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Posted 4 years agoSo an update of sorts.
I did update my other page which is found at https://www.furaffinity.net/user/khujie/
I do try to keep up with both of these pages. I don't have as much as far as art and the like these days. My MS is better since finding a treatment so flare ups aren't as they were. I'm actually having them a lot less which is a great thing.
I have heat sensitivity and it saps me. Any temperature of 70 degrees in F literally makes my cognitive and motor abilities slow down by a lot. Like if most people see me at temperatures of that and above you would literally think I was drunk even though I don't drink. Words slur, balance and thought go way off. Forming a sentence or thinking of words is a trial in and of itself. My pretty much husband (we can't be married due to how social security works, but we been together long enough that if common law existed in this state, we'd be considered as common law.} is trying to find a way to help with the cooling issue since our AC isn't big enough to cool our house in the summer and we won't be able to afford that until next year maybe.
My MS and my hands. So I literally just today finished my last dose of steroids because I was in a flare up. Now my right hand, it went numb after I was diagnosed with MS. I was 22 at diagnosis and I am 33 (will be 34) this year, I am predominantly right handed. I can not feel that hand so it makes things like holding pencils/drawing utencils hard at times. I can't feel pressures and other things. The fingers don't always cooperate. With this most recent flare, it did this to my left hand. As of now, I can't feel either hand. The right one is at least somewhat functional. The left one has to learn how to function in its current state.
I still do little bits here and there as far as art goes it's just few and far between depending on the hands and what they're doing. Just if it's dev'ing things on IMVU which is mostly texture stuff, I stick it up on my other FA. If it's actual art-y stuff it goes here. I do have a new tablet that I haven't really got much chance to break in yet due to the issues with my hands and my arms just randomly stopping working through the day. I still doodle in my sketch pads but I do not have a scanner and a phone camera is not always going to capture a drawing very well.
I am still around even if it's mostly just watching. Though sorry when I favorite a piece I don't leave comments so much anymore. I typically favorite because I like the art, the style or I just find it unique in some way that or there has been great improvement a long the way. If anything, I appreciate art in most forms and styles. I just have a lot of submissions to go through and I don't believe in nuking something so I go through it slowly as I look at each piece posted.
I do play Final Fantasy 14, I am on Cactuar server and my name there is Khuja Ythe. I do play with a controller because controller is easier for my hands. I like to help with dungeons and the like. I am an omni-crafter/gatherer. If you're on there and I'm on and free or you have questions/need help don't be afraid to /tell me. I been playing since it was in beta so I have a general overall knowledge. I don't really RP on there anymore, neither does my hubby he is Z'ythe Nunh on there. He is not on as much because of dice making and BJJ because his hope is to become an instructor. We do play and generally help out though when on. =)
I can't think of much more because heat is finally making me foggy, but take care and be safe you guys ^.^
I did update my other page which is found at https://www.furaffinity.net/user/khujie/
I do try to keep up with both of these pages. I don't have as much as far as art and the like these days. My MS is better since finding a treatment so flare ups aren't as they were. I'm actually having them a lot less which is a great thing.
I have heat sensitivity and it saps me. Any temperature of 70 degrees in F literally makes my cognitive and motor abilities slow down by a lot. Like if most people see me at temperatures of that and above you would literally think I was drunk even though I don't drink. Words slur, balance and thought go way off. Forming a sentence or thinking of words is a trial in and of itself. My pretty much husband (we can't be married due to how social security works, but we been together long enough that if common law existed in this state, we'd be considered as common law.} is trying to find a way to help with the cooling issue since our AC isn't big enough to cool our house in the summer and we won't be able to afford that until next year maybe.
My MS and my hands. So I literally just today finished my last dose of steroids because I was in a flare up. Now my right hand, it went numb after I was diagnosed with MS. I was 22 at diagnosis and I am 33 (will be 34) this year, I am predominantly right handed. I can not feel that hand so it makes things like holding pencils/drawing utencils hard at times. I can't feel pressures and other things. The fingers don't always cooperate. With this most recent flare, it did this to my left hand. As of now, I can't feel either hand. The right one is at least somewhat functional. The left one has to learn how to function in its current state.
I still do little bits here and there as far as art goes it's just few and far between depending on the hands and what they're doing. Just if it's dev'ing things on IMVU which is mostly texture stuff, I stick it up on my other FA. If it's actual art-y stuff it goes here. I do have a new tablet that I haven't really got much chance to break in yet due to the issues with my hands and my arms just randomly stopping working through the day. I still doodle in my sketch pads but I do not have a scanner and a phone camera is not always going to capture a drawing very well.
I am still around even if it's mostly just watching. Though sorry when I favorite a piece I don't leave comments so much anymore. I typically favorite because I like the art, the style or I just find it unique in some way that or there has been great improvement a long the way. If anything, I appreciate art in most forms and styles. I just have a lot of submissions to go through and I don't believe in nuking something so I go through it slowly as I look at each piece posted.
I do play Final Fantasy 14, I am on Cactuar server and my name there is Khuja Ythe. I do play with a controller because controller is easier for my hands. I like to help with dungeons and the like. I am an omni-crafter/gatherer. If you're on there and I'm on and free or you have questions/need help don't be afraid to /tell me. I been playing since it was in beta so I have a general overall knowledge. I don't really RP on there anymore, neither does my hubby he is Z'ythe Nunh on there. He is not on as much because of dice making and BJJ because his hope is to become an instructor. We do play and generally help out though when on. =)
I can't think of much more because heat is finally making me foggy, but take care and be safe you guys ^.^
Adopts and Second Life
Posted 7 years agoOkay so things on IMVU are actually on hiatus right now for many reasons that are mostly personal. So you may not see a lot of work dealing with that currently.
I have, however, been digging through my old templates I drew out for bases to use as adoptables. I believe I'm going to start working on those currently whilst doing writing and teaching myself a bit about Blender.
So as far as adoptables go, keep your eyes open for them, I'm hoping to have one or two up at first to see if they drum up any interest. But I have to make sure my Paypal is in order which I'm going to do after I finish up this journal.
My mate and love is going to be doing meshing for Second Life now and he wants me to do the texture work. We are there and honestly we could use some new friends that are nice. He is GalIian on there and I am Khujie, if interested in friendship and are on there, feel free to reach out ^.^
My mongrel built me a new tower so I'm slowly getting everything back be it redownloading or logging into my other accounts. Trying to retrieve my dA because like a derp I forgot my password... lol
When my old hard drive can be loaded up I need to see what I can recover from it before he wipes it clean.
babbitluv <--- is still selling adopts I think if interested. Anyway me shoving her into my journals is my way of helping a friend in need.
I have, however, been digging through my old templates I drew out for bases to use as adoptables. I believe I'm going to start working on those currently whilst doing writing and teaching myself a bit about Blender.
So as far as adoptables go, keep your eyes open for them, I'm hoping to have one or two up at first to see if they drum up any interest. But I have to make sure my Paypal is in order which I'm going to do after I finish up this journal.
My mate and love is going to be doing meshing for Second Life now and he wants me to do the texture work. We are there and honestly we could use some new friends that are nice. He is GalIian on there and I am Khujie, if interested in friendship and are on there, feel free to reach out ^.^
My mongrel built me a new tower so I'm slowly getting everything back be it redownloading or logging into my other accounts. Trying to retrieve my dA because like a derp I forgot my password... lol
When my old hard drive can be loaded up I need to see what I can recover from it before he wipes it clean.
babbitluv <--- is still selling adopts I think if interested. Anyway me shoving her into my journals is my way of helping a friend in need. Helping a Friend!
Posted 7 years agoHello all and how've you been? I'm actually pretty good. However I do happen to have a friend in need.
She has fallen on a bit of a tough time so things are rough but she is selling adoptables and such.
Please give her a visit, snoop about and if you seen anything you like, by all means drop her some love.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/babbitluv/
For those that don't want to click the link and just want to click an icon. =)
She has fallen on a bit of a tough time so things are rough but she is selling adoptables and such.
Please give her a visit, snoop about and if you seen anything you like, by all means drop her some love.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/babbitluv/
For those that don't want to click the link and just want to click an icon. =)
I'm Not Dead!
Posted 7 years agoI'm not dead, far from it actually.
I've just been working on other projects. Mostly IMVU Dev'ing. I like it and I find it fun to do in a weird relaxing kinda way. That and I have friends there that support me even though I work slow with most things.
Furres I'm really slow with, clothes I'm still trying to figure out.
I make Neko parts so ears/tails. I'm fairly quick with those.
I really like to do hair on there. I'm not too bad with those and can pump those out fairly quickly.
My fiance actually makes 3-d meshes for IMVU, he's just getting back into it. On there he is known as Mutt. He wants to specialize in making decent fantasy weapons on there now.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/khujie/
My FA for posting the work from there. I'd post the stuff up to my DA too but DA changed some submission stuff so it's taking me a minute to figure out how to get it to show up in my gallery... Lol
I've just been working on other projects. Mostly IMVU Dev'ing. I like it and I find it fun to do in a weird relaxing kinda way. That and I have friends there that support me even though I work slow with most things.
Furres I'm really slow with, clothes I'm still trying to figure out.
I make Neko parts so ears/tails. I'm fairly quick with those.
I really like to do hair on there. I'm not too bad with those and can pump those out fairly quickly.
My fiance actually makes 3-d meshes for IMVU, he's just getting back into it. On there he is known as Mutt. He wants to specialize in making decent fantasy weapons on there now.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/khujie/
My FA for posting the work from there. I'd post the stuff up to my DA too but DA changed some submission stuff so it's taking me a minute to figure out how to get it to show up in my gallery... Lol
Engaged and such!
Posted 9 years agoHello and welcome back to my page if you still watch.
So on October 31, 2016 my boyfriend popped the question.
So at 28 my boyfriend took me Trick-or-treating in full costume to our friends (his family) for actual candy. I was a Cheshire Cat. Anyhow after we went to all the stops, he took me to an ice cream place ad we ate ice cream... (still in costume). We went home after that and everyone we visited that night was in my living room and playing with my kitty cat, Loki.
He actually popped the question with a ring pop. It was cute, I'd go into more details but I'm not feeling so good right now. I said yes though.
Also
Khujie is my IMVU/Adoptable account. I'm going through with the selling adoptables and the like. I just have to get them posted up. As for IMVU, I derive custom and random furres as I have credits or get comissioned to do such.
So on October 31, 2016 my boyfriend popped the question.
So at 28 my boyfriend took me Trick-or-treating in full costume to our friends (his family) for actual candy. I was a Cheshire Cat. Anyhow after we went to all the stops, he took me to an ice cream place ad we ate ice cream... (still in costume). We went home after that and everyone we visited that night was in my living room and playing with my kitty cat, Loki.
He actually popped the question with a ring pop. It was cute, I'd go into more details but I'm not feeling so good right now. I said yes though.
Also
Khujie is my IMVU/Adoptable account. I'm going through with the selling adoptables and the like. I just have to get them posted up. As for IMVU, I derive custom and random furres as I have credits or get comissioned to do such.Maows and IMVU
Posted 9 years agoHello and welcome me back to the land of the living. My laptop died but luckily my desktop is in working order.
My drawing hand is still meh but it's still functioning.
I got back into IMVU but my old account is kinda lost. I can't remember it's name, password or e-mail to save my life but I joined with it when IMVU was still new and such. Anyhow I'm back on there now and I dev stuff for it. My partner in crime; Mutt is getting back into meshing and he's goig to make meshes for me to texture and such. I'm new to the deving thing but I find it fun. I want to become a goof furre dev one day.
Anyhow if any of you has an IMVU and feel like adding me, I'm Khujie on there. I enjoy chatting with folks and it's easy for me to RP there too. Um so this ish it for my update so far. I can't remember if FAs TOS will lemme show things I make for IMVU so I have to re-read the TOS, haha.
<3 you all.
Oh! Remember when I was talking about adoptables? I might do that and sell them cheap. I was thinking like 3-5 dollars 5 being what I'd take, 3 would be the negotiaged lesser price if monies is hard to come by. Bt I was curious as to what you guys thought since I still have the template? Also if you get the adoptable and are on IMVU, I will gladly make you a skin of it if you like my work D=
My drawing hand is still meh but it's still functioning.
I got back into IMVU but my old account is kinda lost. I can't remember it's name, password or e-mail to save my life but I joined with it when IMVU was still new and such. Anyhow I'm back on there now and I dev stuff for it. My partner in crime; Mutt is getting back into meshing and he's goig to make meshes for me to texture and such. I'm new to the deving thing but I find it fun. I want to become a goof furre dev one day.
Anyhow if any of you has an IMVU and feel like adding me, I'm Khujie on there. I enjoy chatting with folks and it's easy for me to RP there too. Um so this ish it for my update so far. I can't remember if FAs TOS will lemme show things I make for IMVU so I have to re-read the TOS, haha.
<3 you all.
Oh! Remember when I was talking about adoptables? I might do that and sell them cheap. I was thinking like 3-5 dollars 5 being what I'd take, 3 would be the negotiaged lesser price if monies is hard to come by. Bt I was curious as to what you guys thought since I still have the template? Also if you get the adoptable and are on IMVU, I will gladly make you a skin of it if you like my work D=
Hello!
Posted 10 years agoHello, I'm not dead or done with art yet. I've just had a lot of changes.
I moved, so I live elsewhere now. As far as the MS goes, it's under control and I'm doing well.
As far as computers go... mine is still in Ohio, but I'm using a laptop right now that belongs to the person I'm living with. He has another laptop, so letting me use this one. All of my art and such, programs and the like are back in Ohio along with my computer. I have a sketch pad here, which I've been using. I feel so out of practice.
I may ask the person I live with if I can use his photoshop or his tablet and maybe draw up some things. I might look into making adoptables if anyone would be interested in the like. My hounds would need love and I can't possibly keep them all. I could even do custom color schemes. I'll look into it.
Anyhow, morning from North Carolina! <3
I moved, so I live elsewhere now. As far as the MS goes, it's under control and I'm doing well.
As far as computers go... mine is still in Ohio, but I'm using a laptop right now that belongs to the person I'm living with. He has another laptop, so letting me use this one. All of my art and such, programs and the like are back in Ohio along with my computer. I have a sketch pad here, which I've been using. I feel so out of practice.
I may ask the person I live with if I can use his photoshop or his tablet and maybe draw up some things. I might look into making adoptables if anyone would be interested in the like. My hounds would need love and I can't possibly keep them all. I could even do custom color schemes. I'll look into it.
Anyhow, morning from North Carolina! <3
Just Come Out With It
Posted 12 years agoEasy, right?
It would depend upon the subject matter I would assume.
To those that watch me, forgive me for being away. Some things are harder for me to do of late. Part of it is my MS (Multiple Sclerosis) and the other half is the treatment I'm on. Well was on, I'm going to refuse it now. 8 months ago it did wonders, and it was the only one that we found that worked for me. 'Twas called Tysabri. The benefits outweigh the risks, commonplace for a doctor's bedside manner.
I fought tooth and nail trying to not be on it just because one of the risks happens to be death circumstances depending. And when it comes to my health, I cannot say that luck has always been my strong suit. Eight months ago it was working, and working well. I can't remember the last time I was in a flare up which was better than my three months like clockwork schedule.
Sad to report however that Friday, August second I found the one reason I was fighting to not be on this very treatment just kind of activated. I'm not dying mind you, at least not yet.
It activated the JCV (John Cunningham Virus) in my brain. This makes the Tysabri dangerous to me as it can turn a potentially fatal thing into an actual fatal thing. If it goes to PML (Progressive Multifocal Leukoencephalopathy) then it's pretty much death sentence from my current understanding. To both I have are no cures but they are currently able to be managed.
This information known, I've currently been in and out of a depressive state. My drawing hand is not so well either. I may not be very active on here, it's something I fall in and out of. Also without knowing my information beyond this or deviantart I am extremely hard to get a hold of. I have a Skype but often times I forget to login. I've a Yahoo which is what I mostly use. I can be reached through e-mail, I do check that when I login or go on my computer.
As for me, I'm going to take this new fight with stride and I refuse to go down without throwing punches. I'm a fighter so that's what I do. As I do with my close friends, I will try to keep this updated as I know what's going on.
Over and out.
~Terrie
It would depend upon the subject matter I would assume.
To those that watch me, forgive me for being away. Some things are harder for me to do of late. Part of it is my MS (Multiple Sclerosis) and the other half is the treatment I'm on. Well was on, I'm going to refuse it now. 8 months ago it did wonders, and it was the only one that we found that worked for me. 'Twas called Tysabri. The benefits outweigh the risks, commonplace for a doctor's bedside manner.
I fought tooth and nail trying to not be on it just because one of the risks happens to be death circumstances depending. And when it comes to my health, I cannot say that luck has always been my strong suit. Eight months ago it was working, and working well. I can't remember the last time I was in a flare up which was better than my three months like clockwork schedule.
Sad to report however that Friday, August second I found the one reason I was fighting to not be on this very treatment just kind of activated. I'm not dying mind you, at least not yet.
It activated the JCV (John Cunningham Virus) in my brain. This makes the Tysabri dangerous to me as it can turn a potentially fatal thing into an actual fatal thing. If it goes to PML (Progressive Multifocal Leukoencephalopathy) then it's pretty much death sentence from my current understanding. To both I have are no cures but they are currently able to be managed.
This information known, I've currently been in and out of a depressive state. My drawing hand is not so well either. I may not be very active on here, it's something I fall in and out of. Also without knowing my information beyond this or deviantart I am extremely hard to get a hold of. I have a Skype but often times I forget to login. I've a Yahoo which is what I mostly use. I can be reached through e-mail, I do check that when I login or go on my computer.
As for me, I'm going to take this new fight with stride and I refuse to go down without throwing punches. I'm a fighter so that's what I do. As I do with my close friends, I will try to keep this updated as I know what's going on.
Over and out.
~Terrie
Hello and Happy Holidays and such!
Posted 13 years agoHello to you all. I apologize for the elongated absence. I have been rather up and down as of late.
Just to let you know I am doing well. As to all my watchers and to those I watch thank you for being patient. If you would like to keep in touch with me, please feel free to note me in case I disappear. I will try my best to get back to you in a swift manner, or at least as swift as possible.
I'm working on updating my dA but even that in itself is quite slow.
To those that are new to the watch list, thank you kindly.
To those that still watch, thank you as well.
Hope your holiday went well and you know Christmas is around the corner and I hope that goes well for you also.
Status on condition:
The new treatment I'm on is actually going really really well. It's helping and for that I am glad.
Anyways this is all I can think of right now. So from one to the next, over and out for now.
Just to let you know I am doing well. As to all my watchers and to those I watch thank you for being patient. If you would like to keep in touch with me, please feel free to note me in case I disappear. I will try my best to get back to you in a swift manner, or at least as swift as possible.
I'm working on updating my dA but even that in itself is quite slow.
To those that are new to the watch list, thank you kindly.
To those that still watch, thank you as well.
Hope your holiday went well and you know Christmas is around the corner and I hope that goes well for you also.
Status on condition:
The new treatment I'm on is actually going really really well. It's helping and for that I am glad.
Anyways this is all I can think of right now. So from one to the next, over and out for now.
Bleh
Posted 13 years agoWelcome to the random journal of blah. It's to say I'm still alive. For the most part anyway.
New treatment seemed to be working, though in a flare up right now but am working through it. The steroids have me up and down between sick and sleep.
So posting is going to go uber slow.
Random but a couple weeks ago I sold a drawing. First one ever. It was weird but it made me oddly happy that someone liked my art enough to actually want to buy it. They got it put into a frame and everything and I only sold it for ten bucks. He woulda gave more but I didn't think it was worth more than that considering the condition I was in when I drew said picture, lol.
Got me thinking though that maybe I should start selling some arts. Not sure though but was wondering if anyone has any kinda feedback?
Then if I do decide to, I wouldn't know how to go about doing commissions so would also like feedback on that. Any help/advice or just randomness would be helpful.
New treatment seemed to be working, though in a flare up right now but am working through it. The steroids have me up and down between sick and sleep.
So posting is going to go uber slow.
Random but a couple weeks ago I sold a drawing. First one ever. It was weird but it made me oddly happy that someone liked my art enough to actually want to buy it. They got it put into a frame and everything and I only sold it for ten bucks. He woulda gave more but I didn't think it was worth more than that considering the condition I was in when I drew said picture, lol.
Got me thinking though that maybe I should start selling some arts. Not sure though but was wondering if anyone has any kinda feedback?
Then if I do decide to, I wouldn't know how to go about doing commissions so would also like feedback on that. Any help/advice or just randomness would be helpful.
Back
Posted 13 years agoSorta. I have a working computer now but no scanner.
Also in other news they found a treatment that might work for me 'n my MS so I'm hopeful on that. Although the doctor said my right hand (Writing/drawing hand) might be numb for the rest of my life although it's unsure.
Anyways that's all for now.
Also in other news they found a treatment that might work for me 'n my MS so I'm hopeful on that. Although the doctor said my right hand (Writing/drawing hand) might be numb for the rest of my life although it's unsure.
Anyways that's all for now.
Sorry...
Posted 13 years agoI know I haven't updated or had any activity on here for the longest time and that's simple because my computer died. I mean literally died. The fooker fried itself.
The motherboard malfunctioned and it fried two power supplies then it (It as in the motherboard) fried itself and started smoking and shit so you know it did a good job of commiting suicide after so many years. To break it down I'm not going to be on until I get a new tower which will be next month or so I think. Sooo yeah lol.
The motherboard malfunctioned and it fried two power supplies then it (It as in the motherboard) fried itself and started smoking and shit so you know it did a good job of commiting suicide after so many years. To break it down I'm not going to be on until I get a new tower which will be next month or so I think. Sooo yeah lol.
Still Alive
Posted 14 years agoI know I've not been on. My MS had a set back and I did end up having to go to the hospital. Anyways I am trying to recooperate and I feel really really tired right now.
My right hand is hatinf life so typos are going to happen. The pill they got me on to try to help me get better has me feeling severe nausea and such. I'm in and out not sure when I'll be back to really going through things on here oi vay I'ma be swamped.
Anyways all is as well as can be right now. The Asylum lives but is probably going to go drop off to bed soon maybe. I'll be back when I get to feeling more up to it. If you're lucky and got me on an im chances are I might check in. Sure fire way to get ahold of me is my phone but only certain people got my numbers.
If I drop off the face of the earth again
or 
are your best shots to find out if I'm alright. I'm usually in constant contact or semi constant contactt with them.
TTFN ~ Ta ta for now
My right hand is hatinf life so typos are going to happen. The pill they got me on to try to help me get better has me feeling severe nausea and such. I'm in and out not sure when I'll be back to really going through things on here oi vay I'ma be swamped.
Anyways all is as well as can be right now. The Asylum lives but is probably going to go drop off to bed soon maybe. I'll be back when I get to feeling more up to it. If you're lucky and got me on an im chances are I might check in. Sure fire way to get ahold of me is my phone but only certain people got my numbers.
If I drop off the face of the earth again
or 
are your best shots to find out if I'm alright. I'm usually in constant contact or semi constant contactt with them.TTFN ~ Ta ta for now
Ask My Sona O.o
Posted 14 years agoWell one of them anyway.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5363137/
Ask Asylum questions because I am bored and curious if anyone will ask him something lol.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5363137/
Ask Asylum questions because I am bored and curious if anyone will ask him something lol.
Slight Update & Art Theft Warning O.o
Posted 14 years agoSorry for the massive art dump. I found a lot of art that I happened to save to some disks before my scanner died. So I'm posting up old stuff. Old stuff is old, lol.
I'm probably going to be doing new arts too still. It's just ehh lol. Anyways I'll get back with a better update later.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2641539/ <-- go to the journal to see the updates if you're unaware of the situation. The Chad guy stole a lot of art from a lot of people.
I'm probably going to be doing new arts too still. It's just ehh lol. Anyways I'll get back with a better update later.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2641539/ <-- go to the journal to see the updates if you're unaware of the situation. The Chad guy stole a lot of art from a lot of people.
Behind the Asylum
Posted 14 years agoWeird title, I know.
I'm in a bit of an odd wondering mood as I sit here doodling, trying to turn pictures I can't scan into digital art until I can get a scanner to put up the originals anyway... And please don't say or suggest taking pictures of the art. I hate doing it and I've only ever made one exception but that's because my scanner was dead and I sent the picture to my dad who lives in California.
However back to my last thought train. I was wondering if anyone ever wondered what the girl behind the Asylum looked like? Weird wonder, I know, haha. Then again I often wonder odd things such as these.
Those that watch me and consider me as a friend anyway know that I have MS and I do not mind talking about it, explaining it, or updating about it. That and doing so helps me keep a time stamp between flare ups. I used to have a memory where I could remember anything and everything, now in the past year I'm doing good to remember what I was doing a few days or a few minutes ago depending on the situation.
Old friends that have known me for more than 5 years know how I am with pictures. You usually have to know me a total of 5 years to get one picture. And that's not really anything against anyone, it's just me making sure people want to be my friend because of my personality or the fact they like talking to me and they don't want a friendship based upon how I look.
I was wondering if this was a weird habit I should break? Mind you I'm pretty stubborn. Now I have a couple friends that I'm sure they're gunna be noooo Terrie don't post a picture you have enough stalkers, lol. Anyways that is all for this part of my wondering.
Myself and my partner in crime {When I say partner in crime I mean my good buddy} have decided that we are going to continue on with our little secret under wraps project. The first thing will be friend icons that he is doodling up.
I will also keep things of this project posted up from time to time until we officially release it anyway. We're making it look presentable amongst other things so those that are waiting in anticipation for it, please bear with us. It's a slow go I know but some people say things done in a timely manner is usually the best.
We had to wait on him to get a tablet, and he has one now. So hopefully we can take our diabolical plan into the next developmental stages.
Also people I know my status says I do not have a mate. This does not mean approach me in hopes of a relationship. I'm not going to date anyone that I do not know.
However I am approachable when it comes to initiating a friendship. I will gladly try to be friends with people. I love to talk, I can talk for hours if the subject is interesting. Just remember sometimes I get busy and sidetracked. I do have ADHD and my attention span is well easily shifted.
Dating will remain off the table.
I love to help people I know and consider as close friends. But it depends on what their asking help with and weather or not I have the means to do so.
Although I will say, don't ask me for money. I don't have money to give out to people outside of my household. All the money I get pretty much helps keep the house I live in going and functioning as far as functional goes anyway.
Most times I get 20 bucks for just me to spend on something I want and I don't always have that. So asking me for money is definatly a sure fire no.
If it comes to art tips, those I can offer. My art may not be the best in the world but it is mine and I do like it. But mind you my moods can also depend how I draw because if you've looked in my gallery you'll notice how some things look kinda.. derpy and other things look really good.
When it comes to things like.. Hair in digital drawings, most people love how I do hair. I will say that it's hard for me to explain how I do it other than it takes a lot of layers, varying shades of the hair color and a lot of time. I may be ADHD but I'm also a perfectionist and I have OCD when it comes to the hair.
Also don't ask me if you can live at my house. There are 5 people in my household. 6 if you count my uncle who lives here but only comes to stay here when he needs his 'Me' time lol. But there are always 5 people in this house at a time. Yes I live on a farm with 3.9 acres worth of land but this house is over 100 years old and only has 4 bedrooms. I have the smallest room in the house because I have to be downstairs due to the MS makes stairs hard for me at times.
So I do not have room nor the authority to allow people to stay or live here. Now my friends they can visit. Visit this does not mean they can Stay here. That is a subject that depends. If they're my RL friends they can stay over for a night or two, but they have to sleep in my brother's room. If online friends, they would need to find a hotel/motel to stay in unless it was said differently.
Sorry that this here journal happens to be rather long in particular. Thanks for reading if you chose to do so, I appreciate it.
And if you lived through the rant section, hey more power to you lol.
Now that I have updated this I am going back to my doodles. <3
I'm in a bit of an odd wondering mood as I sit here doodling, trying to turn pictures I can't scan into digital art until I can get a scanner to put up the originals anyway... And please don't say or suggest taking pictures of the art. I hate doing it and I've only ever made one exception but that's because my scanner was dead and I sent the picture to my dad who lives in California.
However back to my last thought train. I was wondering if anyone ever wondered what the girl behind the Asylum looked like? Weird wonder, I know, haha. Then again I often wonder odd things such as these.
Those that watch me and consider me as a friend anyway know that I have MS and I do not mind talking about it, explaining it, or updating about it. That and doing so helps me keep a time stamp between flare ups. I used to have a memory where I could remember anything and everything, now in the past year I'm doing good to remember what I was doing a few days or a few minutes ago depending on the situation.
Old friends that have known me for more than 5 years know how I am with pictures. You usually have to know me a total of 5 years to get one picture. And that's not really anything against anyone, it's just me making sure people want to be my friend because of my personality or the fact they like talking to me and they don't want a friendship based upon how I look.
I was wondering if this was a weird habit I should break? Mind you I'm pretty stubborn. Now I have a couple friends that I'm sure they're gunna be noooo Terrie don't post a picture you have enough stalkers, lol. Anyways that is all for this part of my wondering.
Myself and my partner in crime {When I say partner in crime I mean my good buddy} have decided that we are going to continue on with our little secret under wraps project. The first thing will be friend icons that he is doodling up.
I will also keep things of this project posted up from time to time until we officially release it anyway. We're making it look presentable amongst other things so those that are waiting in anticipation for it, please bear with us. It's a slow go I know but some people say things done in a timely manner is usually the best.
We had to wait on him to get a tablet, and he has one now. So hopefully we can take our diabolical plan into the next developmental stages.
Also people I know my status says I do not have a mate. This does not mean approach me in hopes of a relationship. I'm not going to date anyone that I do not know.
However I am approachable when it comes to initiating a friendship. I will gladly try to be friends with people. I love to talk, I can talk for hours if the subject is interesting. Just remember sometimes I get busy and sidetracked. I do have ADHD and my attention span is well easily shifted.
Dating will remain off the table.
I love to help people I know and consider as close friends. But it depends on what their asking help with and weather or not I have the means to do so.
Although I will say, don't ask me for money. I don't have money to give out to people outside of my household. All the money I get pretty much helps keep the house I live in going and functioning as far as functional goes anyway.
Most times I get 20 bucks for just me to spend on something I want and I don't always have that. So asking me for money is definatly a sure fire no.
If it comes to art tips, those I can offer. My art may not be the best in the world but it is mine and I do like it. But mind you my moods can also depend how I draw because if you've looked in my gallery you'll notice how some things look kinda.. derpy and other things look really good.
When it comes to things like.. Hair in digital drawings, most people love how I do hair. I will say that it's hard for me to explain how I do it other than it takes a lot of layers, varying shades of the hair color and a lot of time. I may be ADHD but I'm also a perfectionist and I have OCD when it comes to the hair.
Also don't ask me if you can live at my house. There are 5 people in my household. 6 if you count my uncle who lives here but only comes to stay here when he needs his 'Me' time lol. But there are always 5 people in this house at a time. Yes I live on a farm with 3.9 acres worth of land but this house is over 100 years old and only has 4 bedrooms. I have the smallest room in the house because I have to be downstairs due to the MS makes stairs hard for me at times.
So I do not have room nor the authority to allow people to stay or live here. Now my friends they can visit. Visit this does not mean they can Stay here. That is a subject that depends. If they're my RL friends they can stay over for a night or two, but they have to sleep in my brother's room. If online friends, they would need to find a hotel/motel to stay in unless it was said differently.
Sorry that this here journal happens to be rather long in particular. Thanks for reading if you chose to do so, I appreciate it.
And if you lived through the rant section, hey more power to you lol.
Now that I have updated this I am going back to my doodles. <3
I'm On A Roll </3
Posted 14 years agoOk so Friday before last I had to go to my neurologist for a check up type thing. He said I was doing excellent in terms of walking. Which is great because he's watched me battle with the mobility part of the MS for awhile now as has everyone else. I have up days and down days.
Then last Monday I had to get an MRI as it was mandatory since I hadn't had one in awhile. I don't like getting an MRI but I love to get to look at the scans of my brain. It's so cool to see the differences between in a flare up and in remission lol. Anyways we found out I'm in a flare up.
So this week on Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday I hafta go to get steroids pumped into me to try to set the flare up back into remission. Unfortunately I hafta do this about every 3 months, this time I lasted 4 so I did better. Maybe this time it'll be longer.
Also my neurologist decided not to try me on anymore shots as my body does not do well with them. Instead he upped the dose of my muscle relaxer to try to make me not twitch as bad and hopefully ease the pain up somewhat.
Also my hand is almost fully numb sadly so everything I do right now I call MS doodles as they look terrible. Hopefully by Thursday it'll be better. So that's that.
Now onward to a different set of a subject. My buddy Might be taking commissions so check out his gallery ok?
Also he and I have some major domo collabs going on although I do not think it's ready to be released just yet, I'm not sure. We're still getting stuff in order so will keep y'all posted. ^^
Then last Monday I had to get an MRI as it was mandatory since I hadn't had one in awhile. I don't like getting an MRI but I love to get to look at the scans of my brain. It's so cool to see the differences between in a flare up and in remission lol. Anyways we found out I'm in a flare up.
So this week on Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday I hafta go to get steroids pumped into me to try to set the flare up back into remission. Unfortunately I hafta do this about every 3 months, this time I lasted 4 so I did better. Maybe this time it'll be longer.
Also my neurologist decided not to try me on anymore shots as my body does not do well with them. Instead he upped the dose of my muscle relaxer to try to make me not twitch as bad and hopefully ease the pain up somewhat.
Also my hand is almost fully numb sadly so everything I do right now I call MS doodles as they look terrible. Hopefully by Thursday it'll be better. So that's that.
Now onward to a different set of a subject. My buddy
Might be taking commissions so check out his gallery ok?
Also he and I have some major domo collabs going on although I do not think it's ready to be released just yet, I'm not sure. We're still getting stuff in order so will keep y'all posted. ^^
That is all from the desk of Asylum. <3Sorry I've Been Lacking
Posted 14 years agoI know I've been absent and a bit absent-minded at that. It being summer means I've found things to occupy my time better well that and the fact I'm moving a hell of a lot better helps.
I am still drawing do not fret my friends. Just I've no scanner so if it's not digital the chances of y'all seeing them are very slim until I can get a new scanner.
How ever I am drawing up some breed adoptables which will be posted up later on. Although there will be specifics on these which I will get around to discussing later after my partner in crime and I open it up for such things. As for what it is, I ain't tellin you till it happens.
Anyways as in the words of the great Tigger: TTFN ~ Ta Ta For Now!
I am still drawing do not fret my friends. Just I've no scanner so if it's not digital the chances of y'all seeing them are very slim until I can get a new scanner.
How ever I am drawing up some breed adoptables which will be posted up later on. Although there will be specifics on these which I will get around to discussing later after my partner in crime and I open it up for such things. As for what it is, I ain't tellin you till it happens.
Anyways as in the words of the great Tigger: TTFN ~ Ta Ta For Now!
Jeeze
Posted 14 years agoIt's almost been a year since I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. It'll actually be a year on May 18th and it's hard to believe it's been a year already. So many ups and downs, it's like wow, just wow.
In another note, a friend and I had a falling out and we're leaving it at that so as to not 'cause a bunch of unwanted drama. We're not really going to have much to do with one another anymore. And I guess that is fine.
Like I stated it's been a year since I been diagnosed with MS. And I've gone through the year with ups and downs. They have me on a new medication called Copaxone and I'm hoping it works. My last medication was Betaseron and it did not help at all. It made my symptoms worse. The new medication so far has not but I do not like that it's everyday and it feels like a bee sting which is not fun.
I got diagnosed at 22 but I was showing symptoms at 21 after an incident where I happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Mind you I'm 23 now. So yea I'm not that old.
It has seriously been an up and down kind of year. Full of learning experiences through trial and error. I've had times where I couldn't walk, at one point I had to reteach myself how to walk. I've been stuck in a wheelchair and I've worked myself back to walking from that. I've had my limbs go numb, feeling come back and them go numb again. I've been stabbed and jabbed by needles. I been put into MRI machines, and have been through physical rehab therapy. I can't really run right now or play sports which is sad because I love hockey. I can't go up and down stairs because it's dangerous for me. As I never know when my legs are just going to randomly go out.
I'm right handed and two fingers on my right hand are currently numb. It makes doing some things a bit on the difficult side. I don't have much of a grip going on but at least now I can write and draw with it, but it's still a task due to the numbness.
The MS makes my memory suffer as I can't always remember what happened or what I did five minutes ago in some cases. I try to keep my stress levels low due to stress can back-set me as it can with any illness. A happy Terrie is a good Terrie.
Also for the love of do not feel bad for me, do not pity me and I was going to say a third thing but I forgot. Support is nice but remember I may be sick but I am happy and optimistic. There may be a cure some day and that's what I hope for. Until then I'm a stubborn minded fool and give up is not in my vocabulary. I am not looking for pity nor sympathy. I talk about MS openly, what I know about it and what it does to me. I do this just because some people don't know what it is and what it can do. If my experiences can help someone else with the disease, or knows someone with it and not sure how to go about it or just plain don't understand, then trust me I am happy to help.
In another note, a friend and I had a falling out and we're leaving it at that so as to not 'cause a bunch of unwanted drama. We're not really going to have much to do with one another anymore. And I guess that is fine.
Like I stated it's been a year since I been diagnosed with MS. And I've gone through the year with ups and downs. They have me on a new medication called Copaxone and I'm hoping it works. My last medication was Betaseron and it did not help at all. It made my symptoms worse. The new medication so far has not but I do not like that it's everyday and it feels like a bee sting which is not fun.
I got diagnosed at 22 but I was showing symptoms at 21 after an incident where I happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Mind you I'm 23 now. So yea I'm not that old.
It has seriously been an up and down kind of year. Full of learning experiences through trial and error. I've had times where I couldn't walk, at one point I had to reteach myself how to walk. I've been stuck in a wheelchair and I've worked myself back to walking from that. I've had my limbs go numb, feeling come back and them go numb again. I've been stabbed and jabbed by needles. I been put into MRI machines, and have been through physical rehab therapy. I can't really run right now or play sports which is sad because I love hockey. I can't go up and down stairs because it's dangerous for me. As I never know when my legs are just going to randomly go out.
I'm right handed and two fingers on my right hand are currently numb. It makes doing some things a bit on the difficult side. I don't have much of a grip going on but at least now I can write and draw with it, but it's still a task due to the numbness.
The MS makes my memory suffer as I can't always remember what happened or what I did five minutes ago in some cases. I try to keep my stress levels low due to stress can back-set me as it can with any illness. A happy Terrie is a good Terrie.
Also for the love of do not feel bad for me, do not pity me and I was going to say a third thing but I forgot. Support is nice but remember I may be sick but I am happy and optimistic. There may be a cure some day and that's what I hope for. Until then I'm a stubborn minded fool and give up is not in my vocabulary. I am not looking for pity nor sympathy. I talk about MS openly, what I know about it and what it does to me. I do this just because some people don't know what it is and what it can do. If my experiences can help someone else with the disease, or knows someone with it and not sure how to go about it or just plain don't understand, then trust me I am happy to help.
♥ This has been yet another update from the desk of Asylum. ♥ Also my Fuzzy finally joined FA. He doesn't have art up but he might try his hand at drawing some day. 
would be my Fuzzy. ♥
Asylum is so Cute!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/5643546
^ It's Asylum, ain't he cute? My buddy drew it for me to cheer me up. It worked, lol.
LucasGalen <-- Check out his gallery, lol. I like his drawings. Some of you might as well. He can do furry, humans and feral. He is a clean artist and his gallery needs some lurve.
Me 'n him plan on working on a comic in the future, haha.
I tend to not do tagged things. Though If you have questions about me that's not in my profile, feel free to ask. I'm an open book anyway. So if you wanna know something, just ask. I don't bite.... Much, haha.
From the desk of Asylum. <3
^ It's Asylum, ain't he cute? My buddy drew it for me to cheer me up. It worked, lol.
LucasGalen <-- Check out his gallery, lol. I like his drawings. Some of you might as well. He can do furry, humans and feral. He is a clean artist and his gallery needs some lurve.Me 'n him plan on working on a comic in the future, haha.
I tend to not do tagged things. Though If you have questions about me that's not in my profile, feel free to ask. I'm an open book anyway. So if you wanna know something, just ask. I don't bite.... Much, haha.
From the desk of Asylum. <3
Update, Yay!
Posted 14 years agoI has an update, hooray.
Status on My MS:
I had to go get steroids a week or two weeks ago now think it was two. We'll go with two, lol. Anyways as far as the steroids go I hate hate hate hate hate them, but they do work wonders for me.
I do not need the wheelchair now at the current time, and I am walking again. So yay for me. I missed walking so badly. The downside though is two fingers on my right hand are numb. The upside is I can now write and draw again. So I'll take that and be happy 'cause it was better than what it was, lol. So I'm happy.
I'm getting a tablet soon so that'll be fun to learn since anything I do digitally is done with either Photoshop or MS Paint with a 1 inch pixel paintbrush. So a tablet will be a fun thing to learn. I am so excited. I'm hoping I'll be able to start uploading newish stuff until I can get a new scanner to upload my traditional art.
LucasGalen My friend just started uploading more of his art. If you like cutesy anime-ish drawings. Please check out his gallery. (He's going to accuse me of pimping him out to the art world... Just watch.. Lol)
Status on My MS:
I had to go get steroids a week or two weeks ago now think it was two. We'll go with two, lol. Anyways as far as the steroids go I hate hate hate hate hate them, but they do work wonders for me.
I do not need the wheelchair now at the current time, and I am walking again. So yay for me. I missed walking so badly. The downside though is two fingers on my right hand are numb. The upside is I can now write and draw again. So I'll take that and be happy 'cause it was better than what it was, lol. So I'm happy.
I'm getting a tablet soon so that'll be fun to learn since anything I do digitally is done with either Photoshop or MS Paint with a 1 inch pixel paintbrush. So a tablet will be a fun thing to learn. I am so excited. I'm hoping I'll be able to start uploading newish stuff until I can get a new scanner to upload my traditional art.
LucasGalen My friend just started uploading more of his art. If you like cutesy anime-ish drawings. Please check out his gallery. (He's going to accuse me of pimping him out to the art world... Just watch.. Lol)Wee (Also Help?)
Posted 14 years agoI got my wisdom teeth on the left side out today so between the pain meds for that and my MS meds I feel like no pain right now which is nice. But enough about me lol.
My good buddy LucasGalen wants to start a webcomic when he gets a tablet. I think he has a good ideal going on but I can only offer so much advice. So if anyone wants to see his starter concept the link is : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5441688
He needs some useful critique lol. Anyways it would be much appreciated if any of you stop by 'n offer out some advice. <3
My good buddy
LucasGalen wants to start a webcomic when he gets a tablet. I think he has a good ideal going on but I can only offer so much advice. So if anyone wants to see his starter concept the link is : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5441688He needs some useful critique lol. Anyways it would be much appreciated if any of you stop by 'n offer out some advice. <3
Yay
Posted 14 years agoYay, today was my last day to have to go to the hospital for steroids. Now maybe I'll start getting to feeling better. Stupid flare ups, I hate them.
My hand is still numb but hopefully it'll jump start to working.
My hand is still numb but hopefully it'll jump start to working.
Meow?
Posted 14 years agoI'm not dead but I believe I'm going to start updating this more. Granted the art will be old and I'll try to post up new stuff too but my right hand is all wonky right now and my scanner died when I moved, lol.
Last year back in May I was diagnosed with MS or Multiple Screlosis (Sp? Can't remember right now.) And that's been hell in itself. Acceptance was easy, I accepted it easier than the rest of my family. It explained so much though that I couldn't understand when I was young. The doctors told me I've had this most of, if not all of my life we just never knew.
It explained why I always got sick really easy and why I was always so damn clumsy it even explained my poor posture which I've tried to work on for years and failed. I figure someday maybe I'll try a back brace.
Knowing what I know now compared to what I didn't know then, if I could go back I would have went to the hospital as soon as my feet went numb. I understand that what happened can't be changed I just wonder if I would be in a better predicament than I am in now is all.
I am right handed and the MS is affecting my right hand, go figure. So drawing, writing, typing, gripping, ect is all hard right now. And trust me there will be spelling mistakes especially after my night meds, lol. And like I've stated, my scanner died so I can't post up any of my MS bummed doodles that are wonky up but would if I could.
I need to get my arse in gear and get my walker and try to walk out some of this stiffness before I get too tired and hafta sit in the wheelchair. My goal is get back to walking without all of the stuff so I at least don't have a current daily reminder that I'm sick. 'Cause really outside of doctor appointments and therapy I don't get to do much that's fun right now. I mean I consider a trip to the store fun jyst because I get to get out of the house and it's not due to I'm sick. I'ma get my tail in gear now before I find myself to jut keep rambling on. <3
Last year back in May I was diagnosed with MS or Multiple Screlosis (Sp? Can't remember right now.) And that's been hell in itself. Acceptance was easy, I accepted it easier than the rest of my family. It explained so much though that I couldn't understand when I was young. The doctors told me I've had this most of, if not all of my life we just never knew.
It explained why I always got sick really easy and why I was always so damn clumsy it even explained my poor posture which I've tried to work on for years and failed. I figure someday maybe I'll try a back brace.
Knowing what I know now compared to what I didn't know then, if I could go back I would have went to the hospital as soon as my feet went numb. I understand that what happened can't be changed I just wonder if I would be in a better predicament than I am in now is all.
I am right handed and the MS is affecting my right hand, go figure. So drawing, writing, typing, gripping, ect is all hard right now. And trust me there will be spelling mistakes especially after my night meds, lol. And like I've stated, my scanner died so I can't post up any of my MS bummed doodles that are wonky up but would if I could.
I need to get my arse in gear and get my walker and try to walk out some of this stiffness before I get too tired and hafta sit in the wheelchair. My goal is get back to walking without all of the stuff so I at least don't have a current daily reminder that I'm sick. 'Cause really outside of doctor appointments and therapy I don't get to do much that's fun right now. I mean I consider a trip to the store fun jyst because I get to get out of the house and it's not due to I'm sick. I'ma get my tail in gear now before I find myself to jut keep rambling on. <3
Yay I remembered!
Posted 17 years agoYay I finally remembered my info to log in here lol. I forgot what it was fer a moment when my internet died a while back but now I got it back so I can update and be like yay lol
