I just want to express my genuine, endless gratitude towards all of you. Each and every time I post something that I believe won't fly with the majority of my followers, I think to myself; "This is it, this might be the one that won't be well-received." And each and every time, you all prove me wrong with your unyielding kindness and support.

The worst that's ever happened was a piece not getting many views, which I don't really care much about, I just want to put out my art for anyone who might enjoy it. And yet, it always makes me extremely happy to see you all like what I do.

I'll continue to reply to every comment I can get to to express my thanks to everyone who took time out of their day to make my night, I just wanted to make this little journal to make sure you all know you make me feel like sharing my art is always worth it.

Thank you again, I hope you all have a wonderful New year. <3

...Just as a side note, good lord, thank you as well, for 2k followers, I'm normally not one to look at numbers, but that is a very, very big one.. I hope to one day do raffles and art giveaways as a general thank you to you all, but for now, college is still being a pain. So I must thank you all for your patience as well.

First off: A huge thank you.

It.. has been a while since I've given a legitimate update on my situation to the people here. Just so everyone knows, I really appreciate all the nice comments and amazing support I've been receiving in my pictures as of late, it really means a lot to know that so many people not only put up with anything I make, but genuinely love seeing my posts from time to time.

I'm not normally one to look at stadistics, or pay much attention to numbers in general. But I really don't need to know much about math to know that 500 is a large number, it kinda slipped by me, and I never quite noticed that's what my watcher count was at. Again, thank you all for following and being so nice in general, I really can't believe that close to no interactions on this site have been on the negative side for me, so feel the need to express how grateful I am for the support.

Maybe I'll do a raffle as thanks someday, I don't know how much free time I'll have these coming days. Mostly thanks to the next thing I wanted to mention.

College and dwindling energy.

So.. yeah, college.. I don't think I need to spell why that probably will make it so my uploads are less concurrent, I'll try to still be generally active, but I have been feeling a bit burnt out in general, and would rather just rest up whenever I get the chance to.

For the sake of my own mental health, I'd rather only have to deal with one life-draining event at a time if possible!

A little extra thing.

So.. tl;dr: Thank you for the support, I won't be doing much drawing in the next few months.

However.. I do have a good few pictures that I haven't posted and have instead been sitting in my backlog for a good few weeks since I was either uneasy people would dislike them, or was just feeling lazy and didn't want to come up with a "creative" description to put under them.

I might make another journal where I list all of these pictures.. or just make another picture post and list all these unposted pieces of art in the description, I'll see which one I'll stick with. And you'll probably be seeing that soon-ish.


Thank you for listening, I hope you'll have a wonderful day.

I know it's been a few months! But I swear I'm not dead! I've just been busy with college and other things!

Enough of that though, I'm still slowly and steadily doing art, even if all I can manage as of late are rough sketches! @w@

I just wanted to put this here for the sake of everyone's safety and consideration.

If you're a minor, (under 18 years old, in case people are unaware) I advice you to stay off my page and accounts. No questions asked, if I find out anyone who has interacted with me or my posts in any way is underaged, I will be very cautious and might even block said person depending on what it is they wanted.

So for the sake of my own sanity and security, as well as yours, keep this in mind:


This account, and most of the others I handle, are not appropiate for children, I don't care if you're mentally mature or just bored, my art and all other things I make, as harmless as I try to make them, are not meant for young eyes to stare at. So don't attempt to interact with me if you're a minor, just to be safe.

Happy holidays everyone! I hope everyone has a really great day and may it be filled with tons of cheer!

Take care and I wish everyone the best of luck going forward! <3

As some of the people watching me may not know, I don't post everything I make to this page, most of the pictures I upload are bigger projects or things I thought were relevant enough to put out.
I've been considering (And probably will start) posting some of my unfinished works that won't be getting finished, such as colored sketches and other things. I normally make a lot of pictures in my spare time that only about 2 or 3 people see, so I probably will start posting some of them here.

On that same note, I should probably state that, despite the fact that I've tried to keep my content as mild as possible, some of the pictures I want to post are severely NSFW. In more ways than one, so, maybe that's something to be mindful of.
I'm sorry to say I'm not really gonna bother filtering my posts just because someone might not like what I have to show.

Just some brief thoughts I wanted to put out, I hope to be more active as time goes.

Yeesh, this is only my second journal and I'm already diving into this type of stuff...

I guess I should start this off by saying that I don't expect to be comforted because of this. There are currently a lot more issues of greater scale that I couldn't even compare my own problems to... However, I just feel like I need to put this out, to at least be sincere for once...


An odd, odd feeling.
These past few days, I've had the pleasure of meeting and talking with some of the most amazing and lovely people I've ever met, I really do think that they are all delightful and uplifting to be around.
I've been feeling pretty satisfied about the look of my art.
My studies are going great.
Yet... I still feel so miserable at times... I don't know how to explain it, and I don't know what causes it, but there are times when I just feel like I want to ignore everything and sleep through the day despite having had decent sleep... It's odd.

Bias(?)
As some of you might know by now, Bias is the name of my main sona, a little, sweet squirrel that I've identified as for a while now.

While I originally designed him to be a simple character, I've been feeling a strong sense of disconnection between what I wanted him to be and what I've turned his character into.
Obviously, there's gonna be some mild differences between him and myself since we're not the same person, no matter what I tell myself, but I've been portraying him in a way that almost makes me regret not giving him a proper backstory. I kinda feel like I'm failing my younger self along with the character that I created back then.
Sure, this all seems pretty niche, but I really just want to show what this little guy can do and what he can really be like, especially since he's been with me for over 5 years.
I might continue to write his backstory down at some point, but until I gather the motivation to do that, I really can't help but feel saddened by the thought that I might not be able to portray him like I see him in my head.

My goal.
I've always wanted to just be a nice person, that's the only thing I've ever been concerned about, but there are times when I struggle with words, I've always thought of myself as awkward, and there are times when it hurts me to just put a "!" At the end of my sentences due to how fake it can feel. I hope to be able to build the courage to really be the person I'm painting myself as. But it's rough. I've been trying to continue being energetic and a fun person to talk to, but again, it's a bit of a hard task when I'm such an underwhelming individual in reality.

Nothing else to say.

There's probably some other things that I could talk about, but this was the stuff I needed to get off my shoulders the most. Hopefully no one's opinion of me will change after they read this, I mean, I'm sure these issues might seem like nothing to some of the people out there, and seeing me become sad over something related to a character that doesn't exist could be seen as childish, but, again, it's just been bothering me, and I know pretty well that it's not a good idea to bottle these things up.

It could really start to hurt if I did.

So, instead, I'll just put my words out and continue to be grateful for everything I have.

And of course, I'll keep trying my best.

I made a little Poll asking What do people like about my art, I'd greatly appreciate it if you took a minute to vote in it:

www.strawpoll.me/17298930

(you can select more than one option, but I'd prefer it if you chose one at most)