You know what you get to that point where you have 5 assignments piling up 3 in for next week and you just cant bring yourself to do any of it....

Its not that i don't want to do it because i need to pass this part of my course and i would happily spend late nights doing work but i just have no motivation left. This havent been going great and it just come to the point where im like... Meh why am i even bothering. Also i hate where im currently living and it just takes away any motivation i have..... Think a move of house is whats next on the list of things to do.

~But nudd of my ranting. I should be posting and uploading again soon when i can get to a meet,

Shoudl hopefully be at CF this year so will see you guys and girls there :)

Ok so heres the song

http://kurreltheraven.bandcamp.com/...../im-a-kangaroo

Its creepily similar to me.

I drive a scooter
I work in a Zoo
Children do scream alot and annoy me
I love music and listen to it constantly
My weekends are a blur
I bloody love thunderstorms

Yeh..... Send to me from a lovely little fur so thanks to her :)

Thinks i shall be downloading this.

Has tihs ever happened to anyone elce? if so tell me bout it :)

For my birthday this year I got the usual cash and such from people which was all cool and stuffs which ment a could get a smexy new jacket which I hope to be styling Saturday :p

But yeh this years best present ever went to skyekitty as you will know her by if your on ukf and such but yeh it came in the form of 2 serial codes which after entering them into a certain furry con site I now have a full residential+ weekend pass and hotel for confuzzled!!!! How awsome if that!news so super happy :)

So yeh has been a good birthday so far, in at the zoo tomorrow and then I'm off to the lfm Xmas party at the weekend with thanks to redstar for helping me attend :)

But yeh she is awsome <3 this has made me so happy!

So here have some links!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcT7eijRbaI

WOOOOP!

Off for practical lectures in a couple of hours yaaay lol

See you at london meby P

Erm.... yeh, How did this happen? lol

But yeh, thanks everyone for the watches and such. I shall try an upload some more stuff and what not after i get through this pile of assignments -_- also ill proberly write somthing nice about RBW and such when i return from work.

So love and stuff to all you loverly people's

Wooop!

Well....I now have one for my furry side :P

Yeh i know some people will be like WTF to this whole thing but TBF My Furry side and My normal every day to day things are seperate and its easier to keep them that way.

Also means that anyone and everyone who wants to add me and talk to me or see what ive been up to can and i can easily jump onto this account to chat the night away with a load of fuzzy Mates :)

Newho my FB is

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php.....amp;ref=search

Or if it doesn't work then im under

Aigus roo

Yeh its abit bear ATM but ill soon change that :P

All the best

Bleep!

Hey guys and girls,

Got back late yesterday from the London meet which was the best one ive been to yet :P

Newho i finaly got to go in my suit....and when i say finaly i mean i got it on friday and went suitin saturday lol
Newho pictures:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4609204/

Thats the Midfur Respect fist as there was a nice group of us from the Mid's invading the meet this time round :)

Was an awsome day and cant wait for RBW now :)

Also id like to make note that as far as i know this is the first "Soda Roo" in the uk and the first Monster soda roo aswell :)

I finaly have my suit <3

Its rather well fitted on the top half but the bottom half is fine just need to bulk it out a little which is a minor. Part from that i love ittttt!!

Off to london tomorow to debut it so ill see if i can get some snaps whilst im down there

After postage, tax, custome, vat, admin charges, re-packagin, and other stuff it is finaly on its way! The postage on this beast has cost me far! to much but im hoping its worth it :P

I did some health checks on the massivest Rats ive ever seen! they were HUGE! But they were nice a freindly luckily thou a little wriggle and they have figgured how to get out of the hold you put on them which was a little ammusing :P

Newho havent posted in a while so i thought id show me head :)

Been spending the last 2 months sorting out monies, Fursuits and other wonderfull stuff like my new collage course which is amzing <3

Ive so far done handleing and health checks on Rabbits, Rodnts, Birds. Met emma the reptile lady (Oh YEH FORGOT TO MENTION IT HAS A ZOO ON CAMPUS!!!) Who was really nice and i got to trck around with her after my evening Unit duties and got to see behind the scenes on all the Reptiles, The fish, The isolation area for all the ill critters and the new born stuff with the 1 day old Bearded Dragon which was TEENY! and also go to sheek a peek at the CRITICLY ENDANGERED / Possibly extincy in the wild lizards which they have 7 of which if they apparently bread well they will get international rcocnition as a zoo.


ALSO! they have raccoon dogs!! which they are only 1 of 2 zoo's in the uk to actualy have them and there sooo cute! they got well excited about food timez.

I also have n interveiw for a plcemen day upon the Zoo in the Hoofed section which is goood, tis on wednesday an i really hope i get it as it would be a great reference and such :)


Also thinking of possibly going america in the summer next year to do some work over there...Anyone now of any good zoo's and such?

Newho im hoping all goes well and once i settle down into this new scedual i can start building stuff again

MEEP!

Actually dont worry yourself, i have a nice glass heer alreasy but do please stay and drink with me :P

Newho the ram is now 110% done as its taken the gut so long to respond ive done some touching up on it and he's still not e-mailed me saying to post it or sent me postage payment -_- one is fery unamused.

Im going to be starting my 3rd set of digis this weel, they will either be black and brown or black brown and white. im yet to decided but ive got some nice fur and they shall be worn at a LARP event at the end of the mont so all is good...if i finish them and the horns ontime :)

Appart from that i think everything is finaly in check and no i shall just wait for september

Meep

But it seems i need a Masterball to catch any of it!!!

Looking on the possitive side ive got back in touch with the person making my new fursuit, I think im finaly getting rid of the ram after months of tryong to get measurements and just generaly contacting him and i'll be beginning what i hope to end in a degree in Zoology and animal behavior which is awsome as i will be a rodbaston for 2 years of the 5 and they have a freeking zoo on site!!!!!!!

Im going to go prod all the animals...OOOOHHHHH and then have raccoon dogs and Alpacas!!!!!!! RAWGH!

Also energy drink is good...ill be buying about........10-15 for tomorow nights close at work saying this the managers buying 10 of them as im picking them up :3


Ermmmmmm....... yeh im bored ranting away and i can smell.......ameretto i think but i dont know why... :S

Erm yeh jornal update woooop

Also may upload some foam latex horns that i made for somone whome will be paining them this week which is pretty cool.

So yeh loves and stuff

MEEP!

Befor you think no i didnt drink / eat latex -_-

but yeh whn liquid latexing stuff remember to open a window as im slightly woosy atm meh im sure energy drink will sort it.

Also as i left work at 1am with 2 stff as we went rounf the corner there was a guy leaning against the travel lodge pretty much unconcious so thus ambulance was rang and luckily he was fine and just smashed beond belife!

Also he was about 50-60 so hardcore grandad wooop! Also he was a rocker in leather jacket jeans and boots WOOP!

Im a ghost X3

But yeh legs are sold and will be shipped out on saturday and ill be giving my hand a go at making some latex and foam horns for her aswell and will send them out when im done unless they go reallllly! bad!

But yeh getting stuff sent off and hopefully by my day off next week ill be free from the fur :P

I have of recently found myself becoming more and more bitter with life, If you saw me at the last meet you may have noticed my rather un-charicteristic behavior and attitude towards things.....

The reason being because of a one sided battel with everything atm, From work, to freinds, to relationships. I put sooo much effort in to these things, If im asked to do somthing i do it but then get nothing in return or get shunned because ive done as they say..... Being overly passive to the point where Doctors get annoyed with it is a hard thing to work with as t takes alot for me to snap.

I think the plan now is to FINALY! get this Ram suit sent off after alot of hastle with e-mails and all that stuff's should be done by this weekend and will be sent off and be gone! on monday or tue of next week. Because of the chaos its just become a chore now and im not enjoying it.

Secondly i need to send of the second set of digis which i should have done within a couple of days as i just need to do hoof's and thats it. Im also having ago at foam latex horns but i will be making them seperate and will send them off when there done as im unsure of time they wil take and can always send them next day to her for cheeper.

So yeh, Once all this fun stuff is done hopefully 2 week i will be free from the fur -_- and can start sorting stuff out. Without becoming a dick! which i will be trying hard not to becase thats not who i am.......

Argh i hate late nights and this post is long and im ranting and just generaly unimpressed atm!

Also im looking orward to RBW and the possibility of LARP next month but im still yet to see :) think this will cheer me up wooop!

When its super hot out and you have so much suit making stuff to finish off because of on reason or another -_- and you simply would rather Drink and chill for the evening *Sigh*

Best get to work me thinks....if im not back in a coupole of days ive just curled up and died under a pile of fur!

Actuall.......one game of TF2 first me thinks

Hello guys and girls.

Digi Legs + the Hooves <-- Made to fit you are for sale!

Were made for a LARP event but i decided i wanted a darker colour so yeh thus they need to be sold for more fur

Waist is max 36/38" but fits anythign under comfortably.

All the info and such is on ~FURBID

http://www.furbid.ws/cgi-bin/auctio.....item=232356480

AIGUS!

Also picutres on my FA over there somewhere

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I bough Cereal and Milk! Its Nom!

X3

Life seem to have suddenly got busy....well......with work atleast -_- 15 hour shifts on minimum wage just to pay off debts and such..JOY!

But on a possitive not ive sold the ram suit :) and just waiting for the buyer to get me the measurements for the top half e-mailed through so i can get it done and shipped out. Which means finaly some money in my bank...RBW this year you say ;)

But yeh with debts payed and work easing off im finaly able to relax a little.

Im currently in the process of making my second set of Digi Faun legs which im trying a few new things on so if all goes well i should have them for the next LFM and the Birmingham meet as there fun to play in but saying that i chose a tanny / cream colour for them so we shall see how long they last.

Thats all i can think of for now.....Anyone know any good iphone apps to ammuse me at work tomorow ?

#Oh yeh and also di my first Duck tape dubby today....was fun tbf i'll admit that i did once start running round trying to be a power ranger!!!! ahhh childhood :)

Butyeh sleep and such laters

Hello people of the internets :P

I have returned i think...... TBF ive been feeling abit anti social recently and have basicly just distanced myself from alot of thing and alot i men everything as you do when you get moody. Buy yeh got bored and lonely so im back and thought id post as i havent been active posting wise in over a month!

Things on the go are

Aigus suit which i will be starting on again shortly

Project 'M' which im sortin out (Dont anyone who knows say anything!)

Erm and Making Faun Legs hopefully for Larp if i can afford it

Oh and RBW if i can find some monies

Which brings me to th most recenton things

THE RAM IS FOR SALE!

Head
Hands
Feet
Digi legs

Pictures!!!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3837503/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3837571/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3837737/

And just because i love this photo

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3837677/


Can also if requested make a jacket to turn it into a full suit or send you the rest of the fur to make stuff yourself as theres loads left

Should Have it up somwhere in the next few days as im working on a price

Thou if anyone in interested i am open to all offers :) so pm me and ill ge back :)

Newho for now its 5AM and im not tired and want cereal so im goig to go tesco and get some :D

MEEP!

Evening wonderfull people, its 3AM here and ive just got in from work -_-

Newho i now have 3 days of in which to finsh my head 100% so that its done for th 24th EEEP! i also need to do a little work on the foot hooves and couple more coats on the hand hooves :S

I am stressing a little but im hoping i will have it dont for the London meet.

I think ive decided on what eyes im doing ......wether on not they will work i gues sill find out soon, im doing some weird semi realistic ones follow me style but the problem with the head is that i kinda have more tearduct vision in it so im going ot have to place the eye part as far back as posible so i have as much isions as posible.

Just hope it turns out will i'd really like a good suit for my 1st outing and just hope it holds up well :D

Newho bed so ngiht for now

will upload pictured over the next few days

MEEP!

Evening folk's Thought i come and make a post.

Newho just been to another Birmingham fur meet :D was lots of fun as always..Still dont know how i ended up arranging these but meh who knows...But yeh Thank's to everyone one who attended and for those who helped out. Also woooop! to Brixton for buying me Monster X3

Newho befor i went the meet i took a lice long train down to glouster to go pick up the foam base of my head which ill load som picture of in a few.

Ive started Taping it and its done now, ive decided to felt the horns for a smoother look to it and should be putting the detail on the mouth and furring it as its my day off :D

Also i think we may have found a venue for future fur meets at 'The Malt House' in birmingham, Going down either tomorow or saturday depending on what im doing, may be sat cus it means ill have a list of things i need to finish off my suit :)

Newho will post some stuff

MEEEP"!

I looked at when my last upload was and was all like WTF why havent i been uploading new stuff? i have a few things around that id like to show off and what not but ive been drained recently for no real reason...like the drained where you cant sleep at night and when you do you wake up feeling sick so go back to sleep and sleep all day sorta drained, then end up feeling guilty cus youve wasted your day -_-

Anywho ive just had 2 days off where one i wasted and the other i had an awsome day!! Went to go see How to tame you Dragonzzzzzzzz!! With a good freind :) was awsome film and toothless is soooo CUTE *Looks round shift* i mean manly grrrrr teeth and stuff grrrrr X3 You should all go watch this <

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Newho im back at work today working crap shifts again so soon as i get chance to take some pics and load some new stuff then i shall :D

But for now im off to The slave pit for the next 8-10 hours on my own being complained at...joy!

MEEEEP!

Because misleading titles are fun X3

Anywho thought id have a go at this whole jornal thing...and beofr you say it yeh my spelling typing and grammer and shit...but its late so meh!

Anyway back to this jornal post ive not found out that i have 3 whole days off from thursday well kinda 3 i mite be out on th emountainbike on Saturday cus im cool...but yeh distractions -_-

This means i in theory have 3 days to finish my head for Waffle the ram which currently have a muzzle and half a jow on, i have cheeks bridge of nose eyes and extra foam to put on...The prolem comes when i do the eyes cus simply im no artisy and it will look rubbish so if anyone has any tip tell me :D

Also the horns i figured out will hae to be in proportion -_- which is a pain cus i wa thinking f maing them from foam like my headband ones (Will upload picture of them tomorow) but this means alot of foam and a big block will cost me £12 which is a pain having little money...Other option which ivebeen told about cus bai's are done this way is to make them from material and filll them which i guess could mak it lighter and give it a smoother finish insted of just spraing foam / Covering with liquid latex which is annoying to wat to dry andit quite pricey...meh who knows

But yeh i thought if i write it down as i actually have some watchers now o.O it will mean ill have to do it and upload some stuffs :D

Newho it is now nearly 3AM and im tired so off to bed for meee night peoples :D