Sweet sixteen coming up and I have absolutely no money to speak of. But I'm so horny and I want to commission some people but I scared if parents find out I commissioned a furry artist, let alone for nsfw purposes. Also, you know what sux, being a sub bottom and also being 6"6ft, how is anyone going to top someone double their size, I'm not even finished growing, remember, only 16. I know that I'm never going to find a big sexy lizard person to call daddy. But I'm also really horny so I thought that when I move out of my parents house that I'm going to buy some toys because I'm not buying that stuff while I'm broke and also living with my parents. But I'm also struggling with my studies because stupid me thought being a gifted kid would carry me throughout my school years. In a very tough situation and I'm a little worried as to what I'm going to do.

At the time of writing this I am around two months away from turning 16. Legal age in Australia. I spent alot of time struggling with my sexuality and I've come out as gay. When I was a lot younger I also struggled with finding certain aspects of animals attractive, to the point where after looking around on the internet that I thought I might have been a zoophile. But I realised after counciling that I just have a furry fetish. Other of my interests are bdsm, rubber and latex and petplay. I am definitely 100% a bottom as well as a sub. I have had fantasies about getting kidnapped and turned into a bitch but I'm not sure if I really want that or if it's just the horny talking. Either way it hasn't really mattered much as I was under age but as the big 16th is approaching I've started to fantasise about horny things much more and I don't have an outlet as I have very strict parents so I have made a furaffinity account to maybe reach out to this community and maybe have someone to confide in.