I'm on a train and I'm very sleepy

But it's hard to lay down

and my bank account is at $23

i'm not feeling good about this

my brother broke his leg so i'll just be going there to hang out with him rather then watch him play football.

i've just found out train food is super expensive

i just ran out of vape juice and the town im going to doesnt have a fucking vape store for like 150 miles

im just all around nervous

while im on the train i may take a few sketch commissions over my phone and send them out once i get to a place with wifi

i'm gonna stream now and if anyone wants to help out with a few bucks click here
https://www.paypal.me/jetpack

if you wanna join the stream for PWYW (min of $12 for a full body) sketches click here
https://picarto.tv/codeine

the train i was going to take got canceled? so i'll be gone from the 4-??

it's made my day to see something that isnt a starcade LMAO fuck i hated those


OK

I WILL BE AWAY FROM THE 2ND-9TH

i will have my laptop and i will be working
but i may be slow to reply/get to somethings.

i'll be starting up on the orgy commission while im away and i'll hopefully have it fished and what not by i get back.

I GET TO SEE MY BROTHER AGAIN HOLY SHIT IVE MISSED HIM LIKE CRAZY

so tomorrow i'll be streaming to get some money to spoil him while im out there :>(well as much as i can- he lives in a town with only one gas station LMAO)

it'll be great to see him and my mom again, i miss them so much

Please this isnt a joke, i know 100% of my journals are normally memes but not this one.

my cousin is mentally disabled and had recently started drawing, and he's begged me to post this offer for him so he can get better at drawing and help pay for his food while in town.

he's offering to draw anything for $1

this is what he can do for now, he's never drawn on a tablet before so i'll be helping him

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18100239/

((he is functioning, no one is forcing him to do this. Hes no worse than the people ive seen at come cons and he's been a furry for 3 years.))

anyone know any?

DO NOT SAY FIVE NIGHTS, THATS NOT SCARY

im looking for /really/ spooky stuff, not just jump scares.

any one else not able to log in?

will be doing this right now-

im having issues getting a constant style and want to force this one as what i would like

it'll be $70 for a fully rendered picture

$100 if you want a BG

i dont know whether to stay cute toony or go more serious?

it's killin me

like- good stuff tho

like ive got bump in the night, and pumpkin hill theme

stuff like that

needs to be PG, this will be playing outside

Really basic guys, I'm starting to get into the Halloween feel

You pick what you want the picture to be, this is an auction for a commission slot, not a ych.

Any species any gender.

If it gets above $100 a detailed BG will be added.

Will be done in time for Halloween

SB: $75

AB: $300

(Over $170 unlocks a second character, AB can have 3)

Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17843782/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18082090/

(I haven't done a lot of full color stuff recently so forgive the lack of examples?

Ends in 4 hours.

Same rules as last time homies!

buy in would be $75 REDUCED TO $60 FOR QUICK SALE for a fully lined and colored slot

there would be 8-12 slots

i'f you would be interested (as in you want a slot) please comment.


PAYMENT REQUESTS WILL BE SENT OUT TOMORROW , PLEASE INCLUDE YOUR SLOT NUMBER IN THE MEMO LINE THEN

The orgy will be drawn after the slots fill, and will be done roughly 5 days after that :)

the quality will be like so
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18009467/

THERE WILL BE A theme

THIS TIME AROUND IT'LL BE BDSM

You can pick Receiving, Giving, or no preference
And Male only, Female only or no preference


Complex characters will get an extra charger, same with wings ($5-$10)

please comment with

---

ref:

Receiving, Giving, or no preference:

And Male only, Female only or no preference:

additional details:

---

LETS HAVE FUN AGAIN~



SLOTS

you are all worthy of love

you are all enough

even if life beats you down constantly and you're afraid of how things are looking or how they are turning out, you are worthy of love.

it's ok to be vonderable, it's ok to show weakness and to be afraid, that doesn't make you less of a person and it never will.

life is hard and things are scary but you can do it.

POSSIBLY ONE LAST SLOT


would you all be interested if i did a whole day long stream on friday to do a full orgy scene?

buy in would be $50 for a fully lined and colored slot

there would be 8-10 slots

i'f you would be interested (as in you want a slot) please comment.

if you would not be able to join the stream then let me know and i will ask for payment tomorrow rather than in stream.

PAYMENT REQUESTS WILL BE SENT OUT TONIGHT , PLEASE INCLUDE YOUR SLOT NUMBER IN THE MEMO LINE THEN

each person would get a close up cropped out version of their sona also with the full HD picture.

the quality will be like so but cleaner
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17924111/

THERE WILL BE A theme

it'll be tentacles and succubuses.

You can pick Receiving, Giving, or no preference
And Male only, Female only or no preference


Complex characters will get an extra charger, same with wings ($5)

please comment with

---

ref:

Receiving, Giving, or no preference

And Male only, Female only or no preference

additional details:

---

wanna party?


slots

1) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16526879/ paid
Receiving
No preference

2) NSFW - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17500611/
SFW - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17551282/ hair
just no blow jobs.

3) NSFW Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16199077/
I'd like receiving and male preference

4) NSFW ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15637824 paid
bottom, no pref

5) Ref NSFW: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17615932/
Receiving (Femboy maybe herm surprise me?) Male preference paid

6) Ref NSFW http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17669038/ paid
Giving (dominant)
Female preference, but could dom a male if not enough females

7) ref: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15375654/ Male in this piece. He is meant to be 6.5+ feet tall paid
Giving
Female Preference (will top m but only in 3 way)


8) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13151076/ paid
Domming via tentacles while dressed as a succubus


9) ref: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13892476/ paid
Giving
no preference


10) ref: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17733346/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17733125/
giving (dom)
male only (slot 5)

$30 one char $50 2 char +$10 for bg

im out of fucking vape juice and im just flustered all around. will be finished to night..

examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17861558/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17871537/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17851671/

these take longer than i though they would.

$20 one char

$30 two char

im going to take these one at a time-
im sorry for everyone who was interested before but these were taking much longer than i thought so i need to raise the price and didn't want to weed through the people who may still be interested.

http://imgur.com/gallery/gOChD9S

Rest in pepperoni me

https://www.patreon.com/codeine

Due to recent art theft via patreon I've decided to go ahead and redo the entire system I have set up.

Now there will be no benefits such as art or exclusive content but it'll be more used as a tip jar to help me be able to create more content exclusively for FA (the only site I post my art on.)

Hopefully this will go over better, the reward levels are much lower including anywhere from $1 to $10 and it's just to help me out through the month. if you would all consider going and checking it out I greatly appreciate it.

This will be a good way for us to see more of my characters/try out new styles and me not be in the shitter so much money wise.

I hope that the system works out better in the long run I personally was never super for exclusive content considering I'm very bad at putting out a consistent flow of it.

With this being how the patron will now be set up I will hold monthly polls exclusively on the patreon on for anyone who payed anywhere from $1 to $10 to be able to vote on what they would like to see, whether that be my sonas, fan art, subjects, ych topics, etc.

I urge you all to go give it a peek and to consider pledging :>

ALSO to the people who have already pledged please go and change the amount you're signed on for :)

that link is once again

https://www.patreon.com/codeine

thank you!

femboys prefered, been drawing girls all day OTZ
$15

(will not have color)

I'd like to start out by saying I'm sorry, to everyone i owe art to, i know lots of you have been waiting a long time. I am not proud of that.

Everyday i try my best to work though more stuff, trying my hardest to finish everything but everytime i make progress i get pushed back by life, bills, health, stress, family, and depression.

i don't really know what to do..

please understand i'm not trying to run off or avoid anyone...im just scared of the stress.

i shut down.

I'm going to be trying to finish everything up asap and then after i'll only be doing streams i think..

I'll be starting up school soon because a head of microsoft has reached out to me though my church offering me a solid job as long as i can get a linux certification.

$60,000 base at my dream company, but the only way i can do it is a year of hard work with school.

i'm not sure how to balance work and school but i'd like to have a clean slate at least before i try.

i hope you all can understand i am trying my best..

While I'm sitting here panicking about my laptop working or not once it's done drying I may as well post a journal about what my next stream would be for.

The past two months my younger brother has been begging me to come up and visit him in order to be able to see him play at one of his football games. Now that the season drawing to a close and there only being 4 more games left for the school district he's really putting the heat on me and is begging me almost every single day to come up and visit him. I absolutely love my younger brother to death and I haven't seen him in over a year since they moved but sadly I don't think I'd be able to afford it and I know it will break his heart if that's what I tell him.

I know I recently asked for help with rent and bills due to unfortunate circumstances with my mates job and I'm not begging for donations this time around it's not an urgent matter and there's no need for you to go ahead and do this I don't want to pressure anybody into thinking that this is a necessity when it's really not.

But it would mean the absolute world to him if I were able to make it up there within the next 3 weeks to see him play at one of his games I want to ask for help from you guys because I will not be able to make it in time with commissions and with what I already owe.

Sadly they didn't move to Austin or Dallas like they were originally speaking about they moved roughly 12 and a half hours away from here so I would have to take a train to get there each train ticket is going to be $81 if I book them this week I don't know if prices really change

On top of train tickets I'd like to be able to get some extra funds together to be able to get him a present or take him out for dinner on one of the nights that I'm there without having to ask my mother to pay for it as she is in a tight situation currently.

Like I said nobody has to donate to this nobody's forced to donate to this it would just mean a lot to my brother if we were able to put this together and make it work, on top of any potential donations I get I will also be putting aside every penny that I make that doesn't need to go towards bills to go and visit him I'm not asking for you guys to cover every single send as I know it's not all going to be directly used on him (like me getting food on the train)

If anybody would be willing to maybe pitch in a few dollars help me visit my younger brother it would really mean the world to me and him I've been needing a small break very badly as of late and I think this would give me a good breather

And for anybody that sends a little bit more than a few bucks I can offer a sketch or two to you in return- I don't know if I'll be able to get the spare computer up and running today but more than likely I'll have them all done by tomorrow or the next day.

The total amount that I'm looking to make in order to go on this trip is around $300. Now hopefully I'll be able to make more than half of that myself but I'm concerned about the other half considering I still need to work towards bills.



For those of you that made it through reading the entire journal and are willing to help my paypal is

Jetpackpress[at]gmail.com

Total donations/made so far: $100/$300

If you send a little bit more than a few bucks please be sure to put your name in the PayPal note field!



And on a note for everybody waiting for art from me, tomorrow once I boot up my laptop I'll see how the damage is hopefully nothing is lost and hopefully nothing is broken it wasn't all that much water so I don't think that the computer is completely fried. I will however more than likely need a few days to get back to a lot of you- mainly because when I had to shut my computer off the trackpad wasn't working so I wasn't able to save any of the files I currently had open in sai. Rest in peace all those sketch pages. Thank you all for being patient and understanding and if you have any questions or concerns please do not hesitate to note me. it may take me a few minutes or a few hours to get back to you but I promise I'll get back to you as soon as I see that your note is there


Thank you all for reading this journal and hopefully I'll be able to get up there and visit my younger brother before his football season is over.

THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING!! WE WERE ABLE TO PAY ALL OUR BILLS WITH ALL YOUR HELP<33

I just want to start out by apologising, ive asked for help quite a few times and i was hoping to not have to again.

The FA community has been there for me though thick and thin, and ive always tried to help out others too.

But because of everything going on recently i'm still in a very very tight position and i would like to ask anyone that can if you would be willing to..

I need to make a minimum of $400 before friday and i can't do this, things have been very slow for me and i wasn't able to make enough between everything else ive had to pay/do (including paying a BS speeding ticket, having to spend $300 on my mates uniforms and everything else..) .
If half of my watchers helped me out with $1 i'd be able to make it and pay off all my debt- much less just $400.

I can't offer much in return..I can try my best to give sketches back but i dont want to promise it and be overwhelmed..



If you can, and are willing, please consider donating to

>>>> jetpackpress[at]gmail.com <<<<

THE GOAL HAS BEEN REACHED





I want to thank you all now- and i will thank you all personally as well

please feel free to spread this around too if you would like to

please feel free to note me if you would like to talk as well- ill answer asap..

I'm not going to be answering notes at the quickest rate even if I am "around"

I'm spending the last few days I have with my mate before he'll be going out of town for training for 2 weeks.

I'm happy he got this job I'll just be lonely so I'm squeezing in all the time now.

Sorry-

im going to be working my hardest these next 2 weeks to make money for our car payment/insurance/internet/phones bills and what not because my mates will be starting at a weird point in the pay cycle so he wont be getting his first check until the 15th. Because of that he wont be able to pay those things like he normally would because they're all due on the 9th-10th. This is just a note to let you know i have not forgotten you all exist, ill just be not use to anyone if my powers out/internet is down!


I really appreciate how patient you all have been and it means the world to me, I just really want to finish everything up and be more responsible this time since we wont be struggling as much with money any more. Also from here on out commissions will be managed though email! i even have foulder all set up and ready, im sick of not being able to label things and have to check FA all the time just to see if maybe someone noted me back.

That email will be jetpackpress[at]gmail.com and I will get a little "bloop" everytime i get an email no matter where i am.


also i accidentally deleted my to-do list journal and lost a TON of info! please go here and comment with the details of your commission please!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6984822/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6984822/