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Open for 3 slots for simple commissions [CLOSED]
Posted 2 years agoContinuing the events of latest post, I ran short on funds after running around from one emergency room to another for the past days (my bleeding reopened). But right now everything seems to be stable and I just stay put infor further appointments to know what to do next đź‘Ť I know I just informed about closing the commissions, but universe keeps throwing punches. Trying to stay positive!
I am opening 3 commission slots for simple halfbody/fullbody artworks, artist's choice type of deal.
Any species is allowed, feral or anthro, there will be a simple background too to fill the space, can get experimental in terms of colors too.
Heavy detailed characters may result in additional fee.
60 USD - Halfbody, examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51650581/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50658407/
90 USD - Fullbody, examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51258425/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50722598/
If you are interested in commission, feel free to leave a comment below with your character and a simple description of your wishes (I can wing it too, if you want), or just note me instead, if writing in the comments is uncomfortable.
I won't work with adult themes such as porn, but I don't mind erotica (or something even a bit spicier). Violence, mild gore, blood and such is always welcomed. Nope to extreme fetishes, yes to story driven themes. My do's and dont's in Commission Info still pretty much apply.
If you get chosen, I will note you back, and we can discuss further details.
I plan to make these commissions in timely manner and out of the main queue, but not at its expense. I might extend amount of slots too, if I see something, that really interests me :)
[SLOTS]:
1 - Taken by
[Completed]
2 - Taken by
[Completed]
3 - Taken by
[Completed]
Extra slots:
4 - Taken by
[Completed]
5 - Taken by
[Completed]
I am opening 3 commission slots for simple halfbody/fullbody artworks, artist's choice type of deal.
Any species is allowed, feral or anthro, there will be a simple background too to fill the space, can get experimental in terms of colors too.
Heavy detailed characters may result in additional fee.
60 USD - Halfbody, examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51650581/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50658407/
90 USD - Fullbody, examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51258425/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50722598/
If you are interested in commission, feel free to leave a comment below with your character and a simple description of your wishes (I can wing it too, if you want), or just note me instead, if writing in the comments is uncomfortable.
I won't work with adult themes such as porn, but I don't mind erotica (or something even a bit spicier). Violence, mild gore, blood and such is always welcomed. Nope to extreme fetishes, yes to story driven themes. My do's and dont's in Commission Info still pretty much apply.
If you get chosen, I will note you back, and we can discuss further details.
I plan to make these commissions in timely manner and out of the main queue, but not at its expense. I might extend amount of slots too, if I see something, that really interests me :)
[SLOTS]:
1 - Taken by
[Completed]2 - Taken by
[Completed]3 - Taken by
[Completed]Extra slots:
4 - Taken by
[Completed]5 - Taken by
[Completed]Updates (of different kinds)
Posted 2 years agoTLDR: My health went brrrr. Also I’m closing commissions indefinitely, including the current waiting list. I will be continuing making YCHes though.
Health decline
Ever since the start of the year my health decline been rather.. rapid. Degradation is always expected with this type of disease (and lack of treatment that is), but it was just too much at once. I expect having the same rough autumn, as it was spring for me, but we’ll see. I am currently looking into giving a shot for a new round of examinations in October, which I am not positive about. The last one three years ago ended on a rather mocking note - I was deemed young and therefore absolutely healthy, and was advised instead to check my head for any hypochondria type of thoughts. I kinda gave up on my state a long time ago, but after being perceived as a joke - you can see how the last of my motivation was gone and I saw no meaning in further examinations.
The thing is, that as long person ain't actively dying - here they won’t even scratch about giving one any treatment, and not like they’re even educated properly in that matter. Sadly, due to all those last east european events - I have no way back to my homeland, where I was medically treated in the past and in 2020 even planned for some rehabilitation.
Future commissions
I’ve been reevaluating my possibility of taking any more commissions or finishing the current waiting list (the commission, that was paid for, will be completed, of course). It was a hard decision to make, because I absolutely enjoy working with your characters and your stories, ultimately allowing myself to step inside of them too and spectate from within. It’s something, that fascinates me a lot, that’s why it brings me no happiness to inform, that I am closing the commissions indefinitely. I may reopen for 1-2 slots, when I feel, that I can offer my skill again, but I can’t say when that will happen. Nor I intend to keep any commission queues, or waiting lists, my apologies for this inconvenience, especially to the people, who waited for so long for their turn in the queue or asked me about being added to the waiting list.
People, who have an ordering history from me, still have the right to poke me in DMs with a commission proposal. I don’t guarantee taking them straight away, but at least we can discuss them.
Reasons for this decision:
I’ve been dealing with extreme self-hatred for many years, and last couple of years it started heavily affecting the way I perceive my drawings. Everything about it, be it my workflow, or style, or colors, or results. I hate feeling myself like a fraud, being in this media for more, than ten years, but still not moving to where I want. I set high expectations for myself every day, I overwork each artwork, but I still don’t like the results, because nothing can satisfy the restless selfdoubter inside of me. Sometimes it feels, like I reached my ceiling, but I know, that I am capable of more, that’s why I keep pushing myself. Just not in the right way, nor right direction. And it's something, that I want to figure out on my own pace.
I am currently looking into other ways to earn money, in order to ease the pressure on myself. Sadly, there are not that many options, especially considering my education and both physical and mental health being low. I'll see how it goes, I guess.
What about YCHes?
YCHes will stay, and if you have suggestions on what type of YCH you would like to see more in the future - feel free to share your thoughts here in the comments below, or under YCHes themselves. I enjoy soft gore, maws, erotica, a bit of domination and all that stuff I drew before, so you can expect to see more of these types of YCH being offered.
Thank you so much for reading. I apologize for all the inconvenience I might brought to you.
Health decline
Ever since the start of the year my health decline been rather.. rapid. Degradation is always expected with this type of disease (and lack of treatment that is), but it was just too much at once. I expect having the same rough autumn, as it was spring for me, but we’ll see. I am currently looking into giving a shot for a new round of examinations in October, which I am not positive about. The last one three years ago ended on a rather mocking note - I was deemed young and therefore absolutely healthy, and was advised instead to check my head for any hypochondria type of thoughts. I kinda gave up on my state a long time ago, but after being perceived as a joke - you can see how the last of my motivation was gone and I saw no meaning in further examinations.
The thing is, that as long person ain't actively dying - here they won’t even scratch about giving one any treatment, and not like they’re even educated properly in that matter. Sadly, due to all those last east european events - I have no way back to my homeland, where I was medically treated in the past and in 2020 even planned for some rehabilitation.
Future commissions
I’ve been reevaluating my possibility of taking any more commissions or finishing the current waiting list (the commission, that was paid for, will be completed, of course). It was a hard decision to make, because I absolutely enjoy working with your characters and your stories, ultimately allowing myself to step inside of them too and spectate from within. It’s something, that fascinates me a lot, that’s why it brings me no happiness to inform, that I am closing the commissions indefinitely. I may reopen for 1-2 slots, when I feel, that I can offer my skill again, but I can’t say when that will happen. Nor I intend to keep any commission queues, or waiting lists, my apologies for this inconvenience, especially to the people, who waited for so long for their turn in the queue or asked me about being added to the waiting list.
People, who have an ordering history from me, still have the right to poke me in DMs with a commission proposal. I don’t guarantee taking them straight away, but at least we can discuss them.
Reasons for this decision:
I’ve been dealing with extreme self-hatred for many years, and last couple of years it started heavily affecting the way I perceive my drawings. Everything about it, be it my workflow, or style, or colors, or results. I hate feeling myself like a fraud, being in this media for more, than ten years, but still not moving to where I want. I set high expectations for myself every day, I overwork each artwork, but I still don’t like the results, because nothing can satisfy the restless selfdoubter inside of me. Sometimes it feels, like I reached my ceiling, but I know, that I am capable of more, that’s why I keep pushing myself. Just not in the right way, nor right direction. And it's something, that I want to figure out on my own pace.
I am currently looking into other ways to earn money, in order to ease the pressure on myself. Sadly, there are not that many options, especially considering my education and both physical and mental health being low. I'll see how it goes, I guess.
What about YCHes?
YCHes will stay, and if you have suggestions on what type of YCH you would like to see more in the future - feel free to share your thoughts here in the comments below, or under YCHes themselves. I enjoy soft gore, maws, erotica, a bit of domination and all that stuff I drew before, so you can expect to see more of these types of YCH being offered.
Thank you so much for reading. I apologize for all the inconvenience I might brought to you.
Commissions [CLOSED]
Posted 3 years agoIf you find FA notes uncomfortable for discussing your ideas, I have a Discord and Telegram, you can note me to get my nickname.
Important: When it comes to the discussion, please, keep it straight to the business and order-related. I am pretty asocial with the strangers and find chit-chatting uncomfortable and intrusive. Allow me to be quiet sometimes, it can take time for me to response to your message not because I don't want to - I might be just feeling anxious.
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Once you've been added to the queue, please, wait patiently - I will return as soon I have anything to show to you.
For fullshaded works I accept payment after the sketch has been approved. For the sketched types of work prepayment applies.
Sketched works move quicker in queue, expect them being made sooner.
Progress stage by stage can be checked here: To-Do List
I also individually send WIPs for sketch and flat color stages.
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- Paws for the MrMellow [Completed]
- Fullrendered fullbody for the Drayk [Completed]
- 2 Fullrender headshots for the WhiteMantis [Completed]
- Complex headshot for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Fullrender headshot for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Fullrender fullbody for the Lucidum [Closed]
- Complex fullbody for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Paws for the Slushy~Pye [Completed]
- 2 Fullrender headshots for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- 3 Fullrender headshots for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Complex scene for the Hida [Completed]
- Commission, any type for the Varas [Closed]
- 2 Complex fullbodies for the Drayk [Completed]
- Extra: POV for the Deffy13 [Completed]
- Fullrendered scene for the Hacken [Completed]
- Fullrendered scene for the Hacken [Completed]
- Any type for DarznWolfe [Closed]
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- Fullbody sketch for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the Solkkamal [Completed]
- Halfbody sketch for the Crazytoast42 [Completed]
- Sketch scene for the Drayk [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the ZephyriusJackal [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the ZephyriusJackal [Completed]
- Scene sketch for the Crazytoast42 [Completed]
- Halfbody sketch for the RegalRascal [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the har-v-est [Completed]
- 2 Fullbody sketches for the feretory [Completed]
- Headshot sketch for the Nuphobi [Completed]
- Commission for the Feretory [Closed]
- Fullbody sketch for the BabyKittenCult [Completed]
- Sketch for the RegalRascal [Closed]
If you have any questions or you think I forgot to mention something - feel free to ask anything in the comments!
Important: When it comes to the discussion, please, keep it straight to the business and order-related. I am pretty asocial with the strangers and find chit-chatting uncomfortable and intrusive. Allow me to be quiet sometimes, it can take time for me to response to your message not because I don't want to - I might be just feeling anxious.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Once you've been added to the queue, please, wait patiently - I will return as soon I have anything to show to you.
For fullshaded works I accept payment after the sketch has been approved. For the sketched types of work prepayment applies.
Sketched works move quicker in queue, expect them being made sooner.
Progress stage by stage can be checked here: To-Do List
I also individually send WIPs for sketch and flat color stages.
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[SLOTS: Any type]:- Paws for the MrMellow [Completed]
- Fullrendered fullbody for the Drayk [Completed]
- 2 Fullrender headshots for the WhiteMantis [Completed]
- Complex headshot for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Fullrender headshot for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Fullrender fullbody for the Lucidum [Closed]
- Complex fullbody for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Paws for the Slushy~Pye [Completed]
- 2 Fullrender headshots for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- 3 Fullrender headshots for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Complex scene for the Hida [Completed]
- Commission, any type for the Varas [Closed]
- 2 Complex fullbodies for the Drayk [Completed]
- Extra: POV for the Deffy13 [Completed]
- Fullrendered scene for the Hacken [Completed]
- Fullrendered scene for the Hacken [Completed]
- Any type for DarznWolfe [Closed]
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[SLOTS: Sketch only]:- Fullbody sketch for the Kazaviir [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the Solkkamal [Completed]
- Halfbody sketch for the Crazytoast42 [Completed]
- Sketch scene for the Drayk [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the ZephyriusJackal [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the ZephyriusJackal [Completed]
- Scene sketch for the Crazytoast42 [Completed]
- Halfbody sketch for the RegalRascal [Completed]
- Fullbody sketch for the har-v-est [Completed]
- 2 Fullbody sketches for the feretory [Completed]
- Headshot sketch for the Nuphobi [Completed]
- Commission for the Feretory [Closed]
- Fullbody sketch for the BabyKittenCult [Completed]
- Sketch for the RegalRascal [Closed]
If you have any questions or you think I forgot to mention something - feel free to ask anything in the comments!
Commissions [CLOSED]
Posted 4 years agoI am happy to inform, that official commissions are finally open!
I am in need of saving up a significant amount of money for many things such as medical bills and posibbility to travel to my homeland in order to get a rehabillitation (since my current land has proved, that they can't recognise any disease, when they see one); for upgrading my current computer, which doesn't allow me to perform efficiently, especially when it comes to professional animation; for my student debt, which I owe to the country; and I also would like to finally work with a psychiatrist, cuz, being frank, I am consistently on the edge and totally lost when it comes to understanding why and what for. I am exhausted.
That's why I would like to be able to perform commissions on a regular basis now. In order not to overwhelm myself again, I will be opening them for short amount of slots every 1-2 months, not taking additional, if I am not done with the previous batch. Let's see how it goes.
My last To-Do list was dragged for literally years due to my incompitence in time managment and overestimating of my own capabilities. That was irresponsible and disrespectful in my opinion towards people, who patiently have waited for their piece to be drawn. I wanna change that, I wanna be better than that and never fall into the same pit again.
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Here is link on some main information and examples of what I draw for order: COMMISSION INFO
I'll be filling this page with more info and examples, once I'll have them.
If you find FA notes uncomfortable for discussing your ideas, I have a Discord, you can note me to get my nickname.
Important: When it comes to the discussion, please, keep it straight to the business and order-related. I am pretty asocial with the strangers and find chit-chatting uncomfortable and intrusive.
Payment: I accept payment through PayPal. Please, keep in mind the tax 🥺
If you wanna help me little bit extra, you can do so through the Shinies, or just by sharing my work with the people, who you think will enjoy it too!
I am grateful to you for everything!
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SLOTS:
- Fullshaded: Any type - [CLAIMED by Discord user]
- Complex: Bust - [CLAIMED by
]
- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by
]
- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by
]
- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by]
- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by]
Note me or comment here to claim the slot.
For fullshaded works I accept payment after the sketch has been approved. For the sketched types of work prepayment applies.
Queue and progress will be displayed here: To-Do List
I also will be sending WIPs for sketch and flat color stages.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Thank you so much for reading!
If you have any questions or you think I forgot to mention something - feel free to ask anything in the comments!
I am in need of saving up a significant amount of money for many things such as medical bills and posibbility to travel to my homeland in order to get a rehabillitation (since my current land has proved, that they can't recognise any disease, when they see one); for upgrading my current computer, which doesn't allow me to perform efficiently, especially when it comes to professional animation; for my student debt, which I owe to the country; and I also would like to finally work with a psychiatrist, cuz, being frank, I am consistently on the edge and totally lost when it comes to understanding why and what for. I am exhausted.
That's why I would like to be able to perform commissions on a regular basis now. In order not to overwhelm myself again, I will be opening them for short amount of slots every 1-2 months, not taking additional, if I am not done with the previous batch. Let's see how it goes.
My last To-Do list was dragged for literally years due to my incompitence in time managment and overestimating of my own capabilities. That was irresponsible and disrespectful in my opinion towards people, who patiently have waited for their piece to be drawn. I wanna change that, I wanna be better than that and never fall into the same pit again.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Here is link on some main information and examples of what I draw for order: COMMISSION INFO
I'll be filling this page with more info and examples, once I'll have them.
If you find FA notes uncomfortable for discussing your ideas, I have a Discord, you can note me to get my nickname.
Important: When it comes to the discussion, please, keep it straight to the business and order-related. I am pretty asocial with the strangers and find chit-chatting uncomfortable and intrusive.
Payment: I accept payment through PayPal. Please, keep in mind the tax 🥺
If you wanna help me little bit extra, you can do so through the Shinies, or just by sharing my work with the people, who you think will enjoy it too!
I am grateful to you for everything!
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
SLOTS:
- Fullshaded: Any type - [CLAIMED by Discord user]
- Complex: Bust - [CLAIMED by
]- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by
]- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by
]- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by
]- Sketch: Any type - [CLAIMED by
]Note me or comment here to claim the slot.
For fullshaded works I accept payment after the sketch has been approved. For the sketched types of work prepayment applies.
Queue and progress will be displayed here: To-Do List
I also will be sending WIPs for sketch and flat color stages.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Thank you so much for reading!
If you have any questions or you think I forgot to mention something - feel free to ask anything in the comments!
Just a life update.
Posted 5 years agoThought to throw a little update, since I am at home after studying one year of intensive animation course in Canada.
First half of the year was absolutely great. I can definitely say, that it filled a lot of gaps in my knowledge, that were left behind by the previous school, especially working with such wonderful instructors. I've also tried to be brave and to fight my social phobia, socializing more with the people after four years break. I could definitely say, that for the first time in last years I was happy to do what I like and to study about that subject too. Since animation has been my passion for the last 8 years and I definitely wanted to work in that industry in the future.
It worth to mention, that in the beginning of previous summer I was stated with a diagnose of spinal disease (osteochondrosis), which under last 9 years was affecting my neck, spine, hands, throat and jaws, headaches, joints, you name it. My state was so bad and uncommon for 20yo individuum (probably bad genes and such..), that I was suggested to stay for a month long rehabillitation in my homeland and I also was strongly suggested to decrease any working in front of the computer (unless I have a proper work station, which costs money). But my family made a decision to switch rehabillitation to a medical treatment with pills, since I was already signed in for the animation course for the next student year and got approved for student loan too. I didn't fight back, since I was asure, that I will handle everything, I mean, how bad could it be, right?
This was a mistake, since half year into studies, once quarantine fell upon the Earth - everything I worked on started to fall apart. Multiple life events including isolation and aggravation of my disease have set in motion all those inner waters, that have been asleep for the half year, giving me full episodes of depression, which I didn't have for a long time. Being my whole life in low mood and carrying nickname of a pessimistic piece of shit, which definitely became a part of my personality (and I hate it), isolation and degradation of personal health hit me hard, considering me being away from my family for the first time, especially on another half of the planet. I've failed to get a diploma. I've failed to communicate and get to know people, both my classmates and instructors, and also ruined friendships, that I already had. I've failed to become something greater and I don't think I will ever have another chance for that, considering a huge loan on my back, that I will have to pay out god knows how, not being able to work in the field of my speciality, neither physically. I am just eternally sorry for taking place of someone else, who could use this year of study on its full potential.
I am very unsure of my future, for now my goal is to complete my To Do list until New Year, and maybe to take a break in drawing after that, since I no longer feel pleasure with anything I do. Maybe I shoulda try myself in a different media, or else. I wanted to visit therapists regarding my psychological state too, but I am no longer sure, that that will do anything, not mentioning, that I simple don't have that previledge to spend money on anything like that, because everything around my family is metaphorically fucking burning to the ground.
Thanks for reading, onward to creation!
First half of the year was absolutely great. I can definitely say, that it filled a lot of gaps in my knowledge, that were left behind by the previous school, especially working with such wonderful instructors. I've also tried to be brave and to fight my social phobia, socializing more with the people after four years break. I could definitely say, that for the first time in last years I was happy to do what I like and to study about that subject too. Since animation has been my passion for the last 8 years and I definitely wanted to work in that industry in the future.
It worth to mention, that in the beginning of previous summer I was stated with a diagnose of spinal disease (osteochondrosis), which under last 9 years was affecting my neck, spine, hands, throat and jaws, headaches, joints, you name it. My state was so bad and uncommon for 20yo individuum (probably bad genes and such..), that I was suggested to stay for a month long rehabillitation in my homeland and I also was strongly suggested to decrease any working in front of the computer (unless I have a proper work station, which costs money). But my family made a decision to switch rehabillitation to a medical treatment with pills, since I was already signed in for the animation course for the next student year and got approved for student loan too. I didn't fight back, since I was asure, that I will handle everything, I mean, how bad could it be, right?
This was a mistake, since half year into studies, once quarantine fell upon the Earth - everything I worked on started to fall apart. Multiple life events including isolation and aggravation of my disease have set in motion all those inner waters, that have been asleep for the half year, giving me full episodes of depression, which I didn't have for a long time. Being my whole life in low mood and carrying nickname of a pessimistic piece of shit, which definitely became a part of my personality (and I hate it), isolation and degradation of personal health hit me hard, considering me being away from my family for the first time, especially on another half of the planet. I've failed to get a diploma. I've failed to communicate and get to know people, both my classmates and instructors, and also ruined friendships, that I already had. I've failed to become something greater and I don't think I will ever have another chance for that, considering a huge loan on my back, that I will have to pay out god knows how, not being able to work in the field of my speciality, neither physically. I am just eternally sorry for taking place of someone else, who could use this year of study on its full potential.
I am very unsure of my future, for now my goal is to complete my To Do list until New Year, and maybe to take a break in drawing after that, since I no longer feel pleasure with anything I do. Maybe I shoulda try myself in a different media, or else. I wanted to visit therapists regarding my psychological state too, but I am no longer sure, that that will do anything, not mentioning, that I simple don't have that previledge to spend money on anything like that, because everything around my family is metaphorically fucking burning to the ground.
Thanks for reading, onward to creation!
Moving to Canada
Posted 6 years agoSo, I'm very excited to tell, that I will be moving to Canada (Vancouver) for one year. I will be studying 2D Character Animation at Vancouver Institute of Media Arts (VanArts). I always was passionate about the drawing, and 2D animating really makes me happy. It's hard and challenging, but very satisfying in the end.
Sadly, due some life stuff, I couldn't finish all the YCHes and commissions I currently have before I'm gone (8 of them in total, some of them are almost done). I hope I will have enough of spare time in the evenings after the studies, when I can dedicate myself to drawing as I usually did. Because I don't want to completely switch to animation and everything related to that. To draw my emotions and feelings was always something that makes my heart beating and keeps me alive at many different aspects. It was never the point of making money by YCHes and all that, but to share my thought via drawings in the first place.
Just informing, that I will be unavailable for around one week since tomorrow morning. I will continue to work on my To Do as soon as I'm settled down etc.
Currently I'm very stressed out, because I never really taked care about myself by myself and all that. And by having a severe social phobia, I find it hard to trust and communicate with the humans, which will be required from me a lot in the foreign to me country.
Dunno how to end the journal, I usually don't write those (:
Sadly, due some life stuff, I couldn't finish all the YCHes and commissions I currently have before I'm gone (8 of them in total, some of them are almost done). I hope I will have enough of spare time in the evenings after the studies, when I can dedicate myself to drawing as I usually did. Because I don't want to completely switch to animation and everything related to that. To draw my emotions and feelings was always something that makes my heart beating and keeps me alive at many different aspects. It was never the point of making money by YCHes and all that, but to share my thought via drawings in the first place.
Just informing, that I will be unavailable for around one week since tomorrow morning. I will continue to work on my To Do as soon as I'm settled down etc.
Currently I'm very stressed out, because I never really taked care about myself by myself and all that. And by having a severe social phobia, I find it hard to trust and communicate with the humans, which will be required from me a lot in the foreign to me country.
Dunno how to end the journal, I usually don't write those (:
