I'm going to get my whole backlog done in time to participate in art fight this year! I've been an artist for over a decade and a half, but this is my first time participating and I'm really excited! <:3

Okay I’m back and working to finish the requests I had queued before closing them. And I’m officially done beating myself up over drawing NSFW art. A big part of why I was having an existential crisis earlier was because I felt like I was flushing all my hard work down the drain and becoming some sort of monster who’s only good at drawing porn. But god DAMN IT what reason do I have to draw SFW art! Drawing the occasional wholesome pic is nice but I don’t want to pump those out for the rest of my life! I work at an off brand burger joint in the middle of nowhere cleaning crackhead turds off the floor MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES and getting talked down to by Karens. I’ve had too clean bathrooms where druggies have LITERALLY somehow managed to get feces all over the whole bathroom, walls and everything, for 8.60$ an hour. Then I the next day my Manager pulls me aside and says I missed a spot behind the toilet, so he was writing me up! My art is the only thing in my life I have control over, and nobody cares how pure I am. All banning myself from drawing furry stuff does is make me feel depressed. I’m gonna finish making all the request pieces I said I was gonna make, post all of them, and then I’m gonna close requests for awhile and make some stuff that makes me happy. Don’t let anybody make y’all feel lesser cause y’all are into fetishes! As long as your responsible, always mind other people’s boundaries, and stay away from that messed up shit your totally free to do whatever you want! Thank y’all again for enjoying my art! >:3

Sorry I kinda went full nuclear, I’ll be coming back to FA after a break, I think I’ve been way to excited at finally being myself and started taking on way more than I can chew. I’ll try to finish at least a couple of the requests I took on when I come back, but after that I think I’m just gonna draw my own stuff for a while. For now I’m just gonna take a breather for a bit to get my head on straight. Sorry for the drama, mental health crap comes outta nowhere sometimes <:3

I'm canceling all of my requests and leaving FA. I'm sorry, I know that this is a dick move, but this is just too much. Nobody did anything wrong or mean, this is solely me having a crisis. I just can't bring myself to make porn anymore. It's okay to still enjoy the stuff I've already made, I'll leave my page up so y'all can still see them, but I won't be making new content. I want to reevaluate what I want out of art and draw SFW pictures. Thank y'all for being so accepting of my sexuality, this is the first time I've revealed that side of myself to anybody and I don't regret being here. Again, sorry for any inconveniences this causes, and thank y'all for being so kind and enjoying my artwork. Keep being proud of who you are and don't stop making things that make you happy.

Made a new account on the site everyone’s talking about, same username if ya wanna look me up ;3

A neat trick I found for collecting refrences for background art for macro art is to get one of those open world games with cities in them and turn on photo mode. Recently I’ve been loading up spiderman 2 and just swinging around the city looking for buildings to draw. Then I can swing to wherever angle I want, take spiderman out of the photo mode, then just do some studies. Might post some if y’all interested :)

God I love the idea of being huge! I’ve been keeping it secret and have been embarrassed about it for years, but this place gives me a space to get it off my chest and talk with like minded people. Also the whole being gay thing being normal here is super nice. I’m gonna keep growing bigger and bigger! (And if any of y’all need a micro to play with, I’m down for downsizing myself for a bit ;3 )