Good news, finally!
5 years ago
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After some relative silence, I finally have some really good news! As you may know, I'm working on improving my health and overall well-being for a long time. Finally, the past 1-2 months have seen significant improvement!
For a few weeks now, I'm feeling better than I did for the past 15 years or so. I'm less tired, less depressed and anxious, I sleep better, and am much less sensitive to sleep quality - I used to feel absolutely horrible and be useless all day if I didn't get 8+ hours of undisturbed sleep, but now if that happens I'll just be a bit tired but still overall fine and functioning, like normal people.
I didn't remember anymore what it's like to not be super depressed all the time, until now. And feeling better again suddenly brought back a bunch of memories from my teen days from before everything went to Hell. I feel like I'm alive again. Now there is still a long way to go, the damage of the past 15+ years will take many many more years to heal, and I don't think I'll ever heal fully, but this is a start.
For now, I just want to re-adjust to a healthy sleep cycle, and then my immediate focuses are progressing with existing commissions as well as finally setting up RedBubble so you will be able to buy some merch with my art on it! I'm not sure what will be offered yet, but some shirts, pillows, blankets, tapestries, phone cases, and a few others are expected. Eventually, I want to create some art specifically designed for certain RB products, but for now, I just set up existing art while focusing on commissions.
So I just want to say thank you to everyone who is part of this journey, from the silent watchers and fav-ers to my Patrons, friends, loved ones, and clients. Thank you for your patience and support. You all helped me get here, to the point of experiencing real positive change in my health after such a long time. And this shall only be the beginning!
Stay tuned! :)
After some relative silence, I finally have some really good news! As you may know, I'm working on improving my health and overall well-being for a long time. Finally, the past 1-2 months have seen significant improvement!
For a few weeks now, I'm feeling better than I did for the past 15 years or so. I'm less tired, less depressed and anxious, I sleep better, and am much less sensitive to sleep quality - I used to feel absolutely horrible and be useless all day if I didn't get 8+ hours of undisturbed sleep, but now if that happens I'll just be a bit tired but still overall fine and functioning, like normal people.
I didn't remember anymore what it's like to not be super depressed all the time, until now. And feeling better again suddenly brought back a bunch of memories from my teen days from before everything went to Hell. I feel like I'm alive again. Now there is still a long way to go, the damage of the past 15+ years will take many many more years to heal, and I don't think I'll ever heal fully, but this is a start.
For now, I just want to re-adjust to a healthy sleep cycle, and then my immediate focuses are progressing with existing commissions as well as finally setting up RedBubble so you will be able to buy some merch with my art on it! I'm not sure what will be offered yet, but some shirts, pillows, blankets, tapestries, phone cases, and a few others are expected. Eventually, I want to create some art specifically designed for certain RB products, but for now, I just set up existing art while focusing on commissions.
So I just want to say thank you to everyone who is part of this journey, from the silent watchers and fav-ers to my Patrons, friends, loved ones, and clients. Thank you for your patience and support. You all helped me get here, to the point of experiencing real positive change in my health after such a long time. And this shall only be the beginning!
Stay tuned! :)
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I've been working on a lot of self-therapy recently, still waiting for my breakthrough. This is uplifting to read :>