I got mugged...
I was walking home after buying groceries when someone asked if i could spare them some cash. I felt really good so i offered them $20 and they were really happy, so when i came back to give them the money someone behind me hit me in the back of hte head. They pushed me against the wall and the guy i was giving the money too screamed and ran off a bit but the guy who hit me was sprinting away. people shouted at him and some employees pulled me into a room to keep me safe. They told me to sit there for an hour to make sure he wont show up again and then asked if i could walk home and i said yes. Just after i left the guy who asked me for the $20 was in tears and said he was so sorry he didn't even notice and wanted to make sure i was okay. I said yes and i just tried to walk home, he kept asking if i was gonna be okay and i kept saying yes. Eventually he left me alone. So i screamed for a bit outside when i finally walking home.I'm not going out alone anymore. I'm so sorry.

Heya guys!
I'm feeling a lot better this summer, been able to work out my issues and now I think I can fully charge ahead.
I'll be completing everyone's works still in development and it shouldn't be much longer now before everyone gets their work to them as fast as possible!

I am also able to take in new works from everyone interested without very much delay whatsoever.
If you are interested in some lovely illustrations, animations, or anything inbetween. I'm here and ready to go!

Love you all and I can't to see everyone's happy faces as i send them their finished pieces <3

Heya guys, I've discovered some tips for myself to keep things occupied.
I've been working very hard these past couple weeks but i am running through my savings and need to earn some more to attempt xmas gifts for Rizzy and Kio, While i am working on people's commissions i need to ask if anyone can spare grabbing a commission from me i'll be able to get them done then and there for you if you are able to buy one.
If you are interested in some work I would be forever grateful <3

Thank you all for reading, please have a very merry christmas and happy holidays.

<3

Just a heads up that the 20% off sale will be ending in about a couple days
until 12:00 AM of the 15th this month.

THank you all for the amazing support <3

Heya Everyone!
I am out of money XD

Decided to throw an end of the summer sale for all my drawings aside from animation.
Everything not animated is 20% off <3

i'm going to increase my work hours so i can get everything done for the people still waiting on me and also take in more stuff

Thank you all!

Hello Everyone.
I need to let everyone know about the process i've been going through as of today.
Kiru, my husband, has been working hard to provide the writing,content, and ideas to create beautiful work with my artwork for years. They have been asking me to take time from my day I have to create something with them. I always say “I will definitely work hard!” and that I wont let this fall behind. However, every time we get to something, I always have been dropping the ball.
I would selfishly take my time to do anything else in my free time to game or work on something for myself than to help with the projects we attempt to create. At this point, Kiru has been begging me to work just a little bit on our projects, even a little. I still haven't been there for them. I have been a fool to let them down this much and i'm deeply disappointed in myself. This means nothing compared to the disappointment i've given to Kiru. Who worked so hard to create with me, and I left behind.
This is an apology to everyone and Kiru. For being so unprofessional about my work ethic and behavior on how I treated our time together and the work we could've made. I'm sorry I never took this as seriously as I should have. I am sorry I let down Kiru time and time again. Finally, I'm sorry to everyone who expected to see so much work from me and Kiru working on this beautiful writing and art to enjoy.
My hope here is to show everyone that I fully intend to start anew, create once more and dont let it go for a second. No matter how difficult something is, there is always someone here to be my support. No matter what happens, I can make it happen. I can take this chance to do better and improve myself and my abilities to deliver when I have been so selfish towards my husband and my fans.
This means more to me than anything. If I can change and be better to create beautiful work with the person I care about I will be a happier person forever. Thank you so much for being supportive and I think it's time I support my husband for everything they have done for me and us. From today forward, I will be nothing but resourceful, considerate, and focused on the most important thing, the creation of beautiful work with Kiru and me. From today forward, I will make sure I don't fall behind, I dont let my anxiety control me, and I will work as hard as I can on everything we work together on. I love Kiru and I love my friends and fans for supporting us and everything we do.
Thank you for reading, I will be working hard for our future together. It is what I want, to be creating with my love forever. Thank you all and I hope to create wonderful works with them very soon. <3

 FedrikoGanz has been diagnosed (showed me medical scans) of a herniated disc 0.7cm in their lumbar region. This pinches nerves making it painful and difficult to even walk. They expect after consultation with their neurologist, $1000 out of pocket will be needed to cover 10 days of therapy and related procedures.

Visit their page, see if you'd like to commission them to help raise funds, or PM them to get a means of donating (Russian artists have difficulty accepting PayPal at the present time).

They are a great person and could use some help. Anything that can be done to help them even just kind words if you can't do much else.
Let's all support each other as artists getting through this world of trouble.

Thank you for reading and checking in on them. <3

Don’t you just love it when you’re billed $100 randomly? As a result of moving (thankfully going well settling in btw) I had to cancel my Xfinity service. When Kiru called to cancel the account they were told that there wasn’t going to be a cancellation fee because they don’t service where they moved, but Comcast being Comcast, they auto-charged it to my account anyway. Being out $100 suddenly I’m freaking out and stressed about money. I’ve been able to get in good hours and work a lot here, so I know that I’ll be able to take care of any new commissions quickly. I hate to ask, but if anyone was thinking about getting anything the extra business would be greatly appreciated. Thanks everyone, love you all.

heya everyone
Finally moved over to the new place, need to get everyone's work done now that i can sit and work.
I'll be taking in commissions to earn for rent and bills since they are due a bit sooner than the last place.
I'm happy to work as long as possible to make everyone's art come out beautifully.

Thank you.

Heya guys!
Gonna get some commissions done and will take in on stream commissions to get funds for moving into the new place <3

https://picarto.tv/RageDraws

Stop by if you wanna get some art drawn for you!

Hello everyone!
Had to get a new roommate this month. It took much longer than we expected, we had to help get things all set up and moved in.
We had to dip into our savings so that we could afford this place before someone could be moved into the room.
If anyone has the chance to buy some commissions it will really help keep this place and make sure me, Kiru and our new roommate can be alright.

Thank you!

Yooo Everyone!
So it's happening! the roomie got approved today and they are moving out in just 2 days on wednesday.
I will be under some stress until we get our things moved around after they are moved out, I'll be working harder and longer than i have to hold the apartment with rizzy and me.
I look forward to making beautiful art for everyone and please bare with me these next couple days for me to get everything together <3

Heya guys.
So our roommate we had for a couple years found a place that's better for them and they are choosing to sign the lease over to us and move out in a couple weeks. They are going to pay their half of the rent for November while they get everything ready.
The rent at full is $1,400.00 USD and it's difficult to make it close to that on my own right now.
I'm not sure what to do right now for me and my husband at this moment since this came about just an hour ago.

That's the situation right now guys.
Thank you for reading.

Heya guys, I never really talk about myself when i'm on here but i'm thinking of changing that.
So i'm trying to take up something i have been afraid of failing for game coding. I started with C++ here and did some C# basics a few years ago but now I'm really going to get into it.
Me and Rizzy are going to learn more game coding and I'm curious what anyone's experience with coding has been or if you thought about getting into game coding recently.
I plan on making my own games for various reasons but it's one of the things i feel like i am most passionate about and never really tried so i'm trying it now.

Thank you all for reading.

Heya guys!
me and rizz got our 2nd dosage of vaccine for covid and so me and him are going to feel a bit under the weather for a few days
I'll still do my best to get work all done in a timely fashion but i just want to let everyone know what's up with us beforehand.
Thank you guys <3

Heya guys.
I hate to talk about how bad things are but me and rizz are dealing with a real bad time.
Our toilet now has flooded 3 times in the past 6 months from just using it normally. The maintenance won't fix our broken kitchen stove top and oven. Bugs keep getting in, and they wont replace our screen that broke. We're at a loss, nothing is getting fixed and we need to find a way out of here.

After thinking on the journal that i wrote earlier i have decided to no longer draw human characters. It has been pointed out to me that some people have a difficult time distinguishing the difference between fantasy and reality and i don't want to contribute to a serious problem. On a personal note, i am relieved as i feel more comfortable not having to draw underage human characters.

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Please continue to ignore the footer

It has come to my attention that a previous commissioner of mine has been accused of disgusting behavior involving real life minors. I want to state publicly that i in no way shape or form condone this behavior, I find this conduct if true to be reprehensible, disturbing, and as sick and perverted as a person can be.

Friends of mine have pointed towards my artwork and raised concerns about my art and my interests I cannot state loudly enough how absolutely disgusting i find the thought of harming real life children and only wish to draw appealing art and characters. I don't blame anyone who is concerned or has these questions and i only hope that I can reassure that my art and interests are completely within the realm of fiction. I do not blame anyone for feeling the need to unlike my artwork/and or unfollow me, but i also felt it absolutely necessary to clarify my position.

*EDIT*
Please ignore my prices on this, if i could turn off my footer for this journal specifically i would.

Hiya guys!
Today is Rizzian's (my BF/husband) birthday so i'm spending the day with him.

I"ll be back to work on monday so i'll see you all then <3

So... When we were about to play FFXIV today, me and Rizzian. When the ps4 was freezing a bit. Rizzian restarted it but it wouldn't budge, so i jumped in and tried to hard reset.
However i didn't hold the button properly and ended up bricking it. Causing all save data and game data to be removed. After what feels like an hour of trying to get it to work we had to factory reset the console.

I didn't do this properly and broke the most important thing to RIzzian right now. He's put in 4,000 hours into Disgaea 4 Complete and nearly platinumed it but then now it's all wiped. He had this beautiful collection of MK11 Augments and Gear and that's gone too. All the data from his important games was wiped and now we feel completely devastated. He has to rebuild that saved data again, I just want to make this up to him for my screw up.

I just wish i could turn back time an hour and not fuck up pushing buttons.
I'll try my best to make this up to him.

Thanks for listening to me ramble, i hope people can understand.
Thank you.

I apologize to anyone who has been trying to contact me for the past month.
My account was suspended but everything is okay now and i'll be back to posting soon.

Thank you all for sticking around!