Taking time for some mental health today before going back to drawing/working on those commissions... I apologize about the wait.

As some of you may know, Two years ago today I lost my sister and best friend.. . And it was to something that could have been prevented... she had a drug over dose... she was not a person to do drugs.. but she was easily influenced and her “boyfriend” (man who is accused of murdering her) convinced her to do more than just pot... she eventually got into Fentanyl and OD’d... she was only 27... she had never had kids.. never got to have the wedding of her dreams... never got to write or produce one of her story ideas and she was a damn good writer... she missed out on so many things... and is missing out in so much now as well... both I and my younger sister are getting married... she was to be my maid of honor... I got my apartment and she missed coming over and spending a day decorating... she’ll miss seeing us have kids and being an aunt... I’ll miss having her around for all these things....
Anyways this is what I will end with before taking my day/two to just regain my mental status...

Here is my knowledge I’ve gained since this incident and my kind word to all... if you think you’re family is being over bearing or cautious take heed to it... if your friends become worried and you ignore them... try to listen and see what they see... not everyone will lead you down the correct path... but I can guarantee that if more people who love you and care about you are saying the same thing take the time to evaluate and listen to them all before going forward.... and if you ever need help or feel afraid of the situation you’re in reach out to someone, anyone, hell reach out to me any time of the day, reach out to the police, health professionals.. anyone.. you are not alone and people care for you and are here for you... you are loved and are needed in this world. Never forget how important you are to someone and to everyone you meet.
Have a great weekend everyone. ❤️