So here are the thing i wanted to point out


request
So for now, i want to talk you guy 100% that i am not open request again, because some ppl taking advantage of it and also i really don't want to draw for free, and then ppl kept asking it. :/
Although it had been long time, I promise that I will do it, even EVEN!! after one or two or even THREE YEAR I WILL draw it, so pls pls, stop asking me are you going to do it. It is really headache that you guys take request as something that MUST BE DONE, it already good that i draw it for free, and yet ppl kept chasing for it.
And the benefit that I take request slow is that the art will get better, and sorry for taking so long, but i had my life and idea that i want to do.
I mean i had already regrading about starting my first request


being a jerk

For lately I may had suffer from depression sometime, is because I want to get apparel from you guys, I mean you are are nice and great but I really need to stop this, I mean I had drawing for some people that are great is because I really want to get their approval and also sorry for being a jerk, I mean I look up to you guys so much that i forget that I also did some of my art well. I mean even through you may made me depress for sometime and even worst(bloody), but I will always think that you are great and wanting to know you better.

Sometime I really are attracted to comment, like a pics must have a comment in it, it not ya, i panic, and also i need to think that that my art is bad, even through you guys did not like it and also may get jealous, i mean sometime i want to get some attention :p+:'c

welp i had i been doing

Welp for me i had try to improve my art without even ppl advice I had try to study model of anatomy even a real life model and some other way of drawing, such as animation, 3d model (welp i am new to this) and also digital drawing, for now. For my plan i want to master like a lot of stuff, like gaming programming 3d animation there are so many thing i want to try. Ok maybe music theory. yaaa, i am a weird artist.

For anatomy, I had also planned to study on biomechanics from physics, I mean I am a nerd like i do like math and physics, and i also spent a lot of time on them too, but i will go to math first, since physics is a lot of math. Although my muscle drawing it not 1000% accurate but i will try my best to do it.

So i need to train on multiple thing and need to stop asking people. :p

ya i know, someone think that i am nut, doing all of this, or some ppl will ask me to just pick one, but i am ok with that, however i need to stop thinking that is it bad

discord

welp i had a new discord grp and i not sure should i share it, but warning, there will be a lot of weird staff there, i mean i want to be open and no mean comment

https://discord.gg/E2ywasm

i will open to everyone but pls no negative comment, there will be a lot of stupid stuff, and also if any of this happen, you will see it.

commission

So for commission i will take it slowly and also i may increase the price of it, hopefully that will not bother you, and it will be X2
outline to $10
colour to $20
shading, lighting + colour is $40
NSWF + 10%

hecen, for now i am still under pressure and stress, maybe go to bloody, but i will try to suppress that
AND, i am not a person who draw female, or fat so if you are here to ask for that, pls don't, i will like any suggestion BUT you must know that THERE IS A PROBSBILITY THAT I WILL DO IT