Hello fellow funny furry folks :) I just have a thought I want to talk about. Back in college I was happily wrapped up in anatomy and figure drawing. Only problem was, I was too young to pose I was kind of bummed by that. Well, no better time than the present. If anyone would like a reference model I'll pose for them for free Nude is fine, you can look at my genitals even close up. I put the line at masturbatìioñ or sexual activity just ask:)

Y'know I try to be a positive fellow. Sometimes it's not easy. I try to be kind to people I meet, no matter who they may be. But to myself nothing I say to me seems able to cheer me up. My mind is working well. The pharmacy I swallow daily is working. Pure OCD doesn't have a chance to ignite. I am thankful to God for that. He put that monster that ripped my life and my mind in half and stuffed it in a cage. But there is no joy in my life. All the things I loved and enjoyed doing are starting to have no appeal to me any more. I havent drawn in years. literally. And now i have the shakes so bad If you hand me a bottle of milk you'll get butter real quick no creative inertia, and i used to be prolific. There are unbuilt model kits all over the place. I'm growing empty. Nobody home. My memory is failing, and my ADD has my attention down to that of a goldfish. I'm getting tired. It's just me in an old house, a ghost in the tomb he grew up in. I have a few friends i visit, no fun there either. I'm alone in here. I have SL. that's about it. I have people issues. Idon't do well around real people in general. I don't speak the language. Such is the life of a high functioning autistic No looks, no smiles, nobody saying hi. And there's nowhere to go around here anyway. just bars. What the hell is wrong with me? Let me rephrase that. What the hell is not wrong with me? I feel like I'm slowly shutting down. I kinda wish I would.

Hello all the nice people out there. I am glad to announce that I have put Ben's current name on my profile page. If you meet him feel free to come up and say hi if you want to. :)

Hi friends and nieghbors, and jerks too, dont wanna be excluding.

I like My av Ben as he is, but i got to thinking (uh-oh.) Does his junk turn people off? do you think he'd be more approachable down a size or two? Im' interested to know what you think. as it is he uses a few dimensional tricks so he doesn't hurt anyone. he'll give them a good stretch, but never hurt a mate. Thanks folks:)

Hi: Could someone recommend an audio player? I'm getting tired of Itunes. I tried dopamine, but when I went to sign up with the services that would relabel my songs, The privacy policy which was from lastFM and CBS had terrible things in it. including of taking and storing passwords not just for that service. INVASIVE!!! glad I read those things. Its sad because the player really had good definition and clarity. What do you think folks?

Pssst. Hey I see people marking their profiles RP or noRP. I know what that means, I wanna do that, but where do you go to do that? Help a guy out here:)