was the 'complimentry drink' they offer you when you turn up....I wish I had ordered something else, but oh well xD

The woman returned and asked what name we were booked under, to which we glanced at eachother again, and said 'We're not booked in for a room, we're here for the Ubisoft/Namco event up in the Temple Room' She almost looked relieved that two rather tatty looking youths weren't staying in such an upper class hotel and pointed us in the right direction xD To which we hurried off, so much so, that Lydia marked the floor with her suitcase wheel, causing us to dash off even quicker into the elevator! xD

After a quick wander around the hotel, we found the room and by gods, it was beautiful. It was a reclaimed Freemasons Temple, really nice leather seats, candle-lit room, marble floor, and lots, and lots, and lots of TV screens, with Soul Calibur 5 and Assassin's Creed: Revelations to play.

The evening went well, I powered through most of Creed again (we were in costume too!) along with trying out Soul Calibur 5. I'm obviously not used to playing it, as I didn't really play 4 and stopped on 3, so here I was trying to 'Guard Break' and I was failing miserably.
We met lots of new people, most of which were reporters for the gaming industry, and we got a few interviews which I'm hunting around for still, and some were contest winners who got the chance to turn up and get free stuff and have an epic evening.

As the evening drew to a close, myself and Lydia went on a hunt for our own hotel, just down the road.

Ditching our stuff, we proceeded to walk BACK towards the posh hotel, and just past it, to go to McDonalds, and pig out xD watched a bit of TV, then went to bed.

MORNING....or 5am in the morning ¬¬; I hadn't had a great nights sleep, spent most of it throwing up and stuff, but I had felt rough during the day anyway, before I even got to London.

We lazily got out of bed and headed back to the train station...just because I had to be back in Bristol, and in Uni for 10am for a lab practical...DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD THIS WAS ?! D=

I made it, and fortunately, the lab session was piss easy, just bunging stuff in a Gas Chromatograph and DING results =D

VERY

GOOD

WEEKS

HAVE

BEEN

HAD.

Vai x

Okay, I haven't even been to the Birmingham Assassins Creed Revelations event yet (It's this Friday, Saturday and Sunday, which I'll be there for Friday and Saturday), and Ubisoft have already emailed myself, Ikari and my other friend, Lydia, inviting us to ANOTHER event, but this time in London, and they're willing to pay for Transport, and a Hotel this time...and getting more freebies too!

It's an 'exclusive' party too, that we've been invited to, mainly showing off Soul Calibur 5 this time (Ezio is in it), but showing off Creed too.

Only downside, is by the looks of it, Ikari has work, so can't make it, and I'm not sure about Lydia either, as it's mid-week. I'm sorta pushing it, as I've got to be back in Bristol in the morning for a practical. GO TURBO ENERGY DRINKS AHOY! x3

I'm enjoying the privilages of working with a videogaming company xD

Okay~ I've just really got back from Expo, and man, I had a great time xD

I went with the usual lot, Shads, Ikari, Anti, Ari, and with Tokala and Dutchy this time, along with my non-fur friends and met up with lots of others whilst I was there.

Now, the con itself, was AMAZING. Friday, was typical, ticket and lazy day, Saturday however, was not lazy at all xD

Cosplay wise, I went as Ezio Auditore, from Assassin's Creed Brotherhood, and I'll put some pictures in my scraps later on this week, and lets just say, I've never had so many photo's taken of me ever XD

Myself, Lydia and Ikari, went as a group, and we barely had time to have a proper convosation with each other, it was so broken, as we had to stop and pose constantly XD

Then, came the even better part =D

Screw the fact we went to Hard Rock Cafe, screw the fact we got to play some awesome video games, screw the fact we had awesome costumes....

UBISOFT....hired us on the spot xD

We have been hired to go to Birmingham in a few weeks for the Assassin's Creed Revelations opening event, in our costumes, and we're getting paid cash and other things, such as a free copy of the game (they've hinted that it'll either be collectors or Animus edition), a 16 inch limited edition figure, a goodie bag with stuff not available to the public, aaaaaaaaand the £75 Desmond hoodie =D

This is good for me, since I'm unemployed...well, was xD and now I've got my foot in the door to be a Ubi-Rep xD

Got to make sure everything is ready, re-make my blades, sort out my buckle and pauldron and make everything neat and presentable again xD

HADUIOFHAOHFS@ADJASOFIHAOGIJAD~F

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Righto! When me and Shads gets back from having noms (we're leaving in about 20 minutes) so, we can be back wheneverish...hm...So, say we start streaming around 10pm GMT just to make sure about everything.

Odds are...I'll be pinching the PS2, and doing some offensive Kingdom Hearts playthrough xD Unless we find something else to do. Then after a little while, Shads will be playing one of the Shin Meguma Tensi games that he got yesterday =D Can't remember which one it is xD

He has just told me, it's Digital Devil Saga xD So there you go! =D

EDIT!!!!!! WE'RE LIVE NOW! https://www.livestream.com/sh_scribbles

Well, stuff has been going 'okayish' since I've moved into my new place. The landlord is pretty decent....but we haven't been able to use the oven since we got here, since the pilot light was busted before we got here. Now the fridge/freezer has fucked up. So now we've lost a load of food, that we couldn't cook anyway...and we've got very little to cook anyway T-T

So hungry, and it sucks...

I've FINALLY connected my xbox to the internet, and I want to add people! What are your gamertags, people! Mine is VaiseSani.

ADD ADD ADD =D

Okay, so this approaching wednesday, is a mini-convention thing, that I quite often go to with friends, cause they're always a laugh and such.

NOW.

I have a problem...my cosplay ideas, have slowly been spiralling downwards, since I've either left bits of it at my house in Bristol, or I've just not got a complete costume any more for some reason.

My previous idea was:

Reaver - Fable 3

BUT - I've forgotten half the stuff at my home in Bristol, and don't have time to go buy some more goggles from Ebay, and same issue with the gloves really, as well as my pistol, and I think the hat is ready to call it quits, and I am NOT making another one.

My fallback costume was as per usual my Link costume....but I'm pretty certain I've left the hat, and vambrace at Bristol ¬¬ cause I'm fucking useless, plus, I don't know where my undershirts have gone....so that's out the back door...

I don't have time, or money to go back to Bristol, then back home, just to go BACK to Bristol a few days after since I technically live there now.


The only idea we've had so far, is Alois from Black Butler - We've found a jacket that should be able to work. But I'll need to go out and find a green waistcoat, and get some high heels along with some ribbon, which shouldn't be too hard...right~?

But yeah...any ideas? They've got to be pretty simpleish, but nothing TOO mainstream and nyeeer, as I DO have to make it in time for Wednesday, and I'm at  ShadowSani 's until Monday ...so I really do need help and such with ideas.

This is more of a self journal, so you don't have to read it if you don't want to.

Been at Tokala's for approaching a week now I think, and I've had a really great time so far, monged around with the Chinchilla's and Ferrets, watched the Red Arrows and survived the riots, as well as churned out many hours playing Videogames, and we're currently working through watching Soul Eater.

Still got a fair while here and such, but just now, something clicked.

I really miss Shadow...like...REALLY miss him.

He's over at EF right now, and I know he's gunna have a really good time. I'm still a bit sad that I couldn't go, because I assed up at something I cruised through second time round, but that's in the past now, what's happened has happened.

I just long for him. It's been a while since I've pined something cronic like this for him. I just want him to hold me, keep me warm, whisper sweet nothings into my ear. The world becomes so much more barable when I'm with him.

Since I last saw him, which was only a couple of weeks ago, my thoughts were only ever on 'When can I see him again'. Truth is, the time isn't going to go fast enough. I ache so much, I just want him. I miss him more than ever, and it's only been one day without contact. I've gone much longer before, but this time, it feels so much harder.

I know this is most likely going to keep me awake tonight, and I can forsee a few sleepless nights because of it again. I think this'll be my 'depressions' slipping back in once more. But who knows. I might find something to distract myself with for the most part. It just means evenings, when everything starts to wind down, they're just going to be difficult again.

So much going through my mind, makes me think of him. It's rediculous, I can pretty much relate all the thoughts going through there to some experience we've shared in our relationship...I can't wait for the day that we'll be together properly, in the same house, and not these tedious 4-5 hour train journeys away just for a weekend of attention, and then having to survive the weeks and weeks between.

I miss you, my darling. Please come back safe.

 ShadowSani <3

Okay. I was in some form of anti-terrorist group, shooting terrorists and stuff with my squad when the 'terrorists' from back to the future (in the camper wagon) turned up with the rpg, and didn't shoot it, they THREW the entire thing, launcher and the rocket thing. Standing there watching them throw it down the road, suddenly, there was a huge nuclear flash. They had thrown a 'nuclear RPG'. So me and my squad started running down this road (we were in like, a housing estate type thing) and one of my team mates was babbling about finding a bomb shelter. So we broke through a house and went into the garden, then there was a metal garden shed, not a bomb shelter, a normal, metal shed, I think it was blue. We all piled into it, and there was loads of trash bags with flies everywhere.
The guy who was obviously in charge was quite pleased with the shelter and said we were safe, until a giant robot chicken thing turned up, and started shredding houses. So we bailed and started running down the road again away from it. Another nuke went off and we looked up at this skyscraper on our right, and the leader said it was a good idea to hide in there. But I told him not to, because the giant robot chicken would've trashed it immediately, because that's what giant things do in movies. So we carried on running and low and behold. when the chicken got to the sky scraper, it chomped the top of it off and threw it towards our direction, narrowly missing us.
Then, Godzilla turned up and started fighting the Giant Robot Chicken. I looked around and had lost my squad, but suddenly, young Anakin Skywalker ran past me saying 'We'll outrun them in Pod Racers!' so I ran after them looking for a spare pod racer, but thought, it wouldn't be fair to steal someone's podracer, so I went and found a Volkswagon Beetle (one of the new ones) and broke into that and hotwired it. Suddenly, all these supercars turned up and we lined up by some traffic lights, and waited for them to go green before we all wizzed off down a motorway, Suddenly, I glance in my mirrors and I see, James May, Richard Hammond, Jermery Clarkson. James May had recently apparently released a new book, and Clarkson was taking the piss out of it. So we drove down the motorway and I saw lots of ruined boxes with the book in, so I took the piss out of him too. Then the Beetle turned into Kit from Knightrider, and became a Satnav thing which told me which junction to come off.

And that's all I can remember owo