I've always had one in my life and this is the first time I've been without and not able to see mine. lets just say after close to 24 years of waking up to a snugly puppy its a little disappointing waking up and rolling over to an empty bed

gunna be moving soon going 4ish hours south anyone who doesnt know care to guess where

all i want anymore is away from my family and a snuggle buddy... family decided to turn my room into their spare room while i was on vaca at mff (mind you ive been paying rent since i moved back) and now im just done ive oly put up with this cuz its cheaper then renting an apartment but now not so much they want to up my rent... well im done i need out and fast...


sorry i needed to rant a little and i fucking hate living in the ghetto of michigan

So went to mff it was a blast. was a good change from what was happening to me before hand. now coming home is another story... lets just say im now on the lookout for a new place to live... great thing to come back to right...

ppl ask me why i want to move far away... im tired of being near the ghetto of the crime city capital of the country( after the Ferguson thing im probably wrong about that). just need to get out of it as its like a breeding ground for incompetence and i dont wanna be around with the shit hits the fan at full speed.

things seem to getting a little better Grandfather is out of the hospital, got a free over under 12 gauge, and i now have a set time to move (spring time). now I'm hoping my luck stays this way for a while cuz i don't rly wanna deal with any more deaths this year or shit luck as i had a bit to much this year in my book. so far I've had about 7 funerals to go to and my dog died (that one hit me the hardest as she was my cuddle buddy and was by my said a lot after i had my heart issues and death experience.) i miss that pit bull so much and her goofy growls. yeah anyways

tl:dr
i had shit luck since around July, things are looking a little up, and I'm hoping that it stays on the path.

well just found out my grandfather is in the hospital...again for the 5th or 6th time since april... yeah this week is just amazing for me... gonna go be super depressed for a while

spending my bday like i usually do in my room alone watching youtube vids till its over

just dont know if i should even try anymore i just get hung up to dry when i do and can never have what i want

no this is not for free art i just can never seem to keep up with whos open and whos not for arts. so note me or something if you are open and willing to do some arts for me (please if you are interested give me pricing to). sorry if i sound a little demanding im just to busy to look and my phone is super slow.

im a little drunk but wasnt driving my mother hit a deer on the way back from a family reunion and a deer hits her 13th off thw line 2012 bumblebee camaro yep that was nice now its one of those noone got hurt ordeals but still the value of the cAR MAN

Dark souls has gotten me hooked . Icant stop playing it I juststarted farming and it happened I love this game super hard yet satisfying

the game is fucking hard as nipples on a horny diamond statue and i keep getting gangbanged cuz the game wont let me attack until i stop getting hit after i climb a latter which 3 creatures that each hit 4 times in a row means intent death

If anyone out there who wants to drink with me or hang out I'm taking some requests for drink mixes. I mainly have stuff for Aka juice and popsicle drinks(blue berry, cherry, and rezberry) so if you want a different flavor or something else I'm open for some requests maybe 2 at the most unless I like the idea

i hope im not the only one who finds this funny

http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2014/05/3.....t-it-go-cover/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aznFLJ5qjl8

Kindof how im feeling right now but towards work

i feel like i just fuck things up anymore i just try and check and find options for life and i just fuck things up

ill give this a try msg me questions

thats what suiters do right? am i doing this right? who are you ty are you in my bathroom i have to pee close the curton i need water yeah

can i just stab it in its whore face cuz it just reminds me that im gunna be alone till ac cuz of work and work

MCFC was amazing full suiting all weekend long or atleast as much as i could lol great seeing you all

I well mcfc is close so if you go and you wanna hang out come find me lol cuz ill be doing my normal con thing. (wondering aimlessly untill someone stops me lol) so do you accept the challenge?

ill be there, who else will?

So finally got a fullsuit and well..... i freaking love it!!!! Cuz it doesnt get as hot as how ppl have told me but it feels like it cools fast but might also help that my body does that faster then it should. Anywho so much padding its like i can sit anywhere lol. The head i need to tweek the vision a little cuz it makes me feel like one eye is looking a little to far one way while the other is just fine but its a simple 10 minute fixe with nothing being taken apart, but its so much fun to wear