I was recently catching up with another guy I haven't talked to in years, but despite explicitly asking for context on what we discussed years back, he started cracking, panicking and making nonsensical statements.

I did question him, wondering what he's going on about, but he chose to be vague about it, avoiding questions and saying more out-of-context statements before blocking me.

I'll tell you what, though? Avoiding the question while pretending to be nice doesn't make you considerate, it makes you an asshole. If anyone's curious, DM me. Nobody needs to deal with this sort of shit.

It went well, don't feel so good though.

.....Yeah.

Mysteriously died today, even though she was fine earlier.
Wondering if she ate something outside.

Whoopie.

I'll just talk short about something I've said in a previous journal.

Most of the people that have ignored me just refuse to keep contact DESPITE having no conflicts.
I just ask if they want to roleplay. Not like they said no, or anything. Nope, they say 'yes' but after that, they just don't reply and when you try to re-establish contact, buh-locked. Apparently, I'm supposed to look at my own behavior, but I don't see it. I just see that people cut contact after an RP agreement and just shut you off, while STILL in fact continuing to RP with others just fine. Not busy with work, life, they're still doing it.

I've apparently been discussed since some are aware that he/she's not the only one who has blocked me, makes me wonder if there's just a block-list that could be read in public.

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Yes.

In the future, when you don't want to roleplay with someone, just say no.
Don't just leave them hanging and asking if you still wanted to or not.

In two cases, it's happened to me. I've asked (namecurrentlycensored1) and (namecurrentlycensored2) if they wanted to RP.
In the end however, didn't even reply to my PMs and when I ask if they did, instant ignore.

They seriously could've just said no, ya know?

EDIT : The worse part is that they're RPing with everyone else just fine, it's not like they have social problems or anything.

Looks like time to get busy again.

Also, Im recently heartbroken from seeing certain art. Now, I realize this is whoevers personal choice, but it just hurts me anyway.
I think Im already going insane from saying "Thisisnotrealthisisnotreal." And trust me when I say this, Im an avid horror lover (when I find good ones) and I can handle such shit but adding it to porn and the like...it bothers me.

I don't know what to do, and sometimes I don't get why people act in some way.
Not just one person, not just this website. Everywhere.
Sometimes they act in a way that may seem idiotic, sometimes they act without any elaboration, especially if they're telling you to do something.
What's wrong with everybody?
Also, exams going on for two more weeks, and this is the tougher phase.

I'll be gone for 3 weeks due to exams. However, I'll still get around to replying PMs a lil bit.

Today. The 29th. Woo!
*everything is so quiet*

There's this comic between symbiotes that is super amazing.
It's called Sexual Symbiosis, you should check it out at Hentai Foundry.
It's not free but it's worth the money!
It has very detailed art, a storyline not investigated by most porn artists and sexy Symbiote action!

http://www.hentai-foundry.com/pictu.....Cover-censored

Check it out if you're a fan of symbiotes, detailed art and more. I seriously recommend it to anyone reading this journal!