goat convinced me to start drawing again so I'm going to.... probably tonight idk :P Goatie thank you :D

So... its been a long time since I've been active here. A lot of shit has happened... broke up with my boyfriend last week. I seem to have a nack for picking all the wrong mates, before I am actually ready to have a serious relationship. *sigh* this last one hurt the worst... and has been the hardest, and he acts like this is easy for me. Its really not, this has been the hardest break up I've ever had. Whats worse, is through all my break ups, I cried. I cried a lot... but with this one, I haven shed a tear... and this one is so much worse than the others. It hurts a hell of a lot more, and yet, I cant cry... Of everything I think that bothers me the most. Am I becoming desensitized? Numbed to the pain? I dont know... all I know is this hurts, and I cant cry.


In other news, I am returning and becoming active again. One of my friends has been pushing me gently to draw again, and I've started to. Its going to be shit and I wont blame you guys if you unfollow because of it, but I'm going to draw, and post regardless. I cant cry... so I have to vent this out some how...