Shock and awe! I'm opening writing commissions again for the first time in...years? Fuck.

Anyway, check my commission details page for pricing and my very simple TOS.

Submit your ideas via note please! This isn't first-come first-serve, I will choose ideas based on my own personal interest. If I don't pick yours, it's nothing personal! I'll make my final choice on what comms I pick this Sunday, February 16th.

To avoid burnout, there are only 3 slots atm, though considering how long it's been since the last time I took comms, I have doubts there will even be that much interest lol

Hey folks! Been an age since I've even CONSIDERED opening writing commissions.

This is not a promise, YET. More of me gauging interest, as I know I've been spotty for a long time now. But now I'm on adderall, I'm feeling confident and motivated in a way I haven't been in basically forever.

They might still end up being Surprise Me comms, but I might shift into more flexible regular written commissions depending on how the first few go.

Comment and let me know if folks would be interested in written commissions! I'll likely be overhauling my prices in the near future as well before opening properly, so keep an eye out.

Eh, fuck it. Ardwin's gettin grabbed by some robot claws! Let's get this done. Streamin on Piczel~!

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

Streamin possible gifts for some cool artists

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

Finishing a new Ardwin reference! Swing by if you like~!

At this stage I debate even posting it here, but I shall continue.

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

Maybe 5? I lost count.

We're doin more art! C'mon by! Piczel is great, way better than Picarto!

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

More doodling. Hesitant to post links here as I feel I'm so inactive most folks never see them.

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

Howdy folks! Been a while since I was last active here. Haven't done much on this end in months. I've had an immensely busy year, making a lot of new friends and really beginning to stretch the limits of my ability to multitask. My stream has been great, and I've been very focused on my tabletop writing, alongside Art fight and a bunch of other personal projects.

I WANT to be active here, it's just the drive and focus to make content for this account has been very sparse for a long while, which bums me out, because I DO genuinely miss making horny stories. There's just been very little inspiration OR motivation. I've had a story WIP in the wings for some time, and admittedly the more...niche nature of it's content has made it hard to motivate myself to finish it, as I'm still working through the fear that folks will react negatively to it. Hopefully I can muster the energy to finish it sooner rather than later.

I've hit a wall with my art, due to wanting to draw more horny stuff, but lacking the skill in anatomy and facial structure to do that consistently. Learning anatomy isn't a smooth process and without some guidelines it's been a huge barrier to continued work. Another thing I need to work on, I guess.

I'll be moving from Twitter to Bluesky, effective basically immediately, as Twitter SUCKS and already Bsky is doing so much to make it a better site (Video soon!!). You can find me here if you are so inclined.

I'm not really sure what else to say, I guess keep your eyes peeled, I might get something new posted soon-ish, but I've made such promises before and failed to deliver.

Anyway, that's about the long and the short of things. See ya around, folks~!

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

Drawin stuff! Co'mon by! Or don't, I'm not your dad.

Making things shiny and squeaky is a LOT of work. Streamin again~!

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

More Art! Have a sequence to finish (maybe). C'mon by if you want, I dunno man I just work here..

https://piczel.tv/watch/Ardwin_Embershine

Workin on some art. Swing by! Or don't, I'm not your dad.

https://picarto.tv/Ardwin

Hey


https://picarto.tv/Ardwin

Streamin while I work on a newer reference for my sona! https://picarto.tv/Ardwin

I know my following isn't enormous, but if I made a discord server for folks to hang out in, would there be any interest? I'd like to maybe make one but I'm never insanely active on discord servers myself, and it feels silly to make one if nobody would join it.

I'd also probably need at least 2 moderators just to feel comfortable setting one up, as I feel NSFW servers need a bit more attention to ensure things don't descend into chaos.

https://picarto.tv/Ardwin

Say hi! :D

https://picarto.tv/Ardwin You know the drill

Streamin art and such.

https://picarto.tv/Ardwin

https://picarto.tv/Ardwin

Figured why not. Drawin stuff today! C'mon by if you like, don't expected insanely competent work tho.

I'm genuinely surprised at how well received that story was! Thank you guys so much for giving it a chance!

I feel like it's gotten more comments than anything else I've posted (At least the most back-to-back ones), and that's crazy!

I'm glad you enjoyed it everybody, I've kinda held back on engaging in diaper stuff for like, over a year and a half I think, before starting that story early 2023.

I wanna try and write a BIT more often this year, here's hoping this is the beginning of a more active account again, but no promises! I find this year atm the hardest thing is managing my time between a lot of different projects and activities.

I'm ALSO tempted to try taking surprise-me comms again, mainly because I want to try and apply my new 'habits' with regards to my writing. The second I hit a roadblock, be it over phrasing, description, or where to go with the writing next, my ADHD brain INSTANTLY jumps to a new tab or ANYTHING else. It got very bad lately and I'm trying to forcibly catch myself when I do that and pry myself back and keep working.

Meds help, but they only take me halfway.

In any case, my mood is fickle, so I hope I can keep myself working on things even when the horny energy fades.

I think I'm going to be retiring these accounts for the foreseeable future. At the very least, after the current work I've commissioned is finished and paid for, I think I'm done commissioning NSFW.

I feel like what I want from commission work tends to be too specific, and just irritates/angers artists I work with.

I try very hard to be accommodating and try to compensate folks for the extra effort, but it seems clear that I'm more trouble than I'm worth. Which tbh? Fair. I've always been very particular, and due to stress and ADHD I have trouble keeping on top of communication at times and that doesn't help matters much.

I think a reflection on my FA and Twitter over the last 4-5 years, I see more stress and anxiety than I do actual excitement and joy, and that sucks, but such is life. I can imagine it was my own crippling social anxiety and struggle with social cues that led to most of the issues I had in the first place.

In any case, this account will be private in about 3 days. If you love any of my stories I've written and posted, now's the last chance to download and save them to your PC to read. IDK if I'll be bringing this account back anytime soon.

I appreciate all the support and love that the work I have created myself has gotten over the last 5 years. It's nice to know that the stuff I like resonates with other people. I also appreciate every single artist I've worked with, and the work you've created for me, even if we ended up parting due to my own overly particular nature.

Yes, the imp emerges from that pool of infinite latex, here to remind everybody that yes, he does still exist, and no, he doesn't know when he'll be uploading anything new.

However, some bullshit came up for a friend recently that I wanted to shine some light on and maybe help them out a bit if I can.

 Medkit Recently got shafted by Patreon. Patreon flagged their account, and demanded they heavily censor/edit 5 months worth of work they were commissioned to write, all due to their contents (effectively, non-con, like a lot of my own writing). This basically killed his Patreon, as that was all commissioned work from clients, and asking him to do such a drastic thing is both absurd and detrimental to his primary source of income.

As a result he has made a subscribestar, with the hops of his supporters jumping over to continue to support his work there instead.

https://subscribestar.adult/Medkit

I think it'd really help the guy out if folks went and checked out his work, and subbed to his subscribestar account. The guy makes fantastic stuff.

Here's a great example of some of his work, a commission I got from him earlier this year. Dolled & Confused

Hopefully some of y'all swing by and check out his work!

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As for this account, I am in that headspace for the lewd, but I have not been slapped with a strong idea yet, to compel me to work on anything. I've debated re-opening surprise me comms, but again, IDK how I'm REALLY feeling yet.

If I vanish into the ether again, you can presume I didn't build up the energy to work on anything this fall.

We'll see! Until then....

Sinks back into the latex from whence he came...

Felt a strange urge to do this.

Please, if you've at any point faved one of my stories, whether ones people commissioned me for or my personal pieces, and have NEVER commented on them, I'd LOVE to hear your thoughts on those stories. Even if you've commented before, feel free to comment on a story you didn't comment on!

Specifically, I guess I'm askin' folks to comment on my writing directly if they haven't! Tell me what you liked, what you enjoyed, what I could maybe improve on! Maybe stories you wanna see concluded, or see sequels to? Etc Etc

Please! I really adore comments, they make the work feel worthwhile and help me improve!