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General | Posted 10 years agoSchool is kicking my butt
haven't had much time for internets
yepI (finally) went back!
General | Posted 10 years agoAaaaaaaaaaaaaand......
She wasn't there!
...
*confetti*
I got my tea though. Which is the important part.dfjkasg
General | Posted 10 years agoOkay fuck it.
Tomorrow I'm going back.
Maybe I'll make a new friend or something.
Or I'll make a dork outta myself and just get my tea. I'm already going through withdrawal because I skipped today.
Either way is cool.Wanna step into my horribly awkward life for a second?
General | Posted 10 years agoI get tea and a muffin at this local shop pretty much every morning before reading there, or heading to the library right down the road to study.
Its a pretty nice place, with REALLY good tea. Kinda hipstery/college studentish/lots of gay couples. But that kinda means I actually fit in, so I'm happy.
Today the girl working the counter was apparently friendly, because while waiting for my drink to be done she started talking to me and I blundered my way through the whole thing.
*groans*
I'm gonna paraphrase it, because I was FREAKING out and can't remember 100%. But basically it was like.
Her: Giving me my change back.
Her: "Hey, you come here a lot!"
Me: Kinda jumps and awkwardly looks around.
Me: "U-uh... Yeah... I like the tea here..."
Her: "Oh yeah? That's nice. It's always good to see regulars!"
*Awkward pause*
Her: "Soooooo. Just so I remember, what's your name?"
Me: "I um... [insert name here]"
She kinda nods and laughs, waits for me to ask (which I never did) before eventually going "Well my name is ______. So... Yep!"
I 100% assume I was beet red, and I was kinda fidgeting around trying to figure out what to do. Just pretty much going full panic mode because someone struck up casual conversation, and I'm already making a fool out of myself because I have no idea what to do or say.
Plus she was adooooooorable, so that isn't helping at all.
So I go for the strategic pretend to play on my phone and try not to die move that clearly looks completely natural.
Which seems to work because she stops talking to me, but now I feel like everybody in the store is staring at me for whatever reason. Looking back they totally weren't, but panic mode negates all logic.
Eventually my tea is done and she hands me a muffin, so I grab it and bolt. Planning to never ever go back because clearly that's the logical thing to do when cashiers are friendly.
It takes me a solid 5 minutes or so of calming down/frantically texting a friend about it before I realize THE CASHIER LADY, OR AT LEAST SOMEONE THERE, WROTE "SHY GIRL" AND "Have a good day :)" ON MY CUP.
After I tell my friend about that, she keeps saying "AWW MAYBE SHE LIKES YOU! GO BAAAAACK!" and I'm just nooooooooooooope x9000. Please stop. Not going back. Never ever going back. Does not compute. Horrible idea. I will ruin everything ever. She probably thinks I'm weird. Probably not into girls. How does that even mean she likes me anyways. Probably just pitied my awkwardness. Error. 404 bravery not found. DOES NOT COMPUTE.
So I'm just done for today...
I'll be panicking now if you need me.
http://i.imgur.com/mk6bGgm.gifim an adult
General | Posted 10 years agoPushing an essay back until the very last second because "HAHA VIDEO GAMES! NOTHING CAN STOP ME"
not a good idea
do NOT recommend
/dies from lack of sleeptalkin' about college stuff
General | Posted 10 years agoSo I have a class this semester that is basically "HERE IS HOW PHOTOSHOP WORKS" in a shellnut, with a little bit of design theory mixed in.
In my introduction thingy, I mentioned that I already had used Photoshop in the past for art stuff.
My professor basically goes "Oooooh don't worry I love it when artists take the class! You'll probably pick up a few things! So do you draw? What do you like drawing then?"
wasn't gonna say "IM ONE OF THOSE INTERNET ANIMAL PEOPLE WANNA SEE MY FURSONA????"
So I just went "Fu-PEOPLE! Lots of people!"
SMOOTH CRIMINAL x-xStill not dead~!
General | Posted 10 years agoHi guys!
Just figured I'd do a little update thingy seeming as I never ever ever do things on here anymore.
(I'm getting pretty good at stopping by once every five months or so though! :P)
There's not a whoooole lot different with me, but I'm doing pretty well!
The biggest change I can think of is that I'm a student again, which is REALLY nice to say! Got tired of working a job my heart just wasn't in, and I was really missing school and stuff. So going back just seemed right! So far its been going REALLY well too! Decided to stick with animation as my major, seeming as something something dream job something something artsy dork. But I've been loving every second of it.
I guess also my birthday was a couple of weeks ago, and I'm finally 21! Which... I wanna say has been a super awesome thing. Being able to (legally >->;) drink was super cool at first! But its mostly been.... Well... Pretty much, "OH GOD. WHY DID I DRINK ALL OF THAT?! MY HEAD! WHYYYY?!" since then! xD
Otherwise... I'm pretty much the same old me~
Just sorta playing video games, drawing and generally being a huge dork in my free time.
Also! Not sure if anyone is even reading this anyways, but just in case. How have you been??? I haven't talked to most (nearly all) of you in FOREVER!
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Just gonna edit in this kinda more personal thing at the bottom here after catching up with a few people/getting asked the same question again and again...
But I wanted to say sorry that I keep disappearing here! I really didn't mean to worry anyone or anything, and I DON'T hate you!
I just um... Well... I don't wanna go into detail with stuff or anything, this just really isn't the place for that.
But the short of it is... I'm a person that struggles pretty hard with depression, and therefore have a LOT of problems with anxiety and stress.
Sometimes its manageable... But when its not... Well, I've kind of always dealt with that by withdrawing and sorta keeping any more stress from piling up. Which means I don't really talk and just kind of do my own thing. Its something I've been working on NOT doing lately but... Well old habits die hard...
I 200% promise it never has anything to do with how I feel about any of you! Most everyone I've met here has been super nice and stuff, and if I'm friends with you then we're FRIENDS! No matter how long its been!
Sorry if that's a bit gloomy or anything... Just figured I'd say something in case anyone else was wondering or something... idk... bleeeeh bad feelings suck..Knowing my luck I'll never ever see them again
General | Posted 11 years agoDear person in the awesome tiger fursuit that ordered food last night.
I'm so sorry, I wanted to be like "OHMYGOSHMETOO" and ask for your name and/or hugs. But as you saw, I was training the new guy and had to be all professional like.
I didn't even know there were others nearby. :'C
Maybe you or your friend will order again sometime... Not dead!
General | Posted 11 years agoAaaaaaaah, hey guys.
Had someone ask if everything was okay, because I've been gone for so long and stuff. (They actually flat out asked if I was dead, which was kinda funny xD)
I'm totally still alive here though, I swear!
I've just been super busy with work, planning out getting my own place, and dealing with a couple of other personal things that came up here and there.
So yeah, I'm fine and alive and totally 100% not dead!
(Also no promises or anything, but I thiiiiiiink I'm gonna try to be a bit more active again. Kinda miss a few of you guys!)Going away for a bit.
General | Posted 11 years agoSoooo I'm not gonna be around much for a little while.
Its half that I just kinda need a break from everything, and half other stuff piling up.
So.
Yeah.
I might be on skype every once in a while for those of you that have it, but beyond that I don't think I'll be around much!Haha oh god whoops
General | Posted 11 years agoWOW OKAY SO... I didn't notice until a friend was like "WAIT YOU'RE STILL UP?!"
But APPARENTLY I've been awake for the past 23 hours.
I was out of town for a bunch of the day yesterday.
Then after I got home I was drawing a bunch, and I took a break or two to play LoL and stuff.
BUT THEN APPARENTLY 24 ALMOST NOW HOURS PASSED??
WHAT.
I'M GOING TO BED. T^TI'm blind!
General | Posted 11 years agoMy glasses are broken :C
They fell off my night stand onto the floor, RIGHT where my beast of a dog usually sleeps. (An english mastiff... T^T)
Basically it went like.
Woke up this morning, couldn't find them.
Get upset and give up on searching, go let the dog outside to do his thing instead.
Went back to my room to search a little more and BOOM. There they were. All bent with one of the bendy ear-sitty folding things snapped clean in half.
I'm BLIND without my glasses. This is the WORST.
Just gonna pray that enough tape and tears will fix them. ;o;